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Title: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 10, 2007, 03:19:33 PM
What?  You ask what I'm reading, what I'm watching, what I'm listening to, so lets just cut to the chase.  What homicidal, sick twisted thoughts are running around in that evil little brain of yours?

I'm wondering if my decision to wear bunny slippers over my steel toed work boots today was a good career move in the grand scheme of things.  It shows a willingness to not conform to the status quo.  On the other hand, it shows a complete lack of a grip on reality.  Eh, we'll see how it goes.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on August 10, 2007, 03:26:16 PM
You really do not want to know my inner most deepest thoughts, as they aren't suitable for this board...XD


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Hylphán on August 10, 2007, 03:29:27 PM
'Should I get the Mocha, or the Latte'?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Hylphán on August 10, 2007, 03:30:41 PM
'Mochachino or Frappalatte'?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 10, 2007, 03:31:25 PM
whatever goes best with pickles


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 10, 2007, 03:31:53 PM
I love pickles...

I think my shouts are getting to long. I talk way to much.  :buck:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 10, 2007, 03:34:18 PM
for the last week, I've been craving pickles...I've been eating them for breakfast even...and last night i washed it down with chocolate milk...if I'm pregnant, I'm gonna freak


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 10, 2007, 03:37:48 PM
I eat pickles all the time.

Oh! Best snack in the whole wide world is a slice of tomato with mozzarella cheese and salt & pepper on it. Yum yum!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Alassiel Telrúnya on August 10, 2007, 03:38:34 PM
Altario, your post brings to mind a documentary I once saw about a little boy who gave birth to his twin.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on August 10, 2007, 03:39:14 PM
Hmmm...I want to be pregnant...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 10, 2007, 03:40:15 PM
Well, thank you for putting my paranoia to bed

*pulls out yellow pages and looks for a very discreet gynecologist*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 10, 2007, 03:41:15 PM
I'm afraid of gynecologists...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 10, 2007, 03:42:07 PM
I just want to see his face when he walks in and I'm in the stirrups


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Alassiel Telrúnya on August 10, 2007, 03:42:17 PM
I don't wanna be pregnant. When you give birth to the baby, it stretches your vaginal muscles or whatever it's called, and you'll have less control over when and where you urinate. Just read it somewhere.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 10, 2007, 03:44:15 PM
The word "stirrups" makes me think of horse back riding for some reason.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 10, 2007, 03:44:30 PM
my dog was like that and he never went to the gynecologist


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 10, 2007, 03:46:30 PM
Your dog likes riding horses?

Or do you mean that your dog couldn't really control when it decided to pee?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 10, 2007, 03:47:22 PM
technically, it applies to both of us equally


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 10, 2007, 03:48:54 PM
I... I'm confused....


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on August 10, 2007, 03:51:04 PM
Quote
I don't wanna be pregnant. When you give birth to the baby, it stretches your vaginal muscles or whatever it's called, and you'll have less control over when and where you urinate. Just read it somewhere.


There are special exercises you can do to prevent and repair such situations. It usually doesn't get noticeable until you are "aged" 60+ ^.~ When your body is naturally losing its taut structure.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 10, 2007, 03:52:04 PM
Like... yoga?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on August 10, 2007, 03:55:33 PM
Something like that XD

Exercises which specifically work the pelvic area.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 10, 2007, 03:56:19 PM
I was thinking about taking Yoga, but I already have my Martial Arts to pay attention to.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Alassiel Telrúnya on August 10, 2007, 03:57:39 PM
Yeah, they did say about exercises, but I'm a lazy person. Plus, I think I'd have a mental breakdown from feeling nauseous and when I start getting spasms when the baby is about to be born. But admittedly, it will be cute. ^.^ When it's born, I mean. But I'm Chinese. For some unknown reason, majority of Chinese babies have johndis (Sp?) when they're born.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 10, 2007, 03:59:16 PM
I had johndis when I was born. As far as I know I'm not Chinese.

And you spelt it right.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Jaylene J. Jeshanna on August 10, 2007, 04:00:53 PM
Of course non-oriental babies have johndis too, but according to my mom, it's oriental babies which are most known for it.

Alassiel here, btw.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 10, 2007, 04:03:04 PM
Yeah. Oriental people are so cute. I like their eyes. Wish my eyes were so nifty, I think that I'd look more clever that way.  :grin:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Jaylene J. Jeshanna on August 10, 2007, 04:05:54 PM
Nah, it's not the shape of our eyes, it's the expression in our eyes which modestly radiates genius. Even when oriental babies are first born, they cry because they know that they need to open their mouths to breathe. :azn:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on August 10, 2007, 04:08:16 PM
Johndis is fairly common in newborns I have noticed...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Jaylene J. Jeshanna on August 10, 2007, 04:12:21 PM
Ooh I had a thought! Maybe in orientals, johndis is in the genes, and it plays a part in turning our skin yellow to last until we're adults!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 10, 2007, 04:13:09 PM
I don't think so, but it might be a plausible thought. I'm not big on smarts. <3

My friend was born blue. She was being strangled by the cord. The doctor broke her collarbone because he was trying to rush because, apparently, he was late for a golf game with his friends and had been called in on what was supposed to be his day off. They have it on video.

My big sis just told me that I'm extremely jaded for my age and, I was just wondering, is this a bad thing?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Jaylene J. Jeshanna on August 10, 2007, 04:26:17 PM
Oh yes, I was born blue, for the same reasons as your friend. And the word jaded is usually used in a negative way, so I suppose it is bad, but you'd be amazed at the amount of prejudice siblings have against one another. ;)

For a change of topic, I think I'm psychic!

(Just humor me for the moment)

Example 1: I had an urge one day to reread a book on sound which I hadn't read in ages, and the very next day our new science topic was on sound (probably a coincidence, I know).

Example 2: While sitting on a bench waiting for my cousin to come out of the toilet, I started swinging my legs, and I knew that the second I stopped swinging my legs, my cousin would come out. And she did!

Example 3: I was eating mini pretzels in Geography (yes, I shouldn't have, but there was a sub taking my class, and the opoortunity was too good to miss), and I knew without looking at my watch that the minute I finished my last pretzel, the bell would ring. And it did!

My theories:

Deja vu is usually not connected with reincarnation, but if you have no deja vu whatsoever, as in, never before, then I can safely tell you that you are in your very first life! Congratz!

When somebody dies, their soul takes a holiday. After a few decades, maybe even centuries, the soul has been having such a good time that it has almost completely forgotten the the goods and bads of life. So it starts to wonder why it thought life was horrible, and wants to give life another try. It has forgotten all the ways of life. That's why when babies are born, they need to relearn everything. Also, if you have deja vu, as in, real deja vu, there is a chance that this is not your first life.

I thought of it all myself, and I'm only 13!

PS. I don't really believe any of this psychic stuff, I'm a Christian! But it's fun making it up!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on August 11, 2007, 01:36:29 AM
I am a silver dragon with Violet eyes.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Gaffin Fjorbekks on August 11, 2007, 01:39:44 AM
Sometimes, out of the blue and for no reason, I get this urge to just go crazy and destroy everything in my sight. Or drop my pants and go streaking across the room, or punch someone in the face and laugh. It's not as if I'm like that usually; I am actually soft-spoken and reserved. I just have this other, homicidal, side of me that wants to claw its way out.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 11, 2007, 01:43:15 AM
As reincarnation is coming back again as another life, not as a repeat of the one you lived, then deja vu has no link at all to reincarnation.

now, parallel universes, and the string theory....that is where deja vu makes sense, as for the briefest of moments, you are linked to another you in another dimensional timeline just a mere micro second out of phase, so you are seeing something happening just a moment before it happens in this dimmension

Scotty, beam me up, i got a date with a green chick!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Gaffin Fjorbekks on August 11, 2007, 01:47:01 AM
As reincarnation is coming back again as another life, not as a repeat of the one you lived, then deja vu has no link at all to reincarnation.

now, parallel universes, and the string theory....that is where deja vu makes sense, as for the briefest of moments, you are linked to another you in another dimensional timeline just a mere micro second out of phase, so you are seeing something happening just a moment before it happens in this dimmension

Scotty, beam me up, i got a date with a green chick!

Ever read Stephen King's The Dark Tower series? Your post reminds me so much of it.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 11, 2007, 01:49:02 AM
I got as far as King's "Tommyknockers", and since then I've not had the desire to open another page


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 11, 2007, 01:59:52 AM
As I'm feeling somewhat acerbic today  (not sure why, maybe cuz I haven't had a pickle yet and its almost 11 am) I need to ask:

Is there a need, a desire on your part that just cannot be denied, that makes you put my entire post in quotes immediately after the post you are replying to?  I subscribe to the general assumption that your average reader here (I must qualify the ensuing opinion with the statement that there ARE definite exceptions) is intelligent enough to remember what I've written when you go to reply to it.  If you were to take a certain sentence, or phrase, and quote it to make your reply, that would be far more understandable.

No need to answer, I'm just wondering aloud.  I'm trying to understand how people other than me think.  It will help my character development in the new CD I'm writing.  Trying to see the world from a perspective other than my own bleary eyed, cynical, sarcastic set of peepers.  For years, I just assumed my opinion was the only one that counted.  Now, I'm gonna explore the possibility that I might be wrong, before I make my final decision.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kareesh Valendar on August 11, 2007, 02:24:14 AM
Hm....I'm a kid at heart and I still act out things that pop into my head. I also like reading parts outloud from a book in different accents.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Gaffin Fjorbekks on August 11, 2007, 02:47:31 AM
*Notice the absence of a quote box.  :P

Altario, it's more of an automatic thing, like brushing one's teeth after breakfast. I simply feel it is more personal to reply with a quote box in my post, and it helps me gather my thoughts easier and connect with the person in question.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 11, 2007, 02:52:05 AM
brushing your teeth is supposed to be a habit?  no wonder i get few dates nowadays....

its ok...i'm just in a sarcastic mood....its me not you.....we can still be friends.....

*coincidentally the last words by my last girlfriend.....not surprisingly, NOT the last words of my ex wives....*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on August 11, 2007, 02:53:36 AM
LOL Altario


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Phyth Glenfield on August 11, 2007, 03:27:07 AM
As I'm feeling somewhat acerbic today  (not sure why, maybe cuz I haven't had a pickle yet and its almost 11 am) I need to ask:

Is there a need, a desire on your part that just cannot be denied, that makes you put my entire post in quotes immediately after the post you are replying to?  I subscribe to the general assumption that your average reader here (I must qualify the ensuing opinion with the statement that there ARE definite exceptions) is intelligent enough to remember what I've written when you go to reply to it.  If you were to take a certain sentence, or phrase, and quote it to make your reply, that would be far more understandable.

No need to answer, I'm just wondering aloud.  I'm trying to understand how people other than me think.  It will help my character development in the new CD I'm writing.  Trying to see the world from a perspective other than my own bleary eyed, cynical, sarcastic set of peepers.  For years, I just assumed my opinion was the only one that counted.  Now, I'm gonna explore the possibility that I might be wrong, before I make my final decision.
I know exactly what you mean Altario...

 :P


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 11, 2007, 03:35:30 AM
LMAO :grin:

Oh, that made me giggle something fierce....thank you


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Khel on August 11, 2007, 04:49:42 AM
lol way to go Phyth.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Phyth Glenfield on August 11, 2007, 02:30:07 PM
I please to aim.   :grin:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 11, 2007, 02:32:58 PM
my thought today is that i'm disappointed in myself (go figure)  my 300th post was me removing an inappropriate post....now, 100 more of these little posts until i get my next chance at a celebration.... Quick, somebody say something to annoy me and make me rant and rave about it for 50-60 posts....


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on August 11, 2007, 02:39:53 PM
I like Bacardi O and Sprite O.o


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 11, 2007, 02:58:14 PM
Well....no that did not annoy me, but it did make me thirsty, Kali.

(Wishes Kali's name was Harold, so he coulda said "it make me Thirsty Herald"...bah bum bump!)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on August 11, 2007, 03:22:49 PM
My apologies for not annoying you :p


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: lukecash on August 11, 2007, 06:07:39 PM
Let's see.. what secrets have i to share??? I am the gray fox, the reincarnation of saint nerevar, mother of hyronimus lex, the mighty norse god stendarr, evil twin harmaphodite sibling of dagan ares bloodthirst, the emperor of the continent of Tamriel, oweynn the blademaster of the imperial arena, Grub do-kash the grand champion of the arena in Morrowind, and lastly Vivec, the dunmer god who stop the moon from falling on the holy temple district of Vivec by making a pact with the daedric lord Azura... I have many more, you only need ask...(Was there a point to this post either besides hysterical maniacal laughing all throughout the creation of this post and my memory of the Elder Scrolls games series by Bethesda Softworks???)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 11, 2007, 11:55:22 PM
Well...I guess i DID ask to be annoyed.....


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on August 12, 2007, 12:37:00 AM
LMAO


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Khel on August 12, 2007, 02:51:56 AM
oh boy do I see the directions this could go in...  :rolleyes:

Instead, here's a deep thought of the moment.

I am at a street Festival at the moment. It's nice, its warm and sunny and beautiful. I'm sitting in a cute little coffee shop, I am surrounded by a community I know and love. Its fun to see everyone having a good time. And I almost don't mind getting up at 5am to help prepare and set up...

The deep thought: Its awesome that the biggest attraction is a game where kids throw baseballs at plates  :lol:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Cherri Rowandyn on August 12, 2007, 07:15:06 AM
You call that deep?  Oy vey are we in trouble!   :hug:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Vesk Lyricahl on August 12, 2007, 10:45:51 AM
I often wonder what other people are thinking and feeling. Then I think of that old adage about walking a mile in someone else's shoes. But why not take that a step further? Wouldn't you only gain the benefit of experiencing life as they do by wearing their skins and being perceived as them by others? The thoughts of others really do interest me, for surely no one else thinks like I do. The world can't be that chaotic. But then, wearing a second skin is bound to get hot...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 12, 2007, 12:02:17 PM
Personally, I am not sure that other people even exist.  I think you are all images in a 3-d fully immersive dream or nightmare where I am the only real person.  You are all just portraits of what, in my mind, I think you should be, where I portray this tableau I think is life.  Whether by construct, or by fate, I am the only sentient being, and you are the tools that I use to keep a hold on sanity, or, conversely you are the nightmares of my loss of said sanity.

Will I wake?  Will the dream end?  And if it does, what if, to my horror, I discover that it is I that am the figment of your imagination?  Will I have played my part?  Will I have helped you in your quest?  Will I then exist?

Or will I have died?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Cherri Rowandyn on August 12, 2007, 12:05:56 PM
You died.  Yep, uh huh.  That's it.  Lights out.

Where ever there is an infinity, such as two mirrors facing each other, does that allow a passage way for others who are not of this realm to enter or is it just a way to see just how big your ass truly is?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kaldez’Yadra on August 12, 2007, 12:12:37 PM
My cureent thoughts look like this:
































































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Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 12, 2007, 12:15:53 PM
maybe they are linked, and you can see that your ass is as big as infinity....


EDIT:  uhm...the your in the "your ass"  was not your your, just a general your...your your has in no way been linked to a "your ass" that was oversized


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 12, 2007, 12:42:06 PM
You know, I'm wondering if those bast**** over at Vlasic drug their pickles.  Since I've been on my pickle craze, I post like an idiot.  I sound like an idiot, and i think like an idiot.  Not to mention, I can NOT get enough pickles.  Even eat them for breakfast.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 12, 2007, 12:45:18 PM
*siigh*  ok, in keeping with my above post relating pickles and idiocy...Avash, wipe your chin, you got a pickle there


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 12, 2007, 12:45:46 PM
They just might drug the pickles.

But I'm pretty sure that I don't eat drug filled pickles and I eat pickles all the time.

Pickles with chocolate. Pickles on crackers. Pickles and cheese. Pickles on bread with mayo and ketchup. Pickles with ham. You should try some of those.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Phyth Glenfield on August 12, 2007, 12:51:36 PM
You are about to experience the awe and mystery which reaches from the deepest inner mind to... The Outer Limits.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Cherri Rowandyn on August 12, 2007, 12:58:21 PM
 :evil:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: lukecash on August 12, 2007, 02:31:55 PM
I don't eat spiked pickles, but i eat the special brownies... Maybe they should make special pickles. That might be what you're eating Altario. Also, i have recently discovered that i am the love child of the healing deity Mara, husband of Talos Septim, deity and former king of Vvardenfell.(The continent recently titled morrowind...)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 12, 2007, 02:33:27 PM
And some of us have discovered what you are long ago.....


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on August 12, 2007, 02:37:32 PM
BURN HIM!


erm...HI! ~smiles meekly~


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: lukecash on August 12, 2007, 02:38:16 PM
What about FRIED pickles?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on August 12, 2007, 02:44:37 PM
Fried = disgusting!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: lukecash on August 12, 2007, 02:47:48 PM
That's what the kids at my school first said when putting ranch on pizza wasn't a trend yet...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 12, 2007, 02:49:47 PM
You sure it was the pizza they were....nah, nevermind...too easy....


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 12, 2007, 02:51:40 PM
Its Word ASSOCIATION....not Rhyme Time


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: lukecash on August 12, 2007, 02:53:39 PM
Rhyming IS an association between two words though...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Cherri Rowandyn on August 13, 2007, 12:33:08 PM
And that is Avash's inner thoughts everyone.  So inlightning.  Thank you for sharing.  At least it was coherent this time.   :rolleyes:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 13, 2007, 12:56:23 PM
I'd put my thoughts down... but they're rated R and last time I shared my inner most private thoughts with someone (my therapist) it didn't quite go over so well....


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 13, 2007, 01:02:25 PM
Tharapists are over rated...trust me, I know....

So speak your mind..uhm...in a PG-13 kinda way...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Luca the Thief on August 13, 2007, 01:06:15 PM
I've made a mistake I can't fix without being selfish.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Navar The Rogue Assassin on August 13, 2007, 01:12:47 PM
I like toast...hey they can't all be winners


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 13, 2007, 01:28:05 PM
I'll tell you my shallower thoughts...

Like how my bra strap is currently cutting off the circulation to my left arm and I'm beginning not to be able to feel my fingertips.

Or, perhaps, how I can't get a boyfriend...  :lol:

And that I've been sitting on my left foot for well over an hour now and I'm afraid to stand up because I know it's going to hurt a helluvalot more than I would particularly like.

Oh yeah... and, yes, therapists are over rated but my parents won't let me live at home anymore unless I maintain my visits with my therapist. Just last month they said I could stop going to my anger management. So I have. Yay for a little more free time.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on August 13, 2007, 01:47:53 PM
Therapists have their purposes, though parents sometimes seem to give them more credit than they are worth.

Therapists are only useful if you choose to allow them to be. No one can force to change, only you can change yourself.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Coor The Shadow on August 13, 2007, 02:08:47 PM
My inner most thoughts would have to be the destruction of Ava... :evil:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Lorek Bearfist on August 13, 2007, 02:13:58 PM
You have no desire to know my innermost thoughts. Too violent and the like.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 13, 2007, 02:15:51 PM
I've run out of pickles and cheese... I hurt my ankle at martial arts and my left foot is asleep... and I have to pee but it hurts to walk.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on August 13, 2007, 02:23:24 PM
I have to work early in the morning, but I don't feel like sleeping...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 13, 2007, 02:25:33 PM
why is it the men have inner thoughts about destruction and mayhem?  Too much testosterone? 

Me, my inner thought is how am i gonna fit my plants new pot on my forklift?  It won't fit in the cup holder any more.  Plus, my roommate won't go jogging with me anymore if I wear the viking helmet again.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Navar The Rogue Assassin on August 13, 2007, 02:28:34 PM
me too Kalina, me too (and Altario violence is just more fun  :grin:)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on August 13, 2007, 02:30:25 PM
I think it is the testosterone. :rolling:

I will take the helmet for ya ^.^


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Navar The Rogue Assassin on August 13, 2007, 02:37:20 PM
lol


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 13, 2007, 03:37:49 PM
not again!!!   post 408...i missed it again....ugh....ok...#409 and 91 to go....


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Navar The Rogue Assassin on August 13, 2007, 03:58:33 PM
huh???


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 13, 2007, 03:59:33 PM
#412...88 to go


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Cherri Rowandyn on August 14, 2007, 01:34:39 AM
why on earth did I leave my shoes at work?  I need them in the morning tho I usually drive barefoot anyways, but the black top get hot now very earlier and now it looks like I never washed my feet which I did this morning.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on August 14, 2007, 01:54:00 PM
I always take my shoes off at work...good thing I have job security ^.^


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Navar The Rogue Assassin on August 14, 2007, 02:06:52 PM
Im glad I dont work with you guys...your work probably smells like feet  ;)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 14, 2007, 02:20:07 PM
Ew... Feet. Keep them away!  :cry:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Lorek Bearfist on August 14, 2007, 02:40:57 PM
My innermost private thoughts are of committing disturbing acts of violence against much of my fellow man.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on August 14, 2007, 03:27:43 PM
I am not honestly surprised Dagan  :undecided:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Lorek Bearfist on August 14, 2007, 03:59:53 PM
Worry not, Lady Kalina, as you are marked on the list of the spared.  :)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on August 14, 2007, 11:26:48 PM
 :lol:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Cherri Rowandyn on August 15, 2007, 08:19:37 AM
So few probably are. :rolleyes:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on August 15, 2007, 08:55:00 AM
Oh dear, I would give him a bit more credit than that Cherri ^.~


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Cherri Rowandyn on August 15, 2007, 12:39:53 PM
Okay so should I keep it to one hand or use both?  Perhaps toes too?   :rolling:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on August 15, 2007, 12:48:46 PM
:lol:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Lorek Bearfist on August 15, 2007, 01:02:10 PM
*Adds Lady Cheri's name off the list of the forgiven.* Almost forgot ya, girl. Wouldn't want you put down, I just might cry ... maybe.  ;) As always, I  :heart: all of my fellow Santharians, Santhladies especially.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Alassiel Telrúnya on August 15, 2007, 02:35:57 PM
Usually someone's inner most private thoughts would be in their dreams, right? So, here's the dream which I dreamed last night.

It all starts with a game show. 5 candidates come up on stage, and the public vote for who they want freed. The person with the top number of votes continues living, and the rest are led to die (I know, sounds like I'm a terrorist or something).

So at the end of one game, the ghosts of my parents and I are sitting in the waiting room, which bears an uncanny resemblance to the kitchen of the building my dad used to work in. The room has two doors, one at each end of the room.

We're laughing at a joke I can't remember, even though we know we're dead. Then a noise makes us turn towards the first door. A boatman glides in, rowing his small wooden boat until it reaches us. He seems to be doing a pretty good job of rowing, considering he's hovering in the air above a tiled floor. There are already some passengers inside. I notice there's a King, a Queen and one of my friends.

Anyway, we get into the boat, which takes us out of the second door. Once we've gone through it, we are greeted by a gigantic, calm dark lake, much like the one Hagrid rows the first-years across in Harry Potter. In the blink of an eye, the boat's tranformed into a sort of express train. Why it couldn't stay as a boat, we'll never know. We can't see where we're headed to.

Along the way, we notice a stranger sitting opposite us. He might have been an angel or a devil, but we didn't really think about that at the time. He questioned us for quite a while, and later I realized that he'd been trying to trick us into going to hell. We seem to have answered all the questions correctly, cuz the stranger disappears and we find ourselves standing on the bottom step of the gateway to heaven. It isn't actually a gate, it looks more like one of those Greek column buildings. As we reach the top step, we look into the building and see lots of cushions and soft matresses, like the ones you'd see in a baby playground. We notice that there's another door at the end of the building which probably leads towards heaven.

We start to walk towards it when out of nowhere, a female robotic voice booms out at all of us, demanding that we pay 9 pounds and 50 pence in order to enter heaven. I have no idea why it's in English currency. So we all search our pockets, only to discover that we've been pickpocketed along the way, even the monarchs. The robot voice takes on a nasty tone, and tells us that since we haven't got the money, we'll have to get into heaven the hard way.

Suddenly the ground starts moving and everything starts twisting and turning. There are loads of obstacles which we have to overcome. Halfway through the quest, the lens of my glasses, which I've been wearing all this time like a good girl (I hardly ever wear my glasses), cracks, distorting my vision. I take them off, because I can always see perfectly without them, and open my eyes wider.... to discover that I'm in the room which I've been sleeping in all this while.

Luckily, I'm in that state where you can choose to wake up, or go back to sleep and continue your dream. I choose the latter. When I'm back in dreamworld, I find that my vision has been restored. I happily continue with my quest.

We'd got through the penultimate obstacle when we find ourselves back at the beginning... no, beyond the beginning. We're in the middle of the lake! Our last task is to swim back to the steps, and our task is made harder by monsters who try to drag us down.

I'm the first to reach the steps again, then the Queen climbs, gasping, out of the water, and the King does likewise. A few others arrive, my dad among them. But where's my mom? We all wait a few minutes for her, but she doesn't come. Finally, the voice which had demanded money took pity on her, gave a loud boom, and we see a giant fish spit her out. She yells as she flies through the air, and lands next to us. Other than being covered from head to toe in saliva and fish skeletons, she doesn't seem to be harmed.

The voice then kindly congratulates us, and allows us to proceed to the door. I open the door, there's a great flash of light, then I wake up for real. And that's my dream! I just wanted to get it down before I forgot it.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 15, 2007, 02:41:03 PM
My dreams are never so interesting. And if they are then they are always abruptly ended.

My latest dream consisted of people throwing rocks at me.

The dream before that involved Link (from Ocarina of Time) when he was grown up in full body armor upon a armored war horse with a steel plated whip. It was uber hot and we rode around together killing things.

*Sigh* I have no life.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Alassiel Telrúnya on August 15, 2007, 02:47:23 PM
Well, I only have complete dreams if I've slept for a seriously long time. The dream in my previous post came with a lot of other unfinished dreams. The dream in my previus post is my second complete dream which I remember. The first one was the Harry Potter and Peter Pan stories merged together, so I can't really call that interesting. I didn't use my own imagination to dream it. So I'm kinda proud of it. :grin:

Other dreams include one of my classmates selling drugs called eyeliner, mascara and lipstick, and another one of my classmate's dad pestering me to work for him, which was really weird, considering I've never even seen that classmate's dad before.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 15, 2007, 03:11:46 PM
Lol. Weird. Drugs and jobs.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on August 15, 2007, 04:46:03 PM
There have been many occasions I have written my resignation letter as Administrator of Santharia, but never posted it.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Alassiel Telrúnya on August 15, 2007, 04:55:50 PM
Wise choice, Kalina. *claps*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on August 15, 2007, 05:02:20 PM
I sometimes wonder though...



Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 16, 2007, 03:55:31 AM
i'm thinking crazy attracts crazy....on he way home today, i had three separate certifiably loony people just pick me out of the crowd to share their crazy thoughts and stuff...  ok, i know i talk to myself a lot, but i have the courtesy to leave others out of my delusions....


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 16, 2007, 04:09:09 AM
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Wow Altario, your post was the 10000th post in the C.D board!! grin
must be an omen...

yay...finally got a benchmark...woohoo....

*band plays the music to Miss America theme..*

Here he comes, Mr-Post-A-Lot.......

*tears stream down his face.....*

Thank you, thank you, you have no idea how much this means....

*hands shake uncontrollably......*

But remember Petros, as you posted 10001, then should there be any reason that i cannot fulfill my duties as 10000 poster, then you will be given the tiara, and you will continue on as Mr-Post-A-Lot......

*hopes that those nude pics of me I did for Pent-Mouse magazine don't suddenly show up and sully the good name of the Mr-Post-A-Lot Pageant.....*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 16, 2007, 04:13:06 AM
Disclaimer:  Pent-Mouse and Pent-Mouse Enterprises (TM) has no affiliation, public or private, with the Mr-Post-A-Lot International Competition.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on August 16, 2007, 06:21:09 AM
 :rolling: hey, thats true if anything should happen to you, i get the Mr Post-alot crown...*looks around shiftily*...hey why dont you take a nice big bite of this juicy apple Altario, my good friend the wicked witc..ehh i mean Mary Whitehouse gave this to me.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 16, 2007, 06:26:40 AM
Hmmm... where the heck is Sandra Bullock, shes sposed to be protecting my butt here.....

*in case you are lost right now, that is a reference to Miss Congeniality, a movie starring said Bullock*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 16, 2007, 06:28:59 AM
DISCLAIMER:  Miss Congeniality and the studio that produced it has no affiliation, public or private, with the Mr-Post-A-Lot International Competition.  The same, unfortunately, cannot be said about Miss Congeniality 2.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kareesh Valendar on August 16, 2007, 06:30:39 AM
Altario, you make me giggle sometimes.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on August 16, 2007, 06:42:30 AM
Sometimes? XD


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Cherri Rowandyn on August 16, 2007, 10:31:41 AM
 :rolling:

Crazy does attract crazy...just look around at the company we keep here!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Navar The Rogue Assassin on August 16, 2007, 01:14:16 PM
Why Cherri I have no Idea what you mean   :D


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 16, 2007, 02:11:32 PM
I'm not crazy... right?  :shocked:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on August 16, 2007, 02:27:37 PM
I am so crazy!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Alassiel Telrúnya on August 16, 2007, 04:07:11 PM
I'm not crazy! *starts foaming at the mouth and rolling eyes*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Navar The Rogue Assassin on August 16, 2007, 04:09:18 PM
your right you're enot crazy but you do have rabbies *straps on cow gloves and holding a big needle* well at least we can take care of that  ;)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Alassiel Telrúnya on August 16, 2007, 04:27:41 PM
*Shrinks into a corner, glaring at Navar* You don't know a thing about my condition! The fact that you've mispelled the name proves it! I do not have rabies! *nevertheless runs away from any animal she sees after that* I am crrrrrrrrazzzzyy!! *cackles maniacally, then stops and looks confused* Wait. I said I wasn't crazy one minute ago. *shrugs* Oh well, now I am! *continues cackling*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 16, 2007, 07:50:57 PM
Please god, if you make the room stop spinning i promise to never drink again


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on August 16, 2007, 08:31:59 PM
This Thread could easily be a substitute for halucegenic drugs!! :lol:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 16, 2007, 08:37:05 PM
yeah...who knew people were actually going to post what was really in their heads.. makes this a really scary world to me now, knowing that i'm not the only one..... i always thought someone out there was gonna be sane enough to take care of us.....


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 16, 2007, 08:53:36 PM
Well, sad news...  Donald Trump has seen the video of me cavorting last night, while inebriated and has decided that since I do not look quite as good as that Tara whats-her-name Miss USA in a one piece bathing suit, and he has decide to strip me of my tiara.  I have been cited as not exemplifying the morals that are adhered to by the Mr Post A Lot  organization.

So, lets all give a warm welcome to Petros as the new reigning Mr. Post A Lot.   

Here he comes......Mr. Post A Lot......



Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on August 16, 2007, 09:02:33 PM
*bursts into tears causing mascara to stream down his face, while fanning himself with both his hands*...I dont deserve this honour, this is the second best thing that could ever have happened to me! the first being, world peace!!! *Fakely smiles revealing two sets of of perfect, bleached white teeth*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Cherri Rowandyn on August 16, 2007, 10:52:13 PM
Begins to pelt Petros with confetti balls left over from the TH.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 16, 2007, 10:56:05 PM
*tastes a confetti ball...realizes too late that they taste NOTHING like mozza ballls*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on August 17, 2007, 03:16:28 AM
~pelts Altario with Whoppers while giggling~


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 17, 2007, 05:47:02 AM
*in between catching whoppers in his mouth when kali throws them straight*

You ever get these dumb things?

    * Current Age: Little old ladies help ME cross the street
    * Current Residence: trapped within the tortured recesses of my mind
    * Interests: myself...I'm Narcissistic
    * Favourite movie: Somewhere in Time (love Jane Seymour)
    * Favourite band or musician: George Strait
    * Favourite genre of music: Country
    * Favourite artist: Sara Evens or Martina McBride
    * Favourite poet or writer: Frank Herbert
    * Favourite photographer: The one at Walmart (very good portraits...cheap too)
    * Favourite style or digital art: Landscapes...sometimes with wolves in them
    * Operating System: After the last time I took out an appendix, I don't get the chance to operate anymore
    * MP3 player of choice: My 8 tracks dont work in these
    * Shell of choice: Conch (make better horns)
    * Wallpaper of choice: I like floral patterns
    * Skin of choice: my own....watching Hannibal Lector wear someone elses did NOTHING for me
    * Favourite game: Monopoly
    * Favourite gaming platform: Kitchen table
    * Favourite cartoon character: Bill the Cat
    * Personal Quote: "What do you mean I misunderstood the question?"
    * Tools of the Trade: Tape measure, hammer, saw


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 17, 2007, 05:52:25 AM
O.o   *Gives Cherrie with a ridiculously oversized bag filled with confetti and sardines.*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on August 17, 2007, 05:53:43 AM
oohhh i LOVE confetti :cool:, look at all the pretty colours!! :shocked: * and after hurtling  confetti balls back at cherri begins to do the Highland Fling amongst the mass of colour, whilst loudly humming "scotland the brave" *


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 17, 2007, 05:56:27 AM
*shudders* 

man, I hope Highland Fling does not consist of you doing cartwheels while wearing a kilt my friend

*shudders again*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on August 17, 2007, 06:00:51 AM
Dont worry, the highland fling was designed for bulky,ginger scotsmen who cant touch their toes. Never mind doing cartwheels!!.....although now that you mention it i might just incorporate them into my routine...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 17, 2007, 06:02:07 AM
*chokes on a whopper...and i mean the ones Kali is throwing*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 17, 2007, 06:19:35 AM
Whoppers are icky!  :buck:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 17, 2007, 03:12:16 PM
*sigh*  I remember when this thread was the cats ass.  Everyone used to come here.  Now, if i charged a dollar to post here, i wouldn't have enough to get change for the pay toilet.

Maybe if i redecorated...a disco ball....neon lights....faux fur on the walls...oh yeah, thats the ticket.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 17, 2007, 03:15:34 PM
^_^  Yes. A disco ball will do the trick... Oh! If I hit it with a stick will I get candy?  *Does a little dance*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on August 17, 2007, 03:19:53 PM
~swoons~ Preety lights


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 17, 2007, 03:20:50 PM
oh, i so knew this would work, cuz chicks dig discos


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 17, 2007, 03:23:48 PM
*Begins to prance around throwing confetti and flower petals everywhere*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 17, 2007, 03:28:58 PM
they apparently dig scars too, but i'm too afraid of pain...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 17, 2007, 03:31:33 PM
Scars?

No scars for me. No, no. I dig collarbones and hip bones. I like to nibble on them!

Num num num!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 17, 2007, 03:32:54 PM
with bbq sauce?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 17, 2007, 03:40:47 PM
If that's your thing, sure.  :rolling:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Khel on August 17, 2007, 09:15:50 PM
lol sounds delish.


Heres a um.. thought. More of a story, really.
A creepy guy called my cell phone at 2 am. He said my number was already programmed into his cell phone when he bought it used. We talked for half an hour.. he was kinda nice. Probably older than Altario ;)

My deep thought is this: will that completely random conversation with a [possibly creepy stalker] stranger make any difference in my lifetime?

Ho hum!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 18, 2007, 12:15:15 AM
yeah....like SHORTEN it.... thats creepy, dangerous, and a whole lotta other words i'm not completely sure of...

My advice, don't talk anymore...just don't sound right....


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on August 18, 2007, 12:20:39 AM
Be careful Khel...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Khel on August 18, 2007, 03:39:36 AM
Careful is my middle name! He had nothing good to say anyway...  :lipsrsealed:

:)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 18, 2007, 05:35:09 AM
Besides that, they don't make people older than me :buck:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on August 18, 2007, 05:48:58 AM
Yeah it sounds pretty dodgy Khel  :undecided:

"They" dont "make"?.... *opens door, and takes in a deep breath
"HEY EVERYONE, ALTARIOS A ROBOT!!!"*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Khel on August 18, 2007, 08:15:15 AM
haha well how ELSE could he be so old?!

And yeah, it was weird. He asked if I wanted him to erase my number, I said yeah.. -shrug-


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kareesh Valendar on August 18, 2007, 09:19:46 AM
Another random thought from Kareesh: I often think about my own death. Like, I can see my car going off into a ditch or something and me not surviving. Very scary when driving to and from college.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Fox on August 18, 2007, 09:24:36 AM
Another random thought from Kareesh: I often think about my own death. Like, I can see my car going off into a ditch or something and me not surviving. Very scary when driving to and from college.

Heh. I've got that, too. Although mine is a bit more pronounced in the fact that I often feel the sub-conscious urge to go and do it. I can't stand close to the edges of high buildings or bridges 'cause I'm afraid I'd subconsciously jump off.



Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 18, 2007, 09:41:47 AM
I think about mine too.   I walk into a room, and there, gathered together like a nightmarish gaggle of blood sucking vampires, are my ex wives and girlfriends.  Each of them moans like a Zombie and holds out there hand, but I've only got enough money to pay one of them alimony.....after that, it just degenerates into a ghoulish spectacle of screaming and blood.  *shudders*...I still get freaked out by it....


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on August 18, 2007, 09:45:01 AM
 :rolling: Altario, you never cease to amaze me!!...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kareesh Valendar on August 18, 2007, 09:56:26 AM
I'm deathly afraid of bridges. I always can see it collapsing and me unable to get out of the car, thus drowning. *shivers*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Vesk Lyricahl on August 18, 2007, 09:58:10 AM
I'm the same way Josephine. Whenever I'm driving over a bridge I have the urge to turn the wheel just a little and drive into the river below. And then whenever I'm handling a knife for whatever reason, it occurs to me how easily it would slice through my skin. I think about putting myself out of my misery quite a bit. But then I remember that another way to do that would be to push my grandmother down a flight of stairs and end her harassment of me. :devilish:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on August 18, 2007, 10:06:25 AM
I have tried to not think about such things, as they only tend to depress and frighten me/


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on August 18, 2007, 10:36:44 AM
The way i see it is, that you could be hit by a bus tomorrow or killed in a fire today, and thats just something you have no control over,you should live each day as if it is your last! "Carpe Diem" :grin:. So Death is not something you should spend your whole life (however short it is) worrying about other wise youll waste it! the same gos for all these silly diets e.t.c! :)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Fox on August 18, 2007, 10:40:04 AM
The way i see it is, that you could be hit by a bus tomorrow

I almost got hit by a bus once. I rode my bike off the edge of the sidewalk onto the left-hand bike lane of the road and a bus went driving by right as I did that... the bus was driving about halfway into the bike lane and I missed it by like 6 inches.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on August 18, 2007, 10:44:01 AM
Oh! you poor Dear!... :cry: see what i mean though...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Decipher Ziron on August 18, 2007, 11:00:04 AM
HA! You think you got it bad...I've been hit by a Bus AND a taxi...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Roland Hampton on August 18, 2007, 11:02:53 AM
Ha! I was hit by a semi! Seriously! Yea we were working on it trying to get it running, when they started it it jumped forward and nudged me, i mean hit me. It bruised my arm!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Decipher Ziron on August 18, 2007, 11:04:06 AM
These were serious though...I had to go to hospital both times...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on August 18, 2007, 11:06:53 AM
*sighs* thats london for you,...if only you lived in bonnie Glasgow...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 18, 2007, 11:08:35 AM
Where you could have been broadsided by a highland steer...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on August 18, 2007, 11:12:47 AM
Why are men masters at making women cry?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on August 18, 2007, 11:17:10 AM
Ha! thats where your wrong Glasgow is in the Central lowlands not the Highlands!! :D

Your probably more likely to be ran over by: Wee jimmies Maw who lives Awa the close fae us, cuz ya wouldnae gie her back the pot she leant yi after oor margrette brekin thum wull chuckin thum at her man cuz she saw him Cleekin another lassie doon at buchanan street, but auld Isa who works doon at the Ironmongers said that shed len her a couple until big George fae up the tennament would fix thum aw but she was fir nut of it!!!
*Gasps for breath.*
Thats shocking Altario, not knowing your scottish geography and all! :lol:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 18, 2007, 11:20:58 AM
Well, i don't know everything, i spose.... *makes a point to watch Braveheart and Rob Roy again to polish up on  his Scottish facts*



Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on August 18, 2007, 11:28:00 AM
Tell you what, why dont you get the next SanthAir flight to Glasgow international and see the bonnie banks and braes for your self! :grin: i heard that they hired some stunning, young Remusian flight attendants! :evil:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 18, 2007, 11:29:27 AM
*looks left and right*...uhm...I'm on the no fly list...or i'd be there....


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Navar The Rogue Assassin on August 18, 2007, 12:28:08 PM
I dont know if rtthis is sydistic but my happy place is a blood drenched battle ground in 215 b.c. after the second punic war


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on August 18, 2007, 12:45:19 PM
Very umm...Pleseant.... :buck:

My happy place is me, lying on the couch watching "bridget Jones's diaries" with my two favourite men...Ben and Jerry!! :grin: :heart:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 18, 2007, 12:48:18 PM
a more secure man i have never met.... :)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on August 18, 2007, 12:54:00 PM
Yay 100 posts for me!! :heart:

What do you mean by "secure", if your talking about my laser activated super alarm system with impermiable platinum lockdown...the catalogues are just so inviting!!! and at such low,low prices i couldnt resist!! :lol:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 18, 2007, 12:57:50 PM
of course thats what i meant you big silly.... :grin:



Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on August 18, 2007, 01:05:10 PM
Oh thats fine then, i can see your a fellow Postman-B-Gone fan!!! :heart: :grin:

For a minute there i thought you were talking about my sexuality... and that would have resulted in dire consequences :lol:, phew i wont be needing this anymore! *Puts rocket launcher back on shelf, stops for a second* or will I!?!?! :huh:  :P


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 18, 2007, 11:25:31 PM
i don't even like talking about my on sexuality my friend, let alone anyone else. :grin:

and its ordering those rocket launchers through shifty catalogues that got me on the no fly list


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Lorek Bearfist on August 18, 2007, 11:46:33 PM
Really, Altario? It was biting out the throat of a snotty airline worker that got me on the no fly list. Right now my innermost private thoughts are of death and chaos to my enemies. Namely anyone breathing my air supply, using my pixel space or ordering shoddy rocket launchers from black-listed catalogs. Just screwing with ya, guys.

However, I am thinking about death and chaos to much of my fellow man. Like the guy who's ass I had to kick about five and a half hours ago. (PM me if you want details .... you most likely do not.) *Does the "Another hundred posts dance"* WHOO HOO!! Now my post count matches my age.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 19, 2007, 12:30:49 AM
"lost in love and i dont know why...."

"making love, outta nothin at all...outta nothin at all..."

oh, you didn't mean THAT air supply did you? :shocked:


Edit:  oh, and if you take my post count, add 6 to, divide that by 3, take the square root of that number, then round up to the nearest whole number, using that number as a Celsius temperature and then convert it to a Fahrenheit temperature, double it, then you get....uhm...nothing that applies to my age., or IQ, or....


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on August 19, 2007, 01:07:11 AM
526...hmmm...thats funny...thats the number of English buried in my back garden... "they may take our lives...but well take more!!" thats the scots motto! :grin:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kareesh Valendar on August 19, 2007, 01:55:54 AM
I'm mostly Scottish on me Dad's side. Our family/clan even had three castles. The main one was sold is now a bed and breakfast place with a golf course. And, one of my ancestors was sent to get William Wallace when he was sent for.

Someday, me and my brother are going to go and siege the castle and take back what belongs to us. ^^


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 19, 2007, 02:29:48 AM
i've been sitting here thinking... the worst part of a thread like this is when you good people take the time and energy to post here, and the creator of the thread, in this case me, fails to acknowledge that post.  So to remedy that, I will now reply to all the posts hat I neglected.....

Yes I do!..... .Latte...... Mochachino..... No you don;t...... Yes, that sounds delicious.... I must have missed it, do tell though.... Well, thats best left to your husband....  Gynecologists are scary....  Yes, that must hurt.... I love horseback riding....  My dog has never ridden a horse.... Don't be, none of us makes sense.... I've heard of those excercises, for the kagel muscles, right?... I think so, but using metal balls inside you.... Quite right, Kali.... I didn't know that about the chinese....  I think you would know.... Welcome back, Alassiel....  The eyes have it....  Don't all babies?... my kids had it.... Yellow Genes?.... Blue Genes?.... ok, we'll humour you.... Love those violet eyes...  Prozac, my little friend, consider it... Nope.... ooh oooh read Romeo and Juliet in a Mexican accent....  Yes, I did notice... I was serious... I can always count on you Phyth... Thx Khel...  I think thats the motto above my toilet.... So do I.... You are forgiven.... those arent secrets, they're the ravings of a very sad little man.... Don't laugh at me, I'm sensitive.... Wish I was at a street festival... Not very deep at all.... Hannibal Lecter wore another skin, he did look pretty hot.... But I don't wanna be dead....  Not surprising..... I'll get the recipes later.... Way to go Rod Serling, oh wait, wrong show....   :grin:...  Try the poisoned oak too...  I would if I could find a match.... You eat them, dumbass....  I love fried, maybe not pickles.... Never was a trend here... a low brow version I spose... Give him a round of applause... As we arent trained Psychologists, it should be fine... Selfish is good... I like toast too... So is my bra, coincidently enough.... cept the ones who like electro shock.... what did she do to you?... you are probably right, I don't have the desire....  try not to pee yourself... sleeping is overrated... violence is not fun, its the path of the weakened mind..... estrogen pills all around... stop laughing... i missed 400... sure ya did.... I can't, steel toed shoe zone.... probly does, probly does....  foot fetish?.... again, violence is the easy way..... me either... and me?.... stop laughing... true enough... you trust way too easy... I don't get it.... again with the laughing, what is it with you?... A true gentleman(Sarcasm)... sorry, it was so long, i'm still gonna skip it... a few less video games... weird.... exactly.... good, we need you... *joins applause*... put it out of your mind right now.... I love apples, thanks.... thank you....  better than not at all.... Very true Cherri... thats cuz you were one of the ones attracted... do you really need to ask?... So says both your personalities?... thats not crazy, thats pop rocks and cola....  cow gloves?  each finger comes with its own udder?... not take your Thorazine and you'll be ok.... So true, but twice as addictive... *chokes up with pride* my little boy has finally become a woman....  No heckling!... More!!!...  mmm sardines, love the way the little bones crunch..... you better be wearing underwear.... can any touch their toes?...  thats sticky, not icky.... just shards of glass.... back off girlfriend, they're my lights...  a little young to be a hippie, no?... strange, all the ones i know do....  i have lots of things... ok, i admit it, it was me.... yes.... what a strange middle name, is it to remind your parents what they weren't that night in the back seat when you were conceived?....  cyborg is the correct term.... i'm barely old enough to be your lover, er, brother i meant...  scary.... time to start on the prozac....  hell, i amaze myself... you guys are all morbid...  I think i should send this entire thread to a shrink for his thoughts.... exactly... can always count on you to cheer up the convo... too close... yes, and don't call me dear.... quit wearing the "I hate transit drivers" shirt.... semi's dont start while in gear.... broken bones?... where you could get broadsided by a LOWLAND steer... its a gift i have for sentimentality i spose... make sure you say "ha to wee jimmies mah fo ma".... mmmm, Remusian flight attendants.... not sadistic, more like delusional.... my happy place is 3 feet south of my chin... happy 100, now how many were actually about something??... damn postman... i thought we agreed everyone here had to take estrogen pills, cept maybe petros....  526 was the answer too?... interesting, i'll help ya seige the tower......


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 19, 2007, 02:42:35 AM
I'm so lost


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Erik Throik on August 19, 2007, 02:49:41 AM
no, your found, he is the one that is lost... Ill explain it... he has alot of time on his hands... lol thats all you need to know. But in Santharia having lots of time on your hands is better than... well anything. So congrats!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on August 19, 2007, 04:19:19 AM
Excuse me mister!! ...if your all havin Estroegen pills i want some too!!! :D
oh wow another scot on the board!! oor numbers are fair risin!!  one day we will over throw our european and american oppresors!!!:heart:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 19, 2007, 04:56:22 AM
Once again, Canadian, not American here!

Hey, I'm not a lumberjack, or a fur trader....
I don't live in an igloo or eat blubber, or own a dogsled....
and I don't know Jimmy, Sally or Suzy from Canada,
although I'm certain they're really really nice.

I have a Prime Minister, not a president.
I speak English and French, not American.
And I pronounce it 'about', not 'a boot'.

I can proudly sew my country's flag on my backpack.
I believe in peace keeping, not policing,
diversity, not assimilation,
and that the beaver is a truly proud and noble animal.
A toque is a hat, a chesterfield is a couch,
and it is pronounced 'zed' not 'zee', 'zed' !!!!

Canada is the second largest landmass!
The first nation of hockey!
and the best part of North America

My name is Altario!!
And I am Canadian!!!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 19, 2007, 05:02:29 AM
Disclaimer:  Molson Canadian, and Molson Breweries has no affiliation, public or private, with Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin.  These ramblings can be attributed to the Labatts and Anhauser Busch people.  Please send all your letters of protest to them.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on August 19, 2007, 05:10:12 AM
Qui,Qui.... Apaiser vous, Altario!!!

Je Dit que les Canedienne et part de la Americanne du nord, aussi les canniediens et tres cool, et le plus intime amis de les Ecosse!! :grin:

Excuse moi pour le gêne :D


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 19, 2007, 05:13:49 AM
 :police:  You are quite forgiven my friend.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on August 19, 2007, 05:50:13 AM
Why does one, who is allergic to milk, love milk products?

~gobbles up a bowl of ice cream~


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 19, 2007, 05:51:20 AM
you always crave the things that are worst for you..... i still date women, see?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on August 19, 2007, 07:07:46 AM
Maybe it was time you crossed over Altario!!! :rofl:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 19, 2007, 07:09:55 AM
:heart: :loveeyes: :heart:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 19, 2007, 07:11:42 AM
Not a chance, not after that time in college...uhm...well, we were drunk and experimenting...it meant nothing, and I hoped it would never surface again...even thought i got all the Polaroids..... :lipsrsealed: 


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 19, 2007, 07:20:33 AM
Oooo evidence! :rolling:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on August 19, 2007, 07:22:09 AM
*Gasps*  :jawdrop: do tell Altario...i WANT all these juicy details!!! :lol:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 19, 2007, 07:36:20 AM
Aw. I don't think that he's gunna tell us, Petros. *Pouts*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 19, 2007, 07:37:26 AM
I am sworn to secrecy, my lips are sealed. :lipsrsealed:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 19, 2007, 07:45:58 AM
Aw, boo.  :cry:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 19, 2007, 07:48:14 AM
Suffice to say i woke up, feeling very much like a piece of meat that had been toyed with.... so i gathered my clothes and left that den of sin..... and i have never been in a frat house since... :speechless:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on August 19, 2007, 07:56:13 AM
*Screams in pure delight* MY NEW PEDAL HARP HAS JUST ARRIVED!!!!!! :grin: :grin: :heart:
:pet: Oh, its sooooo beautiful!!!! :pet: nearly as beautiful as its new owner!! :lol:

Sorry a bit out of topic....from college experimentations to gorgeous pedal harps...what next? :D


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 19, 2007, 08:08:41 AM
Is it pretty in Scotland? I always wanted to move there. o_o


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on August 19, 2007, 08:13:40 AM
Its stunning!! :)
its a bit too stereotypical though...You should come and live here, I know of a nice wee flat looking out over the river clyde, that is just begging to be lived in!! :grin:

*begins to laugh maniacally, as phase two of the Scottish Santharian invasion has now commenced*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 19, 2007, 08:15:02 AM
Don't listen Nox.  We got wee flat stuff here in Canada too.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 19, 2007, 08:22:03 AM
Petros:
Oooo! Though, I don't understand how stereotypical.
I might end up there in two years or so. I'm moving to California next year, mainly because I feel like if I don't get out of Florida by the end of next year then I'm going to be stuck here forever.

Altario:
Oh, don't worry. Once I get out of Florida and have spent some time in Cali (not very long) then I'm going to make a stop in Canada. Might stay there for a while.

However, Petros, you might have just decided where I'm going first once I leave Canada. I had been torn between Scotland, Japan, and Australia. ~_^


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Rainier on August 19, 2007, 08:31:02 AM
I definately have to visit Scotland now.  After I get out of this stupid state and before I go to college in Maine I plan on visiting Ireland and now Scotland.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on August 19, 2007, 08:34:41 AM
Yayy!! :heart: looking forward to seeing you Nox. You should SO pop round sometime and me and Angus will cook you up a hearty, traditional scottish dinner!! :grin:

What i meant by stereotypical was, like Scotland tries to act all big and modern, but its really still very traditional at heart! for instance, most guys still wear kilts to school, and everyone stills enjoys Haggis, neepes and tatties at sunday lunch (vegetarian haggis for me! :D)

*sticks toungue out at Altario* Scotland 2 Canada 1!!! :lol:

*An eerie wind blows over santharia, as the Scottish invasion .codename:Project Haggis. has now reached phase 3*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 19, 2007, 08:41:50 AM
 :grin:  Guys in kilts.

My sister always told me I was strange for constantly dressing up my guy friends in skirts.  :rolling:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kareesh Valendar on August 19, 2007, 11:27:24 AM
I wanna go to Scotland really really bad. See my ancestral home. Yet, Altario, I'm dating a guy who's half Canadian.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 19, 2007, 11:33:58 AM
Then that makes you Half Canadian-in-Law.

Scotland 3, Canada 1 1/2    :grin:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on August 19, 2007, 11:55:29 AM
Poor, wee canada!! :heart:...but i guess its survival of the fittest, and i think we all know who the fittest is...*begins to frantically wave the scottish flag in the air*........wait a second, i dated a canadian!!! :speechless:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 19, 2007, 11:57:44 AM
ah hah!!  I've never dated a Scot that should be atleast a 1/2 point

Scotland 3, Canada 2...and the comeback begins :grin:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on August 19, 2007, 12:04:19 PM
Yeah...well...We MADE you, what was in canada before brave scots set sail from Port Glasgow? NOTHING!!! whys it called "Nova Scotia" then mate!?! :grin:

So lets see...*brings out his Calcu-Haggis* 3 + the population of canada =... 

Scotland:33,390,144   Canada:2  :lol:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 19, 2007, 12:10:53 PM
Uhm...I do not dispute yer figures there my friend, but you added them to the wrong side.  They LEFT Scotland.  :grin:

Scotland:3   Canada:33,390,143

There, I fixed it for ya.  No need to thank me. :number1:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on August 19, 2007, 12:35:41 PM
Yeah, they left scotland for the sake of exploration, to broaden the worlds horizons!! so i think ill be taking those back thankyou! also Scotland is to thank for practically all major breakthroughs the world has ever seen!!, heres just a few: :grin:

adhesive postage stamps, anaesthetics, antisepsis, artificial diamonds, reaping machine,
Bank of England, latent heat, Brownian movement, Buicks, chemical bonds,
penicillin, the decimal point, documentary films, Encyclopedia Britannica, engineering, sciences, fax machines, first cloned mammal, flailing machines, geosciences, golf,
historical novels, hypodermic syringes, Kelvin scale, percussion powder, logarithms,
Maxwell's equations, marmalade, mackintosh raincoats, macadamized roads, microwave ovens, colloid chemistry, breech-loading rifle, whiskey, tubular steel, quinine, Sociology,
pneumatic tyres, pink bathtubs, hollow pipe drainage, Peter Pan, radar,
paleobiology, polarization, cure for scurvy, King Arthur, Halloween,
refrigerators, Neptune, bakelite, iron bridges, solitons,
the steam engine, telephones, thermos flasks/dewars, the telegraph, television,
the stereotype sulphuric acid the steam-hammer cure for insomnia paraffin
Sherlock Holmes, Toad of Toad Hall, Long John Silver, Jekyll and Hyde, Auld Lang Syne, US Navy, Chilean Navy, Economics, Cloud Chamber...

So Canadian population + scottish poulation + plus everyone whos lives have been affected by scotland...

Scotland: 6,646,018,928 or 6.647 X 10 ^ 9         Canada:2 :lol:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 19, 2007, 12:41:41 PM
We gave the world insulin, hockey and WILLIAM SHATNER, go Kirk!!!!

No number could accurately describe the fundamental improvement to the world as that. :P


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on August 19, 2007, 12:46:10 PM
Sheesh boys...

The government of both sucks...but so does basically all government. Ya'll are equal!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 19, 2007, 12:48:22 PM
*puts hand in pockets, rocks back and forth and kicks the dirt* 

 Yes mother, but Petros started it. :rolleyes:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on August 19, 2007, 12:53:53 PM
Not William Shatner!! NOOOOO!!! *Petros disentgrates into a pile ash, and an eerie voice is heard on the wind* "You win this time Altario....but ill get you if its the last thing i do!"

*Petros reassembles for a second* "Our government does not "suck", by that i hope you were reffering to the british government cause were a different system now! Yay!! go Alex Salmond the new First Minister! --VOTE S.N.P--" *disentegrates once more*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 19, 2007, 04:05:55 PM
Wait. Did my point get put in Scotland? I mean. I'm just a little bit confused. I'll be living in Canada for at least half a year before I go to Scotland (yes, I've decided that is where I'll be going first)... so shouldn't my point technically be put into Canada since that is where I'll be going first?

... And...

Wow. I actually haven't spoken to anyone or eaten or drank anything for the last 24 hours. My jaw is aching from not opening my mouth. It's weird.  :lipsrsealed:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on August 19, 2007, 04:40:19 PM
I wanna go to Scotland eventually someday. And Ireland.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Lorek Bearfist on August 20, 2007, 01:23:59 PM
*Clings to Kalina like plastic wrap.* If you go to either of those places, you're dragging me along. Hmmm ... my innermost thoughts at this time are ... death and pain to mankind! How dare you defy my almighty will! Just kidding, I'm thinking about tacos and how badly I want an artifact of very minor power on a character.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on August 20, 2007, 01:29:30 PM
I shall think about it. lol. First I have to find a way to scrounge up that kind of money to even think about such a trip ; ;
 


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Lorek Bearfist on August 20, 2007, 01:51:47 PM
*Hands Lady Kalina a few thousand.*   :grin: 


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on August 20, 2007, 02:26:54 PM
O.O

Something just doesn't feel right about this situation...

I suddenly feel as if I should start whipping my clothes off or something  :shocked:  :rolling:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 20, 2007, 02:29:29 PM
yeah, be careful.... every time I have handed over a lot of money to a woman, thats when the vice cops bust open the door... then I'm on the nest episode of COPS


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on August 20, 2007, 02:36:13 PM
I just don't know how to react when people throw money at me :p


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Lorek Bearfist on August 20, 2007, 07:03:39 PM
Please do, Kalina. LOL! Just kidding, Queen of Proper English. As of now my innermost thought is of buying a pack of cigs since I'm out.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Malik Drkeir on August 21, 2007, 05:14:36 AM
I have this strange urge to touch fists with Drexal and shout...

"Wonder Twin powers, activate!"


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 21, 2007, 05:41:52 AM
I never get handed a lot of money. Not any that I get to keep anyway. :buck:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kareesh Valendar on August 21, 2007, 07:12:50 AM
I have this big desire to dye my hair black, bleach the tips and dye the tips red.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 21, 2007, 07:16:02 AM
thats the same color scheme i've been considering with my nose...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kareesh Valendar on August 21, 2007, 07:19:23 AM
o.O


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 21, 2007, 07:24:54 AM
O_o  That's weird, Altario.  :lol:

Black is a very very very hard color to get out. If you dye it black then be sure that's what you want it to be. But black hair with red tips does look uber nifty.

If you ever get the urge to bleach all your hair then be prepared for pain, itchy, and possible scabbing of your scalp (especially if you have a sensitive scalp). And be sure to use lots and lots of deep moisturizing shampoo and conditioner.

I am currently recovering from bleaching my hair.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on August 21, 2007, 07:32:23 AM
Kar's hair is like....Dark dark brown, so you wouldn't really notice it that much O.o


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kareesh Valendar on August 21, 2007, 07:32:54 AM
I've dyed my hair black before. It was black last spring. ^^ It actually looks good in my hair 'cause my hair is so dark to begin with.

EDIT: Apparently Kali posted about me before I could post about it. lol


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 21, 2007, 07:39:28 AM
You could always try out highlights since you've already dyed your hair black before. I don't know. I experiment with my hair a lot. It's been a lot of weird colors. I've covered a lot of the color spectrum with my hair.
O_o

My hair is light brown. I've had highlights before. I was going to put lowlights in it but I ended up bleaching it instead.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kareesh Valendar on August 21, 2007, 08:47:55 AM
Eh, I don't like doing "normal" things with my hair. Right now it's a brown with streaks of pink and blonde.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 21, 2007, 10:03:23 AM
My hair has been:
Green
Teal
Blue
Purple
Pink
Red
Orange
Bright Yellow
Black
Dark brown
Light brown
Blonde
White(currently)

I'm going put Fuschia tips on it. Or maybe just make it all Fuschia.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Khel on August 21, 2007, 10:07:35 AM
I'm glad I'm not alone  :grin:

Nox, you've got me beat though, mine's been:
Blonde
Black
Dark Brown
Red (completely and just the tips)
Blue tips
and is currently light brown with random chunks bleached and green.

Experimental hair is the bestest!

Oh, and a couple months ago was dreadlock time.. green/blonde/black/brown dreadlocks. Woohoo!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 21, 2007, 10:10:31 AM
You beat me as far as hair styles go. I had wanted to try out dreadlocks but the week before I was going to get them done my friends chopped off my hair as a joke.

(Needless to say, I think I look rather smashing with a pixie cut :grin: )


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Khel on August 21, 2007, 10:15:44 AM
haha yeah, well... if you don't want to have waxy clothes, pillows, sheets, couches and the like.. they dont get 'em :P I personally enjoyed never washing it... and when I brushed them out, it took over a day and I had a grocery bag full of broken hair. Then I got "the cut" as well  :grin:

I want them back though. Try it someday! fun stuff...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 21, 2007, 10:19:41 AM
My hair has been:

bald (baby)
Black
Black with Grey
Grey with Black

and when I was 15, 1 bright red hair near the front. (fire engine red, was weird)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Khel on August 21, 2007, 10:21:10 AM
Haven't tried gray.. I'll have to get on that...

 :rolleyes:

But I DO want to try bald! Hair gets so hot..


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 21, 2007, 10:22:53 AM
That's hott, Altario.  :heart:

Gray is going to be the new blue. O_o?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Vesk Lyricahl on August 21, 2007, 10:43:59 AM
Hmmm... my hair has been...

Bald
Black
Blue
Green
Pink
Red
Orange
Blonde
Red tips
Blue tips
And of course my natural brown

All with spikes naturally (except when it was shaved). :grin:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 21, 2007, 10:46:11 AM
Should I add Bald to my list too? O_o


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Khel on August 21, 2007, 10:48:18 AM
haha, bald's the new... grey?  :cool:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 21, 2007, 10:50:00 AM
Oh yes. Bald is definitely the new grey. And I wouldn't be able to pull off dreads anyway. I'm much too OCD about my hygiene to do it.

My hair has been lots of different lengths. I used to never cut my hair. It was down past my hips until seventh grade. Then I got mad at it and cut it off at my shoulders. Then buzzed it. Then let it grow out so I had shoulder length with bangs. Then really short hair with shoulder length bangs. Now it's still short but shaggy and I'm letting it grow out agian.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 21, 2007, 10:53:27 AM
O_o I like guys with gray hair.

I'm so weird. My taste leans towards either very tall or shorter-than-average [pretty-ish] guys in skirts[kilts(?)] with gray hair.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Vesk Lyricahl on August 21, 2007, 10:55:50 AM
I've been growing my hair out for the past few months. It was really shaggy at one point, the longest its ever been in my life, until I got it cut down a little so I'd be a little more presentable for my girlfriend.

And I'm pretty tall... but I don't wear kilts and I don't have grey hair. :shocked:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Khel on August 21, 2007, 10:56:53 AM
haha, Nox, you would've loved my high school. Guys in kilts galore.. our mascot being the highlanders ;)

I like the long and/or shaggy guy hair.. or super long rocker hair!

I wish i woulda buzzed it after the dreads, but I got scared. Mine's short and shaggy + growing now too! About to go the blue route pretty soon.

My hair is also unbearably curly.. so when short, and left to its own devices... is somewhat like an afro.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 21, 2007, 10:57:10 AM
Well I suppose the kilts and gray hair is optional. XP


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 21, 2007, 10:58:51 AM
I would love to have curly hair! And guys with long hair are totally hot. XD


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 21, 2007, 11:06:40 AM
Mine is straight...but so very very thick,,never have to worry bout going naturally bald.... last summer it was halfway down my back...but got tired of it after new years , so went bald...now its at its normal length of just to the ears....


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 21, 2007, 11:08:05 AM
I'd love to braid your hair, Altario. *Hops around hyperly!*  :rolling:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Khel on August 21, 2007, 11:09:28 AM
Ooh, yes, braiding is fun! lol.. cant braid mine.. used to all the time -sigh-

Mine's super thick too... also another reason I hesitate to cut it short.. it sticks out..

Curly hair isnt all its made out to be! it sucks! :P But the long guy hair... oolala..


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 21, 2007, 11:10:36 AM
When it was long, I wished i had someone to braid it...my roommate kept buying me those elastics with the big coloured plastic "jewels" on them to tie up my hair, lol


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 21, 2007, 11:12:43 AM
o_o  Never cut your hair again, Altario.

My dream is to meet a guy who has hair that goes all the way down to his knees and knows how to manage it.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Khel on August 21, 2007, 11:13:23 AM
lol niiiiice, I bet you looked oh so pretty.  :grin:

I'm in a bandana phase..

Oh, oh, and Nox, I saw a guy with dreadlocks down to his ankles. It was neeeat.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kareesh Valendar on August 21, 2007, 12:20:10 PM
I had dreadlocks for a weekend. They were bright green. And they glowed under the stage lights (was at a conference with a concert)

Right now I wear my hair in a ponytail or down. But I do like this style that I do that I pull all of my hair into a ponytail except for two strands in the front. It's cool when I had my hair all natural except for those strands which they were green.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on August 21, 2007, 12:35:04 PM
I remember that weekend Kar! That was awesome! lol



Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kareesh Valendar on August 21, 2007, 02:10:17 PM
One night, I don't remember if you were there Kali, but we went TP'ing and we found a playground that was in the shape of a boat. I got up on the bow and started singing the theme to Pirates of the Caribbean and doing random pirate stances in time to the music. Ah, lovely days when I was young...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on August 21, 2007, 02:12:44 PM
I don't remember that, so I probably wasn't. Though, I could've been and don't remember.

~curses her ex-friends~


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Alassiel Telrúnya on August 21, 2007, 04:14:06 PM
I've never done anything to my hair except cut it. :buck: Having extremely paranoid parents, as I mentioned before, I'm not allowed to dye/highlight/bleach/do anything to my hair for fear that the chemicals would spoil my scalp and make me go bald or something. My hair's ultra thick...you could make a wig out of the hair which is left on the floor at the end of my haircut. :buck:

As a slight change of topic, I just needed to say, I think I dream too much. Last night, I dreamt up a whole TV episode which came completely from my imagination (it was actually really interesting, and I couldn't wait to watch the next episode), and they even showed previews of the next episode before I woke up. Also, a few hours ago, I went with my mom to her lawyer's office, and I had to go and sit in this empty room by myself because the conversation was "strictly confidential". I took out my CD-player, but before I could put the earplugs in my ear, I started to daydream (it was about me organizing a choir to give the greatest performance mankind has ever known), and I daydreamed for 2 hours.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on August 22, 2007, 03:24:36 AM
I think its time all you guys started the first santharian Hair Salon!!! :lol: :D

Im ginger and im proud!!!! :evil: white hair sounds really cool! :pet:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on August 22, 2007, 11:55:08 AM
I love my kitty! He is such a baby.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 22, 2007, 12:17:58 PM
Kitties are evil... yet... cute. But still evil!  :buck:

I'm very much a dog person.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kareesh Valendar on August 22, 2007, 12:20:58 PM
I love both kitties and puppies. But I'm allergic to something in the saliva of dogs so I can be around them as long as they don't lick me. My first kid is so going to be a kitty. I miss my kitty. :(


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Thorgas Ironforge on August 22, 2007, 01:20:31 PM
I love dogs. I have a giant and I still call him my "baby". :P


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kareesh Valendar on August 22, 2007, 01:26:18 PM
My inner most private thought right now....I should make a female dwarf to change after Thorgas. :lol:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 22, 2007, 01:47:11 PM
Riddle me this, Thorgas and Buri!:

It is said among my people
that somethings are improved by death.
Tell me, what stinks while living
but in death smells good?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Thorgas Ironforge on August 22, 2007, 01:50:56 PM
Kar-kar: Oh yes, make a lovely dwarf lass! That would be a change! :D

Nox: Hmm... Navar? :lol:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 22, 2007, 01:52:55 PM
No, silly!  :rolling:

A pig!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Thorgas Ironforge on August 22, 2007, 01:54:23 PM
I see. :rofl:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 22, 2007, 01:59:37 PM
Lol!  :buck: 


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Alassiel Telrúnya on August 22, 2007, 09:04:03 PM
I :heart: kitties!!! I know I've said this before, but for the benefit of the newer people, I'll say it again... my maternal grandmother once had at least 30 cats in her home; with around 10 dogs, a huge tank of fish, a parrot, loads of chicken and turkeys, 2 guinea pigs and 11 kids, including my mom. But mostly cats. Cat lovers run in the family. ^.^


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 22, 2007, 10:40:53 PM
 :shocked: that's a lot of cats!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Khel on August 23, 2007, 09:42:02 AM
That's a lot of animals in general!

I'm more of a dog person myself, but somehow I got lucky and got a kitten that plays fetch and licks my face.. I miss my kitty cat... -sniff-


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 23, 2007, 11:35:50 AM
Aw! A kitty that thought it was a doggie!

 :buck:  One of my doggies thinks that's he's a kitty.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 23, 2007, 02:55:45 PM
Hey, Altario, still have that insane constant craving for those 'crack' pickles?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Khel on August 23, 2007, 02:58:08 PM
lol Yes, my kitty swears she's a dog.. sometimes I wish she was :P

I think you had it right the first time.. there's something wrong with those pickles..


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 23, 2007, 03:01:01 PM
oh yes....pickles in the mornin, pickles in the evenin, pickles at supper time, i love my little pickle, i love it all the time.....  er, i love my little pickles, i love them all the time... :rolleyes:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 23, 2007, 03:11:12 PM
lol!

I love pickles too. Our crack pickles.. mine mine mine!  :grin:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Khel on August 24, 2007, 04:47:57 AM
I am staying away from pickles now... whoa..

My inner most private thought at the moment.. Shouldn't have had so much coffee this morning... whew!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on August 24, 2007, 05:33:30 AM
What are these fabled "Pickles" that you speak of?  :huh: :heart:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Khel on August 24, 2007, 05:50:42 AM
Just an inexplicable addiction of Altario's... not as harmless at it may seem though :P mwahaha.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 24, 2007, 06:03:33 AM
I've always been addicted to pickles!

You should eat and love and cherish pickles forever too, Petros!  :evil: Bwahahahahahahha *cough* hahahaha *choke* haaaa *hack hack hack!*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Khel on August 24, 2007, 06:05:14 AM
Nox, your enthusiasm is contagious...  :grin:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 24, 2007, 06:06:47 AM
That's what I aim for!  :rolling:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Twén Aråerwén on August 24, 2007, 06:57:56 AM
Pickles!  :pet: Are yummy and thats the truth!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Alcacia on August 24, 2007, 07:41:01 AM
Of course they're yummy. They're the reason for eating.  :grin:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Khel on August 24, 2007, 08:51:08 AM
They are quite delicious...

And Nox, it works, I'm even excited about pickles, lol..


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Alcacia on August 24, 2007, 09:02:09 AM
Of course it works. XD  I'm awesome

(Alcacia = Nox)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Khel on August 24, 2007, 09:03:28 AM
sooo true! Hmm... inner most thought: This computer sucks. A lot of the links wont work and I can't get the sidebar thinger to go away...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Alcacia on August 24, 2007, 09:07:09 AM
Inner Thoughts: I've really got to get my dog to lose weight. She making my feet fall asleep just sitting on my lap and she's not even that big.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Khel on August 24, 2007, 12:11:50 PM
lol awww, fat puppies are cute..


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Alcacia on August 24, 2007, 12:15:48 PM
She's no puppy Lol


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Thorgas Ironforge on August 24, 2007, 11:14:32 PM
Inner thoughts: I promise not to name my puppies Doc, Happy, Grumpy, Sneezy, Dopey, Bashful, and Sleepy.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Alassiel Telrúnya on August 24, 2007, 11:39:01 PM
I thought you said you'd already named them Doc, Happy, Grumpy, Sneezy, Dopey, Bashful, and Sleepy!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Thorgas Ironforge on August 25, 2007, 12:22:21 AM
Yes, I did say that, but I suddenly realized that not all furry beings are dwarves. :nod:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Phyth Glenfield on August 25, 2007, 01:54:12 AM
But instead you should name them Bruce, Clark, Scott, Kurt, Logan, Peter, and Bruce.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 25, 2007, 01:55:50 AM
o.O   You said Bruce twice.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Thorgas Ironforge on August 25, 2007, 01:58:29 AM
Change the other Bruce into Buri.

Oh, I was watching the Geographic Channel and I saw the 8 ft' long wild boar!!
Suddenly, I felt very proud of my piggie. :D


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Phyth Glenfield on August 25, 2007, 01:59:35 AM
Yep. There are two Bruce's in the complete set, so name two of them Bruce.



Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on August 25, 2007, 02:08:38 AM
Pigs are SO cute!! :heart:
There are a couple of viatnamese pot bellies that live out the back of my house, and if they werent waddling in their own extrament id be hugging their cute wee faces every day!!! :hug:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Phyth Glenfield on August 25, 2007, 02:22:38 AM
Okay, now to go behind the logic of my dog naming...

Bruce (Wayne), Clark (Kent), Scott (Summers), Kurt (Wagner), Logan (...), Peter (Parker), Bruce (Banner).


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Khel on August 25, 2007, 02:25:09 AM
Veerrry nice! Not nerdy in the least... -looks around-

Hey, I stuck to food: Oreo and Salsa... so I guess I shouldn't be talking.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on August 25, 2007, 02:31:19 AM
Nerdy is in this year! *flicks through "Santh a la Mode" magazine* yep definitly in! :lol:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 25, 2007, 02:34:31 AM
Nerdy boys are so hott!!  :heart: :rolling: :heart:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on August 25, 2007, 02:43:26 AM
*exchanges a puzzled look with Nox* you thinks so? :huh:... *Sighs* Emo's are more my cup of tea!!! :heart: :evil:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Khel on August 25, 2007, 02:45:04 AM
hahaha, it's the tight pants...

Dangit, now we're into stereotypes.  :lipsrsealed:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 25, 2007, 02:51:22 AM
Emo boys, Petros?  :shocked:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 25, 2007, 02:57:39 AM
Well.. I used to sport an emo hair cut but I'm not good with the whole emo wardrobe. I've tried. Honest. But all those emo girls don't really have hips... My hips are too wide to fit in their "squeeze you to death" jeans.  :cry:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on August 25, 2007, 03:04:51 AM
Emo girls just dont have the same effect as emo boys! :heart:

Anyway Nox you should be proud of your hips, my skinny ass doesnt even show when im wearing my tightest skinnies!!! :cry: :lol:

Trade? :grin:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 25, 2007, 03:10:56 AM
Mmm... confusion tastes a lot like grass. (I would know. I used to eat grass when I was little.)

But I do got to say that most emo girls make me angry whereas emo boys have the opposite effect on me. :lol:

XD And I'd gladly trade hips with you. But I don't think that it's humanly possible to do such. So! We'll have to cope with what we have. :)

Not to mention that my little emo Panda Bear (A.K.A. Samantha) wouldn't be too happy if I gave my hips away to anyone else other than her. She loves my hips and I love her none-hips. So it all works out, ne?

Anyway.

I can't seem to imagine a scottish emo kid. It just won't seem to click.

Ugh! My dog just bit me! Oh... and I didn't get a so much as a thank you for saving the mail man. *Sigh*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on August 25, 2007, 03:20:35 AM
Tell Samantha...Hands off, those hips are mine!!!!! :lol:

Youd be suprised, emos are practically taking over the place!! (or in scots "There takin oer the bloomin scheme!" :grin:)...most of them have ginger hair too! :shocked: yum yum! :rolling: :heart:

*Slaps himself, for his obsession with other carrot tops, takes over once more*...



Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 25, 2007, 03:23:13 AM
I love carrot tops! Lol  :heart: They make me happier than they should... as do Scots (it's the accent.. I think...)

Oh "Hands off", huh?

Samantha won't be too happy about that. :P She's rather possessive.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on August 25, 2007, 03:30:55 AM
*Gives Nox a ginger lovin hi-five* :D

*Pumps shotgun* I said hand off...O.K?!?! :hammer:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 25, 2007, 03:33:22 AM
XD   I love shotguns!!!!  *Clings to Petros*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on August 25, 2007, 03:37:28 AM
We have sooo much in common Nox? :heart: :D  Anything else you would like to add to our wee list of connections? :pet:

By the way, we should sooo start a santharian "Shotgun pumpin,Ginger lovin" Gang!! :heart: :lol:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 25, 2007, 03:43:00 AM
Ooo yeah. XD  We totally should.

I dyed my hair ginger once. It didn't look too great on me despite the fact that I'm pale.

*Stops clinging to Petros*

I used to play the drums. o.o But my father sold them about a year ago because I refused to play in front of him because all he did was criticise me and make fun of the concentration face that I made. It was discouraging.

*Makes a concentration face*     -->    P:    <--     *furrows her brow, sticks out her tongue and keeps it against her top lip and slightly opens her mouth while playing the "air drums".*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on August 25, 2007, 03:50:17 AM
*Sighs* Aye, we musicians have a rough time...I come from a REALLY big family
( 6 brothers, 4 sisters + me...im suprised my Mum can still walk!! :lol:) and not ONE of them appreciates my music, so unfortunatly i have to practice outside or else ill be:

Whacked with a broom, bet up, slapped, recieve a barrage of profanities,have used underpants thrust in my face, denied any dinner...so as a result of that (plus my parents homophobia) i moved in with my boyfriend...best decsion ive made in a LONG time!! :)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Decipher Ziron on August 25, 2007, 03:56:55 AM
haha....'used'


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 25, 2007, 03:58:52 AM
Aw. I'm sure that you're music is lovely.  :heart:  And that you're boyfriend is very lucky. :heart: You seem immensely sweet. I'm sorry about your family. :(  But I have an idea of what you're going through.

I have the same problem with my singing and artwork. Singing is not allowed in my family because they don't think it will get you anywhere in life. Last year my father found one of my portfolios and burned it saying that I wasn't going to get anywhere in life. So my girlfriend lets me hide my porfolios at her house.

If caught drawing or singing (sometimes even writing) I'll have a sudden barage of 'problems' to deal with that just.. you know.. mysteriously happen.

Not to mention that it's getting really hard to keep the fact that I'm bisexual a secret from my parents. My mother is weird... she's fine if I'm a lesbian but the moment that I'm more than that (say... bi) she'll disown me. And my father will disown me if I'm anything but straight.

But I don't have anywhere else to live for the next year or so or I'd have moved out a while ago. Since my girlfriend is younger than me and we both still live with our parents I'm trying to just wait it out.

I suppose that I'll release the news that I am definitely not straight to my parents before I move to Cali.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on August 25, 2007, 04:23:16 AM


 :heart: :cry: You are SO lovely Nox!! :cry::heart:
Your Girlfriend is immensly lucky to have you to!! :) :heart: . By the way Pursue your dream or youll regret it! Your parents are just clouded!! :angry: (if you want ill fly 7000 miles on my winged highland coo and gee yir family a good telling to!! :)) Have you never thought of going to uni and studying music or art? i saw some of your work, and its immense!!! im being totally honest!! :shocked: :grin: itd be a waste if you didnt.

I disobeyed my parents and accepted the request for me to attend the Royal Scottish Academy of Music and Drama, and now i have a masters and a Bed in clarinet, and im currently doing an honours in musical theory. And if i can do it, you certainly can!!! :)

By the way you should SO come and stay with me and Angus some time!! itd be well cool!! :D :heart:


P.S listen to this, it always cheers me up! http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=fFJTbXgFZ_8 (http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=fFJTbXgFZ_8)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 25, 2007, 04:39:22 AM
Aw. You're beyond sweet, Petros.

^_^  And it's okay. No need to fly down here! I'll be in scotland soon enough. :grin: And I wouldn't want to intrude upon your privacy.

I have the sinking suspicion that if I don't get out Florida in the next two years (at most) then I'm going to be stuck here forever, but I'm  not sure if Samantha will be joining me when I leave. Which isn't good because I have a rather big fear of living alone. But that's alright. ^_^ I'll just get a bunch of fish or a cat or something (even though cats are evil, they still require less matinence than dogs)

First stop, Cali (for about half a year) Next Canada (also for about half a year) then Scotland and I'm still deciding where to go from there.

I've been considering going to a university or a college, but I'm not sure if I want to. Not sure that I could pay for it, actually. ^_^ I don't have much on the money front.

:shocked:  Christina?! Lol. Cute. ^_^ That's one of the few songs that I actually like from her.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on August 25, 2007, 04:57:48 AM
Bahh! invading my privacy nothing, itd be a pleasure!! :grin:

Dont worry im sure a fair lovely,Gallous lass like you could nab any lad or lass when you get to California! *sighs as he imagines dripping wet,  chiseled, blond surfers, strolling along a californian beach*.

By the way, another good thing about scotland apart from:

Free Healthcare (N.H.S)
No Tuition fees for scottish citizens
Free Public Transport
The Public Privacy Act
Free education + school meals
High amounts of benefits and the "Get to work" scheme.

is the Promising youth artists program. Its like this scholarship thing that sends you on an art, music or drama course at the Glasgow school of art or R.S.A.M.D, courtesy of the scottish government. So thats a 7 year course entirely free if you show outstanding performance in the arts. You should come and give it a try! :D


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 25, 2007, 05:09:03 AM
That actually sounds surprisingly promising. Maybe. ^_^

(I knew that there was more of a reason to why I wanted to get the heck out of America)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on August 25, 2007, 05:14:35 AM
Everyone wants to get the heck out of america!!!...except from the soldiers in Iraq, they want to get the heck back in!! :rolling:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 25, 2007, 05:21:45 AM
That's so sadly true that it's funny. Aw...  :rofl:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Khel on August 25, 2007, 03:53:37 PM
haha, Petros, sooo true.

Oh, erm, inner most thought: I love counter strike. could be an addiction. I like.. check around corners and check for good sniping positions and stuff..


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Lorek Bearfist on August 25, 2007, 05:57:07 PM
Quote
course at the Glasgow school of art or R.S.A.M.D, courtesy of the scottish government. So thats a 7 year course entirely free if you show outstanding performance in the arts.

Is there an age limit because I'm well out of school. Do they accept Americans for free? Do they consider writing an art? Hmm ... innermost thought ... mercy is a shield used by the weak and "if" is an excuse to not live one's dreams. "If your sister had balls she'd be your brother." ~Manowar. 

@ Petros and Nox: Thor protect both of you, neither of you use any shields or excuses for who you are. I'm very proud of you two; you both possess the warrior spirit.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on August 25, 2007, 06:03:44 PM
 :heart: Aww yir a wee legend Dagan!!! :heart: :hug:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Fox on August 25, 2007, 06:08:50 PM
@ Petros and Nox: Thor protect both of you, neither of you use any shields or excuses for who you are. I'm very proud of you two; you both possess the warrior spirit.

QFE



Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Lorek Bearfist on August 25, 2007, 06:11:55 PM
*A beaming smile crosses his lips at the compliment.* You both earned that statement, and have filled me with the hope that mankind's only use isn't as cannon fodder. May you both know only happiness and success.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on August 25, 2007, 06:18:09 PM
 :heart: :grin: :heart:
pssst *lowers voice to a whisper*....what does QFT mean?...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Fox on August 25, 2007, 06:19:08 PM
:heart: :grin: :heart:
pssst *lowers voice to a whisper*....what does QFT mean?...

Quoted for Emphasis.

:)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on August 25, 2007, 06:23:04 PM
Thanks...im a bit simple you see! :D

my inner most thought...is CHEESE! *Scuttles off and returns with a huge block of highland and islands cheddar, and begins to nible at it in a mouse like manner*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Shansi on August 25, 2007, 09:07:41 PM
My inner most thought is to supplant Kalina and become a supreme Administrator  :evil: so beware Kalina!

OKay enough kidding around...

My Real innermost thought is world peace...  :rolling: yeah right
My real real innermost thought is world domination! (And I will make the world a better place,,,,, for me!) :evil:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 25, 2007, 09:11:58 PM
It's common for people to have "world domination" on their to-do list.

Inner most private thought:   I don't have very high goals in life. All I ask for is a crappy car to get from point A to point B. A crappy apartment because I wouldn't much like living on the street. A crappy little job that gets the bills paid. And maybe a tank full of fish?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Shansi on August 25, 2007, 09:14:02 PM
Trust me Nox! My teachers tells me that I think differentlyt than normal people!  :fish:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 25, 2007, 09:22:18 PM
Yeah. I know different. :P

*Has to go to anger management... yet... again.*

*Sigh*

Well.

Inner Most Private Thought:  In fifth grade we had to write a creative essay (I'm looking at it now.. my grammar and spelling was atrocious) and mine was about a serial killer. Talk about rated 'R'...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on August 26, 2007, 02:41:32 AM
Anger management classes? Nox your a wee rebel!! :lol: :heart:

While were reminincing about school, thats where the one and only time i ever got into DEEP trouble took place... :buck:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Khel on August 29, 2007, 12:26:00 PM
Somehow I skipped and still never got in trouble for it.. I even asked permission.. -sigh-

Nox, they may not be high goals, but well worth the effort, I'd say  :)

Inner Most Private Thought: Why is taking a year off of college so unfathomable? I swear I'm outta the family from it.. grrr.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 29, 2007, 02:37:29 PM
College is not something I think that I will be going through. Maybe. I don't know. If I do then I'll just be there wasting my time and money. I'll most likely just end up being a martial arts teacher or something (maybe).

Inner Most Private Thought: Sometimes I sport a bandaid on my forhead just because I can...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kyrridhil Culná mo on August 29, 2007, 04:54:31 PM
My innermost thoughts.
Goddamnit, i need to get back into my dads will. Just cause i told childline he was selling my stuff for drugs money!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Khel on August 29, 2007, 05:19:13 PM
Thats what I think. I wasted a year's worth of time and way too much money.

Bandaids for the fun of it?! What is this world coming to!! :P

Inner most thought: Martial arts? Cool!  :shocked:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kyrridhil Culná mo on August 29, 2007, 05:26:24 PM
Speaking of martial arts. i went to the chinese state circus with the World famous Wu Shu Warriors! i thought it would be cool seeing some people kick the crap out of each other but they were just bald dudes in dodgy fluorescent orange costumes! probably mispelt fluorescent... They really sucked. Waste of money if you ask me. Oh well, the contortionist was hot


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on August 30, 2007, 08:12:52 AM
My Gawd! I can't leave you guys for even a week before everything goes haywire! Shame shame!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kyrridhil Culná mo on September 06, 2007, 03:20:58 AM
What did you expect? o.0


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on September 06, 2007, 09:15:01 AM
That you would all behave :P


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Hylphán on September 06, 2007, 09:17:05 AM
They are more like kids playing, when Mom is not around!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on September 06, 2007, 11:31:30 PM
I know -.- Sheesh


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kyrridhil Culná mo on September 07, 2007, 12:03:29 AM
Kalina you must of been smoking something funny when you made the assumption we would behave :P


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on September 07, 2007, 12:08:32 AM
I guess I was, but I don't know what as I don't smoke...must have been the Bacardi then...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kyrridhil Culná mo on September 07, 2007, 12:12:43 AM
 :lol: Thank you for titling Kalina. (Cool, my names in approval blue :D)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Rookie Brownbark on September 07, 2007, 01:03:13 AM
Inner Most Private Thoughts: Shouldn't have eaten all those Jaffa cakes....

...but they're so yummy


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on September 07, 2007, 11:36:47 AM
this IS me behaving?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on September 10, 2007, 05:37:47 AM
Just watched Wizard of Oz twice in a row.....made me feel suicidal.... :buck:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on September 11, 2007, 01:53:58 AM
My inner most thoughts used to be what my fellow Santharian's really looked liked, but now that the thread was started and I have seen many, I now have no inner most thoughts, at the moment!! Except maybe wondering what Heaven will be like??


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Hylphán on September 11, 2007, 10:04:35 AM
Capher!  Great to see you again!  Haven't seen you in quite a while, how have things been going?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on September 11, 2007, 12:04:13 PM
I think I am starting to overwhelm myself once again...taking on too much and not having enough time to keep up with it all mentally...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on September 12, 2007, 01:03:49 AM
Doing fine Hyphlen.

Kalina, do not overwork yourself. I know from experience what that can do.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on September 12, 2007, 01:23:06 AM
I will do what I can to prevent a burn out, as I have experienced so many, you would think I would be better at avoiding them :lol:

Not to worry, with the support of my family here on Santharia, I am sure I can overcome anything!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on September 12, 2007, 08:14:10 AM
*Winces as his arms begin to wean, as Kalina moves about on her carried throne*
By support i never thought you meant this! *Passes up grapes, a crown and champagne as he secretlry phones the throne carriers union*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on September 13, 2007, 01:32:28 AM
 :rolling:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on September 13, 2007, 03:46:24 AM
:rolling: Petros, do you think I could ever be that cruel to all of you? :lol:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on September 13, 2007, 04:03:39 AM
Not all of us... :rolleyes: just Musical Mages :lol:

*shouts down the adjacent diamond mine* Were Free guys! Were free!!!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on September 14, 2007, 10:20:04 PM
*Stumbles out of the mine covered in dirt*   Whhaaa? No no.. it's tea time!    *Scuttles back into the mine laughing insanely*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on September 15, 2007, 11:10:05 PM
I will carry Kali, only without the throne.... :evil:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on September 15, 2007, 11:27:32 PM
*has no thoughts, private or otherwise... wakes up, goes to work.... puts in 13-14 hour day... comes home sleeps.... barely has time to read, let alone write a post.... misses everyone terribly.... well, not quite true, misses you all really well, as having lots of practice lately has made him good at it.... *


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on September 15, 2007, 11:55:03 PM
Misses his favourite Canadian!! :heart: :hug: :lol: *HYPER HUGS*

Get back here soon boy!!! :D


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on September 24, 2007, 08:11:41 AM
*Petros's inner most private thoughts*

Petros: Hey Petros2? what ever happened to Geena Davis?

Petros2: Heck, i dont know you used to see her all the time.....i loved her in the long kiss goodnight!

Petros: Seconded, She played her role perfectly, although towards the end she did turn rather slutty, much to my disliking.

Petros2: Well, youve gatta hand it to the girl, Slutty is quite difficult to do delibratley.

Petros: Yeah....Oh, and whats the friggin deal with paris hilton anyways, she really has some issues? and Kate Moss... Aghh!

Petros2: Will you shut the hell up, and quit complainin thats all you ever do!!!........God i need some booze...

Petros: Hey! youve already began to kill us with that stuff...lay off will ya?

Petros2: Shut yir hole, you big whoosy!!

Petros: You know whatever! you wont be saying that when were crawlin around on the floor. And the Hangovers all yours bud!!!

Libido: sex,sex,sex,sex,Angus,sex,sex,sex *drool*

Petros: ...

Petros2: ...

Petros: Um yeah...i think i left something in the oven.....

Petros2: Hey! dont leave me!!.... damn!.... Come any where near me freak, and youll be seein oestragen like theres no tomorrow...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on September 24, 2007, 08:21:55 AM
*Announcers voice comes in over the disturbing previous scene*

"Yes folks, problems like that are a well known fact in Scotland.  But here at Milton Bradley Squibb, we have designed a new product, Haggis Flavoured Prozac.  For those laddies and lassies with minor to severe emotional and psychological problems.  So call your street drug dealer now, and ask for us by name.  Milton Bradley Squibb.  Haggis, the flavour of champions"

*picture fades in to show a drooling Petros laying on the floor*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on September 24, 2007, 08:31:59 AM
*Opens Kitchen cupboard, revealing litterally thousands of packets of Bradley Squib haggis flavoured Prozac*

Wouldnt go a day with out it!! *Gives a Tumbs up, and bears a cheesy grin*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Garret Arroway on September 24, 2007, 08:52:24 AM
hmmmm .... you intermost private thoughts eh?


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Just thats about all thats going on up there ... Its a weekend and my brain is sleepin  :grin:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on September 24, 2007, 08:54:13 AM
if i was a chick... i want to have the voice of alison krauss...



Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Garret Arroway on September 24, 2007, 08:55:45 AM
she does have a good voice
 

 ...  lol thanks Altario ... now i gotta go find Whiskey Lullaby ..


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on September 24, 2007, 09:01:07 AM
I agree Altario


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on September 24, 2007, 09:03:41 AM
uhm... but you ARE a chick??  Right???  you have to be.... i've had far too many fantasies about you know that i have seen your pic.... tell me your a girl... for the love of all thats holy!!! .....  oh well, i guess if i can fantasize about Petros... one more aint gonna hurt....


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Morcaanan on September 24, 2007, 09:12:59 AM
I can't say I've fantasized about her, but if Kali isn't a chick, her desire to be pregnant would disturb me mightily...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on September 24, 2007, 09:13:35 AM
:rofl: What ever happened to you being "as straight as an arrow" Altario? :lol: :heart:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Twén Aråerwén on September 24, 2007, 09:19:33 AM
Private most inner thoughts?! Uh yeah right, like I am going to share those with anyone but Kalina. ~heads for IRC~  :computer:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on September 24, 2007, 09:21:21 AM
i AM straight as an arrow... my fantasies of you are fully heterosexual, male bonding moments... macho kind of things....  no flowers or wine or candlelight at all......


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Morcaanan on September 24, 2007, 09:21:51 AM
Why not Twen? *cackles*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on September 24, 2007, 09:23:13 AM
now THOSE thoughts I really wanna hear...
 :evil:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on September 24, 2007, 09:25:18 AM
Oh, ok then...Macho things... :cool: *Petros cries inwardly, at the lack of Romantisicm in Altarios fantisising* :cry:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on September 24, 2007, 09:28:24 AM
*resists urge to hold Petros while he cries and stroke his hair... must stay true to his heterosexual nature*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on September 24, 2007, 09:31:25 AM
back to the "if i was a chick" thought:  I want Sara Evens hair and smile.... adorable....


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Cherri Rowandyn on September 24, 2007, 09:32:21 AM
Petros, even a straight man would have a hard time not succumbing to your charm!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Rainier on September 24, 2007, 09:32:46 AM
Walks in with roses and chocolates for Petros while wearing a tux.

I would say my inner most thoughts but they've caused to many problems for me this week already.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on September 24, 2007, 09:38:47 AM
Petros, if I ever was to switch teams... it would be you... or Kali if shes a guy now  *scratches head*  I'm confusing myself...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on September 24, 2007, 09:42:25 AM
 :heart: I loves you guys!!! :heart: *Altario gets a smooch, Cherri a snuggle and Ranier a motel key :lol:*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Cherri Rowandyn on September 24, 2007, 09:45:13 AM
Thank you!  I got snuggled and it was good!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on September 24, 2007, 10:29:50 AM
*Shakes her tail feather like no body's business*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Morcaanan on September 24, 2007, 10:31:48 AM
*plucks the tail feather and puts it in a cap on the Sage's head*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on September 24, 2007, 01:14:48 PM
Hey! *Flushes*

>.> Only Veskie can do that!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on September 24, 2007, 01:17:47 PM
*shakes fist at the sky*  damn you veskie, not in my thread you don't.....


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on September 24, 2007, 01:28:43 PM
^_^

Oh. And Altario! Here... have a kiss!

*Glomps Altario and gives him a thimble*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on September 24, 2007, 01:35:00 PM
ok, old guy here...  for the record... what is glomp??


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on September 24, 2007, 01:38:16 PM
A tackle hug!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on September 24, 2007, 01:39:29 PM
Awww! Ok ok! I know this one!

It's when someone hug-tackles you. Hmmm.

Here! Click Here to Learn how to GLOMP! XD (http://www.instantattitudes.com/shirts/t018artbig.jpg)

And, just for reference, a Bishi is a wondrously gorgeous guy.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on September 24, 2007, 01:43:52 PM
the instruction manual pretty much spelled it out, thank you :grin:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on September 24, 2007, 01:46:26 PM
Hehehe.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Vesk Lyricahl on September 24, 2007, 02:03:24 PM
*glomps Nox and plucks her tail feather*

My innermost thoughts at the moment... I'm just making myself even more depressed by listening to romantic music while thinking of my ex. :cry:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on September 24, 2007, 02:04:59 PM
*Ruffles Vesk's hair and gives him a hug.*


Aw


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on September 24, 2007, 04:18:47 PM
If you knew what I was thinking right this moment...

(Thoughts of which I am not going to indulge you all by expressing them to you in simple terms, extravagantly phrased picture painting words, or otherwise.)

If you really knew what I was thinking

...You'd either pounce me right now or run screaming...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on September 24, 2007, 04:31:17 PM
how do we know to pounce or not then?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on September 24, 2007, 04:34:31 PM
*Smiles sweetly*
My libido says "Hello," Altario and would like to express how much she would love to 'love you to death'.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on September 24, 2007, 04:38:55 PM
oh my....


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on September 24, 2007, 04:42:53 PM
Indeed!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on September 24, 2007, 04:44:40 PM
not sure this old redneck could handle that... might be best left for veskie.....


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on September 24, 2007, 04:48:40 PM
Aw. Alright then! *Toddles off to Veskie*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on September 24, 2007, 04:51:01 PM
*having one of those what the hell did you just do moments that I'm SURE I'll regret later*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on September 24, 2007, 07:14:04 PM
Oh no, what have i done, ive resurected the craziness!! :lol: :heart:

Plus Altario will always have me.... :rolleyes: :heart:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on September 24, 2007, 09:53:41 PM
*shakes her tail feather for Altario*    ^_~ !


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kareesh Valendar on September 24, 2007, 11:03:57 PM
My inner most thoughts right now is that I wish I wasn't in class and I just wanna go back to bed.

*looks and feels like crap*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on September 24, 2007, 11:25:20 PM
*reaches hand out to grab tail feather... then slaps it with other hand*  No!  They are Vesk's.   Must not touch.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Vesk Lyricahl on September 25, 2007, 12:05:26 AM
*pounces on Noxie and plucks her tail feather*

I don't mind risking my life for the sake of a beautiful girl. :heart:

*prepares to be loved to death*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Alassiel Telrúnya on September 25, 2007, 12:20:10 AM
*has no comment to all the silliness...* :buck:

 :fish:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on September 25, 2007, 12:23:23 AM
~pounces on Altario and gives him lots of love~

There ^.^


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on September 25, 2007, 12:26:13 AM
*basks*  oh glory be, oh glory be.... :heart:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Vesk Lyricahl on September 25, 2007, 12:30:11 AM
*pounces on Altario too and gives him some lovin'* :heart:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on September 25, 2007, 12:40:01 AM
*prounces on Vesk and Altario and loves them both to death*

Love love love!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on September 25, 2007, 12:48:57 AM
how can I be loved to death when heaven is back there in Nox and Kali's arms???


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on September 25, 2007, 01:32:28 AM
Awww! *Cuddles Altario to her chest*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on September 26, 2007, 02:04:51 AM
*Petros remains in the backround, playing "Love is in the air" on his harp, while his chickens toss rose petals around* :grin: :heart:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Vesk Lyricahl on September 26, 2007, 02:28:13 AM
*puts on a bib and chases one of the chickens with a fork and knife* :P


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on September 26, 2007, 02:34:29 AM
*Quickly snatches up all the chickens, and huggles them while frowning at Vesk* Bad Vesky!! :angry: :rolling:

Here have this instead, its enviromentally friendly, and no living organisms were harmed in its making! :grin: *Hands Vesk a barbeque sauce covered rock*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on September 26, 2007, 02:37:42 AM
*hears Nox's heartbeat in one ear, and the Theme to KFC in the other*

"Colenol Saunders and his boys make it Finger Licken Good*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Alassiel Telrúnya on September 26, 2007, 02:44:52 AM
I haven't heard that KFC theme in ages, which is good. That tune pisses me off so much! :buck:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on September 26, 2007, 02:51:13 AM
What is K.F.C?.... :buck: :shocked:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Alassiel Telrúnya on September 26, 2007, 02:52:12 AM
Kentucky Fried Chicken. A fast food restaurant (like McDonalds). You wouldn't know, cuz I don't think they have it in Britain. Well, at least I haven't seen any... yet...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on September 26, 2007, 02:57:00 AM
Hmmm. Now you making me hungry...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on September 26, 2007, 02:58:17 AM
Oh! :cry: *Eyes widen and glow red* I HATE fast food chains! :angry: *clings to vegitarianism* I also think that its a wee shame on the plants aswell, and my biology teacher once told me this story that made me cry.. :cry: But I also dont want to starve!! :lol: :heart:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on September 26, 2007, 02:59:10 AM
mmm... yes, deep fried grease... served in a crispy coated shell of chicken skin with 11 herbs and spices, with some stringy chicken to hold it all together.... i love it....


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on September 26, 2007, 03:00:09 AM
~gets sick from the grease~ Stupid fast food. ~Runs to Fazoli's~


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Vesk Lyricahl on September 26, 2007, 04:28:23 AM
*scowls at the chicken and licks Kali's cheek instead*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on September 26, 2007, 04:58:24 AM
*Petros feels bad, and gives him an ostrich to play with instead ^_^ *


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on September 26, 2007, 05:02:04 AM
*always jealous of Veskie, Altario sticks out his tongue to lick, then realizes where his head is... *   oh oh.....


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on September 26, 2007, 05:07:39 AM
:rolling:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on September 26, 2007, 06:49:11 AM
*Sighs* I feel like a debate.....Oh Altario!?!? A certain Aellenrhim was just staing how crap Canada is!!!! tee hee :lol: :heart:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on September 26, 2007, 06:57:21 AM
*comes out swinging... wearing his Don Cherry original suit and waving a Don Cherry for PM flag* 

I've never slapped a man wearing a skirt before, mister scotsman, but I might today.... *cept that one time in college...er, nevermind*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on September 26, 2007, 07:05:51 AM
*Gasps* Its called a Kilt Altario....K-I-L-T... Thats it, ive had enough of your antics....DANCE OFF!!!! :angry: :P

*Whistles and Marlyn Monroe, Judy Garland, Liza Minelli and Petula Clark run on stage.  And Petros's Posse begin to do the higland fling, along to "its raining men"*


Plus....Do tell about this college experience!!! :lol: :heart:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Vesk Lyricahl on September 26, 2007, 07:10:24 AM
I just had a thought that scares me. Altario, and I mean no offense by this, you could be the future me. I have time and time again fallen for a girl, thinking she was the right one as I even dreamed of marriage one day, only to have it end in heartbreak. I fear that one day I will have more than ex-girlfriends, I will have ex-wives to add to their number, more women that found it all too easy to kick me to the curb when the romance faded.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on September 26, 2007, 07:13:56 AM
*watches... grudgingly accepts this as quite skilled.....*

My turn, and mine are called W-R-A-N-G-L-E-R-S, and they are skin tight over my athletic butt......

*gives his whistle, which surprisingly enough sounds like YEEE HAW*

Shania Twain, Teri Clark, Celinne Dion come out wearing Stetson cowboy hats*  And THEY are all canadian my friend!!!

*Begins dancing a line dance*  Come on, everyone knows the Achy Breaky.....


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on September 26, 2007, 07:23:43 AM
*The sheer Altarioness/canadianess blasts Petros and his posse back a few peds into a heap on the floor. But not defeated...not yet*

Dear Canadian nemisis...Prepare to meet your maker! "ready guys? formation
Hie'lan Coo!!"

*All of Petros's gay icons morph into one big, hairy yet cute highland cow with a scottish flag painted on its side. Petros jumps on, and charges at Altario while ranting in Un-decipherable Gaelic*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on September 26, 2007, 07:24:18 AM
Ah, Vesk, no offense taken my friend.  I kid you in jest, that is all.

However, I do see you as I was many years ago.  A romantic who could make woman fall in love with him with a flashy smile, a wink and pretty words.  But, falling in love and staying in love are two very different things, and I never learned that ability.  To my great regret.  Then, when I finally did, the angels called her home far too soon for me. 

Since then, I have grown too cold to ever give it a real chance again.

My advice, should you deem it worthy enough to even hear:  Feel the pain, learn from the pain, but do not grow hardened to the pain.  Pain means you can still go on and try again.  I forgot that.  I don't feel pain anymore, but I do not feel happiness, love, tenderness, nor any other emotion that made me who I was.

I sincerely hope that I am not who you turn out to be.  I hope you turn out who I hoped to be.  You are a good man, Vesk.  Don't lose that.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Twén Aråerwén on September 26, 2007, 07:24:34 AM
 :heart: Veskie :heart: The future is what we all make of it, perceiving it as a failure only makes it come true. Ex-boyfriends/girlfriends husbands/wives is too fatalistic of an attitude for me. Rejoice in the things you do HAVE and it can only get better. :hug:

~Flees before sharing any inner most private thoughts~


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on September 26, 2007, 07:27:03 AM
~huggles Vesk and plants a warm loving kiss upon his plump flushed cheek~ You deserve so much that no one could offer you before. <3 You will find her one day, I promise.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on September 26, 2007, 07:33:02 AM
*gulps at the oncoming charge of Scottish homoerotic maleness*

Come on girls, we shall meet this threat head on....

*Climbs into Mountie uniform and jumps onto his horse, with Shania Twain and Teri Clark right beside him... Celine however has no idea how to climb onto a horse and appears ready to join the gay icons group... Altario sighs and nods to her...*  Go ahead Celine, you NEVER were much help anyway.....


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on September 26, 2007, 07:45:33 AM
Awww, you guys actually made me cry just there :cry: :) You folks are probably the most sweetest ive ever met! you are always SO caring towards each other, it is really, really heart warming! :heart: :cry: And if theres more of an appropriate time to Bosom clutch, ill be damned! :grin: .Just gos to prove that this online community is really an online family!!! :heart:

And Veskypoo, your stunningly beautiful on the outside and stunningly beautiful on the inside, you can write like an austen, talk in a melting southern accent and your never nasty!!! If a girl lets you go, she must be a friggin crack-head! :lol:
Your gold Hon remember it!!! :hug:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on September 26, 2007, 07:49:19 AM
Of course we are a family! If anyone tries to tell you otherwise, curse them!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on September 26, 2007, 07:59:58 AM
*Using his amazing Tele-Gaynetic powers, Petros succesfully brought Celine over to the pink side, MWAHAHAHA!! :evil:....Just as he was about to tear through Altarios measly, canadian defences, the gay icons unfotunatley passed over a ground level air vent, causing the morphed Marlyn to instinctivley stop and pose for the paprazzi, jolting Petros tens of peds into the air. The Scot would sureley have splatered there and then, if he was not rescued by his old friend Mary Poppins, who just happened to be floating by on her umbrella. Not wanting to dishonour gay scots everywhere he continued to coordinate his assault aerial style, now with his new H.Q stationed inside mary's endless bag*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Vesk Lyricahl on September 26, 2007, 08:05:34 AM
I have no words to express my gratitude for everyone's kind words. They evade me, slither across my tongue only to fade into the whispering wind, barely heard and unrecognizable. The advice is appreciated and even needed for one so lost in the growing darkness. I forget sometimes that there is always a light, I have only to cast my gaze skyward to see it and to hope once again. Thank you is all I can say in the end, so thank you my friends. :hug:

I am not cold, not yet. Rather I am searing hot, burning with emotion after emotion, none of which I have any control over. I still feel the pain, it pierces my breast as I remember what once was and what cannot be again, not with her. I will grow beyond the pain, I always have before. I just need time and lots of Rocky Road ice cream.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on September 26, 2007, 08:08:42 AM
:lol: I will Kalina, I will!! :heart:

*Petros is now six feet under, because Vesks Ultra-Poetic words exploded his heart instantly...Dont worry guys, he got the impossibly painful death he deserves! :lol:*

*Taps Vesks head* Is that you in there Jane? :heart: :D


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on September 26, 2007, 08:11:54 AM
*snaps a few quick pics of Marilyn himself.  Then notices Petros high in the air, joining forces with Mary Poppins... he raises his fist and shakes it at the Scotsman*

 Damn you Petros.... I thought I was taking on the Scots, not the Gays!!!!

*looks at Shania, who appears bored and wants to primp her hair or something, while Teri still looks like shes up for a fight*   

This calls for plan B girls, if its the Gays we are up against, we need old fashioned male virility......

Bring out the Alpha Male reinforcements, the real mens men of my army!!!!!

*half a dozen Neanderthals enter the war zone, carrying dinosaur bones, while some redneck hillbillies follow, making jokes about women and gays... one of them is making squealing pig noises.....*

*Altario covers his eyes with his hand and shakes his head... *

This is just so embarrassing.....


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on September 26, 2007, 08:35:13 AM
*As Petros plonked away at the horde of keyboards that lined his Gay fortress, a red light suddenly began to flash wildly, and a shrill siren began to ring through the vast expanses of the nannys bag. A moment later Mary's familiar, broad english accent could be heard seeping out of the tannoy...

"Master Petros, i appear to be being pelted by various ancient bones, and waves of sheer masculinity,im getting into a bit of a kerfuffle up here. I just dont think that i can stomach this delightfully quaint occupation any longer, the children will be awaiting there afternoon tea right now, i fear that i will have to return to my proper etiquette...."

"Well, if you canny stomach it, take a friggin spoonfull of sugar, that makes the friggen medicine go down doesnt it you crazy english bit..."

It was too late, Petros's fury filled  english hating rant was cut short buy the ear piercing squeals of Ms Poppins bursting into a flurry of masculine fueled flames, and the whirring of her charred corpse as it sailed down onto the battle field. Petros quickly hit the big red "eject, but only if your gay" button, firing him and his large leather chair out into the clouds. As the chair began to free fall under the cruel effects of gravity, A huge pair of pink polka dotted, frilly granny pants, shot out of the back of the chair, making a rather good parachute. Petros threw a spew of insults at the masculine "Team straight" leader, as he gracefully drifted down to earth.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on September 26, 2007, 08:47:47 AM
To Everyone Else:
I like you guys so immensely that my little green heart could just burst with confetti and sardines. And I guess what I'm trying to say is that I just might love your guts. I may not have been here for long but I'm already attached to a lot of you and would miss you terribly if I were to leave or vise-versa.

(Maybe I'm not a sociopath after all)

*THIS BIT OF TEXT HAS BEEN REMOVED TO PRESERVE REPUTATION*

*Scuttles off quickly to hide in her cave as she feels thoroughly exhausted after being so openly honest*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on September 26, 2007, 08:53:50 AM
*Petros bursts into tears* Oh my gawd, this is wors than Titanic!!... *Takes a kleenex out of the adjacent box, and blows his now redened nose* :cry:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on September 26, 2007, 08:54:29 AM
*A satisfied smile curls about Altario's lips as he watches Mary Poppins go down in a flurry of flames.  It disappears when Petros ejects in his leather chair, gently floating to earth from his large granny panty parachute.*

Wait a minute!!  Those are.... MOM!!!  why are you giving Petros your panties???

Hearing Petros spewing forth insults only adds to Altario's anger.  He picks up one of the horse puckies that his mount has so kindly provided and lobs it at the evil Scot.  However, halfway to hitting the scot, it explodes in mid-air.  Altario looks about wildly, wondering what happened.  His gaze comes to rest on vice-president Dick Cheney, being congratulated by a group of old republicans."

"Good shot sir."

"Why thank you, I am an active member of the NRA you know", Cheney answers but is interrupted by his gun going off.  One of the republicans goes down.

Altario shakes his head.  "Would someone please take his gun away from him before he shoots someone important!!"

*wonders why the Americans have joined the fight against the Scots.  Oh yeah, now we're fighting the gays.  Makes sense now.*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: dinranwen on September 26, 2007, 10:54:41 AM
*Anci'hevil'yon wanders into the thread looks at the posts.   :shocked: and exclaims* "You all are wierd.  I don't understand y'all or this thread at all!" *Anci' wanders away shaking head*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on September 26, 2007, 11:02:38 AM
Its Petros and Altario.... what did you expect? :shocked:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Vesk Lyricahl on September 26, 2007, 11:12:49 AM
Two men river dancing in kilts?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on September 26, 2007, 11:36:10 AM
You make it sound like Petros and I have a very thin grasp on reality...

For the record..... We have NO grasp on said reality....


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on September 26, 2007, 11:37:10 AM
I never said either one of you were sane. I believe I have more sanity than you two combined most days :rolling:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on September 26, 2007, 11:53:03 AM
*climbs into his Snow White outfit, resplendent with red ribbon in the hair and apple in hand*

I miss Thorgas and his six little dwarf friends.....


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Khel on September 26, 2007, 11:56:30 AM
Its almost like you summoned him, haha...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Thorgas Ironforge on September 26, 2007, 12:03:30 PM
*marches towards the little cottage in the woods along with his 6 dwarf friends*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on September 26, 2007, 12:10:36 PM
*begins to sweep the floor  while the little blue bird whistles a happy tune*

Whistle while you work.... do, da do do do do da......

*bats that annoying blue bird out of the air with his broom* 

Score!!!!!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Thorgas Ironforge on September 26, 2007, 12:19:14 PM
hi ho, hi ho, it's home from work we go, doodoodoot dootdoot doodoodoot dootdoot
hi ho, hi ho
*Turns around and thumps the dwarf behind him* Sing with me you little pig!

hi ho, hi ho

hi khel

hi Petros

hi Altario

hi Anci

:P


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Khel on September 26, 2007, 12:23:08 PM
-waves-

-joins in the marching-


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on September 26, 2007, 12:31:38 PM
~starts counting but loses count at 5 and has to continually start over~


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on September 26, 2007, 12:49:20 PM
Hey, I just swept in here... not one of you takes off your shoes??? 

I just bagged an innocent bird... I'm freakin dangerous... now, take off your damn shoes before you deal with Snow White on her monthly!!!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kareesh Valendar on September 26, 2007, 12:52:02 PM
*walks in just in time to hear Altario's rant. Hurriedly takes off her shoes*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Vincent Varkatzas on September 26, 2007, 01:24:28 PM
*walks to doorway and ducks as pairs of shoes come flying out the door straight at his head*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Hylphán on September 27, 2007, 08:04:18 AM
Take a Midol, and get over it!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on September 27, 2007, 03:23:12 PM
o_o

... I've been having dreams about babies and getting married... It's creeping me out. I don't, uh, sit well with commitment. Frankly, it freaks me out and sends me running screaming into the hills.

*would like some input on this matter*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on September 27, 2007, 03:36:22 PM
I just want to say, that I have been here since mid April, and since coming here, my life has changed.  In real life, I am kinda weird (insert your own "we knew that" line here).... I switch from manic to deeply quiet and introspective daily, hourly even, and as such, I find it very hard to connect to people.... I'm a loner.... a bit self superior in my thoughts and attitude, so people are put off by me....

To this end, I am often alone, which for the most part is fine, and really, its how I prefer to be, but every now and again, each of us feels the pangs of loneliness.  When I was younger, I turned to writing to cover this loneliness, but it had gotten pushed to the background over the years, with RL concerns.  I decided that I wanted to get back into writing, and had heard of play by post sites and thought that this would be an ideal way for me to get back into the swing of things.  Like you, Twen, I hope to complete a novel in the future.

Suffice to say, I found a few sites and joined them all, this site being one.  To be completely honest, I almost lost interest with the delays it took to get my character approved.  But I stuck it out.  Soon, It was the other sites that I lost interest in.

You people have become like family to me.  I have laughed with many of you, fought with some of you, cried with a few of you.  You have been here each day for me to come home to after a hard day at work, and here I can forget the stress of life and just do or be anything I want.  Because of you. 

Most of you I know a little, and I like you.  There a few that I have come to love and cherish as friends.  And there is even one of you who is a gay Scotsman, who I have no idea why I like you so much but I do.  (Won't mention names so your identity is kept safe).

Not sure why, but I'm one of like 3 people on tonight, so it is very quiet and I was feeling introspective.  I just needed you to know what you mean to me, you all.  Thank you for making my life a more joyous one to be living.  You have made a difference.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on September 27, 2007, 03:41:44 PM
Sub-consciously, everyone wants to feel needed and loved... even if our conscious mind resists it.  Its a normal thing, don't get worked up over it.  You may not want that now, but one day, it might change, and this is just your minds way of warning/preparing you.

Doesn't mean anything at this point in your life.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Hylphán on September 27, 2007, 04:47:27 PM
     Altario, it's in our nature to want companionship of some sort, even if it is just (until recently - "what santharians really look like") a faceless entity on a computer screen.  I have found that some of my closest friends are the ones I have met online through the years.  I think it's because you don't feel nervous or embarrassed opening up and getting REALLY candid with someone that is not standing right next to you.  You feel more secure with the computer screen separating you.  But after you really get to know them, they become friends that are closer sometimes than the friends you have had all your life. 

     One of the advantages to a site like this is that there is almost always someone on from somewhere in the world.  With members from "literally" around the world, it is time to play for someone, somewhere.  That makes it easier to find a friend, no matter the time of day.
     
     It is because people always like to hear an uplifting word, that I try and say Hi to a number of people here every day.  I may not get a post in, but I can let several people know that someone is acknowledging their existance as worthy of some attention, with a "have a great day!"

     I also have met some good people here, and though I would like to know some better, I consider some of you better friends than any I have at school.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Vincent Varkatzas on September 27, 2007, 05:09:39 PM
*peeks out from behind a tree*

So is it safe now? :huh:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Alassiel Telrúnya on September 27, 2007, 05:27:48 PM
Inner most private thoughts at the moment:

I'd forgotten how it felt like to just enjoy RPing. Up till a few moments ago, I'd seen it as my duty. And in a way, it is... but I'm meant to enjoy it too! I'd just like to throw it out there to those who see a new post reply and go, " *sigh* More work for me." :D

I'd also like to say it seems like I've been here since forever, and I'm loving my life in Santharia and my warm Santharian family! :hug:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Vincent Varkatzas on September 27, 2007, 05:32:35 PM
WOOOOO!!!! GROUP HUG!!!!!

 :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Simonne Miller on September 27, 2007, 06:23:45 PM
Hmm, this is the first time I post in this thread...

Since people are sharing their Santharian experiences... I first came here back in 2001. Created a character without much research on the site, but somehow I got approved. I played for a while, then disappeared. I went to another site regularly (a dutch site) where I met some wonderful people (some less wonderful as well). I still have contact with one couple from that site, even though I don't go there anymore.

Then in 2005 I came back to Santharia. I don't really know why, except that I remembered playing here and I wanted to see if I could find the story I played in. (I could. Not gonna tell you which one though, I'm ashamed of the posts I made :P) I also remembered one person in particular who I played with in that story for a while. A certain shapeshifting dragon, to protect identities and all that. I created my brownie character then, and then I disappeared again. Still, I couldn't help myself and I returned in 2006. Haven't left since (even if I'm not always as active as I could be).

For the longest time, I just enjoyed coming to Santharia, but most contact I had with other people was in character, and a bit of OOC bantering. I always saw people saying how they'd made great friends here, but I didn't have any, not really. Then I began going to the IRC more often, and I started talking with people. The first person who I'd say became a friend in this way is Vesk. Then I became a CD mod and suddenly people started remembering me ;).

Almost a year ago I lost my grandmother. She had Alzheimer, so we'd said goodbye long before, but it was still hard, in part because it fell on my birthday. I have been given so much support from Santharians. That really helped me, because I couldn't really turn to my own family, who had their own grief to deal with, and I didn't have many friends to go to. So I want to thank everyone who supported me back then again. (God, I'm almost crying again just telling this.)

A couple of months ago my activity subsided a little again. I was getting tired from always reading the same character descriptions, only with different names, over and over again, so I couldn't really get myself to answer much, even though I came to look daily. When I finally decided to actually start commenting again, suddenly many more people had come to the IRC, which I now began attending regularly again. Two people in particular I have started calling a friend. One of them's also a gay Scotsman (coincidence, huh, Altario? :D). What I'm getting at is that now I'm starting to experience what other people have experienced so many times before me. It's probably still going to be a while before I confide secrets in my friends, but hey, I only really have one RL friend who I'd tell anything.

Hum, that story was a bit longer than I anticipated. I don't know why I said this. Maybe I just needed to tell it to people who understand :) Sorry if I rambled. If you actually read it through to the end, thank you for the attention. If you didn't, I understand :P


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on September 27, 2007, 08:24:27 PM
I read it all Simonne.  Thank you for sharing.  Sorry about the loss, it is never easy, no matter how you expect it and try to prepare for such a loss.  I'm glad you shared that, and I'm glad that you are part, an important part, of this family.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Hylphán on September 28, 2007, 01:59:40 PM
I'll second those thoughts Altario!  And Simonne, it's always good to have someone to talk to in those times, that is not immediately involved in the situation/circumstances.  They have a different perspective on it and can help you deal/cope with the matter easier.  It's also MOST helpful just to have a good listener with a shoulder to cry on...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on September 28, 2007, 02:26:17 PM
I have been on of those "consistent" players on Santharia ever since I found it in 2003. I looked at a few others, but they didn't grow on me as the lack of detail and care put into them wasn't as deep as what Santharia had to give.

I made lots of friends quickly, (including a stalkish German, but that was kind of my own fault) but they were never close. I brought Kareesh back once she found out I had discovered this place and I attempted to bring other friend here, but she didn't stick around. :-/

You guys have been there for me despite my RL friends turning away from me and through the times when I needed someone to talk to. Though I have quarreled with many of you or made you upset, don't forget I still love you no matter what happens (well, if you kill one of my friends, I may have to hurt you but that is besides the point)

I am blessed to have such family here to help me through everything that life has managed to throw at me. <3


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kaldez’Yadra on September 29, 2007, 11:59:33 AM
I want to thank evryone here, you guys/gir;s/men.women and other peoples, have been an outlet for me, Santharia has been a way for me to excape my life for temporary portions, ive had some rough times since i joined Santharia about a year ago now, and though i have not said anyting about it till now, because of some of the posts ive read here, i want to thank you all for giving me that outlet.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on September 29, 2007, 11:22:54 PM
*sitting in a tub filled with bubbles (most of which are actually from the bubble bath, playing with his plastic battleship and yellow rubber duck* 

"look out its godzilla!" 

*rubber duck attacks the battleship.  There are explosion sounds and the boat goes under*


What???  Its my mind, I can waste it if I wanna. :buck:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kareesh Valendar on September 30, 2007, 12:30:12 AM
Alright, time for my sharing....

I first came to Santharia in 2002. I had only RP'ed on pen and paper so this was new for me. Well, I didn't stick around for very long as I had a life.....somewhat....

Anyways, Kali re-introduced me to it again in 2003 and even though I left for some time, I always came back. Most of you don't remember this now, but I had a boyfriend waaaay back then (it wasn't Jenks) and in 2005 I got engaged to him. It started to fall apart half a year into it. We lived 600-800 miles away and he began to change into a person that I didn't want to be around. Almost a year after we got engaged, I broke it off. Partly because of that, but also because I had "fallen in love" with a 36 year old man I met online.

That relationship only lasted a month and then one night I called my ex and his g/f answered the phone. Now, this was at 2 in the morning and she told me that he was sleeping. Now, I still loved him and so I thought that they were sleeping together. That hit me really hard and I tried to commit suicide that night. I cut an X on each wrist and some more cuts on my upper arms.

Needless to say, I was sent into counseling.

I finally got my head on straight and I found Jenks. Life has gotten better since then, but it's still had its ups and down as it always has.

But you have been there for me. Even if I locked myself in my room and didn't want to talk to anyone, or thought that no one cared, you did. Although I may never know what you all really think about me, I can still say that 'cause it's in my head. lol.

*group hug*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Korim on September 30, 2007, 12:35:20 AM
All these posts are making me cry...

Even Altario's ducky post - though, I think those are tears of shame that member's of my gender older than me behave like that than anything else.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on September 30, 2007, 08:08:48 AM
Inner most private thought...

Why did the number 44A bus never show up today?... :buck: :(


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on September 30, 2007, 08:15:39 AM
*huggles Kareesh*  Not sure what to say... except we are all glad you are here with us....

@ Korim...  and you have lost your childlike zest for life??  Tsk, Tsk...

@ Petros...  Cuz there was a Canadian driving it today..muhahahaha


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on September 30, 2007, 08:30:29 AM
Yeah, she was probably a canadian... :lol: :heart:

Oh Altario, do you know that they speak Gaelic in Canada!? :grin:

By the way yall musical people, what is actually the point in atonality?... :buck:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on September 30, 2007, 08:33:03 AM
oh... then i'll be sure to thank a gael :rolleyes:

I myself speak Canadianese....


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on September 30, 2007, 08:46:24 AM
Seriously?!?! :shocked: Wow!! :lol: :heart:

Is Canadianese difficult to learn? :D


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on September 30, 2007, 08:48:31 AM
Nope... its a lot like American... just with bigger words... :grin:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on September 30, 2007, 08:53:39 AM
Altario?...... Petros  :heart:'s you Hon!!!.....just thought id let you know! :lol: :shocked:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on September 30, 2007, 08:59:39 AM
You know... I feel exactly like Jack Nicholson in As Good As It Gets....

"Buddy, if that did it for me, I'd be the luckiest man alive." :grin: :heart:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on September 30, 2007, 09:13:37 AM
*Petros gives Altario a motel room key... :rolling: :heart:*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Garret Arroway on September 30, 2007, 09:13:58 AM
   Lol feels like home already ... Hopefully i can fit in  :grin:
  
   May be so familiar because i hang out with another group of goofy, crazy people online all day all the time ... Yes i know i have no life but in cool with that lol

   And goofy and crazy people in a good way  :grin:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on September 30, 2007, 09:17:40 AM
I'm goofy...*points at Petros*  and he is Crazy... good to have you along. 

*looks at Motel Key.  Is tempted, but remembers that embarrassing time in college.  Softly shakes his head*  Sorry dear friend, but there is a special gal I might use this with......


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on September 30, 2007, 09:33:04 AM
Crazy is such a harsh word...how about...Mentally unstable? :lol: :heart:

Aww...i was fair lookin forward to that... :cry: :lol: *Hands the key over to brad pitt instead* :grin:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on September 30, 2007, 09:37:15 AM
A ha!!!  I always suspected Brad Pitt.  Now I have proof. 

*Snaps pictures and uses his cell phone to call the National Enquirer.*

  Hello, gossip division, have I GOT a story for you....

*Uses blackberry to text Anjolina Jolie  "You know how you said I had as much chance of dating you as Brad was gay..."*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on September 30, 2007, 09:46:43 AM
*Drags covers over his naked body, as Altario snaps pictures. checks to see he has gone*

Phew!...Thank god he didnt see you down there Orlando... :lol: :heart:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on September 30, 2007, 09:57:05 AM
*hands pictures over to agent... but keeps one as a momento.  Notices how happy Petros looks with Brad standing by the bed... then notices an extra pair of feet sticking out from under the covers.... smiles knowingly*

Petros, you old dog you.

*answers blackberry with Anjolina's reply "What I meant, dear Altario was if Brad was gay, AND Orlando Bloom" ....  chuckles*

Oh, I am soooo in...... :evil:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Garret Arroway on September 30, 2007, 09:59:42 AM
Inner most private thought - I HATE mosaics with a capital H ... And cutting glass into little tiny pieces and gluing them on a board with the most evil glue ever ... Just thought i'd share since i've been cutting glass and my hands all day long ... Luckily don't have any more fingers to slice open, got bandaids on all eight right now so i don't get little tiny glass fragments into it ... lol i must be crazy to be doing this project tho  :grin:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on September 30, 2007, 10:21:49 AM
Altario, if you wanted in with Anjolina, you could have just asked you know!

Me, her, Gwenyth, Cameron, Carmen and Pamela always go cruisin' the Glasgow nightclubs every saturday...so im sure i could tag you along... :grin:

But sadly its Gals and Gays only.....youd have to prove yourself....*Jingles the motel key in his pocket* :lol: :heart:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on September 30, 2007, 10:37:30 AM
*pours himself into a little red off the shoulder number, complete with pantyhose and red high heels* 

Just need a little make up and I'm good to go on the gals side.  :kiss:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on September 30, 2007, 10:44:12 AM
The Gals side?....are you sure?....Very well then... :huh: :shocked:
*Bears sharpened rusty axe* Pop down your pants please.... :evil: :buck:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on September 30, 2007, 10:48:44 AM
*looks intensly in the dressing mirror, turning this way and that....  *

Does this make my ass look fat? :undecided:

*Spots Petros with the axe....*

What is that for?  Uh uh, no way..... :shocked:

*Tries to run, but cannot do it wearing high heels*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on September 30, 2007, 10:57:39 AM
Wait! come back i only wanted to cut off a fraying thread... :( ....Oh well....

*Plays his gameboy while Anjolina, Gwenyth, Cameron, Carmen and Pamela have their sixsome with a random Glaswegian bartender*... :buck: :lol:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on September 30, 2007, 11:24:05 AM
*finds himself in the Scottish Highlands, wandering about in a frayed red dress and a broken heel on his red shoes.  To top it off, he has a run in his pantyhose, and his make up is non existent.  Notices a couple of Scottish lads staring at him in disbelief."

What?  Like the skirt you are wearing is any better?  At least mine is Donna Karan.  Whats yours?  Wee Willie from down at the Loch?

*Holds head up high and sashays along dirt road.. occasionally stumbling due to broken heel*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on September 30, 2007, 11:37:59 AM
*Flicks his ginger hair, tuts and lays hand on hip* Its Auchtermuchtie actually!! :cool:

*struts up and down the haggis-walk like a peacock, in his kilt. Then remembers his lack of underpants and scuttles away blushing... :buck:*

By the way Altario, watch yir'sel cuz theres alot oh horny highland coos aboot!! :lol:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on September 30, 2007, 11:59:05 AM
*arches an eyebrow* 

I aint afraid of no coos. 

*begins singing the tune from Ghostbusters*

if there's something strange
in the highland hills
Who ya gonna call?
COOSBUSTERS

If there's something weird
and it aint Nessie
Who ya gonna call?
COOSBUSTERS

I ain't afraid of no coos
I ain't afraid of no coos

If you're seeing things
while dressed in red
Who can ya call?
COOSBUSTERS

A Scottish man
sleeping in your bed
Who ya gonna call?
COOSBUSTERS

I ain't afraid of no coos
I ain't afraid of no coos

Who ya gonna call?
COOSBUSTERS

If youre all alone
pick up the phone
and call
COOSBUSTERS

I ain't afraid of no coos
I here it likes the boys
I ain't afraid of no coos
Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah

Who ya gonna call?
COOSBUSTERS

If you've had a dose of a
freaky coos baby
Ya better call
COOSBUSTERS

Lemme tell ya something
Bustin' makes me feel good!

I ain't afraid of no coos
I ain't afraid of no coos

Don't get caught alone no no

COOSBUSTERS

When it comes to your door
Unless you can moo some more
I think you better call
COOSBUSTERS

Who ya gonna call?
COOSBUSTERS

Who ya gonna call?
COOSBUSTERS

I think you better call
COOSBUSTERS

Who ya gonna call?
COOSBUSTERS

I can't hear you
Who ya gonna call?
COOSBUSTERS

Louder
COOSBUSTERS

Who ya gonna call?
COOSBUSTERS

Who can ya call?
COOSBUSTERS

Who ya gonna call?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: dinranwen on September 30, 2007, 12:05:01 PM
RADOMN THOUGHT: Why do I have the strange craving Green Jello after hearing that bad rendition by Altario?  Why?

Private thoughts for the day: I like the stars.  They keep me grounded.  And they keep my ego in check by reminding me how big I am in this universe, and how isgnifacant.  But while keeping grounded, they also allow me to dream!  So always, I think when I see those twinkling gems how thankful I am for their dreamy gleam.

AND ALSO: In the age old debate of Kilts, I personally think that they're SKIRTS!  But guys are still cute in them, which makes me ask, why?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on September 30, 2007, 12:10:11 PM
:rofl: :rofl: :rofl: :rofl: :rofl:
   :lol: :lol: :lol: :lol: :lol:
:rofl: :rofl: :rofl: :rofl: :rofl:
             :rolling:


Oh Altario, i canny breath...Oh im buckled, im friggin buckled!! :lol: :lol: :heart:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on September 30, 2007, 12:26:47 PM
And there I always figured you for the unbuckled type. :P

Goodnight my friend.  Have a wonderful evening. :grin: :pet:



Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Synder Nytefall on September 30, 2007, 12:58:56 PM
A wee bit of a private thought for me. Maybe not a thought but an activity that I find to be a wonderful experience. To stand in a field where nothing can be seen of civilization, closing my eyes and turning into the wind. Nothing but the sound of rustling grass and the gentle whispers of the wind washing over me. An experience that makes the world seem so large but reminds me profoundly of how intricately I am part of it.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Simonne Miller on September 30, 2007, 06:29:15 PM
I wish I could do that, Synder... Unfortunately, there's not one field to be found in Belgium where nothing can be seen of civilization... Not near where I live, anyway.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on September 30, 2007, 06:55:47 PM
The  unbuckled type eh? im not that much of a sex fiend Altario!... :evil: :D


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on September 30, 2007, 06:58:06 PM
*peeks into motel room where Brad and Orlando are laying exhausted*

uh huh....


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on September 30, 2007, 07:01:36 PM
Well...Well thats just part of my daily exercise regime... :lol: :heart:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on October 01, 2007, 01:20:29 AM
When I used to raise horses, I used to love to go for long walks, or rides, in the middle of the night.  Sometimes it can be so very spiritual in how it calms your heart and soul.  The sounds of crickets, coyotes in the distance with their yipping.  It was beautiful, serene and uplifting.

I definitely recommend it to anyone who has never had that privilege.  Even just to be able to look into a sky that is not partially erased by city lights is amazing.  Now that I live in the city, I think that is one of the things I miss most.  I see 1% of the stars I am used to seeing.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Garret Arroway on October 01, 2007, 01:29:58 AM
Not 2 fond of the chirping crickets ... we got one in our house and the stupid thing chirps almost all day long geeesssh


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on October 01, 2007, 07:11:38 AM
Tell me about it! all these chirping haggisis keep me up all night... :buck:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on October 01, 2007, 07:31:11 AM
lol...wimps... the sound of crickets is a lullaby to me...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Garret Arroway on October 01, 2007, 07:31:48 AM
lol ... this ones more like a household pet ... it hides behind the stove and only will stop chirping if i jolt the stove ... one these days imma squish it and i wont feel the least bit sorry ... aint my fault its 2 dim to relize its an unwanted house guest   :grin:


Slightly annoying when trying to watch a movie in the middle of the day and stupid things chrippin ... i dont mind them at night


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Yurie Yileen on October 01, 2007, 04:26:05 PM
Please stop talking about stars...I miss them so much!!!

I lived in the Chinese countryside for a while and got used to the most amazing night skies.  It was at an altitude so everything was sharp and clear.  Want to see a shooting star?  Just look up and wait ten minutes; you'll see at least one, probably more!

Anyway, now I'm in Taipei and have all but forgotten that those stars are still there...now I only see neon signs and street lights.

Maybe I need to head back to the country!

Ps. I'd much rather listen to crickets than construction work and horns!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Rookie Brownbark on October 01, 2007, 08:37:41 PM
My Innermost thought at the moment:  Why does the world hate me today?

Today at work I have broken a total of;

~ two photocopiers
~ a stapler
~ the two booklets I was trying to staple, which now look like someone has attempted surgery on them
~ a toilet
~ a drinks machine
~ my cantine-card

Plus I have two huge bruises on leg from falling off a table on sat and they still kill!

...and its not even 2 o'clock! Gahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on October 08, 2007, 07:57:29 AM
I baked a few cakes today!!! :heart: :D *Is proud of his skills with an oven and a spatula* :heart: :lol:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Isoto on October 08, 2007, 08:08:57 AM
Petros, what klind of cakes are you making with a spatula?

(Well it could be pancakes....*snickers*, see mom I CAN have ckae for breakfast)

I  :heart: cooking too  :grin:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on October 08, 2007, 08:20:13 AM
Any cake with frosting needs a spatula...  :P

I love cooking too.  I'm horrible at baking though....  :(


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on October 08, 2007, 08:24:50 AM
Awww! :cry: :heart:

*Thrsts a sterilixed syringe into Altarios lower cheek, and injects him with " Insta-Baker" Serum* :D


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kareesh Valendar on October 08, 2007, 08:34:08 AM
I love to cook, but I don't have anywhere to do it as I live in a dorm and our kitchen is horrible.  :cry:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kyrridhil Culná mo on October 09, 2007, 05:26:53 AM
I wonder how fast this new internet can play World of Warcraft.....

Yes its True, I play WoW And have no social life! (It's now part of the Terms of Use ; If you start to play this game and subsequently lose your social life, Blizzard accept no liability for this. Nor for the Deep Vein Thrombosis you may incur after a Raid on Karazhan :P)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Vallari O'Neil on October 17, 2007, 04:15:34 PM
*Stumbles haphazardously into this thread.*

Bwaaaahaha.. I revive your insanity! Rise thread of thoughts! Riiiise! Now! Lets turn this into a karaoke bar!

*Struts around in a black and red feathery minidress with a steep V-neck collar and a black top hat which is slightly crooked atop her head and sings sweetly into a microphone.*

"Darkness faaaalls on everybody, face iiit!
Evil caaalls, or otherwise you chase iiit!
But I'm of the miiind that everything's kiiiind of good...
Liiiife, you take it with, fake it with huuuuumor and pluck!
Wheeen looove's gooonnne be greeeaaatful and.. find another pastime...
... Flood and fires, a natural refinement.
Love and style is everyone's assignment.
Cause I'm of the miiiind that's it aaaall gooooooooood."


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: dinranwen on October 17, 2007, 09:44:21 PM
Sorry I couldn't sing to save my life.  I have a horrible voice...a sort of an odd mix of an baritone (and I'm a girl, my voice shouldn't be that low!) trying to singing alto while hitting soprano nose with a really bad head cold, so I'll spare you karoke, and go straight to my thoughts for the day.

Its no secret to those who know me that I'm a nature girl.  I've been camping all my life and have been taught to admire nature with the praise that only came from an adulesent oppesion with poets like Lord Bryon, Robert Frost, Walt Emereson, Emily Dickson, and other 'historic' poets.  It's also no secret that I like to hear myself talk under the vain impression that someone might care to listen to the living human incarnation of a book worm and can stand to be within ten feet of my stuttering, slurring, talk like I have marbles in my mouth, sounds like a cross between a poetry book and a exclopedia.

However, since you're on the internet, and not in the room with no options of leaving if I get boring.  So if you don't want to read someone wax poetical about the graceful image of a tree just beginning to be blessed by the chilly touch of the colorful autmon season as its branchs are carressed by the early morning son, then I suggest you don't read this post.

~ ~ ~

A light grey mist hangs int the air like an a sheer viel, imperfectly hiding the blushing colors of a summer bride as nature turns red at the touch of her golden lover, her autmon groom.  The air hangs quite still, yet there is not the perfect peace of the country that screams its seclusion with a proud defiance defying the sounds of civilation which does not exist in each seculded sactum, for the air in which I stand is nto the air of the country in its noisy quiteness but rather the air of sleepy civilation just beginning to wake as dawns first blush breaks upon the sky.   Safely at school hidden behind the sancturary of my labtop ensconed with my first hot cup of instant human early grey tea I can reflect with small wonder at the whistles, and noise of the news begin to annoucne that I was not the only one awake at an early hour.

Yet for those who listen and for those who care to hear, the music of a thousand chirping song lifted in a praise that has existed since the beginning of creation, as birds with careless abandoned serande the late rising sun with their chirping voices and the critics in their quite way sing the birds perfect counter haromny.

The trees greenly defiant with the last shapely pleasures of the warm summer months that still linger oh so pleasantly in the autmumn of our year nodding gently to the one who will be their master by the few leaves which blown brown upon the ground turn the lawn in a swirl of golden color as the whirl of the leaves in yard mix with those of others, making an patched green carpet of grassy color.  The air is cool, touched still by the linger chill and damp of the fog which still lingers like a kiss in the autompshere around me trying vainly to withhold the brazen glory of the sun which breaks upon the fog like a gleam of truth, piercing even thorough the thick branches of the green popular stricking me with the beauty of the day and turning a mere girl with a wish that she could be a poet so as to describe such a beautiful scence.

~ ~ ~

Read it didn't you?  Well, I warned you didn't I?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Rookie Brownbark on October 17, 2007, 10:06:46 PM
For some reason I have this random Monkees song in my head

*struts out in sparkly floor-length skin-tight dress*

Shes a won-derful lady and shes mine, all mine
And she doesn't (re-me-mber this line)
Its too easy humming songs
To a girl in yellow dress
Been a long time since the party and the room is in a mess....

Why won't you cut your hair!
Why don't you live up there!
Why won't you do what I do, kill who I kill to be free!

*jumps up and down a lot in an angry way messing up her hair*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Krinaia on October 17, 2007, 10:33:24 PM
I'm finally done!!! I've been working on my character portrait for a few weeks now (didn't have much time) and now I'm done.  :pet:  :grin:

So please check it out and tell me what you think cause I've never before shown my work to anyone. Link to portrait is in the sig.

Thanks :hug:





Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kareesh Valendar on October 17, 2007, 10:35:09 PM
*jaw drops* Oh...my....gosh....You did that!? That's amazing!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Krinaia on October 17, 2007, 10:45:26 PM
Thanks Kareesh!  :)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Rookie Brownbark on October 17, 2007, 10:49:12 PM
Gah I can't see it (stupid work computers)

Is your avatar taken from it though?  *joins Kareesh in the jaw-dropping*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Krinaia on October 17, 2007, 11:04:40 PM
Yes. i'll post it for u here.

(http://i233.photobucket.com/albums/ee43/Krinaia/KrinaiaP.jpg)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Simonne Miller on October 17, 2007, 11:07:37 PM
 :shocked: !!! *drool* I want your talent! Give me your talent! ;-) It's really wonderfully done...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Rookie Brownbark on October 17, 2007, 11:11:39 PM
Still can't see it unfortunatly, but thanks for trying.  The IT people at my work are obviously skilled at their blocking techniques. :sigh:

Don't worry, I'll have a look when I get home; from the avatar I can see its going to be quite cool!  And how long did it take you?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Krinaia on October 17, 2007, 11:17:50 PM
I didn't have time but i worked on it a little everyday so it took me about a week and a half.

Thanks Simonne i really appreciate it.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Yurie Yileen on October 17, 2007, 11:34:43 PM
Wow!  That's a smooth portrait, Krinaia!

Love it!

 :grin:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Hylphán on October 18, 2007, 09:02:47 AM
Great work!  and that's coming from an art major!  Looks fantastic!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Navar The Rogue Assassin on October 18, 2007, 09:27:26 AM
Im back, *waves at Petros* and ready to party *dances*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on October 18, 2007, 10:18:45 AM
A week and a half??  For that??  Wow, if there were a million Altarios with a million paintbrushes working for a milion years.. ONE of them might make a stick figure you could recognize as human.... :buck:

Very nice work... hope to see more of them. :grin:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Khel on October 18, 2007, 10:22:26 AM
Um, yeah, that's amazing.

 :worship:

Very nice Krinaia!!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Hylphán on October 18, 2007, 10:54:41 AM
Hey Navar,
     It''s truly good to see you sir!   How you been?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on October 18, 2007, 11:29:55 AM
This has been moved to my thread in the Artisan's forum with the subject title:  Notepad


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Hylphán on October 18, 2007, 01:32:21 PM
 :shocked:

Whoa!!  Heady stuff!

LIKE  it!

 :grin: :grin:   :thumbup: :thumbup: :thumbup:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Phyth Glenfield on October 18, 2007, 02:40:27 PM
.....

My cat's breath smells like cat food.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on October 18, 2007, 02:43:24 PM
My ginger beef smells like cat..... :huh:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Hylphán on October 18, 2007, 02:44:23 PM
Fried cat smells like chicken...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Khel on October 18, 2007, 02:46:00 PM
Damn, I'm hungry..


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Hylphán on October 18, 2007, 02:47:24 PM
You too??


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Rookie Brownbark on October 18, 2007, 04:30:04 PM
Gah now I'm hungry


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Krinaia on October 18, 2007, 06:19:57 PM
Thanks Guys!! Your all the best. I really appreciate your comments

:hug: :grin:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Vesk Lyricahl on October 18, 2007, 11:15:58 PM
Ok... my innermost thoughts at the moment...

Whyyyy do I have to work in the yard?! Whyyyy I say, when it'll only get messy again?! This is a conspiracy against me to have me constantly working, eternally unable to finish! So, whyyyy?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Rookie Brownbark on October 18, 2007, 11:17:48 PM
*hands over the anti-vulture spray*

Whyyy won't my boss give me any work?  They pay me to work!  Whyyyy am I forced to sit at a desk all day with nothing more to do than print off a few pages for her whyyyyy?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Yurie Yileen on October 19, 2007, 01:57:07 AM
Nox:

I love your writing!  Great use of language, especially oxymorons.  It flows so nicely, like poetry.

I know that it's uniquely yours, but when I read it I see a cross between Alfred Bester and Sylvia Plath!  And that's a good thing!

Good stuff, keep it coming!  :grin:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Khel on October 19, 2007, 02:03:25 AM
-joins in the whining-

Whyyyy oh whyyyy do I get up super duper early to run errands only to find no stores are open?? Whyyyyy!

...and why the heck don't I know this in my own city?

Oh, and very nice Nox!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Rookie Brownbark on October 19, 2007, 10:23:44 PM
God I hate secretaries in general - I just had to go book a room for us on mon and you would think it was the hardest thing in the world!  They were so horrible to me!  And I say they because they always say "oh no, so-and-so does that"  So you go speak to so-and-so, trying very hard to a) be polite and b) get all the words in the right order and tense because the very thought of speaking to the evil women makes you suddenly unable to speak German, and then she bites your head off for asking and say the other one should be doing it!! Argh!

(Ok rant over)

Edit:  If anyone is a secretary.....um....well........I probably don't hate you  :grin:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: lukecash on October 19, 2007, 11:40:16 PM
Been gone a while, but booze wasn't the reason. Damn, i hate it when we don't get internet for months, good thing that's about to stop... I think Michael Jackson was cloned by Walt Disney...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on October 19, 2007, 11:42:35 PM
I am thinking right now about how some people can write in several catagories; well, very well, and exceptional.  Nox, I do not know you very well, as you do not play in Voldar, or at least I do not think you do; but you write exceptional.  There are probably many on this board who I do not know very well, mainly because I do not interact with you as I do with those who play in Voldar and in Thalambath's Heart, who, if I would read their posts would be able to comment on them. I can only truely comment on those that I have read...

Cherri, when the muse is upon her, she writes exceptional.

Simonne, same.

Petros, same.

Yurie, very well.

Garret, I love the way the writer integrates their post along with the previous one. It makes you feel like you are actually reading a book, instead of fragments; very well done.

Tanari, when the muse hit her...exceptional!!

Alassiel, very well.

Kareesh, very well.

Altario, very well.

Kaldez, very well.

Niccoli, well.

Ta'las, exceptional.

Morcaanan, exceptional.

Talia, exceptional.

Terra, exceptional.

Terri, exceptional.

Capher, well.

If I have forgotten someone, please forgive my addled brain.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Simonne Miller on October 20, 2007, 12:44:20 AM
Now, if I can just correct that list and say:

Capher, when the muse hits him... exceptional!

then it's fine *grins* :D

And thank you for the compliment :blush: :hug:  :heart:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on October 20, 2007, 02:17:32 AM
 :blush: Your welcome Simonne.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Cherri Rowandyn on October 20, 2007, 05:56:13 AM
*huggles Capher!*  That is so sweet!  Thank you!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on October 22, 2007, 08:15:23 AM
*Plants a trail of hot babes and budweiser leading to this thread, hoping dearly that Altario will follow*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on October 22, 2007, 08:19:30 AM
*picks up each budweiser and drinks it thirstily... grabs each hot babe and....er... nevermind*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on October 22, 2007, 08:32:23 AM
*Traps Altario in a net* Your keeping me company in this thread tonight mister!! :grin: :heart: *Vaccuums up all the hot babes*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Calder Knightson on October 22, 2007, 08:41:22 AM
 Hmmm inner most private thought which will soon no longer be private : Took me all flippin day just to do a little section on my mosaic geeesssh 8am - 4pm and this all i get done ... Just the black part on the right side is all i got done geeesssh

(http://i179.photobucket.com/albums/w298/jordy_3491/144-4443_IMG.jpg)


The frustration of a time limited artist ... whole top has be filled in by wed yipes


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on October 22, 2007, 08:43:54 AM
*puffs up with pride*

and I helped... only glued my fingers together twice... :buck:


Looks very nice Calder :grin:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Calder Knightson on October 22, 2007, 08:46:01 AM
lol thanks for the help Altario ... and good job only gluin them together twice

Ranting cause its gotta be done by wed and thats gonna mean imma be up all night trying to get it done for the next three nights


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on October 22, 2007, 08:47:02 AM
*begins brewing very strong coffee*

I'm here to help :grin:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Calder Knightson on October 22, 2007, 08:48:39 AM
awss thanks ... imma definatly need to make some coffee tonight ...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Petros Greenvale on October 22, 2007, 08:50:36 AM
Very nice Calder!!! this like an art project or something? :heart: :D :hug:

*Tumbleweed rolls past....picks it up, and chucks it at Altario*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Calder Knightson on October 22, 2007, 08:52:33 AM
Thanks Petros :grin:

yeah creamics project ... stupid me decided to cut the glass into pieces smaller than a dime and now im payin for it cause the rest my class used pieces 3x the size of mine and got same due date :buck:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Khel on October 22, 2007, 05:58:19 PM
Here we go. Inner most private thoughts for your enjoyment. (but first, I agree, that's really cool Calder!)

I'm hurtling myself into the unknown. As most of you know I'm leaving for nearly three weeks. Where am I going, you might ask? Well, South Africa, I would answer.

I am scared. I will miss my friends and family more than anything. I've dreamed for so long of a trip of this magnitude, put all my savings, heart and soul into preparations for it, and here I am merely 12 hours away from arriving at the airport, wanting with all my heart to call it off.

This trip will challenge me, rip me away from the world I know and love dearly, including that of Santharia and my friends within it, whom have become very dear to me. And of course the countless important things in real life... boyfriend, job, church, family, friends... all of that. It will be a culture shock. It will be a lot of things I can't and probably won't have the literary capacity to put into words even when I return.

Lately I haven't even had the heart to listen to my favorite music, to read a good book, to spend time really enjoying anything I normally enjoy... not even a good conversation with a close friend. Seven months in the making and "I'm too weak to follow dreams tonight". Interesting, and a bit ironic, wouldn't you say?

Despite all my worst fears surfacing in the past week, I am excited. I want my world to shake; my foundations to crack, I really do! I want one of those life changing events people can look back on, smile, and remember for something significant. This will all be completely unknown and different for me, and I'm looking forward to the adventure. Just thought I'd say that, since this turned out to be a rather depressing post..

There you have it, my private thoughts/farewell! Have a good few weeks, friends :)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Rookie Brownbark on October 22, 2007, 06:48:35 PM
Aww Khel :hug:  Don't worry, the worst part is beforehand.  Once you actually get there it'll be amazing and you'll wonder why you were so scared!  Three weeks will fly by and you'll be back in no time :)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on October 22, 2007, 09:25:40 PM
@Calder, If this sounds stupid you have my permission to hit me with a fish. I was just wondering what the completed picture would be?  I do not see that well and I cannot blow up the picture you showed us, so I am asking.

@Khel, Where in South Africa are you going to? Is this a mission trip? I know you will be long gone before you read this post, probably. But I am a curious sort of fellow...as everyone knows, well most everyone.  I wish you all the best and may you have the Life changing experience you have been dreaming of. However, beware of what you wish for...it may come true. :grin:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Calder Knightson on October 22, 2007, 10:23:16 PM

     It is dragon hatchlings, well two hatchlings and one empty egg shell . . . When I get it completly done I'll get a better picture up for yall  :) . . . that picture was quickly taken and didn't bother with lighting cause it was for my ceramics teacher today so I don't have to drag it to school this morning . . . my fault for puting up a picture with a bad glare but was in a ranting mood :grin:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on October 22, 2007, 10:37:49 PM
I look forward to seeing the complete picture. Is the design on a plate, or are you going to put it on a bowl or pitcher?

And you can rant all you want!! We all need to do so once in a while.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Garret Arroway on October 22, 2007, 10:41:58 PM
(sry early morning and running out the door in a few moments so dont have time to change names)

    Thank you. It is on a twenty-two inch round board. Gonna be like a wall hanging when I'm done. I made one last year and think I woulda learned I don't have the patince for them yet I find myself doing another one this year.

      Have a great day. Oh joy, school!  :rolleyes:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Mika on October 24, 2007, 04:56:13 AM
Apart from severe irritation with the RMP at my local regiment. Currently its "Will I get away without shaving today"  Sad i know but true...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on October 24, 2007, 04:59:02 AM
OMGZ Garret! I wants!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Garret Arroway on October 24, 2007, 10:15:36 PM
IMPT: No sleep bites ... aint slept yet cause of that darnable mosaic and now feel like I could fall asleep standing up ... and i have a math test today sigh     *my long term mini rant about mosaics continues :grin:*

Didn't even get it finished and didnt get any the other school work I had done either. Sigh!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on October 24, 2007, 10:24:14 PM
Ok everyone start sending your best vibes Garret's way, so that she can ace her math test, finish her mosiac, and get an A++ on it...start sending now!!

*UMMMMM*

"News flash! NASA is reporting a strange sound emanating from all over the earth and is trying to decipher the sound. They report that it seems to be directed at one source, they are trying to ascertain what that source may be. Stay tuned for more important announcements. This is Damien Scar signing of for station C.A.P.H.E.R. 1007.57 on your FM dial.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Rookie Brownbark on October 24, 2007, 10:28:09 PM
*UMMMMMMMMMMnyeewaahhnyWUMMMMMMMMM*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on October 24, 2007, 10:32:36 PM
"YOOUUUUUUMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!! YOOOOOOOOYUMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM YOOOO *cough* YUUUUU-HU-HU-HU-HUMMMMMM!!!!!!!!! YOOO-HO-HOO *cough cough cough cough* YUUUUUUUUUUUUU-HU-HU-HU *cough* *hack hack hack* *cough* YUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUMMMMMMMMMM!"


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on October 25, 2007, 10:53:13 PM
IMPT:  I have a mirgaine. I've had it for around three days now. And I've run out of cookies... *Sigh*  I suppose I'll go back to just eating pickles... after all, everyone loves pickles.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Mika on October 26, 2007, 06:09:48 AM
When HRH walked past and finally >.< got into her car. Thank gods she's gone, can we please get back to the normal day to day drudgery, please! I mean she's just here for a bite to eat, and for her to spend an hour and a half in the officers mess we have to spend weeks preparing.

Weapon drills, marching drills, timing checks, suspect package search procedures, police liaisons, close protection liaisons, press liaisons, uniform checks, boot parades, tailoring sessions, standing around in the wet/ cold/ windy conditions while people decide that plan A isnt good enough, lets try plan B, no thats not good enough either lets try thinking of something else while we're inside and they stand out in the cold/ wind/ rain/ combination-there-of...

And so forth. I'm glad that now i can get back to the usual course routine of being buggered about rain or shine doing whilst something constructive.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on October 30, 2007, 12:44:22 PM
Anyhow, I think we should get back on the topic of Pickles. Anyone agree?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on October 30, 2007, 12:59:20 PM
Oh yes.. definately.   I like Bread and Butter pickles.... But my fave is Dill Pickles....


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on October 30, 2007, 01:06:09 PM
Dill pickles are definitely delicious. But I'm more a sweet pickles kinda gal. ;)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Rookie Brownbark on October 30, 2007, 03:13:45 PM
There are different types of pickles?  :shocked:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Hylphán on October 30, 2007, 03:45:36 PM
Oh Yeah!  Grandma's homemade bread and butter pickles... little slices of heaven!  Of course, I wouldn't turn down a good crisp sweet pickle either!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on October 30, 2007, 07:53:03 PM
 :evil:  BOO!!!!


Happy Halloween Everyone!!!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Krinaia on October 30, 2007, 08:19:21 PM
AAH!
Happy Halloween Everyone!!!

What are you going to be dressed as Alt?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on October 30, 2007, 08:27:51 PM
As a crotchety old man who refuses to open the door to the little buggers who come begging for candy. :grin:

Live in an apartment building, adults only, so I can't see too many kids coming around.  And I've stopped going to bars, etc.

*Altario walks in carrying a burlap sack and wearing an orc costume*  TRICK OR TREAT!!! :buck:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on October 30, 2007, 08:41:31 PM
Duh!!  Its Tuesday.  Please ignore my Halloween comments until tomorrow. :rolleyes:  Geez, I'm such  dork!! :shocked:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Hylphán on October 30, 2007, 09:00:00 PM
Who pays attention to the details?  I'm constantly asking my classmates what day it is...it is Tuesday isn't it?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Rookie Brownbark on October 30, 2007, 09:06:29 PM
Hahah I thought you were a little early...and I refuse to open my door to big little buggers dressed as orks :D


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Hylphán on October 30, 2007, 09:34:10 PM
What's worse is what's following the little ones - the big ones with beer mugs!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Rookie Brownbark on October 30, 2007, 09:41:33 PM
Yes, they are actually properly scary...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Hylphán on October 30, 2007, 09:44:16 PM
Especially if you live at the end of the block!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Garret Arroway on October 31, 2007, 10:39:02 PM
Warning: Rant

          Ok, I don't know who in their right mind would put writing profencys on halloween!!!! Now i getta go sit in a crowded classroom for three hours, surrounded by other people who would rather be in class and are going to cause distractions. I gotta write on two set topics and i hate writing on topics cause its hard to think of something your being forced to write about and could care less. And since 3ed grade been taught not to write like your talking to the reader and I can't help but do that on tests like this so I'm doomed from the beginning. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!

End Rant

          :) yall have a good day, and happy halloween ... i getta go write now


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Hylphán on October 31, 2007, 10:42:26 PM
Have fun! (or don't have fun - seems to be the reason behind the rant!)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Garret Arroway on November 01, 2007, 05:30:02 AM
lol thanks ... sorry frustrated morning ... on my friends woke me up in the middle of the night by buzzing my yahoo messenger which i keep on at all times just invisable sometimes ... lol i wasnt to happy this mornin


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Hylphán on November 02, 2007, 04:23:06 PM
Don't feel bad, I wouldn't be either...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on November 04, 2007, 11:03:06 AM
Hmm... finish watching Les Miserables or start watching I, Robot.....


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on November 05, 2007, 08:59:52 AM
I love me some Ole Ole... mmmm


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on November 07, 2007, 12:39:30 AM
Asking myself where bubble gum came from? Who invented it?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on November 07, 2007, 03:42:21 AM
Why are the people who are the worst at the English language, living in the place which many countries desired to mimic?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on November 07, 2007, 06:48:50 AM
I have angry pants. I'm wearing them now and they are telling me how unhappy and disgruntled they are. It's totally boss.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on November 07, 2007, 10:51:37 AM
Without actually googling, I THINK that bubble gum was invented by central american indians from sap from the rubber tree .... but, thats off the top of my head.... and like most things from there, suspect at best....


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on November 07, 2007, 11:02:23 PM
I am wondering if Nox's pants are on or off? :evil:

 Now that I have received my answer to bubble gum.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on November 07, 2007, 11:40:42 PM
Mostly, they're off. Currently, however, they're on. ;)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Yurie Yileen on November 07, 2007, 11:45:34 PM
Down with pants and up with skirts!

That's what I think.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Yarrow Graendathel on November 09, 2007, 01:19:48 PM
'Should I get a third piere on my right ear, or should I get a second one on my left ear?'

'well I never saw it coming, and I should have started running LONG LONG TIME AGO~~ yeah!!!  Daughtry you rock! XD'


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Seh'nara Celebrindal on November 21, 2007, 07:23:37 PM
You should totally get a 3rd. Uneven piercings look totally badass.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Simonne Miller on November 21, 2007, 08:48:29 PM
Get both  :lol:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Eleyra Avennian on November 21, 2007, 10:39:25 PM
I just found out that my school is shutting down all the water for the weekend. Since the nearest bathrooms are the insanely gross squaters at Hymall, I am fleeing to Nanjing for a couple days. I am so glad I am overpaid.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on December 03, 2007, 12:06:26 AM
First real day off in like forever.... gonna just read and post all day long......

EDIT:  I believe I'm on the Manic side of my cycle... woohoo... lots of posting... CMT on TV, Yahoo Vids... 12 windows open in my browser... I'm BACK!!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Sir Ruil Mallister on December 03, 2007, 12:26:39 AM
My inner-most private thoughts (appropriate): I really like hot chicks. lol wut


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on December 03, 2007, 12:29:53 AM
Yeah... with BBQ sauce... cooked over an open flame... some mashed taters on the side... corn on the cob, lightly buttered and salted....

hey, you meant girls.. not CHICKEN? 

oh, the take out the open flame part and my above statement still holds true....


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Rookie Brownbark on December 03, 2007, 01:21:28 AM
Now my enjoyment of BBQ sauce shall be forever plagued with naughty images.  Thank you very much!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on December 03, 2007, 01:24:01 AM
food and sex... two of the deepest pleasures a person has... combine the two and.. well, 9 1/2 Weeks was a GREAT movie....


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Lorek Bearfist on December 03, 2007, 03:55:27 AM
Tacos with guacamole, salsa, double meat, cheese, lettuce and sour cream. Nice and messy also high in fat content which is good for me being 6'3" 140 I love being able to eat what I want and not gain an ounce. XD


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Miraran Tehuriden on December 03, 2007, 08:13:46 AM
#I walk a lonely road, along the boulevard of broken dreams // i walk alone, i walk alone..#


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Twén Aråerwén on December 03, 2007, 09:42:00 AM
Mira, you are only alone if you let yourself be so. With friends like we have around here .... alone is not possible.  :heart:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on December 03, 2007, 12:09:20 PM
"" When a man's an empty kettle he should be on his mettle, and yet I'm torn apart.
Just because I'm presumin' that I could be kinda human if I only had a heart.
I'd be tender - I'd be gentle and awful sentimental regarding Love and Art.
I'd be friends with the sparrows ... and the boys who shoots the arrows if I only had a heart.
Picture me - a balcony. Above a voice sings low. Wherefore art thou, Romeo? I hear a beat....
*Bang bang*     How sweet.    *Bang bang*
Just to register emotion, jealousy - devotion, and really feel the part.
I could stay young and chipper and I'd lock it with a zipper if I only had a heart. ""



This... is what is stuck in my head. No wonder I have a migraine.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on December 03, 2007, 10:28:42 PM
Where's Petros?  I NEED a nemesis!!!  I've got all this inner insanity to get rid of!!



Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Simonne Miller on December 03, 2007, 10:35:10 PM
*puts a life-size cardboard image of Petros in front of Altario*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Rookie Brownbark on December 03, 2007, 10:39:18 PM
*Adds a red feather boa.*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on December 03, 2007, 11:11:50 PM
*Swaggers in pretentiously* 

Ah hah!  There you are, my little haggis-eatin, skirt wearin Scottish foe!!  I have come prepared to do battle!  Name the subject and we shall pit my debating skills against yours one more time in the epic struggle of good vs evil!!


Anything.



Anything at all.



You name it.



Speak damn you!

Nothing to say?  Are you scared?  Come, I shall debate you with one lip tied behind my back.

*kicks at Petros, who falls over.*  Uhm, Petros, you are looking kinda thin there buddy.  You need to eat more than haggis I think.  Want some Canadian Back Bacon? 

*nudges Petros with his toe*

Buddy?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Simonne Miller on December 03, 2007, 11:17:31 PM
 :lol:

Wow, that was a big contribution...

Ok then, my inner most private thought: Kill teachers... kill...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Miraran Tehuriden on December 04, 2007, 02:29:24 AM
Thanks Twen *hugs*

But the broken dreams will not be mine, sadly. I speak with two of my friend who are kind of involved with eachother.. and one just wants to be friends, and the other one wants a relationschip. I can see them misunderstanding eachother, but because i cannot warn either without compromising my discretion.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Seh'nara Celebrindal on December 04, 2007, 09:00:59 AM
Oh, I hate those kind of situations.  :buck:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Twén Aråerwén on December 04, 2007, 09:43:00 AM
~Holds up a blank piece of paper in passing~


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on December 04, 2007, 10:04:57 PM
*uses felt marker to jot down phone number and address on Twen's blank piece of paper....*

Call me, we'll go dancing... :D


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Hylphán on December 04, 2007, 10:10:08 PM
In the cold and snow?  :shocked:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Seh'nara Celebrindal on December 04, 2007, 10:12:09 PM
Course not! They're gonna be dancing by the warm fire, duh! With roses, a candlelight dinner, and some whipped cream.  :evil:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on December 04, 2007, 10:13:12 PM
with hot cocoa and a large warm blankie :D


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Hylphán on December 04, 2007, 10:14:35 PM
Aah!  I see said the blind man...  :rolleyes:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Seh'nara Celebrindal on December 04, 2007, 10:16:06 PM
I hear, said the deaf man...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on December 04, 2007, 10:17:56 PM
ugh... Anjolina Jolie or Twen... I can't decide......  but Twen is in the lead, cuz I ain't read anything Anjolina has written....

you know... besides that injunction to keep me at least 500 metres from her at all times.... but, eloquently put, no less...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Rookie Brownbark on December 04, 2007, 10:32:01 PM
Yeah, but I bet she got a lawyer to write that for her - darn lazy celebrities!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Hylphán on December 04, 2007, 10:32:36 PM
 :lol:   :buck:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on December 05, 2007, 12:23:17 AM
  >_>   Angelina Jolie is kinda anorexic now. I'd totally vote for Twen!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Hylphán on December 05, 2007, 12:25:04 AM
I think I would definitely have to agree with you there, Nox!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Twén Aråerwén on December 05, 2007, 06:12:29 AM
 :loveeyes: Love you guys! Ya'll have made my day. :pet:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Khel on December 05, 2007, 06:58:45 AM
Twen, no brainer ;) Who needs Angelina!?

-waves- Hiii Miss Twen. ^^


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Hylphán on December 05, 2007, 07:17:40 AM
Brad Pitt?   :lol:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Seh'nara Celebrindal on December 05, 2007, 10:26:14 AM
Her kids?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on December 05, 2007, 10:27:12 AM
Hmm... does that mean I need to change my Sig?  Cuz, yeah, its Twen....  :heart:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on December 08, 2007, 11:51:43 PM
Yay!!!   Now tht its Christmas time, I can finally sleep good again.  Just turn it to good ol channel 10 and watch the annual yule log burning each and every night until New Years.  Don't know why, but Sleep so much better when that is playing all night.  I've considered buy ing the video, and playing it all year long, but.... somehow I think it would lose its effect if I did.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Miraran Tehuriden on December 09, 2007, 04:31:51 AM
*Runs by chasing a rather large rodent wearing a santa hat*

Stop it! Somebody stop it! It's the Minch who stole Christmas!  :police:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Tobac on December 12, 2007, 04:25:18 PM
One of the universe's greatest mysteries is how that log keeps burning and burning. It never stops, it just... Just keeps burning...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Phyth Glenfield on December 13, 2007, 05:25:20 AM
"The true heroes of America are not the sport stars or the overpaid movie stars. They are not the jocks or the geeks or any of those people. No, the true heroes of America are the emo kids sitting in your own classrooms. Don't believe me? It's true, as I will prove. First of all, it's no secret that not anyone can be emo. Nonconformity is difficult to achieve and most kids just don't have the knack for it. I mean, it's nearly impossible to dress in emo clothes and not be harrassed. And everyone knows the difficult lives emo kids lead. A lot of my emo friends have parents that just don't understand them and are often overlooked by the other kids at school because of how they dress. But us emo kids put up with it all. What we do takes a lot of emotional strength and our originality can make some people angry. We're considered weaker than the jocks. Ha! That's a laugh! Those jocks couldn't last a day in the lives of an emo kid. If you're parents didn't understand you, if you weren't good at sports, and if you were a little moody you'd probably understand the effort it takes not to conform. I'm often told that if I just stopped wearing all the black and got a decent haircut I could actually pass for normal. But I don't want to be normal. Me and my emo friends aren't just like any other kids. I'm trying to spread the emo kid message around in hopes of enlightening the anti-emokid people of this world. I like to think of us emo kids as like the slaves of hundreds of years ago, beaten, starved, and oppressed, but with an undying hope and willingness to survive whatever life throws at us. Our MyChemicalRomance music is, in a way, similar to the songs the slaves used to sing to eachother. You see, those slaves were heroes just like today's emo kids are heroes. And I really hope that people will come to understand that emo kids are incredible people, really. We're mentally strong and our originality raises us above the other teenagers. We are the true heroes of America!"

Someone posted this comment on a friends blog, and I happened to read it. And it's been running through my head. I'm unsure how to reply. First off, I think it's one of the dumbest (and longest dumbest) things I've ever read. You can achieve nonconformity by...Dressing and styling your hair like everyone else you know? And you're a hero because...You sit and whine in front of your computer all day?

Anyway, I'm unsure how to reply. If the writer had said that to me in person, I probably would have barely resisted the urge to smack him upside the head. Someone else said I should kindly explain why I disagree. My brother's fiance, however, said she would reply simply by saying : "You're dumb."

I like that one best.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Twén Aråerwén on December 13, 2007, 06:35:51 AM
Get in touch with yourself Phyth! Pour out your thoughts and feelings to the emotastic child that spewed out that post. Never know hun, once you really put your heart out for him you might have a lifelong friend.  ;)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Simonne Miller on December 13, 2007, 06:36:59 AM
Alternatively, if you want to use that last comment, you should do it right and write 'your dumb'...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Scales on December 13, 2007, 09:28:05 AM
Don't you mean "You are dumb", which = "You're dumb", Sim? Or did I miss something there?

And I agree with the woman: he is dumb.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on December 13, 2007, 11:00:02 AM
I think they got you there Sim.  :rolleyes:

Phyth, until I got through it and realized that it was not YOU who wrote that, my heart felt and high esteem i have for you was in serious doubt.  Thank goodness I read until the end.

Yes, to be an uncomformist you must look like all your little friends.  Eghads!   Just remember, you ARE unique.  Just like everyone else.



Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Phyth Glenfield on December 13, 2007, 12:58:40 PM
Yeesh! There's no way I would write something like that.

In hindsight, I probably should have mentioned at the start that I didn't write it. If I ever dye my hair black, it's not going to look emo and it's going to have a leather jacket to go with it.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Simonne Miller on December 13, 2007, 05:52:33 PM
...

You guys missed my whole point...

I know that you are dumb is written 'you're dumb'. I'm a grammar nazi. My whole point was that if you're reacting to something like that, you have to go that extra mile and stoop to their level. I am referring to such comments as " If you're parents didn't understand you,"... Remind me not to make that joke again, it was clearly too dumb to have been uttered. My apologies.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Seh'nara Celebrindal on December 13, 2007, 05:56:08 PM
I'm a grammar nazi.

Tee hee...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Sir Ruil Mallister on December 13, 2007, 07:21:38 PM
My brain hurt from reading that, Phyth.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Scales on December 13, 2007, 11:41:15 PM
I am sorry Sim - I guessed at what you were trying to do, but I just had to do it after I got so embarrassed on this CD yesterday.  :innoc:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Phyth Glenfield on December 14, 2007, 01:03:42 AM
Don't worry Simonne, I got the joke, and laughed hard when I read it.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Simonne Miller on December 14, 2007, 02:28:43 AM
ah... Ok. I'm still not gonna make jokes again though :P


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on January 06, 2008, 11:59:54 AM
Oy.

Trix with orange soda instead of milk.

It's good... Seriously. You should all try it.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Vesk Lyricahl on January 06, 2008, 07:03:44 PM
The rabbit would not approve.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Rookie Brownbark on January 06, 2008, 07:13:58 PM
What do rabbits know.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on January 06, 2008, 07:14:29 PM
Rabbits are awesome.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Seh'nara Celebrindal on January 06, 2008, 07:17:57 PM
No, wabbits are.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Rookie Brownbark on January 06, 2008, 07:22:59 PM
Rabbits are stupid.  Mine got eaten by the fox because it thought that hopping out of its nice safe hunch when the fox came knocking was a good move.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on January 06, 2008, 07:41:09 PM
KITTENS!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Rookie Brownbark on January 06, 2008, 07:47:05 PM
....make far better pets.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on January 06, 2008, 07:50:23 PM
(http://icanhascheezburger.files.wordpress.com/2008/01/funny-pictures-kitten-paint-floor.jpg)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Simonne Miller on January 06, 2008, 07:53:44 PM
adowable!  :heart:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Rookie Brownbark on January 06, 2008, 09:06:14 PM
awwwww *melts in adorableness*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Seh'nara Celebrindal on January 06, 2008, 09:33:53 PM
Cutie! *melts with Rookie*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Vesk Lyricahl on January 07, 2008, 02:19:55 AM
Awww, so cute.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Lorek Bearfist on January 18, 2008, 05:24:46 AM
Tacos, pizza, beer, cigarettes and uhhhh... the thing I got planned this weekend to spend it on a couch playing Magic The Gathering and eating junk food. XD Can't wait 'till FRIDAY!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Hylphán on January 18, 2008, 04:16:47 PM
Friday's almost over! Get busy!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on January 21, 2008, 10:31:26 AM
I'm a punk! Just like this kitteh, no bodeh wants to be my friends!

(http://i239.photobucket.com/albums/ff181/Penguin-Cleavage/raptorkitteni128389415799062500.jpg)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on January 21, 2008, 11:27:31 AM
(http://icanhascheezburger.files.wordpress.com/2008/01/funny-pictures-cute-fierce-kitten.jpg)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on January 21, 2008, 01:03:42 PM
Oh my freaking god! AWWWW! *Dies from the sheer cuteness of it all*

And you shall be the Kitteh Queen, miss Kali.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kareesh Valendar on January 21, 2008, 01:10:28 PM
My life is teh sucks right now. I'm single, yet I'm not. My bf says we're in an open relationship right now meaning that we're dating, but we can see other people. I'm just saying that I'm going to remain single for the bare min. of a month. Then there's this other guy....

My life can't be simple. Nope. Has to be complicated by something.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Phyth Glenfield on January 23, 2008, 03:24:50 PM
Earlier today I was reminded again why exactly I picked up and started playing bass guitar a few years ago. Actually, the main reason is because I love rock'n'roll, and I wanted to play it, and I didn't want to play guitar like everyone else I know. But there's the other, more common reason.

To impress chicks.

Yes. Keep in mind I was 14 at the time, and my friends and I were just beginning to be obsessed with music. I started going to concerts and watching videos and realized that "Hey, lots of girls like musicians. Especially band members." We also noticed that many of these musicians didn't seem to be particularly good looking. So I took up the bass.

Why am I suddenly reminded of this? Well, although I don't have as much time to do it as I would like, I still get together with my friends occasionally to play at local concerts. It doesn't pay hardly anything, but it's fun enough just to play in front of a crowd.

Anyway, a girl I met a few months ago found out that I play bass. She was always interested, and finally went to see a concert. Both she and her friend liked it, and said they'd go to the next one.

Now she asked me out. Her friend asked one of the guys who plays guitar. I politely said no, I wasn't really interested in dating. I hadn't really thought about that aspect of playing in a long time.

Still, nice to know all I have to do is strut around wearing black (or red and blue yellow, all at the same time) and play rock and roll.



Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Drako Eros on January 28, 2008, 09:39:19 AM
'Do I like Thumbs up  :thumbup: or Thumbs down  :thumbdown:?'


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Rupert Roquer on January 28, 2008, 07:49:43 PM
 :pet: Nox, there are always people that will reject you just because your different, but there are still people that will appreciate you just the way you are and the words they say are the words are the only words that matter. :heart: yours trully Kim Roque/r


I can be your friend if you want to. :grin:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Rupert Roquer on February 02, 2008, 04:46:30 PM
 besides I like martial arts too!  :grin: I'm just a taekwondo red belter and I'll be a black belter after 2 promotions.... .Just remember that there well be someone in santharia that cares. :rolleyes:  :rolling: 


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Seh'nara Celebrindal on February 05, 2008, 10:19:37 PM
FINALLY retrieved my Sims 2 cd (plus a few expansions) from my aunt's place. Now I can go wreck havoc on virtual people's lives.  :cool:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Simonne Miller on February 05, 2008, 11:27:37 PM
I have a CD?  :lol:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Lorek Bearfist on February 09, 2008, 02:17:20 AM
[CENSORED] [Edited for content] [Classified] [Gaphic language] [Graphic textual description of heinous violence] I love Santharia! but [blank]ing [blank] most of the rest of the internet


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on March 06, 2008, 12:24:07 PM
*Rolls her hips*   I want to be a belly dancer?! Hm... I'll need to get one of those little clinky skirts with the little metal coin things on them....


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on March 06, 2008, 01:02:55 PM
And pics of that will be up when?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Hylphán on March 06, 2008, 04:39:40 PM
Are you getting the jewel for your navel also???


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Hragnúr Pakthroon on March 06, 2008, 04:45:26 PM
Wow, either I did a really good job on my CD or else I messed it up so bad no one has the heart to tell me...


(This is at Kanthir's CD as i havent started the CD for this char yet.)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Argon Glasstar on March 07, 2008, 01:57:09 PM
I'll make my 6 month long headache worst trying to read that tonight, perhaps tomorrow. I see much has already been said. I hate being all these medicines just to get up in the morning and function...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on March 08, 2008, 01:20:39 AM
I wonder sometimes if flirting with someone half your age, even if it is in jest, in cyberspace or here RP, is good or bad?  Perhaps, flirting when you just want to be a friend is not the way to go about it. But I just like flirting, praising, and commenting on women in general, but the women here in Santh are special and those who have their hearts in RL should feel especially special that they have chosen them.  For those women who have no one special in their lives, my wish is that someday they will, or perhaps find one here in Santh.

I also wonder if writing my blog of my life was the right thing to do, even with the words of encouragement of continueing to do so has been written.

These are my thoughts yesterday, today and most probably tomorrow as well; besides a myriad of others which would bore you all.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: lukecash on March 12, 2008, 07:44:34 AM
I want to play piano for a living. I always hated working so hard at it, having some people think i'm a genius and others just staring across the room at some prodigy, but my obsession has paid off and i'm glad i was never bitter before with how gracious people treat me now. It would be my greatest joy to have a career in music, singing and playing guitar, piano, and many others. I like to write lyrics, although i mostly prefer music without lyrics...

there ya go..........................................


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on March 12, 2008, 11:33:14 PM
Is verbal abuse more pervasive than physical?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Garrin Malhavik on March 12, 2008, 11:51:36 PM
Why do I bite my nails?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on March 13, 2008, 12:05:32 PM
My inner most thougts for the next few days will be those of worry over our friend and colleague, Twen, and wishing and praying for a speedy recovery. :cry:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on March 13, 2008, 12:23:13 PM
Agreed! Now that I am not worried about her whereabouts any more...

Just thankful she is alive


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Twén Aråerwén on March 13, 2008, 01:15:57 PM
My inner most thoughts are where they always are "With all of you." :heart: Special thanks to Lewka for jumping in to help out in the spots I dropped the ball in :hug:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on March 14, 2008, 12:28:52 PM
For Twen

(http://i202.photobucket.com/albums/aa39/Grodyn/TwensCookie.jpg)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: GellawynAdrosa on March 14, 2008, 01:06:19 PM
:heart: :rolling: :heart: Thank you Al!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Argon Glasstar on March 15, 2008, 04:25:15 AM
How is it I can call two people at 3 different times in a day whose job is in part is to handle employee issues and they not be at their phone and they never call back... Argh.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Luca the Thief on March 19, 2008, 07:08:14 AM
As Matt Costa says (in a much happier tone than I): "Oh Mr. Pitiful. Who let you down? ... Where did you go? While I was out? ... Don't make me feel bad that we're still friends"

You burned me. I don't need to start another wildfire.


Oh yeah... I've been having a great week. *crawls into a hole and dies*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on April 10, 2008, 07:36:41 PM
As of yesterday, I have been a Santh Addict for a full year.  To think, a year ago I was some annonymous newbie with only 1 post, and now..... now I'm an anonymous oldbie with 2157 posts... woohoo... the more things change, the more they stay the same. :P


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Simonne Miller on April 10, 2008, 08:01:53 PM
Hardly anonymous, Alt...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: lukecash on April 17, 2008, 05:56:04 AM
I'm almost proud to say i've pissed off enough people to no longer be anonymous :evil:
 :devilish:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on April 17, 2008, 08:18:48 AM
Mmm... cheese


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Phyth Glenfield on April 17, 2008, 11:50:25 AM
My doggie died last night.  :cry: I had her for 14 years...

Cassie (http://img237.imageshack.us/img237/9589/cassie253dg0.png)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Twén Aråerwén on April 17, 2008, 12:11:23 PM
In a languid resolute silence I dwell, forever here but always alone. Lovely how fate plays its treacherous tricks on the unwary.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Roslynn Chadwick on April 17, 2008, 12:16:52 PM
I was diagnosed with Lupus.. For months specialists assumed it was Lyme disease, even though my test results were coming back negative (which happens a lot with Lyme disease). But it has been a general consensus with my doctors that its not Lyme disease but Lupus. I'm not entirely sure how to react to that.. I don't think one is any better or worse than the other...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Lorek Bearfist on April 17, 2008, 11:21:03 PM
These could flow on for days at this point with this caffeine high I've got right now. Let's see ... I wish I could conquer my lack of motivation. That is one of the foremost things I believe is keeping me from being happy. Hmmm ... kinda in a bit of a rough spot relationship wise but I'll live through it. Last night I found out a dear friend of mine is in the hospital. This morning I realized exactly how out of shape I am. I am so out of shape I've only got a 7" standing vertical jump. That's lame ... 7 inches standing vertical from a former track star? I should be hopping no less than a full foot every time. Everywhere I go I feel like an outcast, even in my most comfortable social settings. A lifelong lack of trust in the ranks of the general population of humanity also being a factor, and the constant knowledge that if I'd commit to something besides a job, I would be fine. It's like; I feel like a Sunday only xtain. How they feel great all day Sunday before during and after church. Then trough the week you see their car parked in a local tavern whilst they curse, smoke, drink and play pool. Granted that's their right but be an open sinner not a false saint. But back to my point, like them ... I'm only momentarily happy. Then everything goest straight to Hell. Santharia is one of the few rays of sunshine I see and I can't even bask in its warmth because I don't commit to anything. Anyone see the trends here? All negative personality traits that I live with daily. And people close to me wonder why I never smile. Anyway, this shall conclude this rant. I love you all and thanks for listening.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Thorgas Ironforge on April 18, 2008, 01:03:02 AM
I'm very sorry about that Phyth. But the fact that she lived for 14 years reflects on how well you took care of her. 14 years is a long time for a large-breed dog since their average lifespan is at most 13 years only.

I don't know what I would do if ever one of my dogs died. I'd probably become a quiet, unsociable human being that does not smile nor talk at all, like I did when my great dane named Tiny died. I was devastated. :cry:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on April 18, 2008, 04:22:07 AM
'Least he didn't die five days before Christmas


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Fox on April 18, 2008, 04:33:09 AM
My inner most private thoughts are hating being unable to tell people you really want to tell your inner most private thoughts because it'd be awkward, make you sound emo, or otherwise change nothing.



Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on April 18, 2008, 05:00:18 AM
Men suck


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Twén Aråerwén on April 18, 2008, 05:04:59 AM
But at times they do it soooo well Kalina. :devilish:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Lorek Bearfist on April 18, 2008, 05:11:31 AM
I don't suck, I suck.  ;)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: lukecash on April 18, 2008, 09:30:31 AM
Bah, men are Aholes a lot of the time. Inner private thoughts? People abused the bloody hell out of me in school for 7 straight years until i beat someone bloody. I've been berated by family members for the past 3 years as if i was an ignorant nothing, and it still continues. I write music some people think is insane good, and i obssess with music, but others just think it's a minor part of me. Instead of a truly caring parental relationship with my dad, I get attacks on my character and some material possessions and i love yous to make it seem like he cares. I feel like a stain, and i know i'm not. It just feels so isolated and i feel as if my mind is distorted. I don't think of myself as an image and when i look in the mirror it's like a stranger i must take care of constantly. But most of all, it's just lonely having no one. People don't date me, they just simply don't. I have friends, and people who think i'm great but they truly know nothing of my true nature, all they know is i prefer optimisim and i have humor and wit. And whenever anyone would hear some of this in the family, it's just all my bloody fault. I have an incredibly spoiled sister who has no respect for me and my dad and stepmom couldn't care less a lot of times. I tell her to knock it off, and she says "OKAY" as if my words have absolutely no bearing upon her thoughts, and i'm expected to be a wonderful, patient older brother. I quit all types of substance abuse, you just get caught and screwed over. God, i'm lonely...

Love all of ya, can't get enough of this site however depressed i may become and start to lack writing motivation. I'd still like to say that i am disgusted with emo people, who make their dirty laundry a public display, and i'm suprised i even blurted all of this out. But who the hell else would have an ounce of comprehension? Goodbye all, i might be back on tomorrow...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Vallari O'Neil on April 18, 2008, 09:45:43 AM
I find myself asking the silliest questions. Like "Am I bad person?"

Answer is simple... of course I am. And I do it well.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Baromosa on April 18, 2008, 10:21:38 AM
I once considered if I was a bad person
Then I sold my conscious to make room for more hate


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Seh'nara Celebrindal on April 19, 2008, 12:07:12 AM
You lie.

...

How much did you get for it?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Sir Ruil Mallister on April 19, 2008, 02:36:12 AM
Everybody is an asshole, men and women alike.  I see a lot of anti-masculinity on this site and it's really quite unfair.  There's no black or white when it comes to people.  It's all a middle grey because everything is relative.  If someone stole a piece of bread to feed their starving family, to those who know the circumstances I'm sure the person seems 'good', but to the people who was stolen from I'm sure thinks of the person as little more than a petty, evil thief.  The same can be applied to just about every action ever taken.  Such sexist thoughts and distanced feelings stem from misunderstandings - on either or both parties.

Instead of getting frustrated, angry or depressed, a good think on why people do the things they do could help solve the core issues.  I know my father and I were very close until he got remarried to my step-mom, and I was very jealous at first because suddenly all his attention was not on me but her.  As they moved in together and whatnot, my feelings steamrolled to the point where my father and I were constantly arguing and I felt like he wasn't treating me like a son anymore.  We finally sat down and talked, however, and I realized just how much it was hurting my father to see me hurting and to be fighting with me.  Now I can't say the nature of your relationship with your father, Jendak, but if he's giving you things and telling you that he loves you, then it is most likely because he does not know how to patch things up with you.  If you do not even open up to your friends, how can your father know what you need from him?  It is not everyone else's fault that they know you not.  It is your's for not being yourself all the time.  If they are your friends, they will still be your friends even when you are yourself.  And your father... I am not a father myself yet, but I know that he will always love you.  You're his son, afterall.  So instead of letting yourself spiral out of control, I implore you to speak with your father and open yourself up to him.  Tell him how and why you're feeling the way you do, and discuss how the two of you can fix your sundered relationship.  After you do that, you should feel much better.

I am so weary of death.  So tired of people never trying to understand and laying blame for one stupid reason or another.  So sick of watching people hurt themselves and others...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on April 19, 2008, 04:10:19 AM
I am only sexist when I get hurt by the gender who claims to love.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on April 19, 2008, 05:10:14 AM
... You release your problems unto the public eye and suddenly everyone's a therapist. And I'm so sick of therapists...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on April 19, 2008, 06:25:55 AM
I am sexist.

Thought you all should know.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: lukecash on April 19, 2008, 07:34:38 AM
Laughable. Sexism is ridiculous. Isn't every stereotype ever make sick and completely wrong? Just try to prove that i am a piglike, masucline, chauvinistic man. I put up with crap, work out a lot, and yes, naturally, i like sex. Who doesn't? I don't insult women, disrespect for their gender, or act like a little perv in any way. Another ridiculous ideal, i would have to say...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on April 19, 2008, 08:12:48 AM
*shrugs*    It doesn't matter. I am still sexist. Though, it may be to a minor degree. I suppose that I'm a bit of a feminist. But I suppose it's only because my entire life I was repetitively told that men are better than women and that women belonged in the kitchen- so to speak. Women make just as good of athletes as men do. Just as good of warriors. Women can be just as strong, fast, brave as men- and so on. I've spent pretty much all of my life being thought of as fragile. And in case anyone reading this hasn't put these two together, fragile equals weak.

I am not fragile. I am not weak. I do not need to be babied. I don't appreciate it at all.

I've mellowed out over the past year or so. I didn't like it when men held doors for me. And I especially didn't like it when I would hold open a door for a man and he would grab it above my head and insist that I go before him. I used to come back with snide remarks when such happened. But now I've given up on that. I shrug it off, brush it off my shoulder. It's not worth the trouble to get annoyed about it anymore.

Of course, I don't automatically take all people of the male gender and put them into one category as a whole- saying that they're all piggish, chauvinistic slobs. No. They have to earn that title through actions and words on their own. But there are things that I don't tolerate from men that I will tolerate from women- and it has nothing to do with me being a woman myself. No, I am not more inclined to hug a girl just because I am a girl too. But I am more inclined to let a woman hold a door open for me... things like that.

I won't tolerate a man giving me respect that I haven't earned. Sure, I'm a little more tolerant of it from women, but it doesn't mean I like it. Women give respect to other women often because they find them to be beautiful and they want to look like them. Most men, from what I have experienced, that give me respect that I haven't earned only give it to me because I am female. It's not right. I'd rather be hated than have respect that I haven't earned.

Especially when it comes to respect, everyone should start at the bottom of the barrel. Even women. Men do. Men aren't babied and pampered and treated like they'll break if you touch them. People don't act like men are made of thin glass and they shouldn't act like women are made of thin glass either. Women do not need to be babied and pampered. Should not get to be babied and pampered. It does nothing for them. We gain nothing by it.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on April 19, 2008, 08:21:15 PM
Well, old as I am, I give respect until it is lost, not the other way around.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: lukecash on April 20, 2008, 11:19:23 AM
I just respect people regardless of gender, i hold doors open for men, and they don't look at me as if i was a homo. A man doesn't give a woman crap or act harsh at all because they are our natural partners. Adam respected Eve, and so on, and now here we are. Is it pampering to wish another well? Men are just naturally more rough to each other because it is a fact that most women think far differently than men and different things are socially acceptable to them. I hold doors open for women because it is expected; how do i know whether or not she's a feminist that will get pissed off at me? Or i could do none of the normal procedures and be seen as a slob. What i'm saying is that it's the woman's choice how i treat her, so what's wrong with being expectant of a certain situation?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on April 20, 2008, 02:56:00 PM
*shrugs again*   You've missed the point.

As for Adam and Eve? Well, I don't know anything about that story other than the fact that there was lots of incest going on after they had kids or whatever.

Also- I have never understood why certain things are socially acceptable for men to do and then the same things are not socially acceptable for women to do. I mean... I do understand why it's socially acceptable for a man to walk around topless and not for a women- I'm not an idiot. But when a man sleeps around with many very attractive woman, they don't get berated for it. But when a woman sleeps with many very attractive men, they're whores or sluts or whatever.

Anyway. I'm done talking about this.  *waves her hands dismissively*  Good day...

I said good day!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Phyth Glenfield on April 21, 2008, 01:03:20 AM
Women suck...

Not!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Lorek Bearfist on April 21, 2008, 04:05:43 AM
First and foremost; let me state this fact. In case none of you have picked it up in the last two and a half years ... I'm the alpha around here. Yeah, me. If anyone thinks they can fill my shoes, they're more than welcome to try. Why am I the alpha? Because I'm the only one with enough balls ... yeah I said it ... to speak his mind with no worry of what others will think. Nox, you're right about a few things, incest between Adam and Eve's kids if they ever existed at all. That and the fact that women should support themselves. Anyone think men should support women? Read this post a little further. Now, the topic of conversation is feminism so lets get back to that. It's socially acceptable for a woman to be a gold digger and sponge from a man and expect him to take care of her etcetera. However, if the woman is the breadwinner and the man stays at home he's a loser, bum, he's broke, he's a piece of gutter trash and so on. Wrong! Simply not the case. I won't even speak to a woman socially if she doesn't work. Why? Because both parties in a relationship should earn their way, not just the man or just the woman. Both of them should be supporting themselves and each other. Any relationship, not just dating. I have several female friends that are strictly friends and we meet for lunch twice weekly. We rotate who buys. There's myself, two other males and five females. So, feminism claims need to go out the window.

Also, a man holds the door open for a woman for one of three reasons: 1) He was raised with chivalry and etiquette. 2) He finds the woman attractive and would like to engage courtship and uses holding the door as a sign that he has respect. 3) It's his mother or wife. Did you see ANY of those say "because she's a woman"? No? I didn't think so. Now let the dead topic of feminism just lie in the damn hole we buried it in back in the early nineties. Topic of feminism dismissed! Yeah, I said it so now it counts.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on April 21, 2008, 06:29:16 AM
There are many types of relationships, and there are those that work with both earning, and some with one or the other earning.  It is not my job to tell those people in those relationships they are right, or wrong with who does what.  As long as they are happy in what they do, with each other, then why should you, or I, or anyone judge them?

While my wife was alive, she stayed home and raised our children allowing me to work outside the home and earn us a living, and after she passed away, I had to try and do both.  I failed miserably.  She had strengths, and convictions, and a vision that I could never hope to aspire to.

Feminism.  Feminazism.  Chauvanism.  All words to describe people who are too ignorant to realize that people are just people.  Black.  White.  Male.  Female.  Smart.  Dumb.  We are all the same.  When we draw lines of seperation, we are only debasing ourselves.  Yes, there are some differences in culture, but these should be upheld and revered, not ridiculed.

To do this, we must learn to be less narrow minded and more visionary.  And when I read such vehement posts, even when I agree with some of them, I fear that we as a society will never really change.  We just replace one taboo for another and refuse to lay down the scimitar of hate and intolarance.

But, of course, this is just my humble opinion.  I'm usually wrong.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on April 21, 2008, 08:05:06 AM
Oh my god...

I just got it...

... I hate women...   :shocked:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Lorek Bearfist on April 22, 2008, 03:39:27 AM
I am swimming in dementia and I love it. Waiting on Lady Kalina and Miss Twen to sign in. Why does everything I touch always go to Hell? I never quit though. My icy fingers claw your back, here I come again. Fear is meaningless. Mercy is a shield used by the weak. Where on Earth did Petros disappear to, I kinda miss him. He was fun. Speaking of disappearances, where's Thorgas been lately?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Simonne Miller on April 22, 2008, 04:41:35 AM
Thorgas has been around, though he's online more often on his alternate account, Zann Lightbringer :)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Baromosa on April 22, 2008, 05:56:07 AM
You lie.

...

How much did you get for it?

The going rate is $200, but the man in black said he give me 1000 if I threw in my soul.
I walked away with 1000 dollars.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on April 22, 2008, 07:55:29 AM
Life is a sticky concept!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Garret Arroway on April 22, 2008, 10:14:44 AM
So very sick of living with a bunch if idiots that can't do anything for themselves and are too dang lazy to take the time to clean what they mess up!!!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on April 22, 2008, 10:32:03 AM
:-/


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Garret Arroway on April 22, 2008, 10:34:41 AM
Sorry, tired and my shoulder, ankle, and more is killin me cause I had to move a ton of heavy art work twice ... Hasn't been a great day and I'm a bit cranky ...  :(


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Precious on April 22, 2008, 02:46:38 PM
Butterflies!

I eats them... I eats them good.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Rukaqua on April 22, 2008, 07:58:39 PM
Aww, you meanie!

Anyway, crickets are crunchier.  Especially deep-fried.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Precious on April 22, 2008, 11:14:51 PM
Ooo. Crickets are evil. No lie- I was riding a bike when I was little and this cricket hopped up onto my hand and somehow managed cut my finger with it's legs!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Rukaqua on April 23, 2008, 12:11:52 AM
Thats one large cricket :P.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: lukecash on April 26, 2008, 08:09:38 AM
When i was four, a kid named jonathon told me cockroaches taste like apllesauce. He was wrong, and i was mad, so i took his head and some other randoms kid's head, and bashed the two heads together. I guess i was pretty violent, which explains my current love of a good brawl... Who else is a huge fan of boxing people?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kyrridhil Culná mo on April 26, 2008, 10:02:19 AM
Mega geekage over the weekend...
Saturday: All Day long Party, Warhammer's 25th.
Sunday: Stupidly large game all day long. I have the single largest Dwarf army in the store to the best of my knowledge.

On a side note.
Peach Schnapps are HORRID! God, it's nice to start off with. But then the sweetness builds up and up and up. Urgh! I will stick to the Jack Daniels


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Hylphán on April 26, 2008, 09:14:10 PM
Luke....


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Twén Aråerwén on April 29, 2008, 10:16:53 AM
What does one do when the first 16 years of their life has placed them "Beyond Redemption"? Fairly hard question for someone that has been forgiven by everyone, except themselves.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Ríme D'Arezzo on April 29, 2008, 10:49:37 AM
I hate being a perfectionist. I'm editing again.  :buck:

Maybe if I just made my humble CD's satisfactory for myself the first time, I wouldn't have to do this all the time. :undecided:

~sighs~ Eléyr's history might need a bit of adjustment too, some day.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on April 29, 2008, 11:28:15 AM
If only you knew...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Twén Aråerwén on April 29, 2008, 07:52:38 PM
Noxxie, your signature is to large deary. The picture is the maximum size for a signature, minus the text. Lovely picture by the way darlin. :heart:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Pikel Thunderstone on May 02, 2008, 04:03:06 PM
It's funny, I've rarely given a lot of thought into the little sayings people use. People say things like "full 9 yards", which refers to the line of rounds fed into a machine gun, or "son of a gun", which dates back to when cannons were fired on ships when a baby boy was born aboard.

I've recently realized what it truly means to be "crazy about" someone. It's the level of care and love that you throw aside all the rules you had set in place for yourself. Rules that have been set in place due to years of being hurt, thrown aside because of how....crazy....you are over this person. To feel so strongly for this person, that you would risk anything, including the destruction of all the protection (rules) you set in place for yourself, just to be close to them.

It's strange. Before being truly crazy about someone, the saying has little to no meaning. It's just "oh you love them". But truly, it's more than that. It's something...beyond love. Perhaps it's just a weakness of english, or language in general, that there is no word for something like that, and thus we have resorted to sayings such as this.

Meh. I'm pretty sure I'm fantastic with being "crazy" about someone. I might be crazy, but crazy in love. and I'm more than Ok with it.  But I'm tired, and apparently rambling, so I'm done.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Eléyr Fásamár on May 02, 2008, 08:31:22 PM
Okay, this will sound really odd, but I'm pretty sure its true. This kinda stuff happens to me all the time. I think that I can 'alter' the future by imagining it. Seriously. No joke. Trust me. I know it sounds crazy, but it's true! :crazy:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Twén Aråerwén on May 02, 2008, 08:41:31 PM
A positive outlook usually does affect your future, though not in a prevailing flamboyant style. Every tidbit counts and all of them add up over time. 


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: ßluddε LëRoí on May 02, 2008, 11:00:45 PM
I want to know how to build fighter jets. I'd also like to join the army, but I wont be eighteen for six months.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Sir Ruil Mallister on May 03, 2008, 12:11:18 AM
I hate dreams where you... a) forget it's a dream, b) risk your life fighting to save someone you love's life, and c) become extremely happy in the dream by an event... only to wake up and realize it was just a dream.  That was my morning today, and waking up crying has to be the worst feeling ever.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on May 12, 2008, 09:41:40 PM
That happened to me two weeks ago. Woke up crying.
Kirby... :(



I'm tired of guys telling me I look like a little boy...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Azhira Styralias on May 12, 2008, 10:41:59 PM
Chaps... :devilish:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Lorek Bearfist on May 13, 2008, 12:16:27 AM
*Everything* I touch collapses and goes to hell in a handbasket. I can never have a meaningful, longterm relationship regardless of how hard I try to make things work. *Everyone* I know is always pissed at me. Lastly, most of the people I associate with think I'm a bad influence in their life and see fit to stick large knives in my back. I'll tell you why, because the hand of fate never gets tired of slapping me. Good times. I'll put it on you like this, you'll never meet a lazier determined individual. Honest truth. As hard as I try to make things work out to the benefit of everyone around me and myself, there's always a trap in it somewhere and I always fail my saving throw. Damn it all, I will make things work come Hell and/or high water.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on May 15, 2008, 10:17:41 AM
Luck or Fate has little to do with lifelong achievment.  As Twen states, a positive outlook helps to a large degree, but hard work, determination, and ceaseless work ethic will make that luck or fate you strive for.  Though I shudder at the cliche, but as life hands you lemons, make lemonade!  Easy?  No.  But, the best things never are.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on May 15, 2008, 11:14:45 AM
I hate depression which leaves the lack of ambition in its wake.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Lorek Bearfist on May 16, 2008, 12:00:10 AM
Depression sucks, well known fact. Altario, granted that's something I've heard Twen say hundreds of times, but it doesn't work for me. A positive outlook does me no good. However, when life hands me lemons, I juice them into a pitcher, add ice, vodka, beer and sugar, stir like crazy and sell it for eighty cents a glass. Why? Because I know it sounds disgusting but try it, it's *delicious.* That is not a positive outlook, that's knowing what to do with the negative which I think applies more so. Also, *if* I were a superhero, my only two powers would be Infinite Determination and Others Hate You Permanently. Which means I never stop hunting evil and the ruffians hate me so much they surrender just to go to prison and get away from me LOL! See, it's not having a positive outlook, it's knowing what to do with the negatives you're handed. You've gotta be able to distinguish and discern. Just remember; you have the POWER to speak things into existence. I speak this into existence henceforth: EVERY aspect of my life will work out in my favor, regardless of circumstances. Obstacles will NOT stop me. Nothing can thrill, scare, or kill me. That needs to be all of our statements daily. Keep that attitude for a month and I guarantee things get better. I've had it my whole life but rarely bother applying it because I'm usually too busy bitching. I'm done complaining. And thank you all for the encouraging words.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on May 17, 2008, 10:09:51 PM
True depression does suck.  And at times I have been on meds for it.  But more than the meds, my attitude and my way of dealing with it did more to help me than meds alone.

But, you don't need an old man preaching at you. :azn:



Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Hylphán on May 23, 2008, 01:40:21 PM
Right Altario, that's my job!  ;)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on May 23, 2008, 01:44:11 PM
I don't see any old men here! :heart:  :grin:  :heart:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on May 23, 2008, 05:51:44 PM
You know who I miss? No joke, I miss Petros- that spunky, fabulous boy. :(

*Sniffles*   Starfruit?....

.... Starfruit???....

*Cries*  The magical word to summon Petros isn't working!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on May 23, 2008, 07:33:29 PM
I miss him too  :cry:  He was a wonderful nemesis for me.  We argued and argued... all in good fun of course. :D


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on May 23, 2008, 09:11:31 PM
I'm actually honestly kind of upset he's completely gone. He was a sweetie.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: lukecash on June 05, 2008, 06:02:21 AM
Enough depressing talk. Aren't we all depressed bastards? Why did we go to this site? Because we knew this was the probable location for people more intelligent than a tree stump. Who don't(or not quite so much) play the silly ignorant games that a common Neanderthal does. (: :evil: yes i'm referring to pretty much all of the people i know as Neanderthals:) Oh no, i'm not saying all people are terrible, but a pretty high percentage of them have nothing going on in their puny brains but emotion and impulse. Who the hell decided impulse was better than philosophy in the first place? Think of how wonderful it would be without emotional mindsets! Poor geeks actually getting laid, and people realizing that all men have a little pervert in them. It's not my fault it's just built in. I actually think it's a beautiful thing, cause it's another awesome part of our lives, so don't be a party pooper! ALL men have a little dirtiness in them. Me honestly, about 10%. There are probably monks, who have taken their vows of abstinence, crying and jerking off for 10minutes in the shaolin bathroom. And then they walk out and say, "now, back to holy things." No more being sad! I say A DRINK TO SANTHARIA! And lets make this one a Bacardi and coke.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Naomi Glitragale on June 16, 2008, 04:06:49 AM
I'm having a huge problem here. You see, it's very complicated. I have all these options and I can't pick one at all. So! I figured you guys could help me pick one. Right now, I've been cycling through each of them as a sig and have yet to settle on one.

Lets see:
(http://i276.photobucket.com/albums/kk15/SanthariaPortraits/Female/In%20Use/Clarice%20Lector/Strawberry_Blood_by_Jouce-1-134.jpg)

(http://i276.photobucket.com/albums/kk15/SanthariaPortraits/Female/In%20Use/Clarice%20Lector/blood_lines_by_MelissaRobin-1.jpg)

(http://i276.photobucket.com/albums/kk15/SanthariaPortraits/Female/In%20Use/Clarice%20Lector/Blood_stock_by_EViL_KiTTie_stock-1.jpg)

(http://i276.photobucket.com/albums/kk15/SanthariaPortraits/Female/In%20Use/Clarice%20Lector/Blood_Berry_by_Jay_Cougar_Prints-2.jpg)

(http://i276.photobucket.com/albums/kk15/SanthariaPortraits/Female/In%20Use/Clarice%20Lector/Reborn_by_rawrrrr_321-13.jpg)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on June 16, 2008, 07:40:17 AM
The top one that you are already using, or the bottom one.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Eléyr Fásamár on June 16, 2008, 07:43:07 AM
My favorite one is the second one that you were already using. I think it really fits the cannibal theme, and it's very emotional. They're all pretty though. When I first saw you changed your signature, in fact, I was kinda sad.

I really, really hate the brain as my delicate mind has been infinitely scarred by the sight of a brain on a plate. In addition, I think the meat looks... odd somehow.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Pikel Thunderstone on June 16, 2008, 09:18:16 AM
3rd one down is where it's at. The mouth with blood really tells me "Cannibalism"

Edit: Ma new favorite is the Last one XD


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Naomi Glitragale on June 16, 2008, 09:43:28 AM
I just posted two more sig piccys. :D You should looksee at them. They're in the same post as the other ones. Voting would be much appreciated as I like them all bunches.

Pick the ones you like best and the ones that you absolutely just do not like at all.

Thankies, dollies, you're all mucho helpful.

:heart: ~ Nox ~ :heart:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Pikel Thunderstone on June 16, 2008, 09:45:50 AM
I don't like the ones with the meat in them...it just looks like rotten meat....


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on June 16, 2008, 12:48:13 PM
I stand by my previous vote... and the meat pics do nothing for me


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Naomi Glitragale on June 16, 2008, 12:54:57 PM
You liked the two strawberry pics, right, Alt?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on June 16, 2008, 12:58:34 PM
I am sooo excited about having a baby! Wheeee!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on June 16, 2008, 01:25:47 PM
Yes... funny thing is, I dont like strawberries :shocked:


Kalina.. I have yet to add my voice to the congrats on the upcoming little miracle in your life... so I do now, with my most heartfelt warm wishes :heart:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Naomi Glitragale on June 16, 2008, 01:55:42 PM
But... strawberries are *delicious*.... o.O


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Hylphán on June 16, 2008, 02:03:31 PM
but not quite that bloody...



Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Khel on June 16, 2008, 03:38:16 PM
Just a quick note, I am still here. Truckin' along in life..

Also, Nox, I like the third one down ;)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Elspeth on July 14, 2008, 10:52:37 AM
When does life lose it's luster? About the time you discover that some of those you considered to be closest to you. Suddenly reveal themselves too be simply as shallow, as those that would take advantage of you at any moment.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on July 14, 2008, 12:33:50 PM
Don't let the mechanations of others ruin your life.  Life is to short to waste by letting small minded people get to you.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on July 14, 2008, 01:02:42 PM
Still plodding along with a few happy moments to fill the sometimes empty void of my existence. Though whole, I feel so incomplete...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on July 14, 2008, 01:04:05 PM
:hug:  I hope that is not true hon....


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on July 14, 2008, 01:05:45 PM
A large part of me still hasn't moved past the loss...

I still cry myself to sleep at night sometimes.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on July 14, 2008, 01:13:34 PM
 :heart: :hug:  I'm going to assume certain facts that I'm not privy to, not being around as much as I used to be.... in which case, Know that you have my love and heartfelt sympathies, and if you ever need to talk, please let me know, and I shall get myself back into the IRC....


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on July 14, 2008, 01:17:49 PM
A life created and a life lost, gone until we meet at last in the world beyond...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on July 17, 2008, 11:36:09 PM
I don't want an easy life. I want to struggle and hurt and pull and strain and break under the pressure. Not because I'm sadistic or insane or masochistic. But simply because that way, in the end, I will be just that much more satisfied with all the things I have done and seen and been. I will be that much closer to completion. I will be able to say:

"Look, I did this. I worked for this and I got want I wanted, not because I'm special or rich or powerful. But simply because I worked hard and wandered and was willing to be homeless and hungry and tired just to achieve what I want. And I wasn't afraid to chase dreams and love and wishes, or to hurt horribly and be terribly lonely to get what I wanted. What I needed. Because I worked hard and met people and found wonders. I've been broken and ripped and shattered and torn. I've been glued and mended and held and pieced back together. I lived by the sweat of my brow and I've been happy and miserable and I've laughed and I've fell in and out of love. And it was painful and wonderful and awful and great and tiring and exhilarating and ugly and lovely and horrible and beautiful and everything in between."

An easy life, I think, is the worst gift you could give to someone. To anyone. Life is made up of experiences, and you are made up of each person you've met and each place you've been, everything you've done and every choice you've made. Every bump, every scar, every bruise is part of who you are. And every hardship, every loss, every broken heart... every grief that you've suffered is an experience that is irreplaceable and strictly known in the most intimate ways possible by you and no one else.

Without experiences, life has little value. To experience every thing life could possibly have to offer. To taste and smell and see and feel every nook and cranny of the world. To experience everything that you could ever even attempt to fathom experiencing. And, in the end, there is only one thing left to experience. That, I assure you, is where you meet true completion.

How sad it is that, everything else you can taste a hundred times, save for that. No. That, you only get to do once. There is no climbing back up the ladder to the top of the slide to try to go down backwards this time.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Khiran Styrya on July 18, 2008, 04:16:53 AM
Stong words spoken by a strong preson. a life of ease is a horrible thing. those pampered and spoiled for what? Failure when those thing depart? Those born with nothing and those with nothing have nothing to lose.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Cherri Rowandyn on July 27, 2008, 01:26:18 AM
Life is made up of all the things Nox said above..the good and the bad...and as hard as it can be if we live, and I mean really live, then we experience the spectrum of it.  And in the worst times...the times when we doubt our own strength, our own ability, sometimes our own sanity..know that there are people who love you...we may not be blood, we may not be right next door or even in the same country...but we are here, we are your friends and we will help lift you out of the darkness if we need to.

Much love to you Kalina.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Twén Aråerwén on August 16, 2008, 04:18:05 AM
There are only three things I know to be true. In my past I am content with all I have done, it made me who I am today. I take great joy in the present, because I am still here and I await tomorrow for the challenges it may bring.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Fáiorríl on August 16, 2008, 05:02:31 AM
to Nox:  :heart: I am in awe of your inspiring words *kneels and kisses hand.* I can't help but feel my life has been too kind to me.. I suppose i'm lucky, but this staleness impairs my stamina for fighting shadows of the mind.

My current thoughts? When - or rather, how - should I stop running long enough to risk staying where I stand?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Rainier on August 16, 2008, 02:29:23 PM
How do you say goodbye to the most important person in your life, when all that they have done is be there for you, when they are the one true person in this state that you love?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Seh'nara Celebrindal on August 16, 2008, 03:37:12 PM
"When you loved the one who was killing you, it left you no options. How could you run, how could you fight, when doing so would hurt that beloved one? If your life was all you had to give your beloved, how could you not give it?"


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Fáiorríl on August 22, 2008, 09:34:48 AM
Feeling weak. I wonder if it's worth being strong, and putting up that front when inside it's just not there.. *meekly curls up in chair* Breaking down and exposing the heart sounds great.. but then I've never been a fan of vulnerability.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on September 18, 2008, 05:20:13 PM
:(


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Rookie Brownbark on September 18, 2008, 06:18:10 PM
:hug:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Ta'lia of the Seven Jewels on September 18, 2008, 09:00:32 PM
@Nox:

Quote
Every bump, every scar, every bruise is part of who you are. And every hardship, every loss, every broken heart... every grief that you've suffered is an experience that is irreplaceable and strictly known in the most intimate ways possible by you and no one else.

What you say - in your whole post above, seems cool and interesting and there are surely boring lives lived somewhere, but I could truly miss some heartbreaks, they didn't make me a wiser, better or more interesting person. They gave me nothing, just made me  lonely, desperate and the world lost it's shine for quite some time. I can't say, they made my life better in the end, I would have preferred to lead a more boring, but happier life. I think you are still quite young and wonder, if you will say the same, when you are, say 70 or 80 years old.

@Kalina: I feel with you.  :heart:



Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Azhira Styralias on September 18, 2008, 09:06:57 PM
Screw this...I want an easy life. Where can I find one?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Hylphán on September 18, 2008, 10:44:25 PM
stand in line...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Ylva Rasmussan on September 18, 2008, 11:16:42 PM
1. I'm sad that people I have known have died.
2. I'm scared people I know will die.
3. I don't want to die.

I think these three things are always stuck in your head somewhere.....


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Elise on September 19, 2008, 03:50:04 AM
...I wonder what balsa wood tastes like?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Fáiorríl on September 19, 2008, 06:57:00 AM
Love is a silly, silly thing.

The perfect person, your closest friend, the one who is everything you ever wished for in a lover, proposes their love for you and their undying willingness to wait until you're ready to get over your inner fears and insecurities.
Meanwhile, you're chasing the insane antisocial nerd who everyone expects to gun down the school - and you have no idea why.
Not to mention you are incredibly distracted by the adorably cute girl with black hair and red lipstick... those dresses drive you mad, and you hope she hasn't changed her mind about you.

Yes, love is a silly, silly thing, and sometimes I wish I had nothing to do with it.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Silmarwen Elanessë on September 19, 2008, 07:53:36 AM
I hate the fact that no matter how many people or things you love, the hate you feel, for even a few things, will be stronger. And whenever bad things happen, really horrible things, the good will almost never be able to lighten the blow.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Fáiorríl on September 19, 2008, 09:44:47 AM
I'm sure that with effort you can always train your habit of thought to a more positive state... like, it may not always be easy, but hatred and sadness can be overcome - in time - and if allowed, the goodness in the world will prevail.

But easier said than done, right  :undecided:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Silmarwen Elanessë on September 19, 2008, 10:02:28 AM
How true that is, Faiorril. :)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Fáiorríl on September 29, 2008, 01:28:45 AM
When I die, will I have the luxury of stepping towards the darkness?
Or will it happen unsuspectingly, with less-than-honourable thoughts running through my mind, or futile pleas to survive, or terrible anger?

Will I be at peace when the time comes to leave?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Simonne Miller on September 29, 2008, 02:21:29 AM
*reads back*

Hmm, I guess I'm lucky that I don't hate anyone, and that nothing that bad has ever happened in my life as what Silmarwen mentioned...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on October 07, 2008, 12:31:04 PM
I wonder what the proper translation of:

"A bird could love a fish"
"But where would they live?"

would be in a different language. Any language other than English, really.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on October 08, 2008, 03:09:14 AM
I wonder why on my 51st birthday, with parts of my body cut away, parts not working correctly, and I am still around and rp'ing with most who are half my age if not younger and sometimes envy them?

Could it be that perhaps I still have something to offer, if only they will listen?

Hate is a strong emotion;
and goodness perceived as a lotion.
However take it from me;
love is stronger than both.
The One who proved it the best,
is the one we more than jest.

Think about it...

Capher.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Menweh Reolláolásh’miés on October 08, 2008, 04:10:29 AM
I think its because you share a common bond with us all! A creative escape into a world that we control. Where no judgment is made, and respect is given. Friendship and interactions should never be limited because some one is "Half your age" Why? Because some people actual want to hear what you have to say, want a guide, want a friend. Especially in a world that we have today, we're doom and gloom is reigning on high, and friendships are few and far between. We're all seeking that bond of a friend and I personally think that age does not matter. That is just my two cents on the matter!

And

I wonder why into day's society, people have fixed views of gender and how they should act. Why is it that with men, or What I have noticed, to act flamboyant is a bad thing? What does it matter if he acts like a woman, or has "womanly" interests?  why is it okay for a woman to have manly interests then?

OH! and then why is it that when a man tries to be since to a woman, or gentile or emotional, he gets insulted? I mean if he over does the sweetness, so what? Should not every person be treated as if they are a, OHMYGOODNESS, a human? Why do we even have a double standard, why can't every one just be their selves, and not be judged for it?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Simonne Miller on October 08, 2008, 04:21:45 AM
I think it's because we're human beings. We like to judge others so that we can forget the little doubts gnawing in our head about ourselves.

If it's a comfort though, not all women insult men who show a sweet side ;)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on October 08, 2008, 06:06:55 AM
Makes perfect sense, Capher.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on October 09, 2008, 05:07:18 AM
Menweh, you have given me something to think about; to meditate on.

Judging and discerning are two different actions when it comes to someone you see or talk to.

The quest is to learn the difference.



Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on October 12, 2008, 08:57:52 PM
This post has be relocated to my thread in the Artisan's forum with the subject title:  Notepad

Bobspeed,
:heart: ~ Nox ~ :heart:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Silmarwen Elanessë on October 12, 2008, 09:38:22 PM
Simply Gorgeous Noxie!  :clap: :worship:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Yurie Yileen on October 13, 2008, 05:12:56 PM
Well, Menweh, I guess it depends which society or social group you live and move in.  I feel perfectly happy to show concern and tenderness for others, men and women both.  And if the people around you disrespect you for that then maybe you need to find some different people to be around.  Check this news story and see how things are in different parts of the world!

http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/asia-pacific/7529227.stm

Having said that, the whole ladyboy thing still freaks me out!  I guess you can take the boy out of England but never England out of the boy!   :grin:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on October 13, 2008, 10:09:54 PM
Nox you have a very exquisite way with words...very nicely written. No critique needed.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Fáiorríl on October 14, 2008, 10:00:21 AM
@Menweh (I love your name, by the way) I definitely agree with you. I despise the pressure put on people to act a certain way based on their gender, or sexuality for that matter. People are complex things - we are not as simple as BOY versus GIRL with nothing in between. In fact, I think it shows greater character to embrace both genders within yourself. Men can have hearts, and women can have ba - ahem, guts. 'Two Spirited' I believe it is called...

Something that ~really~ bothers me is this ingrained idea that women who sleep around are whores, while men who 'get lots of action' are heroes. I even find myself agreeing with it sometimes - and I hate society for placing such horrible things in my head.

Another little related thought: Does there seem to be more feminine boys than there are masculine girls? In Yurie's link, there were trans boys. We don't see many trans girls - at least, they don't get mentioned or noticed as much.. Why?
Just an observation.

@Nox - Beautifully written piece, I love the imagery. The only thing I noticed that I felt could be changed is the chopped phrasing - but that's easily a choice of style.  Lovely nonetheless.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Yurie Yileen on October 21, 2008, 01:01:57 AM
Trans girls...not sure 'bout that...maybe I should google it...or then again, maybe not!  Do tom boys count?

Anyway, my inner most private thoughts?  I'm not gonna post that on the internet!  But something I have been thinking about recently is how to have a good time without spending any money.  It's a long and frustrating story that has led me to ponder such things, but basically involves dishonest employers and overly trusting employees, (namely me)!

So far I've come up with hanging around parks (trying not to look like a pervert) and cycling along the river.  Oh, I can also swim in said river to save money at the pool.  Creative writing obviously doesn't cost much and Santharia is free.  I've started drumming on just about anything that can be hit with a stick to save costs at the practice room and obviously have been downloading music from free sites.  Meeting friends at their own places or just hanging around and window shopping saves more money.  Carrying my own flask of local tea means I don't have to help support the evil coffee empires and my bike saves bus fares.  Drinking through a straw helps me get drunk for less and sheer sweaty willpower means I don't have to use air con, which is just a con anyway; open the damn windows!  I study Chinese from a dictionary and ripped off DVDs, and then practice with people on the street or wherever, which means I don't have to pay for classes at a school...

f**k me, how sad is all that!  30 years old and I'm still only just surviving instead of raking it in! lol

So, what does everyone reckon.  Any good ideas?  (They don't have to be serious, I could do with a laugh!)

Actually, with all the doom and gloom going on at the moment re. greedy bastard bankers screwing up the global economy for everybody else and unemployment levels rising maybe it's not only me who could benefit from money saving tips!

So come on all you scrooges and full blooded misers, let's have some ideas!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on October 21, 2008, 01:55:51 AM
Of course tomboys don't count, Yurie. A girl enjoying sports, being unafraid to get dirty, and any & everything else that involves being a tomboy doesn't make her a trans.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Yurie Yileen on October 21, 2008, 02:10:16 AM
Tell the truth, Nox, I don't know much about it.  Tomboys were the closest I could think of.  I thought that trans gender meant people who act in ways considered different to perceived gender roles in a society...in which case tomboys would qualify as trans gender.

Anyway, coming back to ladyboys, here's a picture of perhaps the most famous Thai kathoey (ladyboy).

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Image:Nongthoomfairtex.jpg (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Image:Nongthoomfairtex.jpg)

I think it's great!  Not only do you get battered, you get battered by a man wearing lipstick and nail polish!  Classic!  Having said that, Nong Thoom actually said that if she had a choice for her next life she would be born as a man, but with a man's mind and heart to match the body.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on October 21, 2008, 02:59:01 AM
A trans gender person is a person that honestly feels as though they were born into the wrong gender. A butch lesbian (also known as a dyke) is closer to being a trans gender woman than a tomboy is.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Fáiorríl on October 28, 2008, 12:31:22 PM
How in the hell can I make a living for myself when I can hardly complete a teensy task?

*hopeless and discouraged*
I always f*** myself over.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Lorek Bearfist on October 30, 2008, 04:52:32 AM
I'm feeling .... bothered lately. I need to vent. I feel like my heart is a mirror that had a brick thrown at it. I don't know why. Anyway, I have a new girlfriend and as much as I like her things just don't feel right. Anyway, I've missed this place terribly, I just got out of jail on the 4th of October. Anyway, I just wanted to bitch and moan a little to feel better. Love all of you, and be good.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on December 04, 2008, 04:45:27 PM
I am a squiggly line! LOVE ME!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Twén Aråerwén on December 04, 2008, 05:00:56 PM
Ms. Noxxie .... we all :heart: luv :heart: you!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Twén Aråerwén on December 04, 2008, 05:33:20 PM
Well many of you know, I am not the most sharing person you will ever meet. Reclusive and self-absorbed to be honest, disheartening when even those closest to me, call me a "megalomaniac." Not that I can, in all honesty, disagree with them.

I over think everything to the point of paranoia, often finding wrongs in the most docile of things. Weird for a self-proclaimed optimist? Yeah it messes with me too, always expecting the best and searching for the worst. Self defeating ideals woven into a single person .... thank you for the painful jest Lord. 


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on December 04, 2008, 09:14:06 PM
and I love you both  :heart:  all squiggly lines and self defeating that you are   :P


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on December 04, 2008, 10:38:46 PM
I am not sure how I feel about being called the "preggernaut".


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Eric Kattaisson on December 05, 2008, 12:35:09 AM
"Preggernaut"?  I think we need some pictures to understand that one!    :P


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on December 05, 2008, 10:58:13 AM
How about "Preggersuarus"?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on December 05, 2008, 12:21:36 PM
I am SOOO happy!  The firelog channel is on again.  For the next month!  Could life get any better?  Celtic Wioman playing softly, the firelog channel on.   It don't get any better than this.  Well... I spose if Noxie and Twen were here it could get a bit better.. I spose......


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on December 05, 2008, 12:28:55 PM
*Slips in and waves at Altario before adjusting her penguin-print apron.* Hello.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Hylphán on December 05, 2008, 01:23:59 PM
Unless it's the underwater channel, Altario...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on December 06, 2008, 02:31:29 AM
Noxie and Twen...by the fire, with celtic music on, a glass of wine, or underwater in bikinis...hmm...such a dilema  What would you choose?

AHHHH, my mind is about to explode!! HELP :evil:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Rookie Brownbark on December 06, 2008, 02:50:36 AM
Fire, wine.  Mmmmmmmm.

Underwater is fun but limits the wine-drinking possibilities.  Also, bikinis tend to come off if you try to actually move about under the water.  It's not fun.  At least not for the person wearing the bikini.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on December 06, 2008, 02:52:52 AM
Bikinis tend to come off if enough wine is drank by the fire as well  :evil:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on December 06, 2008, 03:29:04 AM
Psh. Who needs wine for bikinis to come off?   :grin:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Simonne Miller on December 06, 2008, 04:19:56 AM
Alt, you know what would be even better? An actual fire... :P


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on December 06, 2008, 04:21:58 AM
then i would have to chop wood..  :P


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Simonne Miller on December 06, 2008, 04:29:54 AM
Well yea, there's that... But it's SO worth it! (and yes, I have, in fact, already helped chop wood for the fire)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on December 06, 2008, 03:18:50 PM
I am amazingly angry. I've never been so mad before. If I knew that there would be no consequences, I'd absolutely destroy everything around me. I want to scratch and punch and scream and rip anything and everything to shreds. I hate it all.

In my rage, I am inconsolable.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on December 06, 2008, 06:44:44 PM
uhm... wanna hug?  :hug:

 though i must warn you.. i have been drinking straight tequila all night... so...

1./  I may make a pass at you

2./  Successful or not, I won't remember it tomorrow


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on December 07, 2008, 04:34:50 AM
I am so sorry Noxie, I offer a hug as well... :hug:  I hope your days will get better.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on December 07, 2008, 04:37:08 AM
huh.. true to my word... I don't remember typing this, lol


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Hylphán on December 07, 2008, 04:45:32 PM
Haven't done that since '79


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on December 07, 2008, 05:03:13 PM
This post has also been relocated to my thread in the Artisan's forum with the subject title of:  Notepad

Bobspeed,
:heart: ~ Nox ~ :heart:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Hylphán on December 07, 2008, 05:16:58 PM
Exquisite writing Noxxie... the reader can almost experience the feelings, which you gave such power with your words.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Ylva Rasmussan on December 08, 2008, 01:28:30 PM
My current thought- "I never thought I'd be using a forum post to spell check my uni essay, but since my OpenOffice document is broken and currently thinks I need my work spellchecked in German here I am! It's 4:20 am and I've drank too much coffee.....damn darn the renaissance! May Michelangelo burn in hell for what he's putting me through!....am highly tempted to read Capher's life story instead of do work......"


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on December 08, 2008, 10:17:07 PM
I agree whole-heartedly with Hylphan, Noxie...you have a talent that is very rare and should be seen by the whole world, and yet, we, privledged few who have read your prose will feel jealous, and proud at the same time...

@Viva, as much as I would think you would like reading my story, I think your teacher would prefer you to finish your work on Michelangelo...Good Luck!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Ylva Rasmussan on December 08, 2008, 11:38:25 PM
Essay is done! Just wanted to say that I noticed Nox Belle's writings (spent a while reading them instead of work :P), writes beautifully.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Silmarwen Elanessë on December 20, 2008, 10:34:04 AM
Does it ever seem to you that people don't allow you to cry or show emotion when you most need to? Random thought...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Yurie Yileen on December 20, 2008, 05:32:41 PM
I don't need other people to stop me showing emotion or crying; I''m pretty good at repressing those things myself...I am English, afterall!   :P


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Lorek Bearfist on December 20, 2008, 11:33:40 PM
Boredom and anger strike like boulders from the sky; as does inspiration. So I leave off on a small piece I wrote last night:

Where does pain come from? From within you or from exterior sources? It seems mankind will never know where the things that trouble them most come from. As the clouds pass overhead I contemplate the workings of the fabric of reality. Everything corrupted and beauty killed. Love destroyed and violence ruling all; is this where faith has brought us?

Any criticism is most welcome, as long as it's constructive.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on December 24, 2008, 05:20:21 AM
This too has been relocated to the Artisan's forum in my thread with the subject title of:  Notepad


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Simonne Miller on December 24, 2008, 05:34:17 AM
Heh, your signature really fits in with that little text, doesn't it? ;) Very nicely written. One minor thing: you're talking about 'fingers', "so I'd change the rain that was pouring down on the finger's side" to "the fingers' side".


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on December 24, 2008, 05:35:52 AM
I was wondering about that, Sim. Lol. But :fingers': looked strange to me. Thankies. :D


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Simonne Miller on December 24, 2008, 05:37:09 AM
It does, but that's only because usually the apostrophe s is behind a singular, not behind a plural. I'm still sure it's right like I said it ;)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Thorin Broadfist on December 24, 2008, 05:48:46 AM
Wow, very well written. Reminds me of a part from Wurthing Heights... Anyway, bravo!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on December 26, 2008, 04:09:35 AM
Turkey in the oven, stuffing made.  I now have a few more hours of Santh.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on December 26, 2008, 09:31:43 AM
I'm wearing shiny, black latex footless-leggings. An aquamarine t-shirt with a big picture of a penguin on the front. Cute little black heels. My hair is all straightened and cutiefied. I'm wearing cute earrings that have li'l penguins dangling off of them. And I have a little bit of very, very tasty lip gloss on.

I don't think I could feel any spunkier right now... or any more 70's. (is that even the right date?.. no idea)

... Maybe if I put something fluffy on. Like fluffy earrings or something.

.... nah...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on December 26, 2008, 11:21:26 AM
Ah Noxie, if only I could get one of you under my Christmas Tree.  My life would know no bounds of joy. :heart:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Lorek Bearfist on December 26, 2008, 11:35:53 AM
Just chillaxing with my favorite cousin. Having a damn blast, I am. We had a really fun Christmas and I can't wait for my trip to Canada. Hope everyone is having as much fun as I am.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on December 26, 2008, 12:51:10 PM
Altario! :heart:

But what would you really do / how would you really react if you did wake up one Christmas morning to find me under your chrstimas tree wearing a rather large and spunky looking bow?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on December 26, 2008, 12:52:44 PM
After a 20 minute snigglefit, I'd pull the bow! :P


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on December 26, 2008, 12:53:48 PM
Hahahahaha.

I'd be nakie then!  :blush:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on December 26, 2008, 01:02:33 PM
Hmmm... ok... make it only 10 seconds of snigglefits then  :heart:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on December 26, 2008, 01:22:02 PM
 :lol:

How was your Christmas, Altario?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on December 26, 2008, 01:50:25 PM
Quiet.  I'm away from everyone I know, but too darned lazy to go home.  But, I made Turkey and all the fixins.  It was delicious.  And, I've not been an X-mas person in a lot of years, so really, its just another day to me.  I hope yours was wonderful, besides the ham.  :P


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on December 26, 2008, 04:02:42 PM
Besides the ham and all of the arguing. Yeah. It was pretty alright until it got to the end of the night. ^_^  Mmm. Wish I had turkey to chow on instead.

What does "all the fixins" include?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on December 27, 2008, 12:43:04 AM
taters, sweet potatoes, cream corn, stuffing, cranberry sauce, my jello salad that no one else will eat


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Lorek Bearfist on December 27, 2008, 01:04:14 AM
Come cook for me, Altario. I'd eat your Jell-O salad. There's always room for Jell-O


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on December 27, 2008, 01:22:57 AM
lol... it contains lime jello, shrimp, and mayonaise


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Lorek Bearfist on December 27, 2008, 01:42:58 AM
Are you kidding? That sounds weird, but not gross. Hmmmm.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: seth ghibta on December 27, 2008, 03:24:09 AM
ack... she says, whilst tucking into a unique "writer's block" toastie - chocolate spread, sprinkles, peanut butter, banana slices, red jam and jeely babies. one suger high, coming up! :D


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Áel'fá'glásáj on December 27, 2008, 03:29:10 AM
Sounds yummy. Except for the peanut butter. *is highly allergic to peanuts*

I'm very tired right now 'cause I didn't get home till around two and then my cat decided that he was going to run everywhere and be really annoying until 4 in the morning. That and I had an allergic reaction to who-knows-what and...yeah. I just wanna go home and curl up. Instead I will sit here at work, maybe work on some work things, but mostly work on Ael'fa'glasaj. ^^


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on December 27, 2008, 03:45:32 AM
I have nooo idea what I should write for FD... ahh.. *sigh.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on December 27, 2008, 03:58:14 AM
personally, i think val and ryk spent a sweaty night together... uhm... looking at her drawings, that is :rolleyes:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on December 27, 2008, 04:03:33 AM
Hahaha. It's too cold for sweatiness there! :P


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on December 27, 2008, 05:51:36 AM
How do I tell my friends I do not like the Christmas presents they gave me and want to exchange them...Do others think that way too?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Thróg'Shireníc on December 27, 2008, 06:03:36 AM
I'm not sure, but it depends on your friends, they may be understanding, they may be completely disappointed you don't like it. Me, I don't care what I get, it's just the fact that my friends actually got me something, no matter how small or unimportant.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Twén Aråerwén on December 27, 2008, 06:04:15 AM
Why is it bra straps itch like a MOFO and is there not a single designer that can get them right for a change!? :cry:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Thróg'Shireníc on December 27, 2008, 06:12:17 AM
My friend at school never has a problem with that.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Twén Aråerwén on December 27, 2008, 06:16:28 AM
Just because it goes unsaid (mostly) doesn't mean it doesn't exist. Hence the title of the thread 'Inner most private thoughts'.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Thróg'Shireníc on December 27, 2008, 06:36:16 AM
She tells me a lot of things, and that has never crossed her mind, plus I hang out with her a lot, and she has never showed any action that it might >.>


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on December 27, 2008, 06:40:53 AM
I never have itchy bra straps...

Except when the little ring of metal that connects the strap to the bra isn't covered with plastic. My skin usually has a bad reaction to the metal. Makes my skin itch and, after a long while, turns the skin a little green for whatever reason.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Twén Aråerwén on December 27, 2008, 06:41:15 AM
Contradictions on my own private thoughts, lovely I can't even share those. (http://i215.photobucket.com/albums/cc232/twen_photo/Santh%20stuff/character0109.gif)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on December 27, 2008, 06:43:54 AM
*Blinks.*    Oookay. Just because my bra straps don't happen to itch, doesn't mean that I'm saying that yours can't possibly itch. I was just saying.

Jeeze.  *Puts her hands up and shrugs.*  Whatever. I'm going back to playing Mass Effect.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Twén Aråerwén on December 27, 2008, 06:46:55 AM
Just needed a reason to post the new smiley Noxxie .... Jeeze, have a fit. :P

Just for clarification, yeah it bothers me in various areas but to keep the imagery clean, yeah quite bothersome.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on December 27, 2008, 07:14:04 AM
Capher, I avoid that by making it clear I do not want X-mas presents at all.  Save any of those feelings from occuring in the first place.  The company, not the gifts, is what it's all about.

By the way, I'm against bras for all those mentioned reasons (plus one or two of my own  :evil:)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Twén Aråerwén on December 27, 2008, 07:22:56 AM
No sharing of your Inner most private thoughts Altario?  :devilish:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on December 27, 2008, 07:26:09 AM
PG-13, My Love, PG-13


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Twén Aråerwén on December 27, 2008, 07:29:20 AM
 :lol: "Baiting you didn't work!" ~sighs and wanders off~ :lol:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Rurgol on December 27, 2008, 02:41:30 PM
why was french the offical language of england for some 600 years?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Yurie Yileen on December 27, 2008, 06:21:55 PM
As far as I know, Old Norman was introduced to the English language after Harold was defeated at Hastings in 1066 by William the Conqueror.  After that, the Normans took control of affairs and brought with them their own language.  Over time, the English language was influenced, which is why we have a load of words with Latin roots as well as Germanic ones.

I'm sure there's a lot more to it than that, but it's all I can remember right now!   :)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Rookie Brownbark on December 27, 2008, 09:24:48 PM
Yes!  Latin was really the only written language in Western Europe (because only people of the church knew how to read and write) until around the 11th century when people started translating stories from Latin into medieval french, turning the tales which had been more educational, moral stories into entertainment.  They spread all over, and french took over from latin as the language of the educated, in england too because as Yurie said, we were being ruled by a norman king who forced it on us!  French was used for legal stuff but also for stories and literature - it was the language of knights and nobles, who were finally learning to read! However, those in England did use a dialect of ancient french which is recognisable as Breton French by the spellings and word choices.  The french used then is also not really readable by modern french speakers as it's much closer to latin with many different words, spellings and grammar.  There are many english words in Breton French too.  If you want to have a look at some, this is a great site put together by my tutor - http://www.leeds.ac.uk/french/medfrench (http://www.leeds.ac.uk/french/medfrench).  Just click on one of the pictures to see the texts - if you speak french then it'll help you understand them too.  "Lanval" by Marie de France is written in Breton French.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Yurie Yileen on December 27, 2008, 09:45:37 PM
See, I knew there was a lot more to it!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Rookie Brownbark on December 27, 2008, 09:54:13 PM
I study medieval french - it's my favourite class at uni.  Me and a fellow student enjoy geeking out over the new BBC series "Merlin" and all the many ways it's wrong :P.  Fun!  Hehe.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Eric Kattaisson on December 27, 2008, 10:12:33 PM
Damn, I can't even comprehend modern French, let alone medieval!  I did take a course on Old Norse at Uni, though.  It should have been interesting, reading about Viking expeditions and how they "discovered" America before Columbus, but my teacher made it into an ordeal of boredom!  I hope your classes are more interesting.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Rookie Brownbark on December 27, 2008, 10:19:46 PM
So much depends on the teacher :P.  Yeah, our class is great, we have more focus on the texts themselves (we have modern french translations) than understanding the language, so it's all about knights and stuff.  I'm currently reading the first ever tale to mention King Arthur....which isn't really about King Arthur :P. 


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Eric Kattaisson on December 27, 2008, 10:38:01 PM
Funny you should mention King Arthur, I saw him some time ago.  No, really.  He's called Arthur Uther Pendragon, and apparently he's the reincarnation of our long lost hero.  Check out his link:

http://arthurpendragon.ukonline.co.uk/ (http://arthurpendragon.ukonline.co.uk/)

I was a bit disappointed, though.  When I first saw him I thought he was Elvis, but when I got closer I realised my mistake...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Rookie Brownbark on December 27, 2008, 10:48:09 PM
Hehehehe.  Some people will believe anything!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on December 28, 2008, 03:09:36 AM
@Altario...I agree with you about bras in general and probably because of the same reasons you mentioned... :evil:

As far as the discussion on King Arthur, was it not a French author who wrote the first stories about him? I think the title was something like Morte, de, Arthur...I am sure Rookie that you will correct me appropiately...put me in the stocks and do whatever you want to me; I am yours... :rolling:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Vallari O'Neil on December 28, 2008, 06:44:12 AM
Aw. I miss using this character.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Denrykmar Shialt-eck-Gorrin on December 28, 2008, 06:55:51 AM
As do I :heart:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on December 28, 2008, 08:49:08 AM
Yay for spending most of the christmas weekend....sick >.<


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Eléyr Fásamár on December 28, 2008, 09:39:26 AM
Oh thats too bad Kali :(


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Rookie Brownbark on December 29, 2008, 03:45:36 AM
Yeah, it was a french author, I'm reading a french book for my course called Eric et Enide.  Unclear exactly which one it was though - everyone seems to say different ones and you can't really tell exactly when they were written anyway as most were recopied again and again and added to over the years.  So, I'll just say this could be one of them!

Hope the sickiness soon passes Kali!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Lorek Bearfist on December 29, 2008, 06:30:16 AM
Boredom. Had a gyro for lunch today. I need to clip my toenails. I love this place lots. I miss Twen like crazy. Glad Rookie is back. The Chyrakisth magic system is going to be challenging but fun. I haven't complained much lately.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on December 29, 2008, 08:42:22 AM
I got two new pairs of jeans for myself today. It was nice. I now have three pairs of jeans. Awesome!
Got some undies too. They're mega cute. Two new shirts as well- both are adorable, I assure you.

I dared to wear lipgloss today. A breezed moved a bunch of my hair onto my lips. I had to wash that lock of hair again cause it was all sticky. Ew.

Currently, I'm wearing my new pair of dark jeans and one of my new shirts. It's a matte-gold colour with cute little blobby-alien looking critters drawn in sketch-style on the front. I thought about wearing my cute little black heels with them. I mean... I never wear heels. But I decided against it. Too casual for heels.

I should really try out that thing my sister told me about... how to make your legs look great. Yeah. Where a girl wears a pair of high heels and vacuums. Apparently it's a good work out.

Mmm... should start working out again too. Used to do it almost religiously. I mean... it was pretty awesome. I'm still pretty much the same size as when I did work out all of the time. But my thighs are a bit more squishy. It's sad making. Though, working out and swimming bunches like I used to should help a lot.

Yeah... I think I'll do that.

I'm in a pretty good mood lately. There's something very, very ataractic about killing large amounts of zombies for a couple nights in a row...

Mmm... zombie brain-salad.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on December 29, 2008, 08:48:08 AM
Noxie I love you.  Just because.  Because you are so... you.  No one else could be you, and that is a pretty great thing.  Glad you are happy, and Zombies beware.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on December 29, 2008, 08:53:48 AM
^_^   Altie, I don't see how you aren't taken. You're such a sweetheart. ;D


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on December 29, 2008, 08:57:37 AM
Because Darren =/= Altario.  Altario is a great guy and I wish I could be him, but Darren is an ass, I'm afraid.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on December 29, 2008, 10:47:10 AM
Alas, I am now sad :(  I am at the last of my Turkey.  Nothing til Easter.  There needs to be more holidays.  And I went with the creamed Turkey Nox, though I did not have any Chardonnay to put in the white sauce.  Fajitas were too much of a bother.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on December 29, 2008, 11:06:26 AM
Hmmm...I want to be pregnant...

Ta Da !!  See what my threads can do?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Twén Aråerwén on December 29, 2008, 12:14:32 PM
Hmm ... I want to be rich ... ~waits~


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on December 29, 2008, 12:17:50 PM
uhm... *points to the Time Log on the quote*  It wonna be happenin soon, dearie.

 :buck:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Twén Aråerwén on December 29, 2008, 12:20:57 PM
Been waiting all my life, another year won't hurt :devilish:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on December 29, 2008, 01:12:57 PM
Tell you what... just marry a Canadian guy and after a few short months, you'll get a car, a house.. every darn piece of furniture we ever bought... the dogs... not the dogs!!!... ack!!  ...

er, uhm.... or something along those lines... but I'm not bitter....


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on December 29, 2008, 11:01:05 PM
Because Darren =/= Altario.  Altario is a great guy and I wish I could be him, but Darren is an ass, I'm afraid.

That's okay, Altario. :P  Val =/= Nox. I'm very mean. I'm sure I could match your assery with my own.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on December 29, 2008, 11:08:59 PM
Val or Nox?  Which one is the mean one again?  I get confused  :P


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on December 30, 2008, 12:32:26 AM
after reading the banter between Nox and Altario...I think they should rent a ski lodge and get snowed in for a month!!  Then let's see whether the banter continues.... :evil:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on December 30, 2008, 03:28:36 AM
What a wonderful idea. :D  I'll start looking for a remote lodge now.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Lorek Bearfist on December 30, 2008, 06:20:14 AM
Death to those with trepidation in their hearts. May their blood be used as ink for my writings. I am really loving Frito Lay right now. For some reason the song I'm listening to makes me want to spill large volumes of blood. I am really pissed off that I have only one cigarette left until I go to the store. Hail Thor for Santharia so that I may use it as a release of my creativity.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on December 30, 2008, 10:56:10 AM
 :(

Once again, the holidays seem to be the worst time for certain events to happen.  My mother, who lost her husband, my father, 33 years ago, found a renewed chance at love earlier this year.  She found him laying unconscious in the garage from a massive stroke that the doctors say he will not recover from.

I lost my wife only a few weeks before Christmas 10 years ago, and though the pain of death is never easy to deal with, it seems that when it happens over the holidays, it burns itself into your psyche just a bit deeper than it might.

I am not sure if I shall be gone from the site for a day or two, things are still unsettled.

Mom, I love you. :heart:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Hylphán on December 30, 2008, 11:19:26 PM
My prayers will be with you and yours my friend... take care of your mother, I know she will really appreciate it.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on December 31, 2008, 12:48:25 AM
I add my own sentiments to Hylphan's, Altario. I will pray for you, and your mother at this time of sorrow and uncertainity.

Take care my friend.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Lorek Bearfist on December 31, 2008, 12:55:58 AM
I read Altario's post and am a bit disturbed. I miss my late night talks with Kalina in IRC lately. My mood ring is pissing me off because I don't know what a deep crimson almost black means. Tomorrow is New Year's Eve and I have nothing to do. I'm feeling really reckless right now. I could go for a gyro, fries and a soda. I think the guy two tables over from me is dumb for wearing a tank top in thirty degree weather. I hurt for Altario. My friend, I hope all things brighten up in the coming year.

Sincerely~Lorek Deathfist


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Rhia on December 31, 2008, 06:15:46 AM
Likewise, Altario. Haven't talked to you before, but you have my sympathy. :undecided:

I'm in a jumbled mood today...:

I got my first eye contacts this morning and am really excited! I've been waiting to get them forever.

I am so frustrated with my situation with my friends. Well, some of them. There's a certain four... They seem to always just... forget about me. And they don't seem to realize it. It hurts. It would be healthy for me to have a heart to heart with them, but I'm too... I don't know... scared? lazy? both?

Hormones suck... So does puberty. But it must be worthwhile; why else do most people come out as good people?

Sunshine pouring through the window, pooling on the wall and floor... The embodiment of happiness. I should be happy. I will be soon.


(Thanks for letting me ramble... Not expecting a response, just wanted to spill my feelings. :))


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kareesh Valendar on December 31, 2008, 06:30:42 AM
@Alt: I'm sorry. I haven't talked to you in quite awhile. I know how you feel....kind of. I hope this coming year proves better for you. Maybe he will prove the doctors wrong and will recover. I've known instances like that and I have seen them in person.

@Rhia, I've never talked to you before, but I know how you feel with your friends. I felt that way once in high school. Yet, it turned out for the best. I avoided a lot of heartache for that little heartache of feeling left out. I know its tough, but you can make it.


For my rambling...well, it will be rambling. My boyfriend just got XBox Live and now I feel kinda tossed to the side. I know it's just a new toy and blah blah blah, but I've been through this before. The whole boyfriend being addicted to video games and all that jazz. Can't blame them. I'm a gamer as well. But...yeah. We'll just have to see.

Sitting here waiting for 5 o'clock to roll around. Can't wait to get out of here. I really want to work on all my characters and I'm having trouble just focusing on one.

Elves are stupid. Why do they have to live so long. Making me write huge long histories for them. Stupid.

My heart hurts. Not physically, but it just hurts for those hurting. I've been....more in tune to that lately. I cry at the simplest things. There's a commercial about donating $2.50 to a ministry that feeds homeless people. It shows a disheveled man receiving a plate of warm food. He says "Thank You" and I start to cry. Can't even watch some good movies now because my emotions are so out of wack. I know it's fake, but my emotions don't. Movies like The Last Samurai.

I need to clean my apartment and do dishes....

So....apparently there's going to be a bachorlette party for one of my good friends....I'm a bridesmaid so of course I'm invited, but I'm having problems with the person in charge. Just got a text message saying "Jan 6th be ready to party". Oooookay....what if I'm not available. That is a Tuesday. I do work full-time, ya know. Is it not even courtesy to ask the bridesmaids when they're available anymore, or was I just the only one not asked? Grrr.....

Okay, I need to get something to drink (non-alcoholic since I'm at work, but we'll see afterwards). So....yup, you've been in the head of Kareesh. Congrats.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on December 31, 2008, 08:12:41 AM
*hugs Kar* You do what you feel is right, but don't let your friends drag you around. It isn't fair to you and you shouldn't be treated that way.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Rhia on December 31, 2008, 08:19:43 AM
>Kareesh: :hug:
I'll get through it. I will. I just let it get me down a lot...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on January 01, 2009, 03:20:20 PM
I'm very sorry Altario. :(  I hope everything turns out okay- or even good/great- in the end.


As for me... my internet at home is down. We don't know why. Says that it's connected but it refuses to connect. We think our router thingy is bad. Hmm...


Well... it's new years as of one hour and sixteen minutes ago (as I'm typing this). I can hear all the partying going on from in my sister's apartment. I'm babysitting, you see. On new years eve. It's great... really. I could be out at a rather awesome party right now with some friends. But this is what I am doing instead of socializing with the two of the three/four friends that I have left (ah, that number just keeps dwindling) who I actually am trying to keep in touch with. But I'm good at being alone and Ryland is fast asleep, so I guess this is a pretty alright night so far.

... Heh...


I am suddenly immensely depressed. And I wonder if it's bad that sometimes, like now, I can't tell whether I'm hungry or sad...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: elven beauty 101 on January 01, 2009, 04:36:22 PM
Leaps out of nowhere and hugs Nox and doesn't let go. (Seriously...he's hanging on to her)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Rookie Brownbark on January 02, 2009, 12:26:35 AM
Well Nox, be comforted that most of the people who did go party last night are now fully regretting it, me included. Whilst you stayed in and looked after little Ryland, thus earning yourself oodles of good karma and brownie points. Plus you don't have to drink your own weight in water to try and make the headache go away :P.

Have a hug anyway Noxie-pie, we love you, arsyness and all!  :hug:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on January 03, 2009, 02:11:59 AM
I have survived, though yesterday it was in doubt.  My New Years Resolution is to not drink this year.  I'm 1 day and counting.  I should have hooked up with Nox and babysat.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on January 03, 2009, 04:22:48 AM
Ryland slept from 11pm until 4am. Then fell back to sleep at 4:30am.

Just saying. We definitely would not have been playing video games all night if you'd been here, Altario. ;)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: elven beauty 101 on January 03, 2009, 04:27:52 AM
(Still hugging Nox, with no sign of warying)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: fionn on January 03, 2009, 04:40:43 AM
(pushes a crowbar into Nox's trapped hand, for if and when she wishes to regain the use of her arms.)
"just in case." ^o^


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: elven beauty 101 on January 03, 2009, 04:43:31 AM
(looks over at Fionn) Is that nessisary? Lady...?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on January 03, 2009, 04:43:45 AM
*Wriggles*   Eeek... Something slightly smaller than myself is latched on like a leech!   *Falls over.* :buck:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: elven beauty 101 on January 03, 2009, 04:45:08 AM
(Desides to continue hugging  :grin:)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: fionn on January 03, 2009, 04:50:17 AM
there, see? i think it was necessary.
 - victory sip of very cold coffee - yukyukyukyukyuk. bleh.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: elven beauty 101 on January 03, 2009, 04:56:59 AM
(Pulls Fionn into the hug, making a group hug of the ages!)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: fionn on January 03, 2009, 04:58:47 AM
sir i must protest, i- wow, you have really long arms. :shocked:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: elven beauty 101 on January 03, 2009, 05:01:58 AM
(Smiles as he cuttles them both) Happy now, Nox? see the love I bring? its for you!!! :heart: :grin: :heart:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: fionn on January 03, 2009, 05:04:13 AM
i've never been cuttled before. it's like the freindliest cephalopodic display of affection ever. here is an octopus to share the fun. :D


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on January 03, 2009, 05:09:12 AM
pshhhahahaha


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: elven beauty 101 on January 03, 2009, 05:11:30 AM
Ha! (leaps down and turns to them) I'm a hobbit to be sure, not a octopus..., at least i hope so...(starts waving his arms slowly in front of his face to find out)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on January 03, 2009, 05:12:59 AM
All your other arms are invisible.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: elven beauty 101 on January 03, 2009, 05:56:48 AM
ah! thats it! (Pulls huge leather bound book out and slams it on ground then inks a quill, then begins to document the encounter)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on January 03, 2009, 05:58:09 AM
If you are an Octopus, I don't wanna think about how you just inked that quill..... :undecided:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: elven beauty 101 on January 03, 2009, 06:02:20 AM
with this... (pulls out a ink bottle and stares at Altario for a while before muttering to himself) Strange people...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: elven beauty 101 on January 03, 2009, 06:28:04 AM
(finishes documenting encounter, stands up and slides book away into bag, then looks around) anyone want a hug? :hug:?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: elven beauty 101 on January 03, 2009, 06:34:11 AM
(starts juggling Nox's 18 borrowed Nightooth and Fionn's short craft knife while whistling to himself)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on January 03, 2009, 06:44:57 AM
*Bops Felik on top of the head and quickly recovers her Nightooths.* No touchy...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: elven beauty 101 on January 03, 2009, 06:47:50 AM
HEY! I was looking at those!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: elven beauty 101 on January 03, 2009, 06:50:04 AM
(takes a puff of his pipe, then pops her on the head, taking the nightooths back to draw them in his book) You're get them back in a minute...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: elven beauty 101 on January 03, 2009, 06:52:56 AM
(manages to find a spot in his book next to a highly detailed drawing of a moonblade and a longbow)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Eléyr Fásamár on January 03, 2009, 08:33:25 AM
Many people look down upon those who post three things in a row, needlessly. May I direct your attention to the edit button. If no one has replied to your post, than you can just edit it rather than reposting if it is pretty much the same thing anyways. :)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: elven beauty 101 on January 03, 2009, 09:55:05 AM
lol, ok, Police woman, lady, ma'am!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Mannix on January 03, 2009, 01:36:22 PM
I think you might mean policeman. :P


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Vallari O'Neil on January 03, 2009, 01:40:13 PM
Yes. Eleyr is very much male. :P


(Nox = Vallari = Daelynn = Precious)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Hylphán on January 03, 2009, 04:18:37 PM
and several more not revealed at this time....



Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on January 03, 2009, 06:47:14 PM
Nox= Altario's  :heart:  All else is icing on the cake.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Rookie Brownbark on January 03, 2009, 07:22:02 PM
You have cake?  Where's my cake? :P


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Hylphán on January 03, 2009, 08:23:49 PM
He ate it all, Rookie!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Rookie Brownbark on January 03, 2009, 08:52:42 PM
Gosh, darn it!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: elven beauty 101 on January 03, 2009, 09:10:56 PM
Yes. Eleyr is very much male. :P


Oops, lol, I saw the Pic then thought it was a girl. Sorry Eleyr  :buck:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: fionn on January 04, 2009, 02:26:59 AM
there's nothing wrong with being an octopus, your lordship - they can fit through holes this big (holds thumb and forefinger in a circle) and they come in all pretty colours. unleash your inner invertebrate today!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Thróg'Shireníc on January 04, 2009, 02:44:12 AM
Wow, this has gotten really interesting as of recent.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: elven beauty 101 on January 04, 2009, 04:12:14 AM
(Jumps through Fionn's hand gesture) Guess you're right...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Lorek Bearfist on January 04, 2009, 04:16:46 AM
You do NOT want to know my inner most thoughts right now. Trust me. I wonder what color Felik is using for his signature. Hmmm .....


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: elven beauty 101 on January 04, 2009, 05:00:47 AM
You do NOT want to know my inner most thoughts right now. Trust me. I wonder what color Felik is using for his signature. Hmmm .....

color=#6698FF


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on January 04, 2009, 06:31:28 AM
*sigh*   Just finished watching Braveheart... about my 15th time prolly over the years.  Its why I love this genre, albeit more historical than fantastical.  (not that Braveheart can be considered History as it was)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: fionn on January 04, 2009, 06:56:13 AM
not with Gibson's accent as it was. ;)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kareesh Valendar on January 04, 2009, 10:00:06 AM
Hm....one of my ancestors knew William Wallace....he was asked to go fetch Wallace to save Scotland. Yay for my clan!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Fu Luft on January 05, 2009, 02:11:46 AM
Talking of ancestors: one of mine is said to have been a pirate in the service of Klaus Störtebeker, a feared buccaneer captain who troubled the Hanseatic League (a sea-trade association of free coastal cities in Northern Germany in the late middle ages). After years of rampant pirating, the infamous Störtebeker was eventually caught and sentenced to decapitation. The legend goes that before the execution Störtebeker was told that as many of his men as he would manage to walk past without his head would be spared death. So the captain's head was chopped off, and the headless pirate started walking past his old comrades, who were standing in line, awaiting their fate. Apparently Störtebeker managed to walk past eleven of his men, and was stopped only when the judge threw the executioner's block (stained by the blood that had spurted out of the captain's severed veins) in his way. One of these eleven men, my family assert, was my great-great-great- (etc.)-grandfather.  :rolleyes:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on January 05, 2009, 02:35:10 AM
Why does having your heart ripped in two have to hurt so bad, especially when there isn't anyone there to help sooth the pain?



Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: elven beauty 101 on January 05, 2009, 03:05:26 AM
(Hugs Kalína) There is someone out there that can, But you must find him.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on January 05, 2009, 10:32:27 AM
Oh, I have him. But he did the ripping.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: elven beauty 101 on January 05, 2009, 10:53:31 AM
punch him in the head


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kareesh Valendar on January 05, 2009, 01:53:33 PM
*huggles* Oh, honey, you know you always have someone for ya. Even though I'm not very close, I'm usually just a text or call away. Except when I leave my phone at my house....oops....


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Lorek Bearfist on January 06, 2009, 01:29:55 AM
*Gives Kalina a big hug to reassure her.* I always got your back, too. You know we're still tight. If you need *anything*, you know how to get a hold of me, I think. Well, how 'bout I pm ya my E-mail and yahoo screen name unless you still have them.

Hmmmm .... my inner most private thoughts. Right now I share in Lady Kalina's heartbreak, mine may vary slightly. I really feel like I'm losing my already not-so-tight grip on sanity. My anger is bubbling to the surface and I'm lashing out at people I care about lately. Feh, why am I complaining; things can always get worse. I've still got you guys, right? *Looks around and there's no one in sight.* Damn it! I do have good news, I'm trying to quit smoking. It's a disgusting habit that shows a lack of discipline. I'm cutting my hair tonight. I love my buddy John's cat, Bear. I'm a kick ass individual. One last thing; I love this place very much. I really don't know what I would do without it as a release.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: seth ghibta on January 06, 2009, 02:10:24 AM
Nice one on quitting smoking - good luck, it's something you'll be able to view as a massive acheivement. :thumbup: :thumbup: :thumbup:
everyone seems to be getting a bit maudlin - it must be the new year's wintryness, and, if your anything like me, the first day back at school. :cry:
personally, i've had an alright day; i've been given a conditional offer by the uni course i wanted, my bus came early so i got home about ten minutes earlier than usual, i've been promised a late christmas present tomorrow, and there are still 42 bright orange lollipops in my bedroom, waiting to be eaten.
i think a lot of us love this place a lot. it is a pretty cool place, and has lots of very cool people wandering it's twisting pathways.
yay for the colour orange, creative writing at degree level, and Santharia!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Thróg'Shireníc on January 06, 2009, 03:26:54 AM
   Kalina, I feel for your pain, as I am of a very in depth understanding. I wish you the best of luck through it, and hope that the one meant for you finds his way soon, if he has not already found you. I'm here if you need to talk, pm, yahoo, or myspace, any are contactable.

   As for Lorek, I wish you the best of luck in quiting, my parents smoke, and throw so much money away in it, and it is utterly repulsive in my view. Also, I know what that is like, had a two week period like that about a month or two before we got out of school. I utterly rejected my friends, wouldn't hardly talk to them, and sometimes lashed out at them for no apparent reason. But, I made it through, lost a friend or two maybe, but strengthened the bonds with my close ones even more afterwords.

   As for my own private thoughts, I am in worse condition then usual. My close and beloved friends are all finding people that make them happy, and I am still lonely. Aside from them, who love and care about me much, there is no one there for me to be with. I seem to have horrible luck though with finding someone. I have only had two, but both were horrible. I will not go into details, but I will say I'm not making that mistake again.
   Aside from that, first day back in school tomorrow, I'm excited. I got one of my favorite teachers for science, I got another of my favorite teachers for an technology class, and I got a teacher I've yet to meet for literature. I'm going to get to spend more time with my friends, hopefully. Also, I get to finally read the third book in Paolini's series of Eragon.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: seth ghibta on January 06, 2009, 04:38:46 AM
aww, come on everyone, cheer up a bit. here - hands out orange lollipops to everyone in the vicinity - now tell me something good that happened today, or something you're looking forward to. please? :kiss:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Simonne Miller on January 06, 2009, 05:33:48 AM
Throg, no offense, but if the age it says in your profile is your actual age, you shouldn't despair just yet of ever finding someone. You still have lots and lots of time to find the right one! (and just a word of advice: once you find him or her, fight to keep them. True love is hard work ;))

Anyway! Something cheerful... I'm more or less warm while outside it's snowing :P Just my hands are still kinda cold ;)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Eléyr Fásamár on January 06, 2009, 07:15:08 AM
My profile picture always get people confused ... I swear it was labeled "Elven Prince" on the site I got it from!

I would change it, as I don't exactly love it, but I haven't found a good enough replacement.  :undecided:

Well, whatever, I don't really mind, but even without that I'd love to have a profile picture that just "fit" Eleyr better. Hmm.. ~scours deviantart for the umpteenth time~


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Weivóc'Neán on January 06, 2009, 07:36:03 AM
   Seth, I did say good things I'm looking forward to. Which i will add, I get to see my brother's tattoo today also. It sounded painful, and most likely was, with where and what he got.

   Simonne, I've never had good luck, with most anything, especially other people. I never could make friends easy, I was never able to focus in school, which if I could, I would ace all my classes, as without the focus, i already make A's and B's, and I just overall fail at life. But oh well, I will compensate for that in some way. The few friends I have, and the few more I will surely make, will more than compensate for it.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Lorek Bearfist on January 06, 2009, 10:01:25 AM
I'm just feeling very despondent and envious. Gloomy because everyone around me is happy, in love and their cups runneth over. Appetent because as I scan through their internet photojournals (which seems to me like they got just to rub their happiness in my face) of weddings and other events, I'm reminded that it'll never be me posting pictures like that. It almost kills me inside. The death of a soul is a powerful thing. However, satisfaction is the death of desire and I would severely miss desire. For Lady Desire and I have had a long road together and I'm almost comfortable. I've also very recently made a very stupid decision and now must live with permanent consequences of said decision. I won't mention it here to spare myself some dignity. Some of you may already know by scoping my Deviant Art page. Also, I've cancelled my vacation to Canada to do some Dev stuff and get a rush on my CD. Oy!

On a good note, I think my favorite pro football team is going to win the Super Bowl. Also, my friend and I have plans to hang out tomorrow. Hopefully she won't cancel, as it will be the fifth time in three weeks. I must also drop proper thanks to Arti for creating such a wonderful place. Only my love of writing could inspire me to cancel a trip to go ice fishing. To any who read this; thank you very much.

Sincerely,

Lorek


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Rhia on January 06, 2009, 12:32:39 PM
Still kind of have the friends problem. It's very strange. It gets better, then worse. Then better, then worse. Sometimes I just want to rest my head against a cold window and cry.
     Well- all the same- I'm alive, well nourished, and have a great family and a safe place to sleep.  :thumbup:

Seth:
Quote
Everyone seems to be getting a bit maudlin - it must be the new year's wintryness, and, if your anything like me, the first day back at school.
You must be right. I'm not usually this despondent. Though I'm not physically tired, maybe mentally- I feel like I could lie down and sleep for three days. (When will Brilliant People invent robots that go to school for you and solve your friend problems?)

Hm... One bright spot... I'm very much looking forward to high school. More people and all that. (And better bands! Hurrah!)


I haven't really talked to many of you, but still... :heart:
Throg> :undecided: Good luck, Throg. My small advice is patience.

Kalina> :hug: Everyone in Santharia is rooting for you, Lady Kalina...

Seth and Felik: Bright spots in everyone's depressedness! :)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Weivóc'Neán on January 06, 2009, 08:28:14 PM
Thank you Rhia, every little bit of encouragement sparks happiness.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Seh'nara Celebrindal on January 07, 2009, 01:05:10 AM
A Maths sucks. Period. My teacher for A Maths sucks. She teaches too fast, and it isn't just me. My principal screwed up my school. He's making the recesses shorter and the day longer. He changed the period timing from 30 minute blocks to 25 minutes. How irregular is that? There's only a difference of 15 minutes between 1.5 hours and 75 minutes. School is too long. I'm stuck with a bitch in three classes. She hates me, and the feeling's mutual. I have to choose between my debates and my drama competitions. Friends in both, and both have benefits. I don't know which one to choose.  There's so many things I want to scream at my principal, but I can't. His face just says "punch me because I'm a jackass".

This year is not going to be good.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Zann Lightbringer on January 07, 2009, 02:11:11 AM
I know how you feel. I have a subject called 'Momentum Transfer' and the professor is a little chubby curly-haired tiny-mustached pig-nosed guy who doesn't know how to teach. Every time I see him, I get the urge to tear off his ugly mustache and shove it up his... Never mind.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: seth ghibta on January 07, 2009, 02:50:41 AM
i've got looming resits for biology, which are stomping all over my scholarship exams, uni interviews and the million bits of coursework supplied by other lessons, all because last year we had a rubbish biology teacher who didnt seem to grasp that he had to actually teach us something ,  and teach it correctly, for it to be accessible when he wanted to test us on our knowledge. everyone in our class is resitting the modules he taught us, because we all got really low marks on them.
i don't like him. :angry:
on the other hand, still got about 40 lollipops, and although i'm cold and sligtly lightheaded from not really eating today, i have a big mug of coffee in my hands. yay for coffee!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on January 07, 2009, 04:05:36 AM
I once had a biology teacher who disliked me just because he'd had my sister in his class a couple years ago and, for whatever reason, didn't like her. He also didn't bother to really teach us, he'd spend the class talking about himself and what he did last vacation. He thought he was actually interesting or something.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Thróg'Shireníc on January 07, 2009, 05:00:44 AM
   My first period is ok, even though over half the people in it I don't like. American literature with a halfway bald, sort of built out man, who looks like he used to play football or something. I'm going to hate it, just cause of the people in it.

   Second, engineering applications with a favorite teacher of mine, with some pretty awesome people in it, so I'm going to have fun in there. We get to do a lot of stuff in there, plus have free time to mess around, so it will be fun.

   My third, and currently last class, is my favorite science teacher, for chemistry. He says the class will be hard, but I don't think it will be as hard as he says, except for the fact of the people in it, none of them really like me.

   Hopefully I can find a job, so I won't have a fourth period and can start saving up some money. Other than that, I got a pretty good lunch. 1st lunch with quite a few of my friends.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Lorek Bearfist on January 08, 2009, 10:20:20 AM
Registering online for college courses in Creative Writing. Hopefully I can make a VERY lucrative career from my love of literature. I would love nothing more than to be able to take care of my friends and loved ones for the rest of our natural lives. I am going bonkers from trying to quit smoking but am doing okay with it. Down to three cigarettes a day for five days, then two for five days, then one for five days. After that, I'm laying them down. Well, that's all I wanted to share for now. TTFN.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: seth ghibta on January 09, 2009, 02:01:21 AM
i'm trying to do a creative writing course too! the scholarship exam is looming and finding solace in comic books and cheese toasties is having only limited effect...
keep going lorek - we're all very proud of you!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on January 11, 2009, 09:20:14 AM
Praying for a miracle....


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Twén Aråerwén on January 12, 2009, 01:40:49 PM
"The most preposterous notion that H. sapiens have ever dreamed up is that the Lord God of Creation, Shaper and Ruler of all the Universes, wants the saccharine adoration of His creatures, can be swayed by their prayers, and becomes petulant if He does not receive this flattery. Yet this absurd fantasy, without a shred of evidence to bolster it, pays all the expenses of the oldest, largest, and least productive industry in all history." -Lazarus Long

There is no offense meant here, but this is what is in my thoughts. Not that I believe it, but I am pondering it.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on January 12, 2009, 02:04:54 PM
I've never before sat anxiously by to the phone, waiting for someone to call.

I'm disappointed.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on January 12, 2009, 02:08:33 PM
You ain't given me your number yet... so... you could be waiting awhile....  :P


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: bloodreborn 2 on January 12, 2009, 02:08:57 PM
Lets see, my school is full of mindless tools and gossiping monkeys, my friends are a bunch of socialite rejects whom i make an effort to avoid meeting in any type of confrontation, the majority of my corrupt teaches are so boring it feels like I'm have a drill boring into my head, but i still have to listen and suck-up so i can get a grade over C-
I am so distant from my family it's not funny, I'm a only child so I'm always alone, i work, my mom has cervix cancer, my dad is a failure and my only distraction is this computer ... did i miss anything.




Yep, life is great. :undecided:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on January 12, 2009, 02:15:32 PM
Oh, Altario-dollie. If you honestly want my number, don't put it past me to supply you with it. ;)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on January 12, 2009, 02:31:14 PM
~hopes that the forces of good are on her side tomorrow and good news will be told upon desperate ears~


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on January 12, 2009, 02:38:51 PM
heh... oh, the conversations we could have, my love  :heart:



And Blood.  I choose not to reply to your posts, because I do not like the way you treat people on this board, and the one previous to this. That said, I do not relish the troubles that you have in your life.  I think most of us here do have heartache and pain in their lives. It is, unfortunately, part of the human condition. But, the mark of strong character is not in the trials that are in our lives, but how we deal with said trails.  A man, and I say this knowing that you are still young, is not made great in how many people they can alienate, but in how many people they can count as friends, for it is in friendship that the trying times are overcome. Avoidance only brings solitude, which in itself is yet another trial, and serves to increase the pain of the others.

Remember that, as people here reach out in friendship to you. Perhaps you can learn something from them. Perhaps, in some small way, they can help lessen your pain.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on January 12, 2009, 02:41:41 PM
Aw. You don't talk to me on MSN anymore, Altario. :heart:


Oh yeah... My hair is purple. Strange.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on January 12, 2009, 02:43:53 PM
ooo... purple.... heh, interesting....

As for MSN... we shall have to remedy that, won't we?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on January 12, 2009, 02:46:04 PM
Why, yes, we will. ;)

(Oh! It probably doesn't help that my MSN status is usually on "Offline", huh?)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on January 12, 2009, 03:04:44 PM
heh... mine too... too many I don't wanna talk too...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on January 13, 2009, 12:44:15 PM
Braveheart last night (yes, I know I just watchd it last weekend too)

Excaliber and Dragonheart tonight......


Making my fertile mind just chok full of ideas for Dev Side and FD



Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: seth ghibta on January 14, 2009, 03:15:51 AM
dragonheart was my favourite film in the world when i was about seven. now the dragons in my head grumble that it's not like that in real life, and i end up putting star wars on to shut them up.

on another note, there's a blackbird in my kitchen, and he's staring at me.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Zann Lightbringer on January 15, 2009, 10:52:26 PM
Wow. There's a black bird at my bedroom window, and it's staring at me too. Or maybe on a bunch of seedless grapes I have beside me. In any case, there's no way that bird will get my grapes! *chomp chomp*

My inner most private thoughts: Why do most of the people I RP (here and in other games) with likes nothing more than to insult clerics?? Don't they know that when they do that, they incur the wrath of a cleric's respective patron? Just they wait until the clerical magic is up -- I'll teach them a lesson they'll never forget! :evil:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: bloodreborn 2 on January 16, 2009, 12:05:43 AM
Isn't a black bird a bad Oman, representing death or the death of a loved one.
Hmm, or maybe I'm just really, really paranoid...no reason to worry Zann, i have episodes like this all the time, I'm sure good fortune shall smile upon you.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Weivóc'Neán on January 16, 2009, 12:07:23 AM
I have some of the uptmost respect for clerics, as when they play a part in anything, their role is vital for their part in many ways. So don't get down if others insult you, as they don't understand the power and prestige you hold.

As for my own: Brisingr is turning out really good. I hope to finish it by the end of next week. I'm still trying to think about Throg's history, while doing so many other things, and can't think of anything, so I might not be on IRC tonight, or IMVU, so that I can get some work done on him. My friends are either really happy right now, or sickly. I might be getting a job soon, as my mother found out about some sort of job seminar thing, and I will be going soon. Aside from that, I'm elligible to finally get my license, so I just have to find a worthy vehicle that I can to take it in, as they give you less room for the parking than a crouded parking lot. Other than that, scattered brained thoughts and schemes are floating around randomly in my head, and I have nothing to with them, but oh well, one day they will come to life

.:Edit:. Blood, usually no, but oh well, it could be, no need to worry.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Eléyr Fásamár on January 16, 2009, 12:45:15 AM
Wow. There's a black bird at my bedroom window, and it's staring at me too. Or maybe on a bunch of seedless grapes I have beside me. In any case, there's no way that bird will get my grapes! *chomp chomp*

My inner most private thoughts: Why do most of the people I RP (here and in other games) with likes nothing more than to insult clerics?? Don't they know that when they do that, they incur the wrath of a cleric's respective patron? Just they wait until the clerical magic is up -- I'll teach them a lesson they'll never forget! :evil:

Well.. If the God doesn't exist in the mind of that character, they wouldn't know that, no.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Rookie Brownbark on January 16, 2009, 12:47:48 AM
But...even if you didn't believe in God, would you run the risk of not being able to be healed to point it out?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Seh'nara Celebrindal on January 16, 2009, 12:49:07 AM
Dear someone: Thank you for your input on my music preferences. I detest you too.

On another note, Going Postal is a nice book.

And some extremists would object, IMHO. :\


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on January 16, 2009, 12:51:42 AM
I hope to find my muse before the week is out. At least I have finally written something after several months of a dry spell. Despite it being so depressing in nature. Something is better than nothing.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Zann Lightbringer on January 16, 2009, 01:12:22 AM
Lol thanks Wei. But really, they seems to mock clerics more than the magi, warriors, and commoners combined. Perhaps they don't know that there are many different types of clerics and not just the healing type? :huh:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Twén Aråerwén on January 16, 2009, 01:39:22 AM
Maybe you forgot there are some of us that stand up for clerics Zann.  :cry:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: seth ghibta on January 16, 2009, 01:49:33 AM
blacbird update:
he is still staring at me. i dont know about them being an omen of anything, but i wouldnt be surprised - they appear to have a talent for a ferocious stare. we've named him Lucien, because it suits him, and his wing's getting better. he pecks very hard.
as for going postal, i very much agree its a great book. i suggest you follow it with making money, that is an excellent book. :D


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Zann Lightbringer on January 16, 2009, 01:51:28 AM
Lol Twennie, of course not. :hug:

I mean most of the people I RP with, but not all. ;)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Twén Aråerwén on January 16, 2009, 02:54:41 PM
Friends are forever; guys are whatever.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on January 16, 2009, 09:01:20 PM
Not sure how to take that, as (the last time I checked) I is a guy....


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Twén Aråerwén on January 16, 2009, 11:44:27 PM
:devilish: :innoc:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on January 17, 2009, 02:56:32 AM
LOL @Twen and Altario-if I had a teenage age daughter I would lock her up until she turns 21...of course eighteen in the U.S. is when they are considered, and I say considered with trepidation, an adult.

Oh, yeah I forgot, if any boy did come sniffing around, I would let them see my sawed off twelve guage shot gun first and let them get the meaning...LOL


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Aylix Goth on January 17, 2009, 09:33:34 AM
Kalina... Know what you mean about missing muses. Mine seems to pop in and out at random.

This is frustrating... I wanna write.

Something decent as well.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Vallari O'Neil on January 18, 2009, 02:10:42 PM
Who all has seen the movie Happy Feet?

You know the part where all the little baby penguins are in their little school for their heart song? The part where Gloria sings a little bit of Boogie Wonderland? Well, I can sing that part in that little feminine Tommy Pickles voice that she sings it in. It's creepy.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on January 18, 2009, 02:11:31 PM
I'm listenin.....


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Vallari O'Neil on January 18, 2009, 02:16:12 PM
Perhaps I'll post it?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on January 18, 2009, 02:16:41 PM
perhaps you will  :heart:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Hylphán on January 18, 2009, 02:17:24 PM
Perhaps you'd better!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on January 19, 2009, 06:23:03 AM
ok, just made myself a couple of burgers for lunch... then it hit me, outta the blue.  People are strange ducks.

Take for example, my burgers.  I regularly put chedder on them before they are done cooking, then make my buns.  Always, always, always do I put my mayo on the crown, whilst the mustard and ketchup goes on the bottom piece (I know it has a name, but can't recall.  Should have worked at McDonalds longer than one day I guess  :buck: )  Now I do this, cuz to me, mustard and ketchup on cheese just goes in the face of God and all thats good in the world.  Yet, if I think about it, its all together in the burger.  But, if I made my burger the other way around, I'm sure that I would not enjoy it nearly as much.

Hmm.  Strange ducks indeed.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on January 19, 2009, 06:26:16 AM
You are strange. :P


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on January 19, 2009, 06:30:57 AM
teehee


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Hylphán on January 19, 2009, 08:40:02 AM
quack??


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on January 19, 2009, 09:18:10 AM
moo?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on January 19, 2009, 09:44:41 AM
mreow


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Vallari O'Neil on January 19, 2009, 12:02:19 PM
Crazy things are about to happen. I think...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: fionn on January 20, 2009, 02:09:37 AM
a dinosaur made of gold runs in, tail thrashing, stomping about like a moody teenager. it turns, then roars defiantly at something just outside of the post box. suddenly a giant human figure, made entirely of bees, strides in, and starts to fight with the dinosaur (a carnotaurus, if you were wondering) an epic battle follows, until the dinosaur runs off crying with swollen stings all over it. the be-giant laughs evilly, then disolves as the bees fly off in different directions. Fionn walks across the post box, holding a tube of antihistamine lotion. stands at the edge of the box talking sympathetically to someone out of view. eventually walks out of the box, to return soon after leading the carnotaurus by its little swollen hand. the dinosaur is crying, but feels better when a cake is produced.
oh, look Val, you were right. :D


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Zann Lightbringer on January 20, 2009, 02:20:45 AM
That's it! :angry:

A friend of mine just called my cleric an "obese girlie baker dressed in a man's clothes"!!

*Curses the guy in the name of Nehtor* :buck:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Rookie Brownbark on January 20, 2009, 03:47:32 AM
 :shocked:  This person knows a lot of girls with full beards then?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Simonne Miller on January 20, 2009, 04:12:33 AM
Maybe he's met Koka  :rolling:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Aylix Goth on January 20, 2009, 05:49:32 AM
I'm green!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Rookie Brownbark on January 20, 2009, 06:05:00 AM
Leprechaun!!!!!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on January 20, 2009, 11:06:42 AM
Mug 'im for 'is gold!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on January 20, 2009, 11:08:40 AM
and his Lucky Charms... they're magically delicious ya know


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Vallari O'Neil on January 20, 2009, 12:07:01 PM
*My* lucky charms are magically delicious. ;)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on January 20, 2009, 12:29:47 PM
oh  :shocked:

Come to Canada!!!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Aylix Goth on January 21, 2009, 01:02:59 AM
... You'll be staying away from my lucky charms thank you very much! O.O


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on January 23, 2009, 10:28:32 PM
It's -29C and -36C with wind chill..... I don't wanna go work outside all day  :(

Can someone lend me a million dollars so I can retire?  Noxie?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Weivóc'Neán on January 23, 2009, 11:54:28 PM
If I ever win a multi-million dollar, hopefully a billion dollar lottery one day, you will be on my list to give to.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Yurie Yileen on January 23, 2009, 11:59:28 PM
Hey, Altario, ya big softie!  Quit complaining and get out there!  Grrrrrr!!!  Nothing like some 'ard graft to warm you up!   :buck:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Serpentfang on January 24, 2009, 12:16:47 AM
I want to be retired before I finish college. :(


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on January 25, 2009, 09:57:45 AM
Okay, guys! I thought this was hilarious and inanely awesome, so I decided it to share it with you. I know that the picture is a bit big, just deal with it.

This guy that was hired by a company in Seattle, in his contract it was stipulated that he wanted a desk made out of LEGO's! For more on the story, click on the picture below. And, yes, that is a picture of the desk!

Story as told by the guy that built the desk:

(http://www.ericharshbarger.org/lego/images/desk/desk_16.jpg) (http://www.ericharshbarger.org/lego/desk.html)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Thorin Broadfist on January 25, 2009, 10:11:17 AM
I have some questions and comments.
Q: Is that as awesome as I think it is?
C: Yes!!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on January 25, 2009, 10:17:29 AM
I miss playing with legos.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Thorin Broadfist on January 25, 2009, 10:19:56 AM
I'm glad I still have three drawers full of them! :)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on January 25, 2009, 10:22:45 AM
Why stop, Noxie?

Especially now with little Ryland around, he's gonna want someone to lego with


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on January 25, 2009, 10:42:04 AM
I loved legos growing up, and Aaron still has a massive box full of them at his parents which needs to be dug out. (for our children, obviously)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Vallari O'Neil on January 25, 2009, 11:02:48 AM
He's only seven months or so.. he'd eat them.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on January 26, 2009, 03:55:55 AM
Well... they are kinda fun to chew...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on January 28, 2009, 01:21:50 AM
especially when you dip them in chocolate and ginger and make a gingerbread house out of them....lol


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Lorek Bearfist on January 28, 2009, 01:45:04 AM
*Is singing* Passing through the storm, led by demons! Walking between the world of men and gods. Cast no shadows, draw no light. I rape the priestess on pagan's night. I taste the serpent's poison on the lips of the one I love. *Gasps in shock.* Hi, there. Umm .... yeah. Didn't see you. Sorry, that's kinda one of my favourite Manowar songs. Anyway, inner most thoughts. Inner most thoughts. Hmmm ... let's go with this. My last visit here ended in a rant that instantly killed any chance of me ever getting an approved character. Still NOT apologizing for it. Also got myself a two week vacation. Thanks for that, I needed it. I really love the Development Forum and value the sense of community and friendship held in high regard over there. I think Twen is upset at me. I'm upset with myself for being so damn stupid. Anyway, glad to be back. One more thing ... GO STEELERS!!!!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on January 28, 2009, 12:40:57 PM
Hmmm.... I was just looking at my stats... I've been here since April, 2007.... my being here has lasted longer than my first marriage.... and... and I'm still in love with the place.... now, as long as Santh doesn't run off with my best friend like SHE did!!  er, but I'm not bitter  :buck:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Simonne Miller on January 28, 2009, 03:28:58 PM
Ah, don't worry about it, Altario. Santh doesn't even *know* your best friend!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Lorek Bearfist on January 30, 2009, 11:33:19 PM
Inner most thoughts .... I really don't want to share my $500 lottery win with my idiot buddy who picked the numbers. I should just tell him to piss off. What can he do about it? Two things that go as follows: Nothing and like it. Hell, he'd just spend it on weed anyway. Also, this fudge brownie flavored coffee tastes REALLY good. Like, being at a Santhmoot good. Nope, better than that. Like, selling a hundred million copies of my book good. Or Fortune 500 tycoon salary good. Yeah, like that. Mmmm fudge brownie coffee..... One more thing ...... GO STEELERS!!!!

Edit: Triple 8s for my post count! That means I get to make a wish.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on February 05, 2009, 03:04:18 AM
Ugh.

I hate yogurt that has little bits of fruit in it. I don't know who thought that putting little mushy, slimy chunks of fruit into a food that has the consistency of snot would be a brilliant idea- but they were terribly mistaken.

And my sister's fridge needs to stop making loud popping noises. I have a headache. *grumps*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Silmarwen Elanessë on February 05, 2009, 10:49:11 AM
Heheh, the heater in my room is making weird noises too... It's not really annoying, but a tad bit unnerving. I hope the thing doesn't explode...  :shocked:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Isoto on February 05, 2009, 11:03:10 AM
void


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Rhia on February 05, 2009, 11:17:53 AM
*exhales* Going through a stressful spot... Volleyball, two instruments, and math you have no hope of understanding really add up. Stinkin' time management. Leaves us procrastinators way behind...

Reading Orson Scott Card's Wyrms and am really liking it. I do love OS Card. The only thing I don't like about this book is that Patience is really overpowered with her assassination. (Thank you, Santharia, for teaching me about God-characters!) That reminds me. Just finished Flowers For Algernon. Lawks, I cried when I read the end... Probably because getting dumber is a secret fear of mine.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on February 05, 2009, 11:26:24 AM
Pfft... I'm getting dumber all the time... when I was a teenager and in my early twenties, I knew everything

Now, not so much.... and of women, nothing at all....


And Val... I like fruit in my yogurt... though, I only like Peach or Raspberry yogurt.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Vallari O'Neil on February 05, 2009, 11:31:03 AM
I like to put my own fruit in yogurt. I mean. I'd be fine with it if it was big chunks. But in these cups of yogurt, they're tiny little slimy bits that just... is kinda gross. :P  I'll buy some strawberries and bananas to chop up and put in yogurt. That would be tasty.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on February 05, 2009, 11:32:15 AM
Well... yeah.. thats better... but I'm lazy


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Vallari O'Neil on February 05, 2009, 11:38:37 AM
hahahaha


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Isoto on February 05, 2009, 02:05:52 PM
hmmm, for some odd reason I want toast now...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Lorek Bearfist on February 06, 2009, 02:40:48 AM
I want my time to come. I'm lonely and thinking it will be permanent. Sometimes it's easy to forget where you are. The thoughts dancing through me now do zero to ease stress. I am twenty-five and prescribed nerve pills, sleep aids and heart medecine. Weird huh? I'm in the prime of physical fitness and I gotta take this garbage? Another weird thing is the doctor wants to do surgery on my knee that I blew out nine years ago on the track team. Umm fawk that! No damn way I'm going under the knife. For what purpose? Miss six weeks of work? Why? To be broke? I'm just now getting ahead, if I slow down now, I'm fawkt for months. Put it to ya like this: I don't take those damn meds, I am NOT getting surgery and the doctor can stick it! I'm my own man, I do what suits me. I do not take actions just to give someone else consideration or favor. In other words, I'm not going to let my insurance pay him for a worthless surgery, not happening. He's got David Sean-Paul McCully totally ass backwards. I'm not taking those meds either. Not for childish reasons. I refuse to take them because I'm far too young to be on nerve pills and have a heart condition. Sleeping pills? I haven't slept more than four and a half hours out of twenty-four in ten years. Sleeping is wasting time. In other words, the sleeping pills are getting put in file thirteen with the rest of that medical crap. Well, cigarette time.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on February 06, 2009, 03:05:58 AM
Just learned that my Pastor's wife has pancreatic cancer and has less than six weeks to live unless God steps in and cures her. I am sitting here wondering why a woman who does so much for her husband, her children, one who has downs, would be the one who only has six months or less to live and not I?

My wife expressed the same thoughts to me as well. What are we, that someone who serves God and her family like she does, will probably die and we get to live on?  Sometimes it does not seem fair, but like my dad always says, 'life is not fair' I know that, but still...I have MS, I should have died a long time ago, yet God seems fit to have me hang around while someone like my Pastor's wife should die!

Where is the logic in that?

The Bible says that; Time and chance happeneth to everyone, and in another place, His thoughts are higher than ours and who are we to question Him? We are but His creation and He is the creator.

I suppose if you look at it that way; I am His creation, just like my Pastor's wife and everyone else in the world; past, present and future, and He has the right to do whatever He wants with us. After all if I create something I have the right to either destroy or sell it, or put it on my wall to admire.

I just pray He decides that my Pastor's wife is one to keep around, however since she has given her life to Jesus, perhaps it is just Him calling her home.  What is better? To stay in this sick sin filled world, or to go to Heaven where there is no sickness, no pain, no sin, just pure love....


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Simonne Miller on February 06, 2009, 03:18:58 AM
:hug:

I wouldn't worry about it overly much, Capher (I know, easier said than done). I myself don't so much believe in the God of the Bible, but you do, and the Bible says that He has reasons for everything He does. Perhaps He still has need of you down here on earth (if only to show some of us here on Santharia that your life can still be fulfilling even if you have a lot of bad luck, like you have had in your life, perhaps for a grander purpose. Who knows?) And perhaps He has more need of your pastor's wife to be with Him. Who are we to know why He does what He does? I know that it is very hard to accept these things, Death is never an easy matter, but if you believe in God as much as you do, you shouldn't let it start a seed of doubt. Even if it seems arbitrary to us, it is not for Him.

If I'm talking total nonsense here, I'm sorry, I am only trying to help.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Morden Peshirgolz on February 06, 2009, 03:39:24 AM
I'm very sorry to hear that, Capher. As a fellow Christian, I know it is very hard to deal with bad things happening to good people. Remember that we live in a world marred by sin, in which evil can occur. God always bad and evil things to occur because that is the only way we could have our own free will. If he stopped every single bad thing from happening, we would be forced to do what we did not choose. God allows us the choice, but that means that the world we live in is not perfect.

And do not fret about having doubts or questions about God or his purpose. It is natural that you should ask these things (didn't Job do so, when he was in grief?). I hope you keep praying and listening for God's voice in this, for in that you will find peace and begin to understand his purpose a little better. My prayers are with you, my friend.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Isoto on February 06, 2009, 05:56:56 AM
Capher my heart and my prayers goes out to your pastors wife. I know its hard to find fairness in such sorrow, but all pain and sickness is a result of our fall from grace.

But just rember that God is a God of love and justness and that he cares for us. We may not understand what his plan is but he promised to take care of us. The bible says that God watches over the sparrow of the field and that he too whatches over us.

From what you have said aabout your pastors wife it is obvious that she loves God and God will take care of her, it may not be the way we would like but His way is always the best.

And for you, just keep loving God, obey him just like your pastors wife. Honor him and cling to his love. I know that is what your pastors wife would want you too do. Capher, I am truely sorry and I will keep both her and you in my prayers.

Your Brother in Christ

~Isoto~


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on February 06, 2009, 11:00:19 PM
What I am thinking now is that Simonne, in what you said made very good sense for a non-believer...I just wonder why? 

Also Morden what you said, I know, but it is nice to have someone else tell you to reaffirm your faith. (As Job had no one, God answered him and in the end Job had his faith reaffirmed as well as everything else God gave him)

@Isosto-Thank you for your kind words and prayers. And yes, God even knows the number of the hairs on our head...I wll not falter in Him.

I feel such warmth, love and comfort right now. I believe it comes from the Holy Spirit using those like you, even if you do not believe.



Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Thorgas Ironforge on February 08, 2009, 08:25:19 PM
I'm very sorry to hear that, Capher, especially if the person is one worthy of God's love and devotion. He wants us all to be modern 'Jobs', holding on to steadfast fate and not deserting him when we feel like we should. Job had all his sons, daughters, wealth and everything else, including his health, taken away from him, but he held on. This is just one of His many trials we Christians must face; whether we will "Let His will be done" or as Job's wife said to her husband "Just curse God and die!"

Just think of it this way: God loves the pastor's wife so much, that he doesn't want her to remain in a world full of sinners -- She is too holy to remain in this world. Although she still has to do her mission of "Teaching the Gospel to the four corners of the world" God knows when His servant had earned his/her rest, and it would be His decision whether to take His faithful servant home, or let her remain in the world longer.

Let me share to you something I told to a friend of mine.
God and a boy were walking along the seashore one day. The boy recently lost his parents, and he was asking God why he had taken them away from him, during the time when he needed them most.

"God, I thought you were always with me. Now I feel alone. Why are you doing this to me? There were times when we're walking together, but sometimes the way becomes hard for me, and when it does, you were not there for me. Don't you care about me anymore?"

The Lord hugged the boy and answered:
"My son, I've been with you even before you were born, and since that time I have never left you. The single set of footprints you saw was mine, carrying you along the way when the journey became rough and difficult."

We just need to believe and trust Him, Capher. He had promised us that he'll carry our burden, and He'll never fail that promise. My prayers go to the pastor's wife.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on February 09, 2009, 01:28:16 AM
Thorgas, that is from a poem called Footprints, by mary Stevenson, written in 1936.  it is a beautiful poem, one that has been in my house for many years.  Capher, I too, add my concern to all those others ahead of me, and wish only the best for you, and for the Pastor's wife.

"One night a man had a dream. He dreamed

he was walking along the beach with the LORD.

Across the sky flashed scenes from his life.

For each scene he noticed two sets of

footprints in the sand: one belonging

to him, and the other to the LORD.

When the last scene of his life flashed before him,

he looked back at the footprints in the sand.

He noticed that many times along the path of

his life there was only one set of footprints.

He also noticed that it happened at the very

lowest and saddest times in his life.

This really bothered him and he

questioned the LORD about it:

"LORD, you said that once I decided to follow

you, you'd walk with me all the way.

But I have noticed that during the most

troublesome times in my life,

there is only one set of footprints.

I don't understand why when

I needed you most you would leave me."

The LORD replied:

"My son, my precious child,

I love you and I would never leave you.

During your times of trial and suffering,

when you see only one set of footprints,

it was then that I carried you."


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Twén Aråerwén on February 09, 2009, 05:17:14 AM
"There are times in my life, when I thought I was going insane. Then again, there are other times, I just knew I was."


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on February 09, 2009, 06:24:19 AM
My shoulders and chest are sun-burnt. My face is just a tiny bit. I have bruises from wearing a corset. I'm tired from running around all day in the sun at Renfair, barely being able to breathe due to the 4+ inch cinch I had going with my corset.

It. Was. Awesome.

No pictures this weekend. I couldn't go today. I hurt my ankle yesterday and have been kinda hobbling around (hahaha *sigh*). Plus, I couldn't find my pass to get into the place before 4pm. Half an hour to an hour drive there would give me one- maybe one and a half hours to romp around. So, instead, I decided to just go hang out with some friends before they had to go back to college.

Woo. Thrifting!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on February 09, 2009, 08:01:27 AM
Well, if you need help applying the aloe....


Hope the ankle gets better, but wish you would have gotten some pics.  Renfair sounds like it would have been great to see.  And that corset, I spose some of us may have wanted a glimpse of that... maybe...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Thorgas Ironforge on February 09, 2009, 06:57:44 PM
Thanks Altario. I was looking for that particular poem, but I can't find it, so I just recited it to the best of my abilities. :)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on February 10, 2009, 02:33:51 AM
Altario, only if Nox is wearing it...otherwise no,  :grin:

Have you ever considered that women go shopping and think nothing of what they spend or what they spend it on, but when a man wants to go fishing, or hunting or even bowling with their buddies, they get the thrid degree from the woman in their lives?  Why is that?  Or is my brother just *ussy whipped?

perhaps as women became more empowered, men became more impotent? At least that is what is pictured in most comedy shows; the dad or father figure is looked at as a baboon, an idiot, etc, while the woman or females on the show are smart.

Perhaps it is societies fault...who knows?  What I do know is that if you're a man, stay that way, no matter what woman, female or society may tell you otherwise.

Like Altario!! :grin:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Lorek Bearfist on February 10, 2009, 03:05:26 AM
I just want to watch the world burn and dance on the ashes. I simply want to destroy EVERY living thing and laugh in its passing. Life has no more value than a lump of clay at this moment. That is a look into my mind at this moment. Hopefully my mood will change shortly.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on February 10, 2009, 04:11:22 AM
;)  I'll get pictures up of my outfits this next Saturday and Sunday. The green dress that I wore last weekend still needs some modifications done to it. I was just too eager to wear it to wait, really. Saturday I think I'll be wearing my blue dress as to give a bit more time to put finishing touches on the green dress. Hopefully this weekend my feet, ankles and shins won't absolutely hate me for running around in thin-soled shoes on gravely paths all day.

Much love, boys. :heart:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on February 10, 2009, 10:54:40 AM
Capher, my friend, your words hasve reminded me of a song by country singer Brad Paisley that he had out a few months ago.  He says it much better than I could, but I live the sentiment.

"When you see a deer you see Bambi and I see antlers up on the wall.
When you see a lake you think picnics and I see a large mouth up under that log.
You're probably thinkin' that you're gonna change me.
In some ways well maybe you might.
Scrub me down, dress me up, oh but no matter what
Remember I'm still a guy.

When you see a priceless French painting and I see a drunk naked girl.
You think that riding a wild bull sounds crazy and I'd like to give it a whirl.
Well love makes a man do some things he ain't proud of and in weak moment I might
walk your sissy dog, hold your purse at the mall but
Remember I'm still a guy.

I'll pour out my heart, hold your hand in the car, write a love song that makes you cry.
Then turn right around knock some jerk to the ground 'cause he copped feel as you walk by.

I can hear you now talkin' to your friends sayin', "Yeah girls he's come a long way
From draggin' his knuckles and carryin' a club and buildin' a fire in a cave."
But when you say a back rub means only a back rub then you swat my hand when I try.
Well now what can I say at the end of the day,
"Honey, I'm still a guy."

And I'll pour out my heart, hold your hand in the car, write a love song that makes you cry.
Then turn right around knock some jerk to the ground 'cause he copped feel as you walk by.

These days there's dudes gettin' facials, manicured, waxed and botoxed.
With deep spray-on tans and creamy lotiony hands you can't grip a tackle box.
Yeah, with all of these men linein' up to get neutered it's hip now to be feminized.
I don't highlight my hair, I've still got a pair.  Yeah, honey
I'm still a guy.

Oh my eyebrows ain't plucked there's a gun in my truck. Oh thank god,
I'm still a guy."


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on February 10, 2009, 02:36:13 PM
Oh, Brad. How I swoon at the sound of your voice and laugh at the words you sing.

He was here in Omaha last Saturday. I pouted when I couldn't go. Gargh! I hate being poor :(


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Lorek Bearfist on February 10, 2009, 11:26:30 PM
Funny song, Altario. Inner most thoughts .... inner most thoughts .... deep inside .... Shadows overtake me. Pain and hatred rising in me. Damn this is a good breakfast. It's Cheetos + Reeses peanut butter cups + Powerade + beef jerky. I know, don't expect to live much past thirty eating like that but ..... hell. Whatever. Listening to Megadeth's Forclosure of a Dream right now. Really [expletive deleted]ing bored right now. I've got a headache and I'm tired like crazy. Oh well, I'll be fine. :) That concludes this.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on February 11, 2009, 12:51:40 AM
Somehow I should have guessed that a good ol' country boy, would know the difference between a man and wo-man....nice song and very true sentiments. Thanks Altario.

Last night I woke with a headache, today I have a headache. I can hardly think. So why am I writing in this forum?

Cause I am an ADDICT  :buck:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Rookie Brownbark on February 11, 2009, 01:14:18 AM
Hehe, join the club!  We have cookies :D.  Yes...eat them....not me....no brownies here.....noooo


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on February 11, 2009, 01:17:45 AM
Santharia + Migraines! Been there done that baby!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Isoto on February 11, 2009, 01:44:28 AM
Come on Rookie, what could be more delicious than soft, warm, delectable Brownies  :evil:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on February 11, 2009, 01:49:07 AM
Oh, i know this one, Isoto!

... A churro...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Garret Arroway on February 11, 2009, 01:52:49 AM
Ya should re-check ya dev sig if ya don't wanna be mistaken for food Rooks.  :grin:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Isoto on February 11, 2009, 01:54:50 AM
mmmmm...churro... :) (has been distracted from the Brownie)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Garret Arroway on February 11, 2009, 02:05:47 AM
Grrrr. My friends are cruel, cruel people. One of them had curly fries from Jack In The Box brought to school by her friend and tempted me with one. One curly fry doesn't work well during the second of six hours at school. I'm cravin' curly fries, or even anything to eat now and won't get home till 2:30 - 4pm.  :cry:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: seth ghibta on February 11, 2009, 02:30:26 AM
spent today living off the limited nutrient available from a coffee with siz jelly babies dissolved in - had planned to get my lunch from the vending machine in the common room, but someone had the brilliant ideas of setting up a table selling FRUIT in front of it, so nobody could buy sweets or flapjacks. i take as a point of principle not to spend my lunch money on overpriced tangerine segments. now i am very hungry. :angry:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Isoto on February 11, 2009, 02:52:05 AM
Im just to poor to afford food period...Im starving  :cry:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on February 11, 2009, 03:14:00 AM
I babysit my nephew over at my sister's place all day. So I just eat all of their food. And they pay me. Woo.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Lorek Bearfist on February 12, 2009, 02:09:00 AM
Death to the false! Nothing but the blackest of my hatred be to them. They shall taste my steel. I'm gonna burn right up like a two dollar pistol. Twenty-five damned years old and supposed to be on heart pills and sleeping meds. Bullshit. I'm just as fit and powerful now as I was at eighteen. Heart pills for a twenty-five year old, ha! Kiss my shoe. Power has no expiration date, thus I will never die. Why, you ask? Because I said so. Nothing happens in our lives without our will allowing it. Gods don't intercede for us, we intercede for ourselves. Fate just acts in our favor or against us at its desire.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Eric Kattaisson on February 12, 2009, 02:16:58 AM
Speaking of food, I just cooked one of the worst dinners I've ever had, and I've no idea why it turned out so bad.  I think someone must have cursed my wok.  Yes, that's probably it.  I'll have it exorcised first thing tomorrow...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Rookie Brownbark on February 12, 2009, 05:10:24 AM
Are there special herbs for that?  Anti-curse mix?  With extra cumin?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on February 15, 2009, 05:48:20 AM
cooking hummus with oriental cookware=  wok like an egyptian?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: fionn on February 15, 2009, 05:52:05 AM
hummus looks like seagull sick - speaking from experience.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on February 16, 2009, 11:14:31 AM
I do not want to go to work tomorrow.  I want to stay here.  So, I won't go.  I'll quit work.  I'll - huh?  Tomorrows a holiday?  Family Day?  Woohoo!!

But, the thought was there....


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on February 22, 2009, 12:12:01 PM
Another Battle of Alberta.  Go Oilers!!  I LOVE hockey!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Eirika on February 22, 2009, 12:46:56 PM
Aren't the Oilers football?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Garret Arroway on February 22, 2009, 02:22:56 PM
There used to be an Oilers football team ... was the Houston Oilers, but the team moved, not sure how long ago (I think they became the Tenn Titans, though I could be off ... not a huge football person), and like 5-6 *I could be way off* years ago Houston came up with a new team, Texans.

Edit -
Houston Oilers: 1960 - 1996 ... Moved to Tenn 1997
Houston Texans: Joined the NFL 2002
     Figured I should look it up rather than guessin'. After all, was born and raised there so should know a bit 'bout the teams from the two sports I watch (Baseballs the other ... Astros!!!)

Though, accordin' to Alt, there is a hockey team called the Oilers ... I just know the football one.
 


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on February 22, 2009, 03:09:27 PM
I am nuts to be doing the shifts I am for work, but desperate times call for desperate measures....


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on February 22, 2009, 03:15:22 PM
the Edmonton Oilers hockey team are in the NHL (National Hockey League), and are the last great dynasty in that sport, winning multiple Stanley Cups (the Holy Grail of Hockey) five times in the 80's


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Mannix on February 22, 2009, 07:11:21 PM
Woo! Hockey! Yay!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Eirika on February 23, 2009, 07:03:19 PM
~Ponders if she were even alive when these Holy Grails of drinking utensils were earned.~ "Also, who is Stanley?"


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on February 23, 2009, 07:19:08 PM
You  were alive during the last few  :P

Lord Frederick Stanley, Lord Stanley of Victoria, 16th Earl of Derby and Governor General of Canada.  He donated the cup in 1893.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on February 24, 2009, 01:18:14 AM
Altario, you are a man with either a great memory, or you have some sort of book with a lot of facts next to your computer...either way, kudos to you buddy.  However, hockey never interested me for some reason...I do not know why, it just never did.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on February 24, 2009, 01:20:43 AM
Oh, my memory has a whole google amount of information :P

Though, really, I knew this one.  Baseball and Football are the same for me Capher.  Though  loved playing, I could never get into watching it much.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: grallen gast on February 24, 2009, 02:56:20 AM
i'm scared of all sports - i think a combination of slow reactions, abysmal co-ordination, and a general lack of interest in running around makes me better suited to a more academic lifestyle. when i play sports i tend to fall over a lot and get hit by projectile bals/ bats/ sticks/ team-mates. i'd rather draw a picture of a dragon eating my PE teachers.
yay for sixth form, and no more compulsory excercise ever again!!!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Simonne Miller on February 24, 2009, 03:08:53 AM
That's how I felt too when I got out of secundary school. Ah, the memories  :lol:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Seh'nara Celebrindal on February 24, 2009, 09:22:51 PM
You lucky people... PE here in mandatory until you leave JC; at freaking 18. *hates the bloody NAPFA test*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Simonne Miller on February 24, 2009, 09:37:19 PM
Whaddya mean, lucky? I had PE until I was 18 too, you know...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Seh'nara Celebrindal on February 24, 2009, 11:55:04 PM
Ow. Then you can feel my pain. >.>

I have a national fitness test though; I don't know if you do. It suuucks.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Sni-Sni on February 25, 2009, 01:09:57 AM
National...Fitness?

I think if that was introduced into the UK, everyone would fail...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: fionn on February 25, 2009, 02:10:46 AM
true, but we could atleast blame it on the rain. and the snow. and the fog. and the storms... you get the idea.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Yurie Yileen on February 25, 2009, 02:57:01 AM
YES!!!  That's just what the UK needs!  More emphasis on physical fitness, and less emphasis on stuffing our faces with pukka pies and cream buns!  I love to exercise, and sports are great fun!  How could you not enjoy PE?  When I worked in China, all the students had to get up at seven in the morning to do "morning exercise"; even when it was minus twenty something!  And that was at a college.  Oh, and we all lived in a paper bag that had holes in it, and had to walk fifty miles through deep snow in our bare feet to fetch drinking water, everyday, and we had to get up before we went to sleep...

Okay, rant over...you can start throwing the rotten tomatos at me now... :grin:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: fionn on February 25, 2009, 03:45:52 AM
i have no rotten tomatoes, it's winter! only jellybabies, the tiny edible gods of the confectionary world... prepare for a rain of jellybabies!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Sni-Sni on February 25, 2009, 03:54:05 AM
Edible Gods!  :rolling:



Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: fionn on February 25, 2009, 04:48:50 AM
s'true! you have to bite the heads off first of they'll smite you. :fish:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on February 26, 2009, 01:16:19 AM
You should be so thankful that you can do physical exercises or play sports. I would give my left...well lets just say I would give almost anything to be able to do what you guys call pain. Try being stuck in a wheelchair for a week, I would think that even a day would give most of you fits.  Besides being in a wheeldhair the only parts of your body that you can actually move by thinking about it, are your fingers, hands and right arm.

No be happy and blessed that you can move and even enjoy the pain of being able to do so, even exercises, for it tells you that your muscles are working and that your nerves are working all properly and are not atrophying or being destroyed by an incurable disease.

But enough of my rant... I want to know what Pukka pies are? I hope they are not what they sound like? Pukka=puke  :evil:  And Cream Buns, you Brits really know how to eat... :rolling:

Edible gods?? Better watch out Armeros may get you!! :D


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Lorek Bearfist on February 27, 2009, 12:22:14 AM
I've never been so happy to see people I've deemed idiots for years. Glad to be able to take more than thirteen steps and not smack my face into a wall. Glad to have had *real* food. By real food I mean Reese's cups(registered trademark of Heaven knows who this week), beef jerky, Pepsi (registered trademark of PepsiCo America) and Cheetos(registered trademark of FritoLay, Inc.) It's funny the things we take for granted until we are removed from them. Last night, pollution and horrible air quality never tasted so good. Neither did cigarettes. I offer this warning, never take freedom for granted.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Hylphán on March 01, 2009, 03:11:34 PM
Oh I never take my freedoms for granted good sir!  I know too many who have died that I might enjoy them.  I relish the thought that I can open my mouth in public and claim the right to free speech.  Or look in the closet, and thank God for the right to bear arms.  That I can go to the church of my choice, in broad daylight, and worship how and whom I choose. (just to mention a few rights I enjoy)  I thank God everyday that I have the privilege of walking down the street, a free man in a free nation!  Even with its faults!
I know what you mean Lorek!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on March 02, 2009, 08:45:35 AM
All I can add Hylphan is...Amen to that!!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on March 02, 2009, 12:30:56 PM
Watching Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon, again.  Another movie I love almost as much as Braveheart.  I'm telling ya, that Ziyi Zhang is just the cutest girl ever. :heart:

Though, trying to write posts and read the dialogue is making me get whiplash.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Hylphán on March 02, 2009, 03:20:26 PM
Don't hurt yourself there, Altario!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on March 03, 2009, 02:01:16 AM
Well, I woke up with a very stiff neck.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Yurie Yileen on March 03, 2009, 03:28:20 PM
A stiff what ???  Oh, I read it wrong; my apologies!  Anyway, Altario, I suggest you learn a bit of Chinese and get yourself over to Taiwan; more cuties here than you can shake a stick at...ahem...

* checks to make sure his wife isn't reading this *

Oh, and Capher, pukka means top-notch; the best quality.  Somebody decided to use it as a brand name for their pies, which can be found in just about every chip shop or kebab house in England.

* Goes back to work, wondering, with some trepidation, what exactly Hylphan keeps in his closet!  *


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on March 03, 2009, 03:31:08 PM
*shrugs*  I think Hylph keeps his T-shirts in his closet cuz he wants to bare his arms or something....

And I want to learn a bit of chinese for the cutie that lives on this side of the ocean for now... :heart:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Valannia Incendarious on March 03, 2009, 05:08:53 PM
Don't get frustrated about Chinese, Altario. I am still working on English, which I happen to be failing. I think, I speak TwEnglish, which should not be confused with proper English.
(http://i215.photobucket.com/albums/cc232/twen_photo/Santh%20stuff/Hysteria_Train_by_Soulnova.gif)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Hylphán on March 04, 2009, 10:23:02 AM
*CONTENTS OF CLOSET*
15  pairs of faded blue jeans
20  University of Guam t-shirts
30  pair of white  tube socks
1   410 gauge, bolt action shotgun
1   Winchester, lever action, 30-30 rifle
1   Russian made, 30-06 bolt action rifle
1   9 shot 22 long rifle revolver
1   1911 Army model 45 caliber semi- auto pistol

Feelin' Lucky Punk?!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on March 04, 2009, 12:18:18 PM
A man with no eyes saw pears on a tree.
He did not take pears.
He did not leave pears.
How can this be?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on March 04, 2009, 12:30:45 PM
uhm.. cuz people with no eyes can't see pears or trees?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on March 04, 2009, 01:14:55 PM
Never said he couldn't see. Just that he has "no eyes".


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Seh'nara Celebrindal on March 05, 2009, 04:25:56 PM
Kinder Bueno isn't Kinder Bueno any more. It's cream, not chocolate. *misses her chocolate*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Yurie Yileen on March 05, 2009, 08:10:29 PM
@ Valannia - What's TwEnglish?  Is it like Chinglish?  I speak Brummie, and there are plenty of people who don't think that it's 'proper English', either!  And try as I may, I just can't find 'yampy' or 'bostin' in the Oxford dictionary!

@ Hylphan - Hmmm, you must have a very large closet!  And no, I'm not feeling lucky...just really glad that I don't live in the US!   :buck:

@ Nox - If he only saw the pears in his mind's eye, then there's no way that he could really take or leave them.  Right?  (Probably not!)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on March 06, 2009, 12:25:40 AM
Hylph, thank God for the Second ammendment!!

i am very sad at this moment at hearing of the departure of Twen.  Through the years that I have been here friends have come and gone and when another leaves it hurts...hurts a lot!  There was Koldar Mondraken, then Drogo, who really started the north and came up with a great story, more pg-13 ish, than the usual ones we have around here. It is now in the dust bins of Caelereth's library of discarded stories.  There was a moment when I thought I had lost Talia as well, thankfully she came back.

I could go on and name others, but those and now Twen will be sorely missed, by myself and others who knew them even better than I.

Time heals all wounds and soon I will be back to myself again...but I must give myself time to reflect.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on March 08, 2009, 12:06:01 PM
Oh my!

First, the OIlers win in Toronto, 4-1.

Now, Kill Bill 1&2.

Can the night get any better??


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on March 08, 2009, 03:02:26 PM
@Yurie:   The answer to that riddle is not as complicated as everyone is trying to make it out to be. It's a play on plurals. The man did not have "eyes", he only had one eye with which he saw "pears" on a tree. Apparently, there are only two pears, because he doesn't take "pears" or leave "pears". Therefore, he only takes one and leaves the other. You see?

@Altario:   I could be on your lap, cuddling you! :P


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on March 08, 2009, 03:05:34 PM
Yes... Yes, that would be better  :heart:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on March 09, 2009, 12:56:57 AM
Now that would bring something up...me thinks,  :evil:

All three Matrixi's and all three Bourne Identities...got the dvd's as a gift from my son.  *popcorn smothered with butter anyone*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on March 14, 2009, 06:27:59 AM
Lazy.... lazy... laaaaaaazy.... I'm just lazy...

So much I wanna do.... I need a secretary so I can just sit back, close my eyes and talk my posts, while she takes dictation....

Spose I could figure out my voice conversion program... but.... I'm too lazy to learn anything new.....

lazy


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on March 14, 2009, 08:07:35 AM
As long as I get to wear the sexy-cute getup of being a secretary, I'd happy take dictation while you spoke your posts. :P


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on March 14, 2009, 08:12:54 AM
You've been reading the fantasy portion of  my diary again, haven't you Noxie :heart:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on March 14, 2009, 08:15:40 AM
^_^  Hehehe, I don't need to. I just know.

... Would you like a sandwich? And a beer?   *Offers up food on a tray with a big smile.*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on March 14, 2009, 08:18:03 AM
Nox?  Marry me.  Marry me now!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on March 14, 2009, 08:20:10 AM
  :heart:  Awh. Such a tempting offer. But I can't.  ;)  I promised to never get married.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on March 14, 2009, 08:22:38 AM
Eh.. we can live in sin then... I'm not too picky about the marriage thing either... burned once, shame on her.. burned twice, shame on me... burned thrice, what the heck was I thinking???


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on March 14, 2009, 08:26:25 AM
In sin...

With my secretary outfit... and my nurse outfit... and my schoolgirl outfit... And my chef outfit (which isn't much of an outfit!)  :P

Sounds like an awful lot of sin.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on March 14, 2009, 08:27:04 AM
Oh I hope so :rolleyes:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on March 14, 2009, 08:28:16 AM
Hahaha. That's the only way to do it, right?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on March 15, 2009, 01:12:31 AM
You two are hilaraous!  I wonder if you two would ever meet in real person if such conversation would flow between you? Or would Altario, become like a wooden just staring...LOL


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on March 15, 2009, 01:25:36 AM
I am pretty sure it would go "So...um...yeah..."


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on March 15, 2009, 02:00:00 AM
Pre 6 pack of beer.. yes.  Post 6 pack of beer, I'd be all over the girl. :cool:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on March 15, 2009, 02:15:39 AM
Did you know, on March 10, 1977, astronomers discovered rings around Uranus?  hahahahahaha  er... yeah  Gotta love astronomy.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on March 15, 2009, 02:19:29 AM
How did it managed to get such a name in the first place? It has become the butt of quite a lot of jokes


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on March 15, 2009, 02:20:37 AM
The planets  are named after Roman gods


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on March 15, 2009, 02:23:05 AM
Yes, but why pick Uranus for a planet? Oh wait, some lacked foresight and a medical career.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on March 15, 2009, 02:27:20 AM
Got to feel sorry for that particular god though, eh?  Imagine growing up there on Mount Olympus (I know, Greek reference :P), with a name like Uranus.  Just think of all the other god-kids teasing him with that name. :rolleyes:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on March 15, 2009, 02:37:31 AM
Definitely teased a lot. I am glad most people didn't find my name funny, and more just oooo'ed and awwwwww'ed.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on March 15, 2009, 02:40:37 AM
Kalina? :shocked:

I got teased in school for my name.  Coffyne, pronounce Coffin.  So, lots of dead jokes, or coughing jokes. *sigh*  They weren't even that funny.  I woulda laughed had they been.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on March 15, 2009, 03:20:22 AM
It was my last name, no one could pronounce, not even my teachers, who started it all. "Roll call, Alan Bladhorn? or Blaedorn (pronounced Blah, dorn) or Bledorn (pronounced like Bledorn)

I would not even correct them, but the kids liked Bladhorn the best, especially since I played the trumpet. "Hey Bladhorn, how's is blowing?" Or Blowhorn and jokes which should not be discussed in poliet society.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Garret Arroway on March 15, 2009, 03:49:51 AM
My friends find my last name fairly funny and one of them insists on sayin' it a certain way when she spells it ... "Fu ... se ... li .. er" ... I hear the 'Fu' part every single day, it got old after the first time.

Used to it bein' said the wrong way though cause for the last 12 years none of my teachers have been able to pronounce it. I've had quite a few teachers that call everyone by their last name, except me. Odd to have "Mr. Smith", "Mrs. Marks", "Mrs. Blake", "Jordan" ...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on March 15, 2009, 04:01:09 AM
Nah, Altario. Shara ^.~


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on March 15, 2009, 11:23:50 AM
ok, everybody chant!!

Let's go Oilers, let's go

Let's go Oilers, let's go

*Does the wave all by himself*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Fáiorríl on March 16, 2009, 01:35:25 AM
I had a really depressing dream last night. Sorry it's long, I've cut out as much detail as possible.
I attend a school that I had to audition for, and there's a lot of pressure to keep good grades. In the dream an administrator or office staff yelled at me and accused me of lying to my teachers. She said I was an incapable emotionally unstable dead-beat student who didn't deserve to be there anymore. I was cuffed inside a car like a criminal while my teachers talked about me. Also there was my grade five and eight teacher who notoriously excluded me from the rest of my class.

Next I was at school on a monday morning and a friend who I love and missed dearly had come back from a trip. Suddenly the whole school loved him and he forgot about me, little me, holding onto his arm trying to say how much I love him while a random girl flirted and complimented his poetry.
Then I was in the bathroom. Things like the stall lock and the soap dispensers were different, so I felt incredibly stupid and out of place. The same friend (though he's a boy, in the girls washroom...) and a mean girl from elementary who used to bully me started taking pictures over the stall door and I yelled at them to stop. When I came out I confronted the girl and flicked water from the sink in her face, but I did it almost apologetically, like I was asking permission... hey, come on, let me have some revenge, please? pretty please? I deserve it just this once, don't I?
I then commented on how pretty she was. "That's because I'm healthy and You're not."
"Yes, but I'm getting better!" I replied quickly. I commented on her hair, too, while wiping more water on it, and she boasted about where she got it cut. At this point, and with my failed attempt to use the soap dispenser, I was wholly disheartened and felt rejected by everyone. As I was leaving I decided to throw myself at the girl in a body-check while screaming, and she did the same like it was a game. Like she was humouring my anger. I laughed with my head down in shame, gave up and said, Look, I wouldn't even be able to make you budge.
A good friend of mine, Shannon, was in the doorway and when she saw me screaming she laughed in disbelief, since I'm always so quiet and reserved. I was so glad to see her though because I knew she at least loved me.

*sigh* All my insecurities thrown in my face in one night.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Seh'nara Celebrindal on March 16, 2009, 01:42:31 AM
 :hug:

Don't worry, Faio. We all have bad dreams once in a while. I had this one nightmare from when I was three, and I still remember it in vivid detail. Don't be get too down, yeah? It's just a dream.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on March 16, 2009, 01:48:57 PM
a 13-14 hour shift, followed up with a very DRUNK Kalina = a successful Sunday XD


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on March 17, 2009, 03:58:45 AM
 :rolling: for who, Kalina? You or Aaron or both? ;)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Lorek Bearfist on March 18, 2009, 02:52:54 AM
Nobody messed with me because of my name. Mostly because until 19, I was the runt. My freshman year in high school I was 4'11" and 97 pounds. I got harassed a lot until I beat the hell out of like twenty people then they got it. "Don't mess with that McCully dude, he's an ass kicker." All my teachers made short jokes that sucked, my peers did also. Well, now I'M the tall one (6'3") and I seldom tease short people because I remember how it felt to be screwed with all the time over something I couldn't control. Just for the record it was a learning experience.

More thoughts: Jager is great. I'm marrying a bottle of Absinthe, cheating on her with a bottle of 151 clear and having an affair on the 151 with Vodka. I know, I'm a total proof whore. Sue me, I love booze! Hail Thor for alcohol! Lord of the Hammer guard Mother Ireland.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on March 18, 2009, 03:59:27 AM
Oh, just for me, Capher. Aaron was at work and he was already there by the time I got off :(


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Damien Scar on March 18, 2009, 09:58:02 AM
Got off?? ;)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on March 18, 2009, 09:59:03 AM
 :lipsrsealed:  *Stared at that all day but wasn't going to go there* :buck:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Hylphán on March 18, 2009, 09:59:55 AM
Shame on you guys!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on March 18, 2009, 10:31:10 AM
bwahahahahaha !!!  :rofl:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Hylphán on March 18, 2009, 10:34:14 AM
You too Noxxie...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on March 18, 2009, 10:39:40 AM
Heeeheehehe :P


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Hylphán on March 18, 2009, 10:48:29 AM
you're terrible!   :evil:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on March 18, 2009, 10:54:57 AM
Oh, I know. :buck:  But only in the best of ways.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on March 18, 2009, 11:50:38 AM
*dances in his Spiderman PJ's*  At the first intermission, Oilers 1 St Louis Blues 0


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Lorek Bearfist on March 18, 2009, 11:03:49 PM
I'm dying to catch a game at Yankee Stadium this year. I hold an immortal hatred for Boston. The Cavaliers are going to totally [censored] up their championship shots because .... well you all know why. For those that haven't figured it out yet, they're a Cleveland team. Hell, I pretty much hate pro basketball anyhow. It's stupid; you run suicides then try to put a ball the size of The Grand Canyon into a hole the size of your fist. Yeah ... DUMB! On top of all that, they make $50,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000 per game. Anyhow, I shall NOT be totally negative this day. I had a good time last night with my family in the Anarchist Kingdom and got to chill with some people I ain't seen for a while ... s'all good. Making a new playlist for Project Playlist Link and I don't mean the Elf (http://www.projectplaylist.com) I wanna see the new Zelda movie and finish watching the LOTR trilogy soon. I've only ever seen the first one from opening to closing credits. Miss Twen like crazy and right now am jamming out to Megadeth and Godsmack while trying to focus on writing a Deviation for dA, write a song and finish filling out some stuff for my college. LOL! For those who give half a damn, I'll be majoring in English and minoring in Pre-Law. Fin.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Fáiorríl on March 19, 2009, 01:57:23 AM
I've got a friend right now who makes fun of me for being short. He calls me it everyday, when he walks beside me he bends his knees to be 'my height', and he jokes that we could never date because making out would be too awkward from the height difference. The thing is though, I'm 5'5'' so he just sounds like a jerk. He's not even that tall.. He also calls me flat-chested.. even though I'm a completely decent size... and he makes fun of countless other things like the 'abnormal blobs of fat' on my stomach - you know, the NORMAL stuff that ALL girls have? Clearly he doesnt look at naked women a whole lot.. which I do, because I do lifedrawing. Then he also calls me too skinny, pokes my ribs and tells me to go eat a sandwich (even though he's just as skinny as I am). *sigh* it goes on and on.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Azhira Styralias on March 19, 2009, 02:03:28 AM
Why is it that the line is never busy when you call the wrong number...?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Simonne Miller on March 19, 2009, 03:01:31 AM
Faio: and he's your friend because... ? And I bet he does look at naked women a lot, just the model kind in the magazines. You know, the kind of 'ideal' that 1% of the world population of women attains.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Fáiorríl on March 19, 2009, 07:57:18 AM
He's my friend because he makes me smile, inspires my imaginative side, shows me new and exciting things all the time (he's making me read Watchmen currently) and when he isn't a jerk by accident, he's a super gentleman.

And believe me, the only pictures he looks at are anime... and he HATES the half-naked women part. But yes, he is seeing a skewed ideal.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Lorek Bearfist on March 19, 2009, 08:32:51 AM
Oh yeah! I'm super happy. I had pizza and Kool-Aid for dinner. I'm listening to an uber funny song. It's super cool. Look for it. Search for the artist Rehab, song Sittin' At A Bar. It comes from the CD Southern Discomfort. Funny as all hell. Sitting here sipping on Kool-Aid. My friend Savannah who I met for dinner and we started talking relationships. It was cool to get to see her. I luff her mucho! I'm going to take her advice and ask out this girl Jamie (again!) to see where things go. She revealed to me that it's okay to dive into things head first and gamble on loaded dice to find true love. Granted that's NOT what I'm looking for; hell's bells I don't even want a relationship except that I promised her I'd ask Jamie for a date ... again even though she burned me like two days ago. I think it was because she knew I wasn't sincere last time but oh well. Fin.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on March 20, 2009, 01:13:54 AM
Good question Azhira. I have asked that myself many times.

Why is it that some people can read a gum wrapper and find nothing, while others can do the same and unlock the secrets of the universe?  Watched the original "Superman" movie last night and was really moved at Christopher Reeve's performance, even if some parts of the movie were corny and stupid, like that flying scene with Margot Kidder and that poem...Nox could write a better poem than that in her sleep.



Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Fáiorríl on March 20, 2009, 04:23:43 AM
I must say though, Simonne, I question our friendship every day. I'll eventually realize how blue his beard is, I'm sure.

Thoughts: I think a dead garden is just as beautiful as a live one, if not more-so.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on March 20, 2009, 07:45:58 AM
I just wish this week was done and over with...

Gonna take me awhile to recover from all this lack of sleep and eating.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Lorek Bearfist on March 20, 2009, 10:40:36 PM
*Sips his Booze-Aid.* Goooooooooood morning, everyone. How's life? Great on this end. I just ran into my friend Matt and we yakked it up. My dude Ken might be hooking me up on this contract for selling concrete on the net making $3 USD per ton. He's going to try to get me seven hundred thousand tons since the company has over one hundred twenty-two million tons to get rid of. Thats two point one million dollars in my pocket if this comes through. That's if they haven't promised it all out yet. So whooooooohaaaaaaaaa! Hopefully that happens but I doubt it. Really mega awesome news, got my transcripts from my high school and even though they suck, I am beyond one hundred percent certain that I'll be accepted at the Uni I wanna go to. See, good things do happen. Trying to quit smoking *again*. Inner most thoughts: Why did I buy this ungodly ugly hat? It's bright green with like orangeish grey that says New York. Icky text makes me want to vomit. Can't take it back now. :( Why do people buy things because they look so cool on the shelf, then you own it for a few days and you're ready to run it through a wood grinder? My boots need a goooood once over, they look like they've been through a wood grinder? My socks are chafing and they're brand new. I have a zit on my cheek and I feel like I don't belong in society because of my constantly pissy attitude and bad temper. All I want is to be accepted by my peers and I just keep pushing them away, despite my best effortss. I'm pretty close to NO ONE wanting me around outside of a very few people. Maybe one day I'll get it right.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on March 22, 2009, 12:23:42 AM
My Pastors wife passed away this morning. She was in her favorite recliner in her home with husband and family around her.  She coulld not speak, but when spoken to, and if she recognized your voice her feet would wiggle. All of us who were there called them her "Happy Feet"

Pastor was reading the Bible to her when she expired. The cancer took her a lot quicker than even the doctors imagined, in fact when he received the hospice's nurse's report he actually drove out to my Pastor's house to see for himself.  Think of that; a doctor making a house call these days.

Anyway Barbara McIntyre, beloved wife of Pastor Stan McIntyre and mother of Kieth, Ross, Joel, Erin(who has down syndrome) Mark, Michael and one more son who's name I cannot recall at the moment, is now in Heaven, rejoicing with her Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, no more pain and no more struggling with the sin-nature we are all born with that Jesus had to die on the cross for and that anyone who is willing to turn from their old ways, accept Jesus Christ as Savior, can have their sins forgiven and one day when their time here on earth ends that it will just begin in Heaven; of course those who do not, according to the Bible, will end there time here on earth and begin it in Hell, a place of darkness and torment, a place created only for the Devil and his angels, but mostly a place without God's love or mercy.

It is your's and my choice. God asks whom do you choose? The gift of Salvation is free all you have to do is repent and ask for it.

I know that some here do not believe and some may take objection to what I have just written, but this is a thread to put your inner most thoughts in and today that is what I am doing.

I, my family, our church's congregation and her friends and family are sad and yet we rejoice; sad, because we will miss her indominitable spirit, infectious laughter, and sincere love for people: Rejoicing because she is now talking with her Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, given her Mansion as He promised, and is no more in pain and we who have repented and have accepted the work of Jesus Christ on the cross and have taken freely the gift of salvation that He offers to any who wants it, will someday be up in Heaven with her and Jesus and we will rejoice together...forever, Amen.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on March 22, 2009, 01:30:50 AM
My deepest condolences to you, your family, and especially to the Pastor and his family.  I know that loss, and would not wish it on anyone.  They will have a place in my prayers this day.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Simonne Miller on March 22, 2009, 01:33:48 AM
Heh. I'll be honest. The thoughts going through my head at the moment of reading your post were along the lines of 'Capher, I love you, but PLEASE don't throw your religion in my face like that.' I'm sorry, but it feels cloying. And patronising. It works for you, which is great, but it doesn't work for me, so why do I have to end up in hell? Only because this religion does not feel right for my feelings? Why do other people have to end in hell because they happen to believe that *their* god is the right one, and not yours? They believe in their heaven just is firmly as you believe in yours, so who is right and who is wrong?

I'm sorry, it's just that I *really* don't like it when people tell me I'm going to burn for all eternity because I don't share their views. I don't think I'm going to burn, so I don't see why your belief would determine what is going to happen to my soul.

I am not going to say more about this right now, because I do not wish for dissention in the ranks... or on the boards. Let's just agree to disagree, and focus on the fantasy ;)

I do wish everyone who knew her the strength they need to cope with this tragedy, though. That is quite a seperate issue, and if she believed (as I am sure she did) that she was going to a better place, then I'm sure she is there now.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on March 22, 2009, 05:34:01 AM
   I wonder if it's wrong of me to be so unaffected in pretty much every way by a human's death. No matter the possibly horrible circumstances that caused their death, or whether they're family or a complete stranger seems to have no baring on my reaction. Which seems to be none at all.

   I mean, I know I'm not a people person, but shouldn't I feel at least a little bit saddened by the death of my aunt or grandfathers? They were all very nice, caring people with big personalities that you simply couldn't dislike. Yet, their deaths had no impact on my life. I didn't change because of it. I had even watched my aunt and one of my grandfathers die. I went to their funerals and watched them be committed to the earth, listened to people talk about them. Everyone at one point or another was crying, but I wasn't. I wasn't sad and I didn't miss them, I still don't.

   I'm not sure what to make of it.

   As for the whole not believing in God thing. I've been told that I'm going to hell so many times now that it barely registers as more than white noise. Like the chatter of over a hundred people in a cafeteria making conversation all at once, voices competing to be heard.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Fáiorríl on March 22, 2009, 12:59:50 PM
When I encounter religious views, I find myself wiping away the dogmatic side and looking closer at the root of the message. This may be a bad thing, since I'm ripping something up and instead taking what I like, but it helps me to find a connection and unity in all systems of belief. Since we are all human, do we not feel the same tugs of the universe? Are we not (most of us) limited and guided by the same organic composition and electrical systems?

I personally find myself comparing Christian beliefs with those of Hindu/Buddhism. Both speak of overcoming earthly desires and sins to be granted entrance to a place/state of higher being - Heaven, Nirvana - and if this is not achieved, we instead remain in a Godless place of suffering - Hell, the cycle of Samsara.
I know the connections are rough, and since I've grown up in an atheist environment I know very little about the actual workings of the religions, so my facts are a little fuzzy. But is it not a reasonable similarity?

I do not hold it against someone when they tell me I'm going to Hell. Truly, by embracing the body, deviance, and acknowledging false gods, perhaps I am.
With my limited study of the bible, however, I remember Jesus' message being one of love and acceptance. If anything, that is what I follow, not the written rules of men who came centuries after Jesus walked the earth. And is it not similar to the basic concepts of.. almost everything? The Golden Rule? Moksha through karma? Are there not valid benefits to celibacy and methods of prayer or meditation? Why can't we just aim to be better human beings, and in the end, that's what should count.

I think that is what salvation really is. In a.. twisted way.. which probably makes no sense... I guess I just don't believe that anything so impossible to know could be defined into such fixed terms.

As for the loss of Barbara McIntyre, I send strength for all who knew her, as well as for everyone who has ever/is currently experiencing loss. All things that come must leave, and with that I find comfort in death.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on March 22, 2009, 01:14:17 PM
Deep stuff all. 

Myself, I'm contemplating the biggest dilemma of the universe.  Braveheart, for the umpteenth time, or Scorpion King.   One has a good story and good acting and action.  The other has Kelly Hu wearing next to nothing in that little outfit.  I won't spoil the surprise and say which movie has which.

*sigh*  It'll be Braveheart again, but I'll keep flipping back when Kelly Hu is on. :P


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Fáiorríl on March 22, 2009, 03:13:52 PM
XD Altario. I must admit she was my favourite part of that movie.

Added Thought: It's interesting that when you have a cut on your hand let's say, and even though you have not licked it or anything, you can taste the bloodiness in your mouth.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on March 23, 2009, 09:20:57 AM
Braveheart. I shall have to dig that out of the archives and watch it again. I can never get enough of it. One of Mel Gibson finest performances.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on March 23, 2009, 09:23:37 AM
Heh.. you should live in Canada and get the History Television... it's been on about 6 times this year already... hmm... no, one of those times was on A&E.... but, still, I've seen it a lot in the last coouple months...


"I love ya, I always have."

"Freedom!!!!!!"

 :buck:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Damien Scar on March 24, 2009, 12:49:19 AM
Transporter movies...favorite line; "You really do not want to do this"  And of course they do and then Jason Statham just kicks the living daylights out of them...Transporter Three is great movie.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on March 24, 2009, 02:28:04 AM
Myself I cannot wait until I can see Quantam of Solace on DVD


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Yurie Yileen on March 26, 2009, 05:52:17 PM
The thing I never understood about Braveheart is why they didn't use a Scottish actor to play William Wallace.  It was the same thing when they cast Kevin Costner as Robin Hood.  Why not get an actor from Nottinghamshire?  Come to think of it, Blood Diamond, too.  Why not use a South African actor instead of Leonardo Di'Caprio?

And, as for hell, there are plenty of people on earth who are living in what can only be described as hellish conditions.  Personally, I think we need to think more about this world, and not the next.  Oh, and the world of Santharia, of course!   :buck:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Simonne Miller on March 26, 2009, 06:22:46 PM
Ah, but if they had not cast Kevin Costner as Robin Hood, there could not have been the joke in Men in Tights that "I, unlike some other Robin Hoods, speak with an English accent"

:D


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Eric Kattaisson on March 26, 2009, 06:36:16 PM
Yeah, and who knows, maybe people in Nottingham at that time spoke with the same accent as Kevin Costner does now!   :P

I'm still convinced that Shakespeare had a Brummie accent!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on March 26, 2009, 10:56:49 PM
All comes down to money.  Kevin, Mel and Leonardo are massive box office draws.  Who cares about accuracy when yyou have the potential to earn $100 mil. ?

And really, why single those movies out?  Is Gerard Butler Greek? (300)
Is Brad Pitt Greek?  Irish?  German?  (Troy, The Devil's Own, Seven Years in Tibet)
Russel Crowe Spanish?  (Gladiator, and the character was from the provinces, not from Rome)

They are movies, not documentaries.  And they are are actors.

Damn near every Roman movie made has starred English actors because in Rome, they obviously spoke with an English accent.
(speaking of movies about ancient Rome, not movies made in Rome :P)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Simonne Miller on March 27, 2009, 12:10:40 AM
Damn you, Altario, for making me laugh out loud at work (well, almost... I stiffled it) with your comment about movies made in Rome.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on March 27, 2009, 12:24:54 AM
There actually were a couple of actors that played in a movie with their own heritage and accent; Roger Moore, for instance in FFolkes, or even the Bond Films.  I'm not sure if Tom Cruise is Irish or not but he sure did portray a good one in Far Far Away. And then there is Nicole Kidman, who is playing in Australia!

That was just to add to the discussion, not what I am thinking.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on March 29, 2009, 01:59:34 PM
The world is out to get me, and I am far from prepared with what it is going to throw at me next...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Rhia on March 29, 2009, 02:31:51 PM
Don't you just wish you could crawl into bed and hide under the covers until it's over when that happens?... I wish you strength.

@Capher: And then there was Peter O'Toole in Murphy's War!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Hylphán on March 29, 2009, 03:12:33 PM
@ M'Lady Kalina - may you be much more prepared for it after a good night's rest!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Fáiorríl on March 29, 2009, 11:37:17 PM
I want to run away from this shitty place and live somewhere that I can breathe. A quaint stone house on a hill near a forest and creek. I will spend all day up to my elbows in garden dirt, I will pick plants and fruit and herbs, I will have chickens to feed.
I will paint murals of my thoughts onto the walls. I will use sticks and roots to make sculptures and ornaments that will be placed around my property - their presence a disturbing one for intruders. I will lay on the roof at night and talk with the stars. I will make friends with the trees. I will make secret hollows beneath the hills, passages behind my walls.

I will slowly carve my gravestone as the years go by.



Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on March 30, 2009, 12:34:58 AM
mmmm...I like the sound of that, Faio. No real worries of the world buzzing by... I wish I could have such freedom and release from the needs of this world.

So I won't be depressed because I don't make enough to pay my bills, much less do the things my heart longs to do...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on March 30, 2009, 11:25:48 PM
You may get your wish Fao, all of us may get that wish especially here in the U.S. if our President and the Democratic liberals of congress and senate get their way.

I just wish the people of the U.S. actually read and knew what our Constitution really meant when it was written!! But apparently either most do not care or they do not know how to read and think for themselves, all, except a few, whose voices are slowly being muted by the throng of those who do not want to live in a Republic, not a democracy; sometimes both go hand in hand, but there is a major difference if anyone ever has the time to read about them.

I guess I brought this up, because I just learned that some there is some liberal nuts out there who are actually trying to put together legislation that would have all of our ammunition encoded by June, 09 and any ammo that you may have now has to be used by 2011.  Instead of taking away our gun, they will just encode our ammo so that they know how much and what kind we are buying. Soon enough it will be our guns and then the only ones who will have guns and ammo will be the criminals in congress!

I am so hot under the collar right now....


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Ta'lia of the Seven Jewels on March 31, 2009, 12:52:22 AM
What for do you need guns at home, Capher? They only make your life much dangerous than without, for you will never be fast enough to reach your weapon, if somebody wants to kill you.

Just two weeks ago 16 school children and teachers were shot in Southern Germany. The father of this 17 year old boy had 14 guns at home (legally), one of them in his bed room, not in the place it should be. And a lot of ammo around. Our laws are much stricter than yours, but obviously not strict enough. (the lobby is too strong). This boy knew how to handle his gun. 17 years old.

I don't need any gun around, having one endangers you much more than having none.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on March 31, 2009, 02:53:33 AM
Frankly, I don't like guns, but I will be the last person to say "Take them away". People who make wrong decisions are the ones behind killing people, not the guns which were involved. Guns don't kill, people do.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on March 31, 2009, 08:20:36 AM
I don't mind guns. They're pretty dangerous, sure, but anything can be pretty dangerous in the wrong hands. I know how to shoot a gun. It's really not that hard, you just need to know how to aim properly.

I agree with Kalina on this one. Guns really don't kill, people do. I could use a knife to kill someone just as effectively as I could use a gun to kill someone. I could use a chair, for that matter. The end result would always be the same. The person would be dead. And it wouldn't the knife or the gun or the chair that killed them. It would be me.

And, really, if that kid's father hadn't owned any guns at all- I'm sure the kid would've found a different way to get his hands on one.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Fáiorríl on March 31, 2009, 11:36:25 AM
Reminds me of the guy who randomly went psycho and beheaded someone on a Greyhound bus with a knife last year..

Imagine being on that bus.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on March 31, 2009, 12:26:28 PM
That would've been weird. Was he a big guy? Was he a big, strong scary guy? If he wasn't, then I don't understand why no one attacked HIM when he started going all, "Rawr! No head for you!"

And I was told that it was a pair of scissors, not a knife. But whatever. Sharp object is still a sharp object.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Yurie Yileen on March 31, 2009, 06:40:21 PM
I think this issue is always going to confuse non-Americans.  From my experience of talking to people from numerous countries, all have agreed with me that American gun-laws are insane.

Yes, people do indeed kill people, but a semi-automatic firearm makes it a whole lot easier to do so!  That's why they were invented; to kill more quickly and more efficiently.  It's common sense that a man armed with a knife can't inflict as much damage as one armed with a gun.

The way I see it, there's a time and place for firearms, but it's not on the high-street where I go shopping, and it certainly isn't in my nephew's school or outside my niece's nursery!!!  I say leave them to the armed-forces for the defence of the nation, (and the gangsters who use them to shoot other gangsters!)   :buck:

In the UK we have very strict gun control legislation, which has been amended and tightened after various shooting tragedies; most notably Dunblane and Hungerford.  I wonder if there has been any changes to US gun-laws following the numerous shooting massacres?  If not, why not?  Maybe it's a question the American public should be asking themselves?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on March 31, 2009, 06:47:57 PM
I think the issue is more of the *right* to own a gun. It is a matter of taking away rights and liberties (I.E. - freedoms). As many see it, we already have a lot being taken away from us, and the right to bear arms is something which we have held on to for centuries.

I often wonder why we have the "Bill of Rights" and the "Constitution" anymore, as the government likes to wipe their butts with it as often as they can. It makes me sick.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Yurie Yileen on March 31, 2009, 07:04:51 PM
Of course, I understand your worries about losing rights.  Post 9-11 legislation has been dubious at best.  And of course, change never comes easy.  But, I wonder, just because the right to bear arms was relevant hundreds of years ago, does that mean it is still relevant, in an unchanged form, today?  I doubt that it is.  From my perspective, I'd have to say the issue is less one of individual rights, and more one of public safety.  But hey, it's not really any of my business, since I'm not an American!  Still, I find it enjoyable to exchange views on such topics!   :P


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on March 31, 2009, 07:33:22 PM
Public Safety...

Oh right, we are worried for people who lack the proper intelligence to know right from wrong.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Fáiorríl on March 31, 2009, 10:55:49 PM
Nox: I wasn't sure when I said knife.. I just guessed. ^^ Scissors are a whole lot more dramatic though.

Thought: my thoughts tend to dissipate when they are sought after or required.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on April 01, 2009, 12:50:26 AM
Yurie, there was a story printed in Texas, U.S.A., the only state that I can think of right off that allows you to carry guns in public (legally) as long as you have a license, that told of a man walking into a church or it was a resteraunt, I forget, anyway this man pulled out a semi-auto rifle and before he got a shot off he was shot dead, by the parishoners or customers, depending upon if it was a church or a resteraunt; because of their laws it saved lives.

Here in Wisconsin, a man went into a church, walked right down the aisle, with gun drawn, shot several parishoners, who tried to tackle him, and then shot the preacher, his wife, and the pianist, before turning the gun on himself and killing himself, with his last shot.

Now, in the UK, the only people who have guns are police, right? So with the terrorists attacks that you have had recently, would you rather be in Texas or Wisconsin?

I agree with Kali, guns do not kill, people do, however if you take guns away from law abiding citizens then the only ones who will have guns will be the criminals and I guarantee you no matter how tough your laws are criminals will always have access to guns!

Also there a lot of American's who think like you do, that our Constitution and Bill of Rights, our "right to bear arms" is not relevant for these days in this society, however I would disagree most vehemently. I believe that our Constitution and Bill of Rights are more relevant and should be more protected than ever. But slowly, because most American's hide their heads in the sand our liberties, rights, and yes even our Constitution and Bill of Rights are being eroded and more than any terroist attack, that scares me the most.




Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Simonne Miller on April 01, 2009, 05:20:12 PM
I probably shouldn't butt in now, but what has terrorist attacks suddenly got to do with it? If a terrorist places a bomb somewhere and lets it detonate, you can have as many guns as you like but you're still going to be dead. And what about if you have a gun, and the right to carry it like in Texas, and you see someone that you think is a terrorist, and you shoot him, and it turns out he's innocent?

Also, the case you talked about isn't a case of terrorism, or is it?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Yurie Yileen on April 01, 2009, 08:07:51 PM
Well, Simonne beat me to it with regards to the terrorist issue!  Really, even if everyone on board the bus and the three trains that were blown up on July 7th had been armed, it wouldn't have made a blind bit of difference.  The bombs had been concealed; we only knew about them when they had already been detonated.

And to give a concrete example of innocent people getting shot, we only have to look at what happened to Jean Charles de Menezes in the wake of the July 25th bombings.  He was shot dead by trained, professional armed police, in the mistaken belief that he was a suicide bomber.  Now, if the armed-police can make such an error, then how can we expect Mr Jones or Mrs Smith not to?

Anyway, let me see if I can understand your reasoning, Capher.  You believe that by arming the public, then society will be safer because we'd be able to shoot criminals before they could shoot us.  Right?

Well, that works fine, as long as every member of the public is responsible, calm, level-headed, and capable of determining in a very short space of time what exactly the threat is and whether or not lethal force is justified.  I rather feel that this may not be the case anywhere in the world!

Maybe I'd feel at ease seeing armed police walking the street, (our officers aren't armed at the moment), but I certainly wouldn't feel the same if my hot-headed neighbour, or my troublesome flat mate, or my alcoholic step father had easy access to firearms.

I've been in plenty of arguments and altercations over the years, and have never seen anything worse than a glassing.  I dread to think what would happen if two guys having an argument were both carrying guns!  Instead of having a punch-up, what's to stop them from starting a fire fight?  Really, I'm serious.  Things escalate so quickly when tempers are hot and anger is present.

So, no, there's not an argument in the world that would convince me that by having more guns on the street we can have less shootings!  It's just, (in my opinion), illogical.

And, regarding where I'd prefer to live, well, I'm quite happy here in Taiwan, which also has some very stringent gun laws!

I think this is something that we just have to agree to disagree on!  I'm sure that nobody will ever be able to convince me that relaxed gun laws are a good idea, just as I'm sure I'll never be able to persuade gun enthusiasts that stricter gun laws should be implemented!

Hmm, any other thoughts I'm having?  Oh, yes.  Why on earth did I just go on a 50km bike ride?  My legs are killing me and I've got a class to teach!   :buck:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Simonne Miller on April 01, 2009, 08:35:35 PM
Sit down during the teaching  :lol:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Ta'lia of the Seven Jewels on April 01, 2009, 11:17:06 PM
Capher, would you propose then, that every teacher should have a gun as well? To protect his pupils from somebody who might come in and shoot them? Or the kids themselves?

I heard, that some schools in the US have now entrance controls like on airports - I say, I prefer not to have the right - or easy access -  to have a gun  than to see our schools turn to little fortresses. What for terrible impact would that have on the soul of our kids.

Nox, of course people kill, not the guns, but obviously mankind is not mature enough to carry deadly weapons. You wouldn't give a working gun to a child, would you? And as Yurie has already pointed out, you can't kill many people fast with a knife or a chair. The weapon that boy had was not easy to handle, my husband said, it has a big recoil (?), you needed to be used to.

It is not too difficult to get a gun in Germany either, but maybe the difference is, that most Europeans do not think, that they loose something, if the right to carry a weapon is taken from them. We don't need them to have the impression to be free. I prefer not have one, as many others - and I think that is what makes our society much more safer than yours. Maybe we still trust people more than you do, I would not mind to open my door to a foreigner in the middle of the night  - without a weapon in my hands.

I think, freedom is much more endangered in other realms, especially with all the media around: The right for correct information, freedom of speech, the right for privacy, especially endangered after 9/11.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on April 02, 2009, 01:00:41 AM
*wishes she could go home and feel happier*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on April 02, 2009, 01:17:03 AM
Kali, Aaron could meet you at the door with a drink, sit you down, take your shoes off and rub your tired sore feet and then put on some relaxing music, in your bathroom where he has drawn a hot bath for you to relax in, filled with your favorite bath soap, and scented candles are lit to help as well.

Would that make you happy?

@Yurie, Simonne, and Talia. You all have valid points and I will carefully consider them, however the "right to bear arms" is part of our Constitution and that will never be taken away...I hope. I will say this; I do not believe that a hunter or an average home owner or store owner, should have semi-auto guns; that I do believe is totally wrong. However having a couple of shot guns and one or two hand guns that are safely locked away from children, if there are any around, is fine and perfectly legal and logical to me.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on April 02, 2009, 01:18:47 AM
He won't do that right now, and I am not exactly willing to have him do it.

"Spat in my face" today - so not feeling on top of the world


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Ta'lia of the Seven Jewels on April 02, 2009, 02:01:05 AM
Kalina, I know you HAVE the inner strength to get out again. And there will be a better tomorrow.  :hug:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Yurie Yileen on April 02, 2009, 05:52:48 PM
@ Simonne - Ah, yes, but after so long in the saddle, the last thing I wanted to do was to sit down!  My backside just couldn't handle it!   :buck:

@ Capher - Fair enough.  I guess there are lots of different opinions on this one, which have been influenced by different cultural backgrounds.  At least we can agree on the semi-auto issue, though!   :grin:  As for my own home defence, I rely on good, solid security doors, and a handy-sized baseball bat!  Fortunately, I've never needed anything more.  Oh, and at the moment, my flatmate is a policeman...

Just out of interest, what does everyone think about UK police not  carrying firearms?  Does it seem weird?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Ta'lia of the Seven Jewels on April 02, 2009, 06:04:32 PM
Well, it seems weird, even for me, but obviously it works. There are very rarely occasions, where even policemen needed a gun, I remember a kidnapping e.g., but otherwise it may be even safer without. I do not recall, why they were abandoned in Britain. I would not object policemen having guns though, if they are educated thoroughly - how to shoot, and how to react in dangerous situations (a psychological training) .


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Yurie Yileen on April 02, 2009, 06:41:11 PM
Yeah, a few of my students are policemen, and they all say that carrying a gun is a burden; none of them have fired a shot in anger.  Also, here in Taiwan, it's sometimes the case that officers use their guns to kill themselves due to stress and family problems.  So maybe having gunless coppers is for the best!  I think in the UK they carry a stick and a whistle! lol  "Stop, thief!  Or I'll blow my whistle at you!"


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Pikel Thunderstone on April 02, 2009, 07:14:28 PM
Hmm.

This argument is certainly one that has been fought, and is being fought, for years. The pros and cons of the legality of guns. Really, the tall and skinny of the matter is quite simple. Guns are a symptom. Not a cause. Advocates for gun ownership say that A) it's a constitutional right (in the U.S.) to own a firearm and that B) if you ban guns, people will still get them. Advocates for the banning of guns say that violence will drop if guns are allowed. streets will be safer. There are numerous funny things about both arguments, really.

A) Constitutional rights are changed. Often. (They're called amendments, and we've changed the constitution 27 times I believe. Hell, even the right to bear arms is an amendment. a *change*) Not only that, but the inclusion of the Right to Bear arms was not to protect one's self from Criminals, but to form a militia in case the Government ever got too uppity (and much to what is undoubtedly the dismay of our founding fathers, when our Government DID get too uppity, we did nothing).

So really, the right to bear arms in the U.S. was included in the Bill of Rights specifically FOR 'Criminals'. I don't know about you, but i find that, and the defense of said right in order to protect against 'criminals', kind of funny.

B) Let's look at recent activity in the U.K., as far as I understand it, for further arguments. Advocates for Gun Bans say that violence will go down if guns are banned. Advocates for Gun Rights say that criminals will always have guns, so innocents should have guns so they can kill killers. (BTW, I liked how Killing someone with a gun is 'saving lives' when there is a dead body on the ground) Anywho, as far as I understand it, the U.K. has banned the possession of firearms. This has done two things, if i'm informed correctly. It has 1) Almost completely abolished gun violence, and 2) just made people start using swords.

That's right. Swords. Told you it'd be funny.

Criminals, lacking access to a more modern weapon, have started using swords to hold up gas stations and such. The U.K. has recently put a ban on swords. So the criminals no longer had guns, but that didn't stop them from being violent.

This means 2 things. 1) Both sides are wrong. We, as humans, have wrought destruction and violence since our very beginnings. There are the peaceful amongst us, and the violent. The violent among us will always be violent. Take away their guns, they'll use swords. Take away their swords, they'll use knives. Take away knives, Sticks and stones. Ban sticks and stones, and they'll resort to hands and feet, tooth and nail. and 2) Banning guns won't stop it, and having guns won't protect you from it.

Interesting fact: Every citizen of Switzerland (I believe) is *required* to own a firearm. I also believe their crime-rate is obscenely low. Whether or not there is a correlation is up for debate.

I guess my point is, whether or not people have guns really doesn't matter. The violent will make due with what they have. Always have, always will.

I could go on for hours like this, but I'll shut up now. (I don't post enough to be putting out several pages like this ;))


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on April 02, 2009, 11:05:43 PM
Pikel the philosopher!!  Good to see you around.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Pikel Thunderstone on April 03, 2009, 06:21:14 AM
Oh I'm always around. I just never post.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on April 03, 2009, 03:52:20 PM
Quite true. You should fix that, Pikel.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Ridgen Sú'ufanán on April 15, 2009, 05:19:36 AM
*blink*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on April 15, 2009, 05:31:22 AM
*blink blink*

I need to figure out what I want, and do it.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Galthas on April 15, 2009, 05:32:28 AM
Pikel's right, the gun debate is like the Cold War: "They have guns so we need guns= they have nukes so we need nukes," "They have bigger guns so we need bigger guns= they have more nukes so we need more nukes," and "Why does everybody have guns= where did all these nukes come from." If no one has guns, no one needs guns.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on April 15, 2009, 05:34:56 AM
Naive point of view.  Not that I come down on one side of this debate or the other.  Guns are a symptom.  Human nature is what it is.  Take away one freedom, them why not take away another?  It is by far the minority that abuses the rights.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on April 15, 2009, 05:36:22 AM
A domino effect.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on April 15, 2009, 05:36:55 AM
Yeah.. the whole slippery slope theory.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Galthas on April 15, 2009, 05:37:34 AM
I know that taking away guns won't fix the problem, I was just making a comparison.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on April 15, 2009, 07:42:47 AM
Pickles!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Galthas on April 15, 2009, 08:33:55 AM
No, Nox, pickles are nasty. What were you thinking?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on April 15, 2009, 08:56:41 AM
As according to you. Pickles are delicious.

Pickles!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on April 15, 2009, 09:45:35 AM
Candlelight, pickles, and Noxie.  My perfect combination.  :heart:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on April 15, 2009, 11:40:52 AM
:lol:  hehehe


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Ridgen Sú'ufanán on April 15, 2009, 03:34:52 PM
You two go along pretty well.  :evil:
Don't get me wrong, I'm not trying to make you look bad or anything... <--- (Hostile Friendly tease)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on April 15, 2009, 03:39:15 PM
We've looked much worse.. many times.. cuz yes, we gets along very well.  She's my Noxie.  I need say nothing else.  :heart:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Ridgen Sú'ufanán on April 15, 2009, 03:44:06 PM
You're not mad at me are you?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on April 15, 2009, 03:48:16 PM
Lol.. not at all.  Why would I be?  I don't get mad easy.  And I'm the first to poke fun at myself. :D


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on April 15, 2009, 03:55:26 PM
*Pokes Altario's tummy all in good fun.*  Wooo. Pickles.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on April 15, 2009, 03:57:07 PM
Careful, Noxie.  That's your baby in there.  And you owe me this months child support :P


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on April 15, 2009, 03:58:57 PM
Oooo WHOA!

*starts snapping pictures*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on April 16, 2009, 12:13:21 AM
Nox, I would demand a paternity suit first... ;)  and you forgot the beer with the pickles.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on April 16, 2009, 12:37:30 AM
Yes, I be drinking for two now :buck:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Tharoc Wargrider on April 16, 2009, 01:13:30 AM
Good to hear you're cutting down!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Ridgen Sú'ufanán on April 16, 2009, 05:23:44 AM
*calls wedding service; wait, are you's already married?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on April 16, 2009, 05:25:07 AM
Noxie won't marry me.  She prefers the excitement of living in sin.  And boy, do we sin. :P


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Ridgen Sú'ufanán on April 16, 2009, 05:28:24 AM
 :lol:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on April 18, 2009, 07:58:21 AM
As far as how I feel about being your hubbie..... seeing as I don't know you, or don't recall ever meeting you... I'd say that's just about on par with a crazy weekend in Vegas :D


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Eléyr Fásamár on April 18, 2009, 09:37:26 AM
You know I think there's a favorite youtube videos thread in this forum somewhere. Perhaps you could post your "advertisements" there? ;)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Miraran Tehuriden on April 18, 2009, 10:00:23 PM
You know, we could just have the ceremony, marry Alt and Noxie, and have it done with.

I mean, it's not like we need their concent to declare them married do we? Nor their presence, for that matter..



"And in the name of Vikthi and the High Spirits, i pronounce you to be as one untill the Darkest Night comes again."


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: grallen gast on April 18, 2009, 10:30:03 PM
drinks all round! :D


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on April 18, 2009, 11:12:39 PM
I'm up for that crazy Vegas weekend, Altario. :P


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on April 19, 2009, 12:42:21 AM
Hehe.. I think Vegas would be the perfect place for us Noxie  :heart:

We can make it a honeymoon, as according to Vihk tradition, we are already married now. :P


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Miraran Tehuriden on April 19, 2009, 02:46:05 AM
Only untill the next new moon Alt (which, just like the full moon, happens only once per year on Caelereth)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on April 19, 2009, 03:32:20 AM
I rarely have relationships last that long anyhow. :D  Noxie will tire of me and toss me to the curb long before the next New Moon
We burn very hot, but only for a short time :P


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Fáiorríl on April 19, 2009, 05:33:25 AM
*wanders in* hoorah! cheers for marriage! and hotness, and chocolate bars, and angelina jolie's underwear... er wait.. *wanders out*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on May 01, 2009, 04:18:06 AM
I think I am working myself to being sick. I feel exhausted, yet I slept well. I don't feel particularly hungry, but I know I need to eat.

My body feels blegh... And the weather has been insanely chaotic this spring, and driving my sinuses crazy.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Damien Scar on May 01, 2009, 04:24:29 AM
I agree Kali.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on May 01, 2009, 04:26:44 AM
 :hug:  Hope you feel better soon, Hon


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Jenna Silverbirch on May 01, 2009, 05:43:19 AM
Well I'm going to completely spoil the cheerful atmosphere by going back to the gun debate from WEEKS ago- yes, in the UK, the police are the only ones who legally carry guns, but there is no huge problem with gun crime. Yes, people get hold of them and people get killed, but he real problem is knife crime, especially amongst teenagers, as they are so easy to get hold of (not swords!). Lotsa people getting stabbed. Just to clear that up  ;)

......Pickles are good!
And get well soon Kalina!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on May 02, 2009, 01:02:00 AM
Jenna, it would seem that no matter if it is guns or knives or nuclear bombs, mankind will always find some weapon to kill others...sad, but true. No matter what you're ideology may be, though I believe and will still adhere to our country's Constitution and especially the 2nd ammendment; which deals with the "right to bear arms"

The saying "guns don't kill, people do" applies to any weapon you can name, though agreed, some do it faster than others.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Jenna Silverbirch on May 02, 2009, 01:13:27 AM
I completely agree, Capher. Look at how creative inmates are in creating crude weapons- sharpening spoons and whatnot. The whole to bear arms or not to bear is so complicated, a horrible vicious circle riddled with problems, especially in a country like America with a bigger, more established gun culture than most. All we can do is try to prevent people hurting each other untill the next new weapon comes along, and then start trying all over again.
Something I do think that should be stopped as soon as possible is the death penalty. America is one of the few countries left in the world practising capital punishment, along with places like Iran and North Korea.

But then, that's just my opinion  :P


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Thorin Broadfist on May 02, 2009, 06:47:15 AM
The man who invented the Gatling gun (can't remember his name off the top of my head) once said that to become rich, just invent a new way to kill people.
While I agree with what you've said Jenna, I understand the need for the death penalty. There are some people in the world who have done crimes so heinous that the only real punishment for them is death. As terrible a thing as it is to kill someone, it is better to protect life by killing one murderer than to let him live and maybe kill again. The great king of Babylon, Hammurabi, established the "eye for an eye" law for a reason. If your life will be taken for taking someone's life, then it's less likely that you'll kill them.
But, that is just another point of view from another viewer of life.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Tharoc Wargrider on May 02, 2009, 07:07:18 AM
I think you'll find that Mr Gatling was the inventor of the Gatling gun, Thorin. He was, I believe, a dentist by trade.

As for the death penalty thing, on the one hand I can see why some folk would want it, but on the other, there have been too many instances of a miscarriage of justice which was realised too late for the poor unfortunate who was swinging.
And as for it being a deterrant, if that were true then how come the U.S still has so many murderers in it's jails?

Not having a pop at America, btw, just using the most obvious example.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on May 02, 2009, 07:09:59 AM
Very few states actually have the death penalty anymore, which I think is sad.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Thorin Broadfist on May 02, 2009, 07:14:13 AM
There are currently 38 states that have the death penalty, with Texas being the most well-known.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Hylphán on May 04, 2009, 10:52:09 AM
I firmly believe that the "Failure to carry out the death penalty", even when it is sentenced, is the main reason that it is not a deterrent any more.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on May 04, 2009, 11:03:57 AM
Hence why I thought many actually didn't have it, which we - but fail to use.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Valan Nonesuch on May 04, 2009, 09:12:21 PM
Changing the topic: Public Transportation. Why don't people use it?
I'm a little biased here, Toronto and the surrounding areas have a fairly good bus/subway/train system. It takes a little planning to get where you need to go, and yes, you might have to stand in weather or (god forbid) walk a little but you're harming the environment less (let's not turn this into a debate on whether or not cars harm the environment) than if you made the same trip by car. So what's the big deal about taking the bus?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Cyradin Lawabel on May 04, 2009, 09:39:03 PM
Well, where I work, if I were to take the bus, I'd arrive late every day as the buses don't run early enough, and I'd have to either leave early or wait for hours at the end of the work day. Arriving late is not a good thing, leaving early is not a good thing and waiting for hours ... not a very enjoyable thought, so the 1/2 hour drive is really my only option.

When I'm not working, I do use public transport when it makes sense to do so ... which is most times.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Simonne Miller on May 04, 2009, 10:46:00 PM
On the death penalty thing - reminds me of a cartoon I once saw. A little kids asks his mom why death penalty exists, and she tells him that it is to punish people who took someone else's life. So, logically, the kid asks - so who is going to kill the people who killed the first guy?

I firmly believe that death penalty is not a deterrant. Period. Even if it was executed, people have an inherrent belief that "it won't happen to me", so the fact that it happens to someone else won't stop them.

Thorin: while I do understand your argument, I can't help but think of Gandalf - Many people live who deserve to die. And many people die who deserve life. Can you give it to them?
If you don't have the power to grant life, don't be overly quick to take it away.

On the subject of public transport - I don't even have a driver's licence, I do everything with public transport here in Prague. At home less so cause whenever I go somewhere it's with my boyfriend, who owns a car, and it's very often cheaper to go by car than by train... But to go to the center of the city or something I usually go on foot, even when the weather isn't too nice. Good for my health ;)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on May 04, 2009, 11:57:23 PM
I do not use public transportation for several reasons: One, their handicap system usually does not work or not work well or if it does it takes so long to get my wheelchair up into the bus and then to get settled that I get glares from the other passengers for making the bus wait so so long to pick me up.

Second, it is just too dangerous. We have street punks beating up on bus drivers, stealing cell phones right from a person just as they quickly jump off the bus and we have had knife threatenings and other forms of violence; including street guys going sidling up to girls and even women, but mostly girls and trying to lift their skirts, if they are wearing them, or cop a feel. If you complain or God forbid try and stop it, you may end up in the hospital or the morgue!

Third, we do not have a subway system where I live and even if we did I would not take it. I am sorry I would rather take my chance in a car or van any day, even if I were not handicapped. My personal safety outweighs the so called benifits of public transportation!

Even with cameras on the buses it still does not deter the crime and violence, thought I do admit sometimes it does help the police catch the azz holes faster. But the damage is done, especially when it happens to a young girl, or even a bus driver.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Jenna Silverbirch on May 05, 2009, 04:19:11 AM
That's a shame about your area, Capher  :( People should be less self-centred and more paetient.

Here in britain, and a lot of europe (as simonne points out) public transport is fairly widely used. But then we have less of a car culture, and far more efficient roads, as many of them are built over tracks that have been there for hundreds of years. It seems in america, it's easier to take the car, so people take the car. And of course, the distances are far greater, though it seems a shame it isn't so good in the cities. There isn't enough of a demand for better public transport, to the misfortune of those who'd rather take the bus.

As for the death penalty, while there are a very few people who deserve the death penalty, isn't a wasted life in prison enough for the rest? But you can't have one law for some and another for others, so I don't believe in the death penalty. Sometimes criminals who might have been excecuted really do reform and repent. Isn't it worth saving their lives, at least morally, even if they are going to be in prison for the rest of their lives? And if they can't be changed, they are in a place were they can't hurt anyone anymore.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on May 05, 2009, 04:51:40 AM
I'm a believer in the death penalty.  As stated earlier, if it was used more, then it might be more of a deterrent.  But to those who aren't deterred by it; the world is better off without them.  As for the law can't kill if it says that killing is wrong, this is a false argument.  Of course the state can; it is part of what we expect the state to do, and that is to protect us from those who's disdain for the laws allows them to do as they please. 

If the neighborhood kids break my window, I can then then hold them prisoner in my basement, giving them food and water, and not abusing them, just detain them until I am satisfied they were rehabilitated?  Of course not, that would be considered kidnapping.  And kidnappers we put in prison.  So, we do to them what we say they cannot do to others.  Same principle applies to the death penalty.

That said, I believe that far higher standards be applied to death penalty cases, as there have been miscarriages of justice.  DNA evidence should be needed, as well as any video and or photographs.  Eyewitnesses, unfortunately, are not always reliable.  Circumstantial evidence definitely cannot be used.

As well, the type of murder committed should also be taken into account.  Premeditated murder, murder in the course of committing another crime (such as killing a person during a bank holdup) should be death penalty cases.  Manslaughter should not meet the criteria.

I also believe that there are some crimes more heinous than simply murder.  Rape and pedophilia come to mind.  The victims of these crimes, it can be argued, suffer worse than murder victims.  Children, of course, need to be protected at all costs.  And the recitative nature of these criminals makes them extremely dangerous.

*climbs down off soapbox* 


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on May 06, 2009, 01:09:33 AM
Gives Altario a thumb up :thumbup: Great speech, when are you going to run for office? Val could be your campaign manager...nope forget that, if that happened nothing would get done, well nothing political that is,  :evil:  I volunteer for campaign manager, and Val can be your press secretary...nope, same problem as before...what could Val do politically to help the cause without disrupting it?  scratches head as he trys and thinks of answer.

I know get married! :D


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Jenna Silverbirch on May 06, 2009, 11:54:04 PM
*Claps Altario* I'd vote for you! I can't express how nice it is to be able to have a balanced, interesting discussion with intelligent people.
If santharians ran all the goverments of the world, it would be a better place. Well, we probably wouldn't have a clue what to do and would mess things up even more, but at least we'd be well-meaning!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: ghun on May 09, 2009, 12:59:41 AM
I agree whole-heartedly Jenna... :thumbup:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on May 09, 2009, 01:28:40 AM
We all take a very diplomatic approach to things, and generally have quite a few level heads... I think we would be fantastic. :D


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Tharoc Wargrider on May 09, 2009, 04:32:02 AM
Regarding the public transport issue: I live in Manchester, England, where we are currently undergoing an expansion to the public transport network in the form of additional routes to the tram system.
One of these extensions is coming right through the centre of the suburb I live in, and we recieved leaflets telling us how it would improve the system as a whole. I noted with interest that one of the 'improvements' it would bring was a reduction in the number of buses running through to Manchester. Instead of one every 15 minutes, there will now be one every half an hour. How is that an improvement?
I consulted the proposed tram timeteble, just to check that these buses were going to be replaced by trams (which, I might add, no-one uses) and guess what? Yep, the trams were going to run once an hour!

Add to that the increasing incidents of violence against passengers, the gangs of kids sitting at the back of the bus smoking, swearing and playing their i-Pods far too loudly, the dirty interiors and the joys of sitting beside someone who spends the entire journey coughing and sneezing all over you, the extortionate cost of a ticket.........

No thanks, I'll take the Warg anyday.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Garret Arroway on May 10, 2009, 12:00:19 AM
It is still strange every mornin’. After a year and *counts* eight months, I still usually wake up, step down on from my bed on my left foot, slowly move to the ball of my right foot before swiftly movin’ back to my left. Usually its fine, sometimes my bad ankle aches a bit. It’s just so odd to me that I do this instinctually now, even though my ankle might not have been botherin’ me that mornin’, the day before, and sometimes it had even been mostly quiet for a week. Still there is still that feelin’ I can only describe as ‘wrong’ almost every time I shift my weight to the right.

It would seem that after that amount of time I should be alright, but its as temperamental as every. Doctors say everything’s fine, but I learned growin’ up that if it hurts, there is probably somethin’ wrong, unless the body is inflictin’ pain for no reason at all. Though if that is the case, I can see why my body hates me. Fallin’ apart at 18 ain’t alotta fun though.

Just rantin’ a bit. This whole ankle thing is drivin’ me toward the edge. Might soon see if my grandpa and uncle still have that saw they were gonna loan me when I first injured my ankle …


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on May 10, 2009, 01:37:43 AM
 :lol: at the saw bit, Garret, but not laughing at how you feel. Doctors and most medical journals say that when there has been an injury to the body severe enough and then after you heal, then there is something called "Phantom pain" there is nothing wrong with you physically, it is just that your brain has not gotten the message yet. Many amputee's have that "Phantom pain or even itching" sensation and want to scratch at something that has actually been removed.

Now in your case your ankle has not been removed, however because of the injury it received your brain may not have gotten the message that your ankle is fully recovered. There is of course that small possibility that your ankle has not fully recovered and the doctors have not found out what that is, but that is a very minute possibility. My thinking, and I believe I have some knowledge in this area, since I live with pain, my body not doing what I tell it to do etc..., all the time, is that you are probably experiencing "Phantom pain"

Though it is irritating, it can be overcome. Mind over matter.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on May 15, 2009, 01:45:45 PM
Oh my, the movie Giant is on.  I forgot how much I loved that movie.  Rock Hudsun, Elizabeth Taylor, James Dean, and a very young Dennis Hopper.  Could it get any better?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on May 16, 2009, 10:27:21 PM
My carpal tunnel is getting worse in my dominant hand. Means I will most likely have to go to the doctor again to have it looked at and possible meds to make it stop hurting so much. Aleve isn't helping as much as I had hoped.

I am tired, but I think things might be falling back into a rhythm, and I can deal with that - even if it is a rhythm I am not particularly desiring, but a rhythm none-the-less.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on May 17, 2009, 05:07:35 AM
it is always nice to have rythymn Kalina...especially horizontal  :evil: Ask Altario, he will tell ya,  ;)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Eric Kattaisson on May 17, 2009, 06:53:44 PM
@ Garret - Yeah, it'll take time before you trust your ankle fully again.  I think Capher's right, it's probably mental.

As for my own thoughts, I'm just going through the whole mixed bag of emotions that you get when you relocate.  I'm heading back to England soon, so I'm making my leaving arrangements.  It's weird, bouncing between two countries like a human boomerang!  Anyway, I just hope that the economy over there isn't as bad as the press is making out...I don't want to end up unemployed or working in a pea processing plant!   :P


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on May 19, 2009, 10:17:03 AM
Eric from what country are you coming from?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on May 19, 2009, 02:14:42 PM
So much to do, and so little time to get it done.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Eric Kattaisson on May 19, 2009, 05:33:17 PM
I'm in Taiwan at the moment, because my wife is Taiwanese.  We should be back in cold, old England this August!  My work here in Taiwan is okay, but it's difficult to do much more than survive.  Just surviving has been fine up until now, but if we're looking to start a family then I need to be bringing more in, which is why I'm hoping that the British economy hasn't completely gone to the dogs!  Anyway, time will tell; if I can't find gainful employment then I guess we'll be back in Taiwan next year!

How are things in the US?  I heard that it's pretty bad, with lots of people being laid off.  Is that true, or just media hype?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on May 20, 2009, 04:08:47 AM
No it is true, Eric. Many people being laid off and our President and congress just keep on spending money like it's growing out of a tree. However the money is actually our children's, grandchildren's and even great grandchildren's future.

I do not like the way America is heading; economically and morally. But I will stay and continue to pray. That is all that a man can do.

I wish you all the best in England. I will pray that you find a job that pays more than you ever expected. Just remember if you do, thank God.

Take care of yourself and your wife. BTW what is her name?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Eric Kattaisson on May 20, 2009, 02:56:10 PM
Thank You for your prayers, Capher.   :)

I think that there is still work available in England, but the competition to get it has gone up.  Some industries actually do better during hard times; education is one of them because everybody wants to gain more qualifications!

As for politics, I'm pretty much fed up with the Labour government, and I think that they'll lose the next election.  That's one of the problems with democracy, you can't please all of the people all of the time!  Still, it's better than having no say in your country's future, a truth I realised after living in China for a couple of years.

Oh, and my wife's English name is Indigo; her favourite colour!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on May 20, 2009, 10:56:20 PM
Very pretty name. I am sure she is as beautiful as is her name, Eric


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Elicas Bellidian on May 22, 2009, 10:55:13 PM
I believe cats are beautiful!  :pet:(I have absolutely no clue wtf this little thing is, but it is pretty neat)

I like cats.  Oh, and China scares me  :shocked:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Ridgen Sú'ufanán on May 23, 2009, 09:07:40 AM
 :pet: is a bunny.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Elicas Bellidian on May 23, 2009, 10:14:35 PM
. . .  Oh well, I use it to represent my cat. 

Ah yeah, does anyone else agree the world is going to end soon?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: fionn on May 24, 2009, 04:26:40 AM
can't say its been keeping me awake at night. does it mean you're very brave if you're more scared of a three hour english exam than the prospect of the complete destruction of the universe? or just normal?
and  :pet: is clearly a frog in a bunny outfit. because that's the kind of smiley that we all need.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Elicas Bellidian on May 24, 2009, 06:41:26 AM
Well if you are more afraid of the exam....  Then I'm thinking you got a really mean teacher/professor!

And yeah, the little  :pet:'s really DO seem to be like frogs!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on May 24, 2009, 08:01:26 AM
My throat and chest hurt. And now my head is starting to throb. Yay for allergic reactions that don't go away from 3 weeks... >.<


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Damien Scar on May 24, 2009, 10:34:25 AM
Kalina, I have found out that taking Benidryl helps than most prescription meds. Sorry for your pain.

Yeah, I heard about the prophecy of the Myan's who predicted that the world would end in 2012. If I had to take exams, I would worry more about the exams, because it is the present, not the future. Besides Jesus said "no one knew the time and the hour except the Father himself". He also said "take care of today for the morrow will take care of itself"

So to me that tells me to do what I am supposed to do today and not worry what will or could happen tomorrow. I think that is good advice for everyone.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on May 24, 2009, 10:41:46 AM
I don't think Benadryl is gonna help this one. I only take dayquil and nyquil to make it through these things.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Pline on May 24, 2009, 10:44:21 AM
The world has been supposed to end for hundreds of years now. Chances are, when it does everyone will be surprised, because it will be a day completely lacking in significance. Like a Wednesday.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Deklitch Hardin on May 24, 2009, 05:07:12 PM
2012? Really ... other people I was speaking to said the Mayans thought it would end in 2011 ... in either case ... at least it means I won't have to get a new first digit in my age :D


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on May 24, 2009, 05:14:59 PM
Capher is correct.  The Mayan calander predicts the end of the world in 2012.  According to them, it has happened before, and will again.  Coincidently enough, ancient chinese texts also claim 2012 as the end of the world.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: fionn on May 24, 2009, 11:50:02 PM
when, exactly, in 2012? cos if it's after the summer I'll have graduated. I'd be really annoyed if the world ended before I graduated...
and as for allergies, I feel your pain, Kalina. woke up at three this morning because i couldn't breathe.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on May 25, 2009, 01:51:06 AM
May comes to mind... but, I can't be 100% sure.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Garret Arroway on May 25, 2009, 07:10:50 AM
I watched a documentary on it on Discovery or somethin' like that. *Laughed through the whole thing, but was kinda interestin'*. Anyways, the date they gave was 12/21/2012


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on May 25, 2009, 07:12:01 AM
O.O! Teh day affer me birfday! OH NOES!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Valan Nonesuch on May 25, 2009, 07:56:56 AM
I think they're ignoring the fact that maybe the Mayans only had so much rock to carve their calender on? Or maybe they figured that they could get another calender started around 2000 and then have ready to replace the other one in 2012?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on May 25, 2009, 07:59:03 AM
No.  According to Mayan myth, the world has ended several times.  The last time, funnily enough, by a great flood.  This adds to the debate over the Flood of the bible, as many civilizations have flood myths.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Valan Nonesuch on May 25, 2009, 08:01:09 AM
Well then what are we doing theorizing about people who were wrong?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on May 25, 2009, 08:06:15 AM
Well, there was another thread dedicated to the debate on bible matters, so without feeling the need to drag those arguments into this thread, one should never categorically discount any possibilities.  There is far more that the human experience does not know, nor will ever know, than what we currently do know.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Morden Peshirgolz on May 25, 2009, 09:33:34 AM
I figure that it doesn't really matter when the world ends, or when I die for that matter. Whatever you believe, I think that you should never worry about the end of your life. When it comes, it will come, and eventually there will be a day when you can't prevent its coming.

But the key is that you spend whatever life you have living the best life that you can, reaching out and helping all the wonderful people in your life, and giving and receiving lots of joy along the way.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on May 26, 2009, 11:55:18 PM
"Amen!"


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Yurie Yileen on May 27, 2009, 01:06:34 AM
What exactly would the end of the world look like?  Are we talking about the sun expanding and burning it up, or are we only thinking about the extinction of humanity?  I reckon we've got a pretty long way to go before either of those things happen!  If I had any money to bet with, I'd bet it all that the world will still be here in 2013!   :P


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Damien Scar on May 27, 2009, 01:20:01 AM
unless we have a nuclear war, which is kind of scary with North Korea and even Iran gaining nuclear capabilities to make a warhead. Not to mention the USA and Russia and other countries who have nuclear bombs at their disposal.

So the world could end with a bang!

So I agree with Morden. It's not how or when you die, but how you iived.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Yurie Yileen on May 27, 2009, 01:41:00 AM
Yes, it's definitely about how you lived, but I'd like to live beyond 2012!   :shocked:

And don't worry about North Korea; it's only small dogs that bark all the time!  Their political regime will probably change of its own accord, or collapse completely.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on May 28, 2009, 12:16:05 AM
Yurie so would I. But no one knows.

Right now I am thinking about writing a short story and putting it up in the Artists thread, however it is ten pages long. Is that too long for that thread?

A young man plays for the Chess Championship of the world in the near future. He defeats his opponent only to find out that he has to beat one more and if he loses to this opponent the world is sent into WWIII.  I call it the Sicillian Defense.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Eric Kattaisson on May 28, 2009, 12:24:51 AM
I don't know if it's too long for the forum, but the idea sounds like a good one.  I look forwards to reading it, wherever it's posted!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Twén Aråerwén on May 28, 2009, 01:42:39 AM
Whether we're 13 or 93, we've all had years of experience at living. We've spoken our first word, taken our initial steps, and learned our first lesson. But does the education ever stop? Do we ever get to a summit when we can say, "I have learned all I can!” ? Does age really imply wisdom? Do we ever get to a point where we can pack it up and broadcast to anyone who will listen: “I am done!”

“No” - that word is uncomplicated and to the point. You never stop learning, growing, or changing. We are the summation of our experiences, but we never stop experiencing until we're dead, so we never really become who we're meant to be until it's too late. Morbid? Perhaps. I personally find it comforting. It means we're never tied into any one decision or existence. I mean in the literal sense, our existence is fixed until it ends. But in the fluid understanding of the idea, we never stop changing, adapting or growing. So the idea that we never actually reach our potential doesn't dishearten me from continuing to try to progress and learn. It just comforts me with the certainty that no matter how many times I misstep, there will always be room for a redo.

In life, your finest moments happen in private when there's no one around to see, because the decisions that truly count are the ones that are free from external influence. Likewise, when you make a hard decision because you know it is right and not out of any fear of being caught, that makes it truly meaningful. Any decisions made while following the crowd or succumbing to peer pressure may be the right thing, but if not made for the right reasons, they're meaningless, empty gestures of an unsure soul.

The 'time out' does not exist in life, so the ability to stop and take stock of a situation before acting is limited. We occasionally have the leisure of stepping back, removing ourselves from a situation and attempting to judge the circumstances objectively. But more often than not, action is immediate and the urge to leap without looking can be overpowering. And when you leap, chances are it's into the abyss - an action that cannot be taken back no matter how hard you try.

But then, are any actions final? Can you truly do something that cannot be undone if we're always changing, growing and learning? Yes. They say that the intent behind an action isn't always what counts; it is how that action is perceived that makes a difference. I'll agree to a certain extent, that intent only mitigates the outcome of a behavior. If you intend not to hurt someone's feelings but do it anyway, are their feelings any less hurt? Of course not. Your original intent may soothe your guilt, but in the end you are forced to react to the situation, as it exists, not as you had hoped it would exist.

So what does all this pondering mean? To me, it means that life is hard and that the decisions we make along the way usually make it harder, not easier. It means that you have to take help when it's offered and remember that just as you're human and prone to error, so are those around you. It tells me that missteps are common, and that it's how you deal with those mistakes that really reveal the kind of person you are. It tells me that an open mind and a peaceful soul get you farther in life than being aggressive and quick to judge. And finally, it tells me that respect is crucial but elusive if you don't respect yourself first.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on May 28, 2009, 03:22:53 AM
Wow Twen that is some introspection. I liked it a lot. It was very precise and logical. Are your thoughts always that way? Mine are so scattered, that I need a vacume cleaner to gather them all up and then I need a sorting machine to put them in a somewhat semblance of order. :rolleyes:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on May 28, 2009, 08:15:12 AM
My inner thought is just giddiness having you back, Twen.  I missed you muchly.  My WA activity has been near non-existant.  :hug:  Welcome home. :heart:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on May 30, 2009, 07:56:55 AM
Hahahaha  I am watching CNN and Jack Cafferty just used one of my emails on his Cafferty File piece.  I'm famous :P


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on May 30, 2009, 09:22:08 AM
I don't watch CNN, I am a Fox News watcher, so what was your email, Alt?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on May 30, 2009, 09:33:20 AM
Jack poses questions to the viewerrs.  Todays was : "Here’s my question to you: President Obama says “You ain’t seen nothing yet” when it comes to his presidency. Should he be so confident?"

My reply on his blog, which he read on air, was "Darren writes:
I would say no. Anytime in my life I stood up like the cock-on-the-walk and bragged, someone came along and knocked me off that pedestal. As president, that’s a pretty tall pedestal."

I know, I have no life, but I thought it was cool.  First time I have ever written in to one of those TV shows and they use my mail. :P


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on May 30, 2009, 01:46:29 PM
Awesomeness, Altario. Lol.

Reminds me of the only time I ever won anything. I used to always enter contests and raffles and of the such and I had never won anything before. The one time I didn't want to enter the raffle, my friend threw my name in the box and I won four tickets to a free session of Laser Quest. I hate Laser Quest. Hah.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Garret Arroway on May 30, 2009, 03:05:23 PM
Nice Alt and Nox.

I won two tickets to the Pasadena, Texas Livestock Show and Rodeo from a country music station when I was just bored and decided to call in to request a song. Didn't even register that I'd been sittin' on the phone for quite a while at the time. Was occupied with throwin' a ball at my wall and catchin' it while listenin' to the music playin'. :grin: (The rodeo was pretty cool, my stepdad took me even though it was a bit of a drive. *One of the few good memories*)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Tharoc Wargrider on May 31, 2009, 06:40:32 AM
I bought two raffle tickets once to win a snooker lesson from the then world champ, Steve Davis. I gave one to my friend, who turned up after the tickets had been sold, and he won. B*****d!

Oh, and Garret. Stop playing with balls in the house!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Deklitch Hardin on May 31, 2009, 07:58:23 AM
A couple of years ago around Christmas time I was invited by friends to watch a group of musicians, singers, dancers, comedians etc performing in an end of year performance. Their son was one of the singers and their daughter was one of the dancers in the show. Anyway, they were doing all of these lucky draws, based on your ticket number. My number was one of the ones that was pulled out ... and I won a Hard Rock Cafe t-shirt. First time I had ever won anything ... and wasn't their son upset with me for winning? :D

And as a side note ... each time I go to visit them, I always make sure I wear that shirt ... just to rub it in a bit ... isn't that nasty?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on May 31, 2009, 08:12:19 AM
I never win anything. Even in FFXI, I always have the lowest rolls :(


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on June 01, 2009, 12:28:18 AM
What in the world is FFXI?

Same here Kalina. Never won anything.

Say Alt did the guy comment on your email or just read it. Bill O'reily on Fox sometimes comments on the emails he reads on his show that he has received.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on June 01, 2009, 03:28:38 AM
FFXI is an online MMORPG. Kind of like World of Warcraft.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on June 01, 2009, 04:05:54 AM
Oh ok Kali, ty for the info.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on June 01, 2009, 05:08:19 PM
I just spent much of the morning hours, during which I should have been sleeping, baking three rather delicious looking pies. Now, I don't have a picture of the blueberry pie that I made- but I do have a picture of one of the two pumpkin pies I made.

Honestly, I don't actually like blueberries at all. The only thing "blueberry" that I like are blueberry muffins, and not even all that much. Two of the pies are for my martial arts instructors and one (one of the pumpkin pies) is for my dad.

Anyway. Here's a quick picture of one of the pumpkin pies that I baked. Took the picture with my phone, so I apologize for the bad quality... the top is sprinkled with fresh nutmeg and fresh cinnamon.

(http://i275.photobucket.com/albums/jj316/LilPingu/Image070-1.jpg)

Doesn't it look yummy?

Well... bedtime for me. I'm exhausted.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Damien Scar on June 03, 2009, 05:46:23 AM
I like pies, it looks very delicious Nox...yum yum.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on June 03, 2009, 10:05:45 AM
As according to my martial arts instructor, who I gave a pumpkin and the blueberry pies to, both pies are delicious. Though, I tried out a different pumpkin pie mix this time around and I, personally, feel like it's not half as good as the pumpkin pie mix I was originally using.

:(


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on June 04, 2009, 01:01:31 AM
Did someone say pumpkin pie and blueberry?

What do you want? Gold? Silver? Platinum? Diamonds?...Altario?  ;)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on June 05, 2009, 01:32:55 PM
..... I'll make you a ten pies- whatever kind you want- if you give me Altario to keep! :grin:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on June 05, 2009, 11:54:28 PM
Hope you can eat that many Capher, cuz I'm on my way Noxie :heart:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on June 06, 2009, 04:22:43 AM
Five of each please, Nox. ty PM me for my address to send them to, that is as soon as Altario gets there.  ;)

I think you better have ropes, chains and handcuffs to keep him though, as he does seem to move around a lot. :evil: :hammer: :baby:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on June 06, 2009, 07:26:31 AM
Its because Noxie has those and knows how to use them that I'm hurrying so fast to get there. :D


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on June 06, 2009, 10:21:07 PM
 :rolling:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Alexandre Scriabin on June 08, 2009, 06:27:34 AM
Anyone here ever study a person for a few days, taking everything into account, and coming to inevitable conclusion that this isn't a happy person. Don't you just want to tell them they don't know how fantastic they really are?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Damien Scar on June 08, 2009, 10:35:06 AM
Yes, Sue. I have and have done so even if that person did not want to hear it at the time. After that person thought about it, she became one of my best friends and I believe I avererted a sucide.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Alexandre Scriabin on June 08, 2009, 11:37:46 AM
We really are ridiculous.. :buck: :kiss:.  :P  :fish:

That basically sums us up.

Edit: If you didn't get it I depicted a night drinking downtown.  :evil:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on June 09, 2009, 11:43:56 PM
I agree Alex. A long time ago I decided that just drinking to get drunk or even have a good time was a waste of my time and more importantly, my money. One night I decided to go with my friends to a disco/bar and not drink at all and just watch. As the night wore on I saw them loosiining their morales, especially the girls, some guys became extremely aggressive, while other's became morose, there were some who actually fun and good to be around, but mostly they all acted liked idiots. Not like they would act if they were sober.

Then the worst part was to go back to my apartment and then hear them worshipping the ivory throne the rest of the night. One girl actually passed out hugging my toilet. I took pictures of it all and when they sobered up I showed it to them. The guys just laughed, the girls, especially the one who was hugging my toilet, were quite embarrassed. I had hoped that those pictures would show them how dumb it was to get that drunk, however it did not.

I shake my head when I see drunk people and wonder why they do it to themselves? Just quit, like I did!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Alexandre Scriabin on June 10, 2009, 12:56:43 AM
I couldn't agree more Capher, but it should be taken into account that addictions are a clear sign of a person being dissatisfied with their current state. My mother went to a hypnotherapist to take away her emotional drive to smoke, and she hasn't had a puff since. But look who's talking, lmao, i used to be a stoner. I know, as you're reading this you are giving me a long distance glare, but that's okay. Time for the proverb of the day, "Yesterday is history, and tomorrow is a mystery, but today is a gift. That is why they call it the present..."


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Damien Scar on June 10, 2009, 02:25:27 AM
Very well put Alex.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Eric Kattaisson on June 10, 2009, 02:49:52 AM
Ah, Capher, the amount of times I've been sober and watched drunks go about their antics!  Personally, I think it's a comedy and a tragedy rolled into one!  As for myself, I went from one extreme to the other; first of all being a complete beer-monster, and then a teetotaller.  I'm now at the point where I sometimes have a drink and enjoy it, but rarely get out of my head.  As with everything, I believe that moderation is the key.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Alexandre Scriabin on June 10, 2009, 03:14:29 AM
Sometimes moderation isn't. I know, shoot me for always having to be contradictory, it's really fun. Being passive aggressive might be a good example of bad moderation.

Same here though, i couldn't take my eyes off the Bacardi, Kahlua, and Jack Daniels for about half a year. It was a great learning experience though, i realized just how stupid i am on a day to day basis. And i sure am stupid... :P :peace:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on June 10, 2009, 03:19:36 AM
I too have battled the bottle and won, thouh sometimes the urge is there.  And I practice moderation, not abstinence.

When it comes to my Noxie, however, moderation be damned, I'm all for jumping in with both feet.  :heart:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on June 10, 2009, 02:09:30 PM
Life isn't something you take in moderation, Altario.   :P   And everyone knows that I'm the life of the party.

Diving right into random situations isn't so bad, just be sure to check for rocks in the waters at the bottom of the cliff if it's clear enough. Other than that- white water swimming isn't too bad, but I wouldn't just haphazardously jump into it on a whim, though I have on occasion and have crawled out of the river with various results to show.

So, come on. Jump into the funner and more interesting bits of life. Don't sit around the lake, poking your toes in to see if the water's warm enough yet. Wander on down a path along the water's edge, and down one of life's many random rivers, throw yourself in wherever it seems most appealing to do so and see where you end up. Just don't think that you'll ever get to the end of the journey without some bruises or scrapes to show for the ride.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on June 11, 2009, 12:10:21 AM
Nox, I am not sure if that was meant for only Altario or all of us, however when it comes to drink or drugs or anything harmful to oneself should we really jump into it? The scrapes and bruises along the way just may be ones we or others may never get over.

If you are speaking of life in general; then by all means your analogies were right on point. What is the use of living if you do not live! I suggest though, a bit of planning ahead, spontaniety is fine, but it can also be a bummer if it does not turn out right...IE man takes girl to baseball game, he has big sign in the park asking her to marry him, the crowd looks expectantly at her for her answer...she is caught unexpectedly between a rock and a hard place; if she says yes, and does not mean it...the crowd will be pleased, but he will not be. If she says no, then both the crowd and he will be displeased...either way the girl gets the short end of the stick...to speak of.

Imho.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on June 16, 2009, 01:27:41 PM
Ah. I wasn't speaking about drink or drugs, just life in general.

Being stuck between a rock and a hard place is just another part of life. Personally, at the time, I would mind getting the short end of the stick a lot. But a couple days from then? Not so much. I figure things turn out how they turn out and that you need to learn to work with what life gives you, the whole lemons and lemonade bit.

And... you know... just be an everyday McGyver.

;)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on June 16, 2009, 11:16:21 PM
Ah, a female McGyver with pink hair??  I suppose it could work.  :thumbup:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Eric Kattaisson on June 18, 2009, 01:21:46 AM
Well, if life gives you lemons, then make lemonade is one way of looking at things.  But another way to see it is that if life gives you lemons, then that's what you asked for.  Personally, I love lemons, so I don't see what all the fuss is about.  Having said that, I wouldn't mind having some mangos as well.  Oh, and some lychees.  But I don't jump into rocky rivers head first, as it tends to lead to death.  Much better to get somebody else to do it first.  But be sure to record it, so you can sell it to some sick, twisted TV company later.   :buck:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Alexandre Scriabin on June 18, 2009, 01:29:21 AM
Sounds like a job for Altario! I think i'm gonna tear up... we'll really miss you buddy.  :cry:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Mathis Mallister on June 20, 2009, 02:33:05 PM
At what age do you tell a highway that it was adopted?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Laonna on June 23, 2009, 03:49:58 AM
Bah! grr! (and other noises of slight irritiation)

Oookaay, I've had 23 missed calls from people I don't know- which i refuse to pick up just in case- I'm begining to think someones put my number up on random wall somewhere, and ontop of that some company called UCC  are texting me non-stop asking if i want a student loan, You'd think no was a simple enough answer to understand wouldn't you!

My only inner most thought at the moment is "Bah!" and "stop calling me, I don't know you...

Yeah, so anyway, if you see a phone flying through the air, it's probably because I've just chucked mine out the window. 

Note to self- breathe in, breathe out and repeat,

 :rolleyes:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on June 23, 2009, 01:11:04 PM
:lol: Want me to catch it so you won't have to buy a new one?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Lorek Bearfist on June 23, 2009, 09:55:07 PM
My studies of Physics at college have been making me think very open and philosophically lately. Why is it that every time something good happens to me, it has to be taken. Jamie, I miss you. Return to me, butterfly. Many friends have told me that I'm destined to do great things, hard to believe when every time I give someone my heart it gets ripped out and crushed to dust. Aside from being very hurt, I am kinda happy to be allowed back here as of today. Anyhow, going to see about maybe getting into a story ....


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Laonna on June 25, 2009, 05:44:08 AM
Yeah, that would nice Kalina, that would be great seeing as I'm on contract, lol!

 :lol:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on June 25, 2009, 05:47:00 AM
My milkshakes bring all that boys to the yard... and they're like... "Yo, where the milkshakes at?"


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Laonna on June 25, 2009, 09:27:23 AM
Theres no news like good news:

Double celebration time!

The first being that I celebrated my 3 year anniversary yesterday (not a wedding anniversary but of the day my boyfriend and I first went out). Yay!

And now for the really exciting news

*waits expectantly for a drum roll*

I am guaranteed a part in a play I recently auditioned for, I just have to wait and see what part I get. This is especially meaningful for me as I was in the play when i was 4 and it was the first dramtic thing i ever did. Double yay!

*dances crazily round the coffee table in celebration*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on June 25, 2009, 09:30:41 AM
Ooooo! Congratulations, Laonna! :D


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Laonna on June 25, 2009, 09:39:29 AM
Thankyou! I'll let you know what part I get, should be great fun!

 :D


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Fidget on June 25, 2009, 12:39:13 PM
Congrats, I've been thinkin bout gettin back into theatre recently but at the moment I need to concentrate on finding something that pays.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Laonna on June 25, 2009, 10:13:39 PM
Cool, what sort of things have you been in, if you don't mind me asking?

 :D


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on June 25, 2009, 11:13:59 PM
Laonna, I am chuckling because it seems to me that only a girl would remember their first date with their boyfriend and celebrate it...

On the other hand congrats on getting a part in a play. I only played in one play, a musical called "South Pacific" I loved it and wished I had been in theatre a lot sooner. I was a Senior and played the part of the conniving petty officer who convinces the Lt. to take him to Bali Hai, the forbidden island.

I especially enjoyed singing and dancing to the choreography to the song, "There is nothing like a Dame"


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Laonna on June 26, 2009, 12:59:01 AM
hehehe....I have to remind every year! (not reminding him that the only way I remember is because it's one day after my sisters birthday!)

I did musical theater for a while in college, but I had to give it up because there was so much bullying going on I couldn't cope, but I love it. This productions going to involve dancing, which I love to, and if i get the part I want I'll be on stage alot, dancing and whatnot....

Three cheers for theater!

 :P


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Deklitch Hardin on June 26, 2009, 02:33:01 AM
I was in West Side Story a couple of years ago as one of the Sharks (the one called Moose) ... it was certainly an interesting experience. I had to dye my hair black because 'teenage gang members wouldn't be going gray'. It was a big commitment (45 minute plus drives each way for rehearsals three times a week, plus the performances, but it was certainly a great experience).


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on June 26, 2009, 03:00:34 AM
Been since high school that I was in any plays.  I did Romeo and Juliet 3 different times.  Was Romeo twice and one of his pals once.  One Romeo was a real Shakespeare type play, the other was an over the top spoof in the manner of Airplane or the Naked Gun series.

My favourite, however, was in Death Takes a Holiday, where I played Death.  It also makes me love the movie Meet Joe Black, with Brad Pitt, because it is a modernized version of the story.  I liked Brad's portrayal, though I think I was a more handsome lead. :buck:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Laonna on June 26, 2009, 03:05:11 AM
That's sooo cool, the best thing i ever did was when I was college. We had to devise our own musical around A Midsummer Nights Dream, which I loved anyway. All our names went into a hat, an I got picked to play one of the leads, Hermia. It was such a thrill, we choreographed all the dance, wrote the lyrics to songs, picked the music we wanted, lit the stage ourselves (someone else did it while we were actually performing), and picked which lines we would say. We even did the set ourselves.

I was thinking of attempting something like that with my own youth drama group, but on a much smaller scale, seeing as I don't know much about set design, lighting, or writing music, I'll probably just stick to the dance/drama side of stuff. Any ideas for a script would be much apprecited.

 :grin:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Thorin Broadfist on June 26, 2009, 03:07:05 AM
I just joined my high school drama department last year (my freshmen year was a play I just didn't want to do) and before that I had done some grade school plays (Pinocchio and Snow White). My last performance was in To Kill A Mockingbird, and it was a very interesting experience. It kinda sucked putting on loads and loads of make-up though (I played Rev Sykes), but I'd do it again in a heartbeat.

Alt, that goes without saying, or does it?  :huh:

Laonna, that sounds awesome!! Wish I could get into something like that...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on June 26, 2009, 03:25:39 AM
We also did a play for AADAC, Alberta Alcahol and Drug Abuse Commision, in which we substituted balloons for girls virginity.  I played the local lothario, and when I would sweet talk a girl, I'd take her offstage and we'd pop the balloon.  The girl would then be shown as the scorn of her classmates for being easy.  An over the top morality tale, but it was fun. :P


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Laonna on June 26, 2009, 03:27:59 AM
I love my group, although we are only amateur and losing money like water out of a sieve!
I only took over it this year, along with two other members, and I couldn't do it with out them. We're only a small group,only about 10 at the most, but you meet the most amazing and talented people.

If I'm not acting or directing these guys,(apart from college and assignments) I write random scripts, just for fun though. I recently wrote another X-files movie, (seeing as I thought the last wasn't that good) and had a laugh when my group tried out some scenes from it, for warm-up exercises. Hahaha you should have seen my alien! Ahhh, the fun we had!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on June 26, 2009, 06:52:07 AM
@Alt. How many ballons did you pop before you finally met a girl you could not woo backstage? :lol:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on June 26, 2009, 06:58:41 AM
In the play, I got all of them. ;)

In RL.. I was far too shy.  No balloons for me until I was out of school. :(


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on June 27, 2009, 01:47:30 AM
Alt shy? *quick get the smelling salts, I am about to faint* :lol: Are you sure about that? Actually I can believe that, because I was the same way. Very shy, a bit overweight and had an acne problem...probably why I was so shy.

At the moment though I am thinking I really should look at my story "Wizard of the White Tower" and do some major revision work on it as so much has changed on the dev side of Santharia since I first began to write it. I am sure, or perhaps not so sure, that there may be some who would like to see the story polished and finished; me included.

The reason being is because I found an old folder of mine with all of my notes and character sheets of the story. I had thought I had lost them forever. Along with those I also found my story "Sicillian Defense" which I plan on putting up in the "Association of Artists" thread, as soon as I can.  I am actually quite thrilled I found this folder. It is a wonder what you find when you are looking for something else, especially in a shoe box! ;)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on June 27, 2009, 02:18:04 AM
Does everything have to be so complicated?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Rookie Brownbark on June 27, 2009, 02:20:38 AM
Yes.  Otherwise it wouldn't be...?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on June 27, 2009, 02:22:58 AM
How inconvenient.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on June 27, 2009, 03:57:24 AM
I'm a simple man. :D


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Fidget on June 27, 2009, 04:32:33 AM
I've done mostly small things back in High scool as far as acting,Mercutio in Romeo and Juliet being my fav. Mostly though I preffered being behind the scenes making sets or doing lights. My first real job was as a stagehand in Virginia doing lights for performances and other menial tasks but at 17 i thought I was living the high life.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Laonna on June 27, 2009, 04:41:27 AM
Thats cool, I love Romeo and Juliet too, only got to be the understudy the last time we did it  :( (about 5 years ago), my favourite play has got to be either Two by Jim Cartwrite, or a play called Find Me, I forget who wrote that though.

 :D


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Rhia on June 27, 2009, 04:50:37 AM
Unfortunately, I haven't been able to act in many plays yet, but I do love being on the stage, and I always, always, always try to attend the productions our local high schools put on! Although I must admit that it's kind of depressing at their Shakespeare plays when there's only about five people in the audience. :P And then there's this group of actors who travel around the state I live in and perform Shakespeare for free in parks. It's great, and I drag my family to them every year. Though it's a bit annoying when my little sister and mother keep leaning over and whispering in my ear, "What did that mean? I didn't understand that. What's a coxcomb?" I can't wait until high school and drama club! :heart:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on June 27, 2009, 04:56:48 AM
I sing to myself while no one is around.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Fidget on June 27, 2009, 05:23:58 AM
I dance to old 80's alt rock songs, usually in my boxers. Sometimes alone.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Laonna on June 27, 2009, 05:42:51 AM
When nobodies in, I get all dressed up as if i was going clubbing, but I sing along to whatever songs I'm listening to (into a hair brush or a ladle) , and dance around the front room. I'm still a 14 year old in my head  :lol: :rolling:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on June 30, 2009, 12:11:58 AM
*puts on Bob Seegar's song , "Give that ol time Rock and Roll"

Ok, eveyone get ready to do your own Tom Cruise adaptation. Nox, singing, Fidget singing in his boxers, Laonna all dressed to kill.  Anyone else care to join in?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Salkazrian on June 30, 2009, 12:19:35 AM
Am I the only person in the world who doesn't really care that Wacko Jacko is dead?  When I turn on the news, it seems that way!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Irid alMenie on June 30, 2009, 12:24:13 AM
Nah, I'm with you there Salk. I mean, I like some of his older work (to quote the nostalgia critic, when he wasn't really a black boy anymore but at least a halfway decent looking white boy) (no offense to michael jackson fans), but I'm not really moved either way by the news of his death.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Twigga Knosst on June 30, 2009, 12:56:07 AM
I agree- he was a musical genius, but he was creeeeepy. I do like his songs in general, the ones I've listened to, but- let's say I feel more comfortable listening to his music in the Jackson Five than his much later ones. :P (*gasps injuredly* And no, I'm not a baby boomer! *runs away and cries in corner at old taste for music*)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Salkazrian on June 30, 2009, 01:01:33 AM
Phew!  I was more interested in David Carradine's death, but only because it was perverse...:buck:

And is it true that Elvis died on the toilet because he was constipated and pushed too hard?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Twigga Knosst on June 30, 2009, 01:10:20 AM
Well, in memory of Jackson, here's something (http://www.santharia.com/adv/index.php?topic=5149.msg220103#msg220103) that one of our very own Santharians put together a while back...

Just like Mama Elliott supposedly died choking on a ham sandwich, Salkazrian? :lol:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Salkazrian on June 30, 2009, 01:16:32 AM
No, it's true!  I just checked it on Wikipedia, my online god.  And I quote:

Quote
Another tour was scheduled to begin August 17, 1977, but at Graceland the day before, Presley was found on his bathroom floor by fiancée, Ginger Alden. According to the medical investigator, Presley had "stumbled or crawled several feet before he died"; he had apparently been using the toilet at the time.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on June 30, 2009, 01:20:23 AM
I'm just appalled that the problems of Iran, the missile threat from North Korea, the wars of Iraq and Afghanistan have all been silent for days while the public obsesses over the death of a celebrity.  My god people, get a life! :P  Play his records, whatever, but it's not the end of the world.  That won't happen until the death of Garth Brooks. :buck:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on June 30, 2009, 01:20:35 AM
Not everything on Wikipedia is true. People can modify it and so on.

And, Altario, the end of the world happens when I die, you silly goose. Because, when I die, all musicians will be going down with me.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on June 30, 2009, 03:06:01 AM
i agree Alt with everything you said, except the end of the world thing. Jackson unfortunately will become like Elvis with Neverland becoming like Graceland, which is I believe a slap in the face to Elvis and to Graceland. Elvis was not a whacko nor a child molester, no matter if he was aquitted or not. How many believe that OJ did not murder his estranged wife and boyfriend?

I give Jackson the credit he is due; he was a musical genius, but he abused that gift or as some may say there is a very fine line between genius and insane.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Laonna on June 30, 2009, 03:40:33 AM
Yes, I agree there are a lot more pressing world wide matters, but I still feel sorry for his family and kids.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Laonna on July 01, 2009, 01:26:15 AM
For all those interested, I'm supposed to find out which part I've got in much ado about nothing, tonight at 10. (my time)

(drum roll please!)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on July 01, 2009, 01:27:26 AM
*Begins slapping his tummy in drum roll fashion*  :P


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Rhia on July 01, 2009, 01:29:06 AM
Huzzah! I hope you get Beatrice, or Hero, or one of the other main parts! :heart:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on July 01, 2009, 01:31:45 AM
Oooo! Much Ado about Nothing! Love that play <3


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Laonna on July 01, 2009, 01:58:18 AM
I'd love to play Beatrice, unfortunately, They want someone older to play her, (late 20's to early 30's) and I know who's playing Benedick so that makes sense, I'd settle for Margerat or Ursula though!

I'd invite you all to come and see it, but I think that could be under advertising, and It would be an immensely long trip for most of you!

 :P


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Twigga Knosst on July 01, 2009, 01:59:01 AM
That's what filming is for! :P


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on July 01, 2009, 05:09:50 AM
Agreed!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Laonna on July 01, 2009, 07:07:00 AM
We interrupt this interruption to bring you the important news that there is no news on the play role list.

There is however a re-call which I will attend! Wahoo! go me!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Mathis Mallister on July 07, 2009, 03:31:18 AM
recent dreams:

- Rick Moranis is my father, making a Frankenstein monster in our basement. This is recurring, and sometimes happens in a shopping mall. It always ends with him poking his head out of a doorway and screaming something. I am hiding behind something as the monster stomps up the stairs.

- At some sort of camp next to a prison. Prisoners come over. I give my house key to some white supremacists. One shows up and shows me his severed fingers. What a weirdo.

- I am playing golf, with goofy golf clothes and everything. I am unable to tee off because people setting up lawn chairs RIGHT BEHIND ME. No matter how many times I move there are always more people with more lawn chairs. Eventually the entire tee area is COVERED IN LAWN CHAIRS. MOST FRUSTRATING THING EVER. I WAKE UP ANGRY AND SWEARING.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: grallen gast on July 07, 2009, 03:47:20 AM
you have very specific dreams. mine are usually just full of lizards and things with too many teeth.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Twigga Knosst on July 07, 2009, 03:50:35 AM
Once I had this dream in which there was a village in my room- everyone was shrunken until we were maybe two inches tall- and we were being attacked by a huge giant with a sword and King Kong, so we were hiding under my bed, although there were many villagers running around outside of it. My dream self told herself, "Someone's got to take charge!" I ran out from under the bed, seized the giant's huge sword, (which magically shrank to fit my grip) and swung it in a big arc into King Kong's toe. Unfortunately, it only penetrated two or three centimeters, so I ran back under the bed. 'Twas very scary, but I liked being in charge. :crazy: Up until recently, I used to have very vivid dreams.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on July 08, 2009, 06:29:36 AM
Uhm...most of my dreams are "R" rated if not "X", however I have had some dreams where I am back in the Navy and making my dad proud of me this time instead of dishonoring our family name.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Valan Nonesuch on July 11, 2009, 12:43:55 PM
Epic fail (http://mashable.com/2009/07/10/imageshack-hacked/)
So, a few of the folks over in the IRC have been harrassing Y.T. for pictures of me smiling. I really am not that good at smiling on camera. I smile when I laugh and I'm not that big on the out and out laughter. Laughing is for headspace. I caved and took a picture of my with a sort of smirking thing going on. It's not very good. Turns out I can't post it because some assholes decided they needed to broadcast their manifesto far and wide. Now, if I remember my history correctly, you don't go and break into gas stations to put up posters if you're protesting the price of oil. Because that would be criminal, and it wouldn't gain you much in the way of support, especially if you say, stole all the gas in the pumps. Or cut off the hoses. The long story short is that I can't access a good 90% of my stored images. For a group that claims to decry the use of exploits by people this seems... backwards, and not than a little hypocritical. If you're going to broadcast something you don't alienate the folks you're putting the message out to by breaking into their house, hiding their stuff and replacing it with copies of your crazy revolutionary manifesto.

In short:
 Protesting: Ur doin it rong!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on July 11, 2009, 10:22:16 PM
... *blinks*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on July 13, 2009, 04:25:17 AM
Valan I am a bit slow witted. I guess I do not understand why you could not post your pic because of a break in at a gas station.  Sorry if I have misinterpreted something.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Irid alMenie on July 13, 2009, 05:09:59 AM
Capher, Valan is unable to post his pictures because a bunch of hackers hacked the system where he hosted them, changing many people's pictures to an image of their own, protesting against something or other.

The gas station thing was just an example (if you're protesting against the price of oil, don't alienate the people you're trying to reach by acting like a jerk).

Does that make it a bit clearer?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Salkazrian on July 15, 2009, 12:41:14 AM
Dreams are great!  I usually have my most vivid ones just before I wake up, or if I have a nap in the afternoon.  Most of my dreams involve fighting or chasing people, though I've not had to fight King Kong, yet!

A guy I used to work with told me that he had a recurring dream in which he'd drive his car into the countryside, and then stop by a small bridge.  For some reason, he knew that this was the right location, and would get out of his car.  Then, he'd take a shovel out of his boot and start digging by the river under the bridge.  After a while, he'd uncover the remains of a dead woman.  And that was it.  Still, it gave me the creeps when he told me!

Hmm, but even more disturbing than that is when people talk or walk in their sleep.  I used to sleepwalk a lot, or so I've been told.  I could never remember it.  Still, one night I woke up and I was standing by my bedroom door, trying to unlock it.  Fortunately, I couldn't find the right key in my sleeping state; I still don't have any idea where I was trying to go!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Yurie Yileen on July 16, 2009, 02:16:33 AM
Last night I dreamt that I decapitated Kim Jong-il and put his head into a carrier bag.  The rest of the dream was his ghoulish body chasing me around, trying to get its head back!  We had a few car-chases and I think I gave his head to a taxi-driver.  Anyway, it was all very exciting.  I'm just off to bed now...I wonder what my twisted subconscious has in store for me tonight?   :P


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on July 20, 2009, 02:01:29 AM
Irid, thank you for helping me understand Valan's rant. Now I understand and Valan I agree completely and I am sorry that they hacked into your computer.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on July 20, 2009, 02:13:11 AM
I am really ready to be back at 10,000 feet. Being a sea level sucks.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Laonna on July 21, 2009, 01:56:14 AM
Arggghhhh! I have a giant hole in my foot! (stupid shoes)
 :speechless:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Lorek Bearfist on July 21, 2009, 03:28:50 AM
Will I ever find someone to love? I am really starting to doubt it. Oh well, the yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery and today is a gift, that's why it's called the present.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Eric Kattaisson on July 23, 2009, 06:44:01 PM
For me, I found somebody to love only when I stopped looking.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on July 24, 2009, 12:54:11 AM
(http://i202.photobucket.com/albums/aa39/Grodyn/MrRonry.jpg)

 :cry:  I was scared!!!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on July 24, 2009, 01:07:13 AM
Of what? Altario.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Lorek Bearfist on July 24, 2009, 01:11:12 AM
I'm afraid I don't understand your fear based on that screenshot, Lord Altario. My inner most private thoughts right now consist of the following: I *need* cigarettes shortly, I lost a bet to a friend that I have to pay off Saturday by way of painting his newborn son's room free of charge, a VERY pretty DJ lady I hung out with all night until like an hour ago, work later on, no class today for some reason and ... tomorrow is Friday. That means party time! Huzzah! Everyone be cool.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on July 24, 2009, 01:21:53 AM
I was alone... not even 1 guest


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Twigga Knosst on July 24, 2009, 02:23:22 AM
But... there are *always* guests. Especially when there are no other users on but yourself. :shocked: What a weird, horrible fluke of nature...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Garret Arroway on July 24, 2009, 04:12:26 AM
Currently wondering why something bad always has to come along when things are going good for me ...  :(


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Laonna on July 24, 2009, 04:38:18 AM
Does anybody else feel disapointed that there aren't more fantastical, magical things going on in life? or is it just me? I'm going to sound a little crazy, but I miss the time when I was kid, and there really was some magical things going on. Santa was real, there really were fairies living in the bottom of my garden (albeit, imaginary ones) and every game I played was so much better then anything else that was going on. Ahh, those were the days, when I could dress up as a pirate, and nobody would even look twice.

Cest la Vie!
(At least now I can vote, go to gigs unattended, and I no longer obsessively listen to the spice girls...... on second thoughts, lifes great!!)

 :P


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on July 24, 2009, 05:50:37 AM
Santa's not real???  NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.............................

*shakes fist at the sky*  Damn you, harsh realities of life!!!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on July 25, 2009, 11:03:09 PM
*hugs Garret* We love you here! That will never change :D

Laonna: I do, all the time. I always feel I am on the wrong plane of existence and I should be thriving somewhere else more exciting.


Me: These ups and downs, the nausea in the morning to mid-afternoon...getting annoying! >.< Stupid medication.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Morden Peshirgolz on July 26, 2009, 05:32:14 AM
@Kali: Pull through, m'lady! I'll be praying for you as you go through so much right now. :)

@Alt: Is that your IP address below your username in that screenshot? If so, you may want to blur it out, just in case, ya know. ;)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Lorek Bearfist on July 28, 2009, 05:14:47 AM
Missing my sugar kitten, bored and the song I'm listening to is LAME. I need a change of pace, perhaps a big move out of state IS in order. North Carolina, mayhaps? Iowa? Texas? Nevada? Maybe north to Kent, Ohio so I can go to the main campus of Kent State University. All things considered I'm okay other than my shorts are a LITTLE loose at the waist. Rock on. *Turns on Metallica/Motorhead/Darkest Hour/Anthrax/Powerman 5000/Union Underground/Cradle of Filth/3 Inches of Blood playlist.* Time to rock out and kick ass.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Arogus Lutranim on July 29, 2009, 09:24:17 AM
The closest thing to my deepest thoughts at the moment about equates to the fact that I'm hungry, we just ran out of my favorite ice cream, and, no offence meant to mods or admins or any such higher powers, the fact that my character is taking FOREVER to finish. (I had to tell the truth, after all)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Flaresong on July 29, 2009, 12:34:25 PM
Inner most thoughts .... I am usually reminded by others, that I don't have conscious thoughts. Which is probably better for me, since the lack of thought keeps me oblivious to life. I miss being healthy, I miss being an optimist, I miss being me .....


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on July 30, 2009, 01:55:38 AM
Tabitha I have MS and have lived with it most of my adult life. Yes, there were times when I wished I were healthy, when I could be optimistic, and be me, as you put it. But I have discovered so many other opportunities and friends that I would not have had if I had been healthy and since I did discover those opportunities and friends, my optimisim came back in a big way! And I discovered a "me" I did not know existed and have embraced that me to the fullest. Perhaps you can do the same....

Take care;

Capher.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Twigga Knosst on July 31, 2009, 08:36:10 AM
Hum herm hum dee dum... Feeling a bit depressed at the moment because I'm stuck in this mud patch of not writing well, or at least feeling like it, and my wheels just keep spinning round and round, getting me more and more stuck... :buck:

Hey, we're on the one hundredth page! :shocked:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Thorin Broadfist on July 31, 2009, 10:29:50 AM
I still can't bring myself to ask her, but she's all I can think about. This torture is too much; I just can't ask her...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Keraste on July 31, 2009, 10:15:00 PM
skips along wearing a ridiculous gingham dress and badly glued on pigtails..
here is brains for Twigga (or inspiration, to be precise), and a large bag of assorted sugary snacks, which I find tend to fulfill the same function... :D

here is courage for Thorin, and a big hug. ^.^

here is a heart for- oh, looks like you've got one already, and it works very well.

i'll keep this one in a jar, then, in case i need it later. :heart:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Lorek Bearfist on August 01, 2009, 11:07:53 PM
Can't life ever be fair and just let two young lovebirds be together to be happy and free? Why does something ALWAYS have to interfere with something I want? Grrrrrrrrrraaahh! So mad I could scream. Rocking out to Iron Maiden. I just wish that for ONCE something good could happen with nothing following it. Seems like every time paradise is right around the bend, Hell is right in front of my face. I love my new SRH (Supporting Radical Habits) hat. Rob Zombie just clicked on. I really don't want to hear this song. I think I bought these socks the wrong size because they itch like friggin CRAZY. I love my new ear bud headphones. Other than all that, nothing's really on my mind. One more thing: Am I *ever* going to be done with this new character I'm writing? Feels like forever working on them.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Garret Arroway on August 02, 2009, 03:04:29 AM
Still trying to figure out why life has gotta be so painful ... Seems like we always set outselves up to be hurt ...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 02, 2009, 03:18:05 AM
That's what life is.  Moments of pain, interspersed with moments of pleasure.  Enjoy the the moments that are pleasurable; treasure them.  Do not dwell on the moments of pain, but learn from them.

It is all you can do. :D


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Lorek Bearfist on August 02, 2009, 03:51:55 AM
Laptop shopping at Best Buy. I really like this one. XD


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on August 02, 2009, 06:36:16 AM
Unable to take antidepressants, and my medication causing severe depression and mood swings. I have no other desire than to drink my sorrows and emotions away.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Twigga Knosst on August 02, 2009, 07:21:43 AM
@Kali: :hug:

@Lorek: Well... Really, maybe all you can do is put up with the itchy socks until some better ones go on sale. If it's that bad, perhaps all that can happen is the store stock eventually gets better. (Yay for metaphors ;))

@Keralde: Hehe, thanks. You always make me laugh, dontcha know? :heart:



Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Damien Scar on August 04, 2009, 02:12:22 AM
@ Kalina:hug: Do not drink :badidea: You have a lot of friends whom you can talk to, including you husband, I hope, who are willing to help you through. I hope you know you are wanted, needed and loved.  :heart: Your :number1: in my book!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Flaresong on August 04, 2009, 05:37:35 AM
I should not be permitted to play with fire. As I now have a semi-new hair style and slightly shorter eyelashes! :lol: Sidenote: I dislike grills! :D

Who thought lighter fluid, charcoal and me was a good idea?!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Damien Scar on August 05, 2009, 02:17:55 AM
 :rolling: Sorry Tabitha I really should not laugh for it probably was very scary and hurtful. A long time ago in a park a man tried lighting a grill and burned off the hairs on his right forearm.  That was me. I have since then conquered Darth Grill... ;)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on August 05, 2009, 02:40:29 AM
It is time to move on in life, and I keep getting reminders of this fact. Just need a bit more time to get through the final stage.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Damien Scar on August 05, 2009, 04:10:24 AM
What stage would that be Kali?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on August 05, 2009, 04:24:58 AM
A new job.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on August 05, 2009, 05:00:41 AM
I wish.... that I could breathe through my nose.... *sniffle* ugh


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Twigga Knosst on August 05, 2009, 09:34:24 AM
Aw. All of you guys just need some apple turnovers. Hey! What a coincidence! I made some this afternoon! And they even have the crimped edges!

(http://i690.photobucket.com/albums/vv264/mahjongg54/turnovers.jpg?t=1249432213)

(http://i690.photobucket.com/albums/vv264/mahjongg54/turnovers2.jpg?t=1249432288)

Everyone! Turnovers! Now! *starts plopping turnovers on plates at random*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Thorin Broadfist on August 05, 2009, 09:40:13 AM
Now I'm hungry...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on August 05, 2009, 11:13:55 AM
Ice cream! :D


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Eirika on August 28, 2009, 01:50:32 PM
When I was 5 years old, my mom told me that happiness was the key to life. When I went to school, they asked me what I wanted to be when I grew up. I wrote down 'happy'. They told me I didn't understand the assignment and I told them they didn't understand life.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Alexandre Scriabin on August 29, 2009, 01:30:32 PM
Talk about the ultimate time to say "touche".  ;) It seems apparent that even our own greatest philosophical triumphs are short on perspective, temperament, and clouded by the ego. Anyone ever try to destroy their own ego? It's really delightful, that's for sure. To know that the root of that which gives you pleasure in every circumstance, is by the same token the very base element of all sin. Talk about a paradox. There just isn't any way to be entirely righteous.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on August 29, 2009, 02:27:35 PM
I've always been righteous.  Except that one summer when I broke my wrist, then I was a leftest until the cast came off.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on August 29, 2009, 06:23:59 PM
I haven't even be back to work for one week, and I am already exhausted as hell. :(


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Lorek Bearfist on August 29, 2009, 11:52:59 PM
*Gives her a Milwaukee Hurricane.* (beer + espresso. serve cold) Hope that helps.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Thodin Coldflame Lomin on August 30, 2009, 12:53:48 AM
While your mixing drinks Lorek how about a Black Velvet over here? XP


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Eirika on August 30, 2009, 06:29:09 AM
Absolute and pineapple over the rocks please. 


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Alexandre Scriabin on August 30, 2009, 11:17:42 AM
Whatever happened to Cognac? Either that or I'll take some Raynal Brandy.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Sylvia Palinor on August 30, 2009, 11:28:29 AM
Life sucks, and then you die.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on August 30, 2009, 12:08:43 PM
Jameson Irish Whiskey and a sip of diet coke chaser (if needed).

Don't attempt on an empty stomach!

(work was hell and will be hell because my manager is an idiot)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Ryldor Gadriel on August 30, 2009, 04:35:29 PM
* For obvious reasons, this is best done early in the night *

I'll take a flaming Dr Pepper. 3/4 fill a shot glass with Amaretto. Top with 151. Take a match and light said 151. (The flame might be invisible so be careful.) CAREFULLY drop flaming shot glass into a pint of beer. (I prefer Bass Ale for this.) Chug said concoction. Repeat as necessary/able.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: grallen gast on August 30, 2009, 07:28:38 PM
all drinks taste better if you allow a couple of jellybabies to go swimming in them. if feeling health and safety coscious, add one of those gummy rings as a life-ring, or a strawberry lace so distressed babies can pull themselves to safety. they will still drown, but you will not be sued. :grin:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Alexandre Scriabin on August 31, 2009, 02:58:57 AM
Who here has had the worm?  ;)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: grallen gast on August 31, 2009, 03:39:04 AM
that sounds like a massively personal question. :evil:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Alexandre Scriabin on August 31, 2009, 03:41:17 AM
Precisely  :cool:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Fáiorríl on September 05, 2009, 11:53:21 AM
Sometimes I kinda wish I was smart.
Well, every one tells me I'm really smart, and I suppose I am. From early elementary through high school parent-teacher interviews all had the same thing to say: Well she mostly gets B's, but she could be getting high A's if only she'd apply herself.

Perhaps it's a matter of confidence.
Perhaps.
*sigh*

Back to school soon.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on September 05, 2009, 08:30:18 PM
ugh... I just upgraded my screen from a 19" widescreen to a 21" Widescreen yesterday.  Only now do I see the pitfalls of such a blunder, as my self imposed rule of replying to IC posts with at least one full window worth has now increased exponentially.  How I wish I had Twen's way with the written word.   On a related note, I'd like to have my way with Twen for an hour or two as well. :P  eh, who am I kidding, I'm so old, I wouldn't remember what to do with her anymore anyway :buck:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on September 10, 2009, 06:33:22 AM
My current job is going down the drain rapidly. I have picked up, filled out, and handed in 4 applications to various restaurants in hopes of getting a job which will help me pursue the line of work I am wanting to get into.

Easier said than done. My current boss is a b*tch and lacks respect for her employees, treating us horribly (myself included), and committing illegal acts in the process which I am attempting to report.

Wish me luck as all this drama unfolds! >.<


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Eric Kattaisson on September 10, 2009, 08:02:12 AM
Good Luck, Kalina...working for an awful boss is a nightmare.  I hope you get into the career you want soon.

* goes off to check job vacancies *

Yeah, I'm out of work at the moment myself, and it's s**t!!!  I hope one day to have my own business.  I've got some ideas already, but realisticaly I'll have to sell my labour to some company for another year or two while I raise the capital... :buck:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Valyssa on September 11, 2009, 01:23:19 AM
I'm sure you could be retrained Master Goldenshield! :D


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on September 11, 2009, 06:33:11 PM
I gave my boss my 2 weeks notice. I have mixed feelings about it, but I know it is for the best.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Irid alMenie on September 11, 2009, 07:53:52 PM
*hugs Kali* I hope everything works out for you :)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Lorek Bearfist on September 12, 2009, 05:08:09 AM
*Pats Kalina on the shoulder assuringly. A faint grin crosses his face in hops of perking her up.* Two of the best pieces of advice I've ever gotten:

1) I won't wish you luck, luck is for losers.

2) Smile, it only gets worse.

That said, go get 'em.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Hale chinchilla Cambush on September 12, 2009, 07:25:32 AM
it will work out my dad was recentley out of work but he found something eventually :)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Lyth Elstrum on September 12, 2009, 09:04:12 AM
I am running. Running so fast. He is chasing me. Getting closer. I have no time left. I must find her. He catches me. All is lost. He tells me he killed her. I am lost in despairl


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Twén Aråerwén on September 12, 2009, 11:48:36 AM
I've recently found an entry that mentions a present day war taking place in Santharia. At last the Utopian structure has broken! ~Silently rejoices.~


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on September 12, 2009, 11:49:24 AM
Who what where?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Twén Aråerwén on September 12, 2009, 11:51:46 AM
An entry on Azhira's newish half-orc tribe states that they are war with their orcish neighbors. A large swath of land between two cities built to support the ongoing war efforts.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Twén Aråerwén on September 15, 2009, 10:40:46 AM
~Returns and weeps softly over the passing of Patrick Swayze.~ :cry:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Fáiorríl on September 15, 2009, 10:44:47 AM
Vaccines are evil.
Government = corrupt.
Conspiracies.
Media, fear, brainwashing, consumerism.
Western Medicine.

--------

On another note, people amuse me.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Valan Nonesuch on September 15, 2009, 10:55:46 AM
Faio is a spy!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Eirika on September 16, 2009, 06:21:38 AM
No worries Valan. We usually turn spies into CD-Mods! :P


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on September 16, 2009, 12:10:11 PM
I don't know nothin' 'bout birthin' no babies, Miss Scarlett!!!

Woohoo.. Gone With the Wind is on Encore.... for the next 3.75 hours I shall be in heaven.  :D


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Eirika on September 17, 2009, 07:29:27 AM
*Beer* *Hockey* *Jersey* *Food* "Not precisely in that order." ;)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on September 17, 2009, 08:01:58 AM
Well, Aaron and I are currently on the lookout for new jobs. I turned in my two weeks last week at Starbucks, and taking some time to recollect myself and deal with some issues. Aaron is submitting resumes out in the CO area, of which I am thoroughly excited and praying very hard he is given the chance to really pursue them.

I am working on my own resume, as Aaron found a part time writing job for me through craigslist in the same area he has found a couple of jobs. So, sorting out thoughts and notes on this aspect as well.

So stressed, yet so relieved and anxious all mixed in one. *sighs* So much to do, yet no energy or ambition to really do anything.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Alexandre Scriabin on September 17, 2009, 09:13:00 AM
Quote
So stressed, yet so relieved and anxious all mixed in one. *sighs* So much to do, yet no energy or ambition to really do anything.
And isn't that the story of life... There is no magic way to just get up and go. You just do it because it is your moral obligation, and eventually it develops into a repetition, a rhythm. You are who you want to be.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Garret Arroway on September 17, 2009, 01:20:45 PM
*Is about to die* My body still seems to want to believe it is like 6-7am when my computer is telling me it's 12am ...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on September 17, 2009, 01:36:09 PM
And how is that any different than how you were before your trip? :P


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Garret Arroway on September 17, 2009, 03:58:26 PM
Not much different, but I feel 6 times as tired for some reason...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Adya on September 23, 2009, 02:10:22 PM
I hunger for violence, is that somehow wrong? Not sure, as I am generally a passive person.

Met a really hot guy today, he has a gf, just my luck.

Struggling, physically and emotionally. Keep holding onto the optimistic attitude, though I wonder if that is a mental affliction and not a personality strength.

My creativity is ebbing, nothing new there I suppose. Might be due to the culmination of the above.

~Scratches head and meanders off.~


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Fáiorríl on September 24, 2009, 05:54:17 AM
*reads Adya's post and nods in recognition.*

Today I discovered refuge and solitude in the library. Finally, a place to escape the anxiety-inducing suffocation of other children in the cafeteria, a place where no one questions the choice to sit alone or not talk or bury oneself in novels or sketchbooks.

I'm sorry you guys only ever hear angst and complaints from me.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Wystan on September 24, 2009, 05:57:53 AM
Man, I hate working extra shifts at work and my boss is pushing it, I'm serious, he has lost me this week. I said one shift and still I am covering that other waster. Kitchen work is hell.  :grin:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on September 24, 2009, 09:16:07 AM
Just found out my husband may have the opportunity to move to Colorado! I am excited!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Valan Nonesuch on September 24, 2009, 09:38:21 AM
I've been puzzling over where the phrase "You can go hang for all I care" would fit in the scale of "I've had it up to here". Any suggestions?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Wystan on September 24, 2009, 11:07:18 PM
Well, that depends on the scale measurements.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Lorek Bearfist on September 25, 2009, 10:50:26 PM
I: Some advice, when something cool happens, then something shitty happens and the bad outweighs the good ~pauses for a moment and clears his throat~ don't ride out the storm. Instead, ride the lightning and stay on your grind. I've found that if you stay locked in your closet every time it starts to rain, you'll spend a majority of your time there whining about what sucks in your life and no time actually *fixing* it. I know this sounds weird coming from me as much as I complain, but I've got my reasons. If my b&m can help ONE person, I've done my job in this life.

I(a): Keep your enemies as close as a brother, treat them as such. Then let your vengeance be swift and terrible. Example: An ex-friendly acquaintance was putting dirt to my name in my crowd and people were losing mad respect for me. What did I do in turn you ask; I absolutely destroyed every aspect of his life in the scope of a week. He went from having a wealth of friends, a little bit of cash in his pockets and a loving wife to being a miserable, lonely, destitute individual. HOW is probably the next thing on your pathetic mortal minds. That I won't answer to protect myself. I'll just say one doing their homework on a person can really pay off.

II: I have to get my girl back. I miss my SK (Sugar Kitten) something fierce. I swear on everything I keep close that I shall have my retribution against the individual who filled her head with lies about me. Not only that, I take oath that she will see the light about me. My angel, (you KNOW who you are) if you are present and reading this, know what was told to you is all hog wash. That, and I love you more than the sun loves dawn. More than the midnight hour loves stars. I not only love you deeper than any ocean, I need you like I need air.

III: We are all destined for great things, it is whether or not you recognize the chance to do them, then if you man up or punk out in the clench. Bottom line: Going gets tough, the tough get tougher. The going gets easy and the tough are like "Screw this!" and make things harder for themselves. In order to do the great things we ALL want and are destined for, constantly challenge yourself. I'm looking at opening my own carpentry and painting business as early as February. I may even be able to open my bar by next summer. By the end of next year, I may even have my novel published. How? When things ARE easy for me, I sometimes MAKE a crap circumstance for me to overcome just so I can see how strong I really am. I wish you all the best because luck is for LOSERS. Ain't a damn one of us a loser, we're Santharians and Santharians are an elite and proud people. Fight on! Hail and kill! Hail and kill! Hail and kill and kill and kill! Death to the false! Trample the weak and hurdle the dead. Life is a war. Will you win or lose? I for one pick winning.

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Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on September 26, 2009, 05:24:50 AM
I love it when life throws massive curve balls, especially when I feel powerless to stop them or even slow their arrival. I am slowly losing what sanity I had clung to in favour of utter madness in this time of financial difficulties.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Lorek Bearfist on September 27, 2009, 12:59:06 AM
Isn't it lovely when two loving and willing hearts can't be together because of bullcrap circumstances? Know what else is lovely? The annoying as all hell strays that especially love my garbage. Tonight I'm getting my revenge ....


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Lorek Bearfist on September 28, 2009, 11:34:09 PM
Heartbreak. Plain and simple. Jamie, my dearest, return to me, o' Princess. I had a dream about her last night, where she was lying right next to me. I reached over and took her hand interlocking our fingers. For a second, I could actually FEEL her next to me. To my disapponitment; I awoke clutching sheets. For that second though, that I could feel her, I knew bliss. Whatever I did to upset the Karmic balance and deserve this, I oath to make pennance for tenfold should my princess come back to her knight.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Lorek Bearfist on October 08, 2009, 12:30:27 AM
I promise to always believe in true love. I promise to never see someone's love for another as a weakness. I promise to never down someone for their beliefs. I promise to do no harm that can be averted.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on October 09, 2009, 10:17:20 PM
I am SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ready to live in the mountains.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Në'råkí Phrënmórá on October 10, 2009, 01:58:56 AM
Bloodlust and depression. A tout mes amis, je dois partir. *Wanders off to make Napalm.*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Lorek Bearfist on October 17, 2009, 02:59:05 AM
As much as I hate my hometown, I'm going to miss it like crazy. Pain be it physical or mental is weakness leaving our bodies. I'm ~really~ cold. Go Bucks, Yanks and Steelers. The service dagger I keep at the front waist of my jeans is chaffing like nobody's business. Why does the word "belief" have "LIE" right in the center? Why did my brother Pyro from Anarchist Kingdom call me cougar bait? I know what it means but ...... In any case, why is it easier to destroy a relationship than to rebuild it? Posse out.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Valan Nonesuch on October 17, 2009, 11:41:47 AM
According to several people, we all make our own hell.

For me, at the moment it would be sitting through high school graduation for all eternity.
Possibly waiting for high school graduation.
Mortar boards. Were it not for the fact that those responsible for the tradition are already dead, I would find it pleasing, nay, necessary to do harm to them. Points however, for making a potentially harmful projectile into a hat.

To the point of a graduation. Dear Education, Why are awards you get in high school important? Why am I supposed to care that you may or may not be able to memorize a periodic table or a script?  Why am I supposed to sit through a meandering list of accomplishments that will be meaningless in perhaps less than five years? Why do I have to deal with emotional damnation  because I figure that I'm at school to learn, and that I'm not particularly "buddy-buddy" with that guy who has a hilarious story?

What the hell is so damned important about people in high school anyways?

Dear Education: Make me care.

Graduation, like much of the rest of high school, has been a profound waste of time.
Peers, most of you can go find a porcupine and choke on it if you'd like.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Alexandre Scriabin on October 18, 2009, 01:46:51 PM
According to several people, we all make our own hell.

For me, at the moment it would be sitting through high school graduation for all eternity.
Possibly waiting for high school graduation.
Mortar boards. Were it not for the fact that those responsible for the tradition are already dead, I would find it pleasing, nay, necessary to do harm to them. Points however, for making a potentially harmful projectile into a hat.

To the point of a graduation. Dear Education, Why are awards you get in high school important? Why am I supposed to care that you may or may not be able to memorize a periodic table or a script?  Why am I supposed to sit through a meandering list of accomplishments that will be meaningless in perhaps less than five years? Why do I have to deal with emotional damnation  because I figure that I'm at school to learn, and that I'm not particularly "buddy-buddy" with that guy who has a hilarious story?

What the hell is so damned important about people in high school anyways?

Dear Education: Make me care.

Graduation, like much of the rest of high school, has been a profound waste of time.
Peers, most of you can go find a porcupine and choke on it if you'd like.

You poor chap. I'm lucky, really, because I took my proficiency and went on to college when I was sixteen. I went to a musical conservatory, and as you can guess that place ( :heart: University of Pacific :heart:) was a bit of a playground for me.

If it isn't rude: do you plan on getting any more education now? Hopefully, you aren't too disenchanted with people to go on and make a future for yourself. High school, wow... Drama drama... Don't worry, that tends to go away soon thereafter. And then we all replace it with entirely different and equally psychotic habits.  :grin:

Have you any passions, career plans, opportunities already presenting themselves? Just tell me if I'm putting you on the spot too much :D I was pretty giddy when I got out of high school.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Ylaya on October 18, 2009, 10:02:51 PM
Valan, why not try and enjoy your life.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Deklitch Hardin on October 18, 2009, 10:15:57 PM
For me, High School was a time in my life that I couldn't wait to get over. I was moved out of a school that I really enjoyed and out of a city that I loved, into a school that I didn't like, in a town that I really disliked. I was also the Principal's son, and it was constantly drummed into me, "you are the principal's son. You need to remember that you are representing him at the school." I was also told by dad "If you get into any trouble at school, I'll let the deputies deal with you there, then when you get home I'll deal with you. And what I will do to you will make what they did to you seem like nothing." They've had school reunions there (the 10th one has been and the 20th one is coming up). I didn't go to the 10th year reunion, and I have no intention of going to the 20th year one either.

So yeah, I wanted that time in my life to end, and how I celebrated when it did! But my experiences of High School didn't really do a lot to prepare me for life at uni, I found. My time at uni (both times) didn't really prepare me for life in the workforce, I found that as well. I especially noticed that with the teaching course. The lectures didn't really prepare us for the prac teaching. Which didn't really prepare us for the actual teaching. I am finally growing into confidence in the role as a teacher.

But, anyway, I just wanted to say that, and also to echo Ylaya ... get out there and enjoy life, Valan!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Lorek Bearfist on October 23, 2009, 09:38:49 AM
Darkness swarms me. Fire consumes my inner essence. Hate boils me alive. Drowning in a nightmare I can't escape. Lost without you my heart eclipses. I am alone in this world, we all are. Not but rats at the mercy of a tomcat waiting for the final pounce. THAT'S my inner most private thoughts right now. Jamie, return to me. I'll make for us the life I swore I would, just give me the chance.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Thorin Broadfist on October 23, 2009, 11:12:44 AM
I'm so sick of this. I'm sick of being sick, sick of staying at home, sick of missing school, sick of not talking with my friends, sick of having my immune system take vacations when I need it, just sick of life... There's always next week...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Alexandre Scriabin on October 23, 2009, 11:39:06 AM
Listening to Vladimir Sofronitsky play Scriabin's Poeme Tragique op. 34

  :heart: Sofronitsky makes me so damn happy :heart: Tell me it doesn't make you ecstatic that a person can actually do this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e76oUfPErCk


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Malach Oronne on October 25, 2009, 08:39:29 AM
Yes, Piano work is amazing.  His piano work?  Not so much.  Ha.   :P


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Alexandre Scriabin on October 25, 2009, 09:50:15 AM
.....??? That sounds like a foreign language to me. Sofronitsky was such a great pianist that he was the exclusive pianist for the Yalta Conference (if you're familiar with that event). Sofronitsky was a professor and concert pianist under the Iron Curtain. Richter literally called him a god.

But you're totally entitled to your opinion, and I guess it's fun for me to be startled every now and then :D


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Julian Ranger on October 26, 2009, 03:35:45 PM
he he he piano thats a funny word, eah thats right thats what i think about


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on October 26, 2009, 04:20:34 PM
Life so crazy, yet boring at the same time.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Lorek Bearfist on October 27, 2009, 12:32:48 AM
*Yawn* Crap! Why is making online profiles so hard, time consuming and BORING? Good grief. Anyway, like umm it's almost eleven-thirty AM here in Ohio and I didn't sleep for nothing last night. I'm expectant of at least four hours a night and I didn't get any. I wonder if there's a rehab clinic for Halo addicts. The blood and destruction .... sooo fun. Why is my ex from high school calling me? We broke up like forever ago. Posse out.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Lywáen Vála'miés on October 29, 2009, 06:45:12 AM
I met a girl once who told me I was pretty.
I simply shook my head and laughed, then in a manner so as to not make her feel stupid for saying such a thing, I answered,
"Oh, thank you so much! I think you're pretty to!"
To where she commented,
"Oh no! You're just being nice!"
The thing is, she was indeed pretty, the kind of pretty that made you feel like a lucky idiot to even be looked at by her.
This happened many times with many people of both gender. Boys who didn't think they were cute, girls who thought they were too fat. To me though, they were the most beautiful people in the world.
There were many I fell in love with only to find that beauty is skin deep, but in a few they were pretty all the way through.
How sad that many of them never stood a chance in the real world? Because, who want's a pretty inside?
The answer sadly is no one, no one want's a pretty inside, because if it's on the inside, who will see it first?
The shallows of the world have taken over, so many pretty people become left out in the cold, killed out socially and literally day after day.
But here is my opinion...
You Are Pretty.
If you're overweight, you're pretty.
If you're deformed, you're pretty.
If you're damaged, you're pretty.
If you're shy, you're pretty.
If you speak your mind without a care of what other people will think of you, you are so pretty.
Any thing you can think of that would give you the slightest idea that you are ugly or unattractive, I find it pretty, beautiful, sexy.
I find that the pretty ones are always the ones who don't believe it. Sad huh?
So now I go back to the beginning. They told me I was pretty.
So am I pretty?
...
No.
They were just being pretty.
I was the one being nice...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Lorek Bearfist on November 10, 2009, 08:59:14 AM
My feet hurt, fried balogna sandwiches rule the world, I forgot how much I love Pepsi, damn my feet hurt, my life TOTALLY sucks, I want to know why my sternum just cracked, I hate my therapist because she sucks at what she does, I get to have counsel with my circle tonight, I haven't seen my brother Scotty in near four months, being a millionaire would kick ass because then I could just get fat and play Halo all the time, toothaches suck and I ~*-LOVE-*~ my Yankees. Twenty-seven world titles baby, YEAH!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on November 19, 2009, 02:54:52 PM
I am glad I currently not in school, as I am still torn on what I want to do. I love cooking and would love to go to culinary, yet writing has been a part of me just as much as cooking. I also can't see myself combining the two, as my interest for writing is in a different direction than culinary.

Tell me Fates! What should I do?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Alexandre Scriabin on November 20, 2009, 09:05:58 AM
You could try writing at home, and cooking at work, or cooking at home, and writing for work.

The culinary field (from my experience with it) requires a massive amount of work, and there isn't much pay to start with. But as far as financial benefits, it's much more reliable than writing. Cooks make great money once they've payed their dues.

Writing requires an unbelievable amount of work with little to no chance of success whatsoever. Very, very difficult to make ends meet.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on November 20, 2009, 09:09:48 AM
Personal opinion.. not actually asked for... but.. I have no couth.


You moved there for the culinary school.  Don't falter now.  Make the dream come true.  Write in your spare time. :hug:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Clarena on November 28, 2009, 11:18:06 AM
Become a celebrity chef, make a few million. Then retire at the age of thirty and write a few thousand books and make another few mill. Then you're free to do what ever you want.

That might not be realistic, but hey, this is a fantasy site.

P.S: I L-O-V-E writing.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on November 28, 2009, 06:20:43 PM
Oh yeah!  The Holiday Fireplace channel is on again.  Life is good. :cool:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Ylaya on November 28, 2009, 07:11:55 PM
University for me is no more that 9-10 months away. I have taken up the opportunity to study Geography at some Top Universities that do good research and aim to go into either water management, sustainable sources of energy or flood management. Though, if I don't get the grades in the next 3 months this opportunity is lost on me for a year, shocking the way the world works and how simple letters such as an A, B and C can decide your future. Unforntunately today many of the best opportunities rely on getting the A or the B and a degree can make the difference in getting a job or not. So, effort must go in 110% and it will. Thus, the long slog of revision begins, meeting coursework deadlines and attending extra studies (not my choice personally, but it must be done)  :)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Lorek Bearfist on November 28, 2009, 11:12:48 PM
Why can't my dreams come true? I'm not asking for much, just to be a successful author and my Sugar Kitten. I don't want dumbass amounts of money that fifty generations couldn't spend, carpets of jewels and collections of exotic artifacts. Just to be comfortable and satisfied with the things I don't have. Everywhere I look, I see people striking it big off of the stupidest things. One man not too far north of me won a two hundred thousand dollar lawsuit because someone farted on him. WTF?!

P.S. How do I find this famed Holiday Fireplace Channel?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Twén Aråerwén on December 02, 2009, 05:03:33 AM
Just got home from spending time with my 'little sister' at her school. Did an art project with her and went to recess with the class ..... I recommend to everyone, if you ever get a chance to participate in programs like this 'Do it!'. Does wonders for the children you spend time with and is kinda helpful for yourself. Never to old to learn things and be reminded of the things that are truly important ..... like having fun. :)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Shayan Ashkani on December 04, 2009, 12:58:01 AM
It's 2 days till Sinterklaas day and I haven't managed to write a single rhyme or poem to go with my not-yet-in-existance gifts.  My painting for an Advent Calender is due tomorrow.   Am I freaking out? Oh hell yes.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Irid alMenie on December 04, 2009, 02:45:27 AM
... Shayan is Dutch?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Shayan Ashkani on December 04, 2009, 08:36:48 AM
That would appear so :)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Alexandra Hall on December 05, 2009, 10:25:37 AM
School just finished for 8 weeks i love it when that happens :grin:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Valan Nonesuch on December 06, 2009, 03:05:29 AM
Apparently hot oil reacts violently with even minute quantities of water. Now if I ever want to horribly burn my hand, I don't have to worry about getting it into the burner on the stove, or building up steam.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Lorek Bearfist on December 08, 2009, 05:46:22 AM
Who knew happiness could make you want to puke so much? *Grumbles.* Why can't I just be left alone to be drunk this "merry" season? *Turns up Wasted Rock Ranger to drown out the yuppies.* Why can't yuppies be extinct?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Valan Nonesuch on December 10, 2009, 11:12:31 AM
Sweet leaping bastard monkeys. Peppermint tea is delicious! (As long as I add sugar.)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Sylvia Palinor on December 10, 2009, 11:49:01 AM
Chinchillas are coming to attack us all. So, blah. I hate animals now.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Valan Nonesuch on December 10, 2009, 12:35:14 PM
But... the kittens! And bunny!  :pet: why do you hate them Sylv! Why do you hate the bunny.
*Sad Van*  :cry:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Alexandre Scriabin on December 11, 2009, 04:53:12 AM
Hilarious day today. I just supplied my thesis on theology (basically a 150 page book that goes over everything in doctrine). I hand it in to the people at the baptist seminary, and they give me the strangest look. They couldn't really find any holes in it, yet they gave me this look like "Where's the wiggle room, how can I put a silly human spin on this?" It was like they were having a heart attack at the fact that I had cut out a lot of material that was far too objective, such as the security of the believer, the necessity of works along with grace, etc. The first thing I heard was, "You call this a thesis?" I pointed out that in the thesis I gave specific reasons as to why some of these problems that separate people from one another were pointless, and impossible to determine. I'd get asked, 'how do you know if you are saved?"  And I reply, "The old fashioned way, have you ever heard about faith? Apparently this Christ figure harped about it quite a bit."

And then the head theologian says, "Who on earth would follow this if it were actually a denomination?"

In conclusion, it's a funny observation to make, that so many people sit high on a pulpit in whatever their respective field is, and they are merely self appointed experts who deal entirely in objective material.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Synder Nytefall on December 11, 2009, 11:25:29 AM
(http://i1013.photobucket.com/albums/af257/seksi_brat/icon6.jpg)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Vincente Vandree on December 15, 2009, 01:36:19 PM
I'm not really looking forward to Funk Fusion Ensemble tomorrow morning. As much as I love the Brecker Brothers it gets old after a while, and my thumb hurts from slapping. Bass is not meant to be slapped this much, it's something that requires rest, and the Brecker Brothers, though mostly my teacher, don't get me a chance to rest my thumbs. Orchestra's not going to be fun either, seeing as I despise Bach. Repeating two lines for a five minutes song as not fun either. Trust me.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Fallen on December 16, 2009, 09:55:57 AM
Why can't people just shut up sometimes? What makes them think that they have to babble about nonsense in order to fill a silence? People will talk about the most boring things, illustrating their tedious day or filling you in on plans that you really don't care about. You know, the conversations where you can only nod and say things like 'yeah..' 'hmm' 'nifty'. Why not just enjoy the silence rather than shoveling non-interesting conversation that no one can really respond to?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Sylvia Palinor on December 17, 2009, 11:49:12 AM
Sometimes the world needs to burn, if only for a bit. It puts those arrogant, egotistical leaders of ours in their place, and makes them wake up. Sometimes I like to watch the fireworks. Then I realize that they're aimed straight for me, and I panic, seeking help. It never comes. But it forces me to stand on my own two feet.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Alexandre Scriabin on January 01, 2010, 05:59:25 PM
Here's something private: I sleep in the nude. And if I'm just working out of the home for the day I'll even spend my time wisely, that is, in the nude.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Seh'nara Celebrindal on January 01, 2010, 10:22:43 PM
Is it comfy? I've never tried. :<


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on January 02, 2010, 05:33:11 AM
As long as it isn't terribly cold outside, it is quite wonderful, Seh! :D I particularly like it as I share a bed with someone else.

I am getting sick again, and this is becoming quite frustrating. Hopefully my next days off will allow me lots of R&R so I can finally kick this nasty thing once and for all!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on January 06, 2010, 01:49:40 PM
Oh the pictures this discussion bring to mind. I can see Alexandre nude, parroting a conductor as he listens to his favorite classical music. I can see Seh looking tentatively at her last piece of clothing asking herself, "Should I or should I not" and last of all I see Kali way up in the mountains nude and singing "The hills are alive with the Sound of Music, :evil:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Valan Nonesuch on January 06, 2010, 01:50:43 PM
Narm.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Alexandre Scriabin on January 06, 2010, 02:21:10 PM
Oh the pictures this discussion bring to mind. I can see Alexandre nude, parroting a conductor as he listens to his favorite classical music. I can see Seh looking tentatively at her last piece of clothing asking herself, "Should I or should I not" and last of all I see Kali way up in the mountains nude and singing "The hills are alive with the Sound of Music, :evil:

You can see me nude? You must be that creepy neighbor (lives one door over to the west) who has stared at me a few times. It must have been either shock, or curiosity. And actually, I love parroting conductors. Here's a sample of just about how I do it: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oeTyZPxlwMA&feature=related

You'll see his antics start at around 30 seconds into it.

By the way, how have things been for you lately? I haven't seen you around the board much recently.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Ylaya on January 06, 2010, 10:18:05 PM
Snow was a good thing yesterday when the bus decided to turn around and drop everyone back home, yes, yesterday was the first and last time I will probably ever see college close...and some thought that college would never close even if the world was falling apart. However, at around 9:10am something happened, the last college in Lancashire open decided to close, god bless the snow...  :grin:

...and GET IN!! 


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on January 07, 2010, 12:21:13 PM
Alexandre I was in the hospital over Christmas, through New Years, came home on the third. I had double pneumonia


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on January 07, 2010, 12:32:55 PM
Hope you are better now, my friend.  Quite the pair we are. :)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on January 07, 2010, 05:55:43 PM
Oh my Capher! Not fun! I am glad you are alright.

I have a possible promotion in my future, after only barely 2 months at my current job. This is quite exciting, and I hope I "pass the test". Various supervisors seem more than willing to work with me and teach me, as they approached and asked me if I was going to try and step into the position of supervisor. Let's see where this goes, and hope for the best, no matter the outcome!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Alexandre Scriabin on January 07, 2010, 06:04:23 PM
Hospital stays certainly aren't much fun, especially during the holidays. I'm really sorry to hear that.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on January 08, 2010, 01:32:44 AM
I waited too long and ended up with some small scars on both lungs, but I am fine now, only once in awhile do I feel any pain when I breathe. But enough about me.

I will pray ernestly Kali that you pass the test and get the promotion. They would not even be thinking about you, especially after only two months on the job, if they did not know what we at Santh already know: you are an exceptionally gifted person who works hard and gets the job done.

Not to mention that you are pretty, talented, have a nice smile, a great husband, mountain home, and need new clothes for your new position. ;)



Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on January 09, 2010, 08:36:42 AM
I keep thinking, I should start a new topic in the vein of What are you Reading?  or What are you Eating?.

What are you Wearing?

Somehow, I think I might be taken wrong. :P


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on January 09, 2010, 01:13:04 PM
Haha - I would think so too!

My cat is annoying the hell out of me, sitting in front of my screen - no matter how many times I move him. -.-


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on January 09, 2010, 02:44:32 PM
Eh... not worth it I suppose.  Registering with the police... having to alert the neighborhoods whenever I move.... I don't wanna have to go through that again. :P


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on January 09, 2010, 04:31:24 PM
 :rofl: :hammer:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on January 11, 2010, 02:22:43 AM
"Good mornin', good mornin'!
We've danced the whole night through,
good mornin', good mornin' to you.

Good mornin', good mornin'!
It's great to stay up late,
good mornin', good mor-  ack!"


*Suddenly Judy Garland disappears from sight as she tumbles headlong into a pit trap.*

*An austere looking Remusian steps from the periphery and glances down into the hole, then nonchalauntly kicks some snow into the pit*

Always hated that song.  I'll be heading back to bed now.  Sorry for the inconvenience. :rolleyes:




Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Fu Luft on January 11, 2010, 02:44:19 AM
Whenever it snows in London, there appear in the park close to where I live a large number of snowmen, snow-women, and snowanimals. They lurk at you from behind trees, strike poses under the rugby goals, and generally stand around like tourists from winterland. They make me smile when I cycle past.

Yet each time, after less than 24 hours, they will all have been decapitated, maimed, or trampled into the ground. There's always someone who seems to take delight in destroying every single snowcreature. I suspect that it's the same people that pelt unaware cyclists not with friendly puffy snowballs, but with nasty mean iceballs. And they aim for the face, too, just because they can.

Hurray for human beings!



Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on January 11, 2010, 02:47:31 AM
2009 was a bad year for pickles in my home.  Therefore, I vow to make 2010 a banner pickle year and eat many more pickles this year.  Perhaps not as many as 2007, which by all accounts was the pickle pinnacle, but a marked improvement over 2009.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on January 11, 2010, 04:40:08 AM
I vow to save enough money to get a nice 4x4 vehicle by next winter! Also, to pay off my medical bills and get some new goodies to enjoy at my new home!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Yurie Yileen on January 11, 2010, 08:18:24 AM
You should move out of London, Fu!  I can't stand the place, myself.

I think I'll get a tank for next winter, it'll help me deal with the hungry mobs that'll be roaming the ravaged landscape of post-global-economic-breakdown England!  And it'll help with the snow, too!   :P


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Twén Aråerwén on January 11, 2010, 09:21:57 AM
"Recession" is when your neighbor loses their job. "Depression" is when you lose yours and "Recovery" is when Obama loses his.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on January 11, 2010, 03:38:13 PM
Hopefully my iPod will come back to life this week! Going to the Mac people to try and get it fixed!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on January 12, 2010, 12:34:31 AM
Somehow Twen your words were in my mind, but I just could not get them out fast enough...well said!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Damien Scar on January 23, 2010, 04:23:33 AM
Great Video.  :heart: it! Capher put it in the "Y'all got to see this thread."

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bpevc2t_Frw


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on January 23, 2010, 07:01:28 AM
Drop dead exhausted...that is me right now. Just got done with a 9 hour shift, but I luckily have the day off tomorrow.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Twén Aråerwén on January 25, 2010, 06:28:48 AM
Don't talk to me, I don't believe a word. Don't try to make me feel alright. All the love in all the world is not enough to save my soul. Don't be my friend, I'm not a fool. Don't talk of things that we cannot see.

Sometimes, I remember how it use to be.

I have seen the Devil laugh. I have seen God turn his face away. I have nothing left to lose. I have nothing left to say. I have nothing that is yours. I have nothing now that is not mine.

Sometimes, I think of how they used me.

I have seen the fires of Hell. I have seen Angels with flaming swords. I have nothing that is mine. I have seen the eye of God. I have heard lies that are true. I have nothing for myself. I have nothing I would give to you.

Don't tell me lies, I am not a dog.

Sometimes, I think you are someone else.

All the justice in the world, is not enough to buy my faith and trust.

I don't believe a word, I don't believe a word ...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on January 26, 2010, 03:19:31 AM
Wow Twen that should be in the Artisian's section.  It was great!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Twén Aråerwén on January 26, 2010, 06:38:51 AM
Thanks Capher, but I don't see the artistic nature of my mental ramblings. :heart:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on January 26, 2010, 01:06:59 PM
Twen, you are not looking hard enough.  Think of Poe's writings, or even Don Mclean's song "American Pie"  So many great poets just give us imagery and it is up to the reader to put the intepretation of that imagery into their own lives.

I can see dissapointment, hurt, anger, remembrance and distrust all wrapped up in your ramblings,  And that is just the beginning....

Please put it into the Artisians section, even if it is just for safekeeping and my enjoyment at reading it and seeing a poet bud and grow like a flower and spread its petals to show the wonder and beauty and surprises that it can give to those who are willing to look. :heart:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Seh'nara Celebrindal on January 26, 2010, 02:19:40 PM
Isn't that I Don't Believe A Word by Motorhead? Brilliant song. :D


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Damien Scar on January 27, 2010, 06:18:34 AM
Seh, if Twen's thoughts are words to a song already written...you broke my illusion. :cry:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Twén Aråerwén on January 27, 2010, 06:25:46 AM
Capher it is a chopped up, diced mixture of the words from that song with some snippets of my own thoughts. But the entirety of it has been running through my mind for days. :hug:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Seh'nara Celebrindal on January 27, 2010, 04:07:30 PM
Aww, Caph, I'm sorry. I didn't mean anything by it... :(


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on January 27, 2010, 11:40:29 PM
I go from 32 hours this week, to 41 in one day...

Yay for another exhausting week -.-


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on January 28, 2010, 07:13:24 AM
Twen, I can fully understand. I have been listening to "American Pie" by Don Mclean and then I googled the song's meaning and I was surprised by the many interpretations of it. The song and interpretations have been running through my head as well...I just cannot get rid of it and I am becoming obsessed with it...scary, but exciting as well as I listen to other songs by him. "Vincent" is another one and there are others.

Seh, no problem.

My eyesight is growing worse on the left side,
It is too slippery to step outside.
I feel trapped in a body that has a mind
but cannot make it move, i wish i could rewind.

I have so many things to say, but I am afraid.
I have so many dreams that I had to lay aside
Yet, for the ones I left behind, I found others,
to take their place.

MRI's. Cat's. Pills. Shots. Pain. Loneliness. Wondering. Depression. Is that all my life will be?
Wizard of the White Tower, not finished. North to Glory, not finished. Voldar, not finished.
Stories, poems, snippets of ideas of stories jotted down on paper, but not finished.

Is that all that I will leave behind for my loved ones, those who knew me, and the world?
What is a legacy anyway? What am I really looking for; Fame? Fortune? or just recognition that
I was here and had made some impact on my loved ones, those who know me, and the world.

In retrospect, I think everyone thinks that once in awhile, when they are alone, their mind not bombarded with the noise and clatter of cell phones, TV, radio's, traffic, or even loved ones speaking to them.

I have more time than most, because I am the way I am, so I can lay back, close my eyes and...think.   Then I wonder and is amazed at how stupid I sound as I ramble on and on and on and on and....


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on January 28, 2010, 02:44:07 PM
I pray for the time I can be my inspirational self, being productive in the manner I crave yet has been alluding me because of circumstances. So much I want to do and get onto paper, but time just does not allow.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Alexandre Scriabin on January 29, 2010, 09:12:47 AM
I pray for the time I can be my inspirational self, being productive in the manner I crave yet has been alluding me because of circumstances. So much I want to do and get onto paper, but time just does not allow.

Not to interject, but I'd like to say that inspiration isn't something that you acquire. It's more of a recollection, realizing what you already possess.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on January 29, 2010, 09:35:12 AM
Starfruit?  :cry:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on January 29, 2010, 09:39:07 AM
kumquat?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on January 29, 2010, 09:42:09 AM
I feel that it is safe to assume that starfruit is far more delicious, sir. ;)
Altario, I should come and make you eggs benedict with some bacon and hashbrowns and pancakes with fruit on top. :)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on January 29, 2010, 09:43:37 AM
In bed?  And you wearing a little waitress outfit? :heart:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on January 29, 2010, 09:45:26 AM
Yes. In bed. And I'd be wearing a very little waitress outfit with a mini-skirt, and cute black heels. ;)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on January 29, 2010, 09:46:41 AM
Hah!  Good luck getting that tray to sit level on my lap.  ;)

Oh, and I like starfruit.  Never tried a kumquat.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Nox Echiiscuan on January 29, 2010, 09:59:30 AM
Hahaha. :P   I make delicious breakfast foods.

Maybe kumquats are really good, and I'm just rudely judging it because it doesn't have a particularly appealing name?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on January 30, 2010, 03:26:20 AM
Through no fault of my own I gave up something dear and precious to me today.

My son, Allan, came to visit me today. He had the day off of work and with all of the things he could have done, he came to visit his father and we played games and talked. I am crying now because he left about a half-hour ago and I am missing him so much. I hugged him, told him to drive safe and that I loved him. He told me he" love ya pop" and then he was in his car and down the road.

Never, ever forget to tell your son or daughter that you love them and for those who do not have children yet, do not forget to tell your parents that you love them. You never know if those would be the last words they would ever hear for God could take you or them away in a blink of an eye.

I am so glad I found Santharia and made many acquantices, then some became friends and others even became very clost friends, though I never met them face to face and probably will never do so in my lifetime here on earth, perhaps in Heaven we shall cross paths, until then I want to say "I love you,"


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Twén Aråerwén on January 30, 2010, 04:24:12 AM
Capher, I couldn't agree with you more! So very few people share their feelings with the ones they care for. Just so you know ... we :heart: love :heart: you around here. :hug:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: John Lenix on January 30, 2010, 05:51:35 AM
Very well said Capher.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Fox on February 06, 2010, 07:20:42 PM
This is a somewhat ranty and very emo series of private thoughts. If you don't like ranty and very emo private thoughts, please feel free to skip. I won't mind.


I'm getting really tired about things. I'm tired of not being able to have a normal life and relate to people in a normal way because of my transsexual issues. Just a few days I told someone I was really close to about it, and I essentially destroyed our relationship. Still friends, sure, but now he sees me in a different light. Our conversations are awkward, and I know he doesn't have the same kinds of feelings for me anymore. Not love, he didn't feel the same about me in that way as I did for him, but we had something as much akin to a playful physical relationship as there can be online. He made me feel like I was really who I wanted to be, he made me feel wanted, and that's gone now, because he won't be able to have those kinds of feelings for me anymore now that he knows what I am.

He still refers to me as a she, but he doesn't consider me really female anymore ("yet", according to his words). At the very least, I'm in-between in his eyes, and I fucking hate being seen that way. I just want people to think of me as a normal girl with a normal life.

And it's stupid of me, but I'm kind of angry at him. I shouldn't be. But after I told him, he told me that he hadn't loved me, in a non-playful way, but in a serious, lasting, meaningful way, because he didn't want a long distance relationship. Yet part of the reason I told him was because he had made jokes (I was just stupid and didn't realize they were just jokes at the time) about us going to see each other in person. And I didn't want to drag him on and break his heart so I told him. I was tired and depressed and I was an idiot and I told him when I shouldn't have.

I'm sick and tired of this. He says he respects me for being able to have the courage to go through with this, but I don't. I'm tired of trying to deal with this, I'm tired of having to go through so much, miss out on SO MUCH because of my being born wrong. I'll never go through school or college like a normal girl, because those are done and will never happen again. I can't go to a mall and go shopping for the things I like. I can't act who I really am around people in person. I can't send people pictures of myself and I can't talk on Ventrilo with my friends because I'd give myself away to all the people who know me only as female. I can't go to conventions or gatherings and meet all of the online friends I've had for years who know me only as female. I haven't had any friends in-person in years, and I don't have any social life outside of the internet, because only there can I be who I really am and no one will know. I'll be on fucking pills for the rest of my life, and even after everything is done then I'll never be really beautiful or wanted. I'll be fucking 25 before I'm who I should be, if I even have the money for the surgery by then in this God-damn shitty economy when I don't even have fucking insurance right now.

I can't even talk to people about this because I keep it a secret from everyone. I've never been close with my parents and it's just too awkward to talk about with my brother. Only reason I'm even posting this here is because I have no one else to go to right now.

I'm tired of fucking being trans. I'm sick and fucking tired of this. I just want to have a normal life, that's it.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on February 06, 2010, 07:28:17 PM
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Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: The Silent Watcher on February 06, 2010, 09:44:59 PM
 :hug:

Josephine, I feel sure that I speak for many of us when I say that your gender and sexuality are no barriers to our friendship. I hope you will long continue to grace us with your presence.

Silent Watcher a.k.a Tharoc Wargrider


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Jenna Silverbirch on February 06, 2010, 10:16:22 PM
Hear hear, watcher and kali :hug:

There is something terribly wrong with the world if people are always judged by what they once were and what they appear to be, rather than what they actually are and are trying to be. Anyone who stupidly stereotypes anyone in such a way has a very shallow perspective on things and needs to seriously reconsider their outlook, IMO. Everyone is a perfectly individual, nuanced human being, regardless of race, gender, sexuality or favourite ice cream flavour, same as anyone else. Silly little aspects like that are part of making a person who they are but they can never, ever define who someone is. There are too many other factors! I'm sorry, but needless, mindless discrimination of any kind is one of the few things that gets me really angry.

And though it's not exactly great consolation, finding you were a MTF transexual did absolutely nothing to shake my perception of you as female, Josephine, and never, ever will.

-Jenna :heart:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on February 07, 2010, 12:37:38 AM
:hug:

Jose, let me first say that here in Santh, you have a family who accepts you as you are.  Male/female, old/young, fat/thin, pretty/plain... we are all equal here as far as how we start out and are viewed.  We are a name on a screen.  Through the power of our words, we create a picture of ourselves that comes from within rather than from without.  Is this a picture that more honestly reflects who we are?  Perhaps.  Me, I have portrayed myself (or so I have been told) as someone who is wise, authoritative, honest and maybe even noble, but in real life I fall far short of this ideal.  Online, I am who I wished I could be.  For you, you are a girl here, and myself and everyone else accepts you as such.  If in RL this line is burred somewhat through a mistake at birth, where you were born into the wrong body, then here you can get past that in a non judgemental environment.

That being said, let me say that I'm 44 years old, a generation older than you.  I'm a redneck cowboy who feels easier around horses than he ever did around people.  Though I am sympathetic to your situation, and harbour no bigotry toward you or others like you, I can understand how it could shake some people up.  Is it right?  No.  Someday we will all get past this.  I'm amazed and disappointed how many of my redneck ilk are racist or homophobic idiots.  Makes it hard to be proud of my country roots.

Time.  It will in the large picture bring us all together.  Ignorance breeds hate.  People are afraid of things they do not understand.  In time, stories like yours won't be isolated cases, and it will no longer be something foreign in society, but integrated as something that is a normal part of the greater society.  Time.  In the small picture, might be all your friend needs to reconcile the image he had of you before your revelation to the person he knows now.  I can't guarantee it will happen, but it might.  But, if you push too hard or too fast until he has had time to absorb this information, you will only make it harder for him.  It is obvious that fear has made him step back from the point you once were in your relationship.  For a time, maybe you should meet him, not in the middle, but back where he is comfortable.  Perhaps, in time, he will be able to move forward with you again.  Though, again, I make no promises.

Jose, you have my MSN account, as I saw you add me the other day.  This may not be the right forum for discussing things so personal to you, so I offer to listen to you should you ever need to talk.  I also offer my friendship.  With this, I must warn you that I am honest and will offer you honest advice and opinions.  I will not patronize you with rosy coloured platitudes about how the world is so cruel and how people are evil.  I will, instead, give you honest insight into how the world is; warts and all.

Your friend;
Altario


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Fox on February 07, 2010, 01:05:03 AM
Thanks.  :hug:

And yes Alt, I know it can shake people up. I'm not blaming my friend for being shaken up. I knew he would. I blame myself for telling him and hate that it's even a factor I have to worry about at all.

Part of it is that I just don't really accept it myself. I don't like to admit that I am, I'm not one of those kind of people that gets comfort out of 'being part of something'. I don't take pride in being trans like some people do. I want to just get it over with as fast and as quietly as possible. I expect that people will judge and I don't blame them for it--it's awkward, it's different, and it's unexpected. I hate it too. What I hate isn't their reactions, but the fact that I have to deal with those reactions at all.

That's what really bothers me. Not the reactions, honestly I've never had anyone ever give me a really poor reaction once they found out--this new incident isn't the person hating me or anything, we're still friends it's just that there was a more... I don't know, male/female arc to the relationship (not even love, just... male/female relations) that simply won't be there anymore. And that's something that's very very important to me.

But no, it's not the reactions, it's the fact that I have to deal with any of this at all that really upsets me.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on February 07, 2010, 01:24:57 AM
Well, I'm not going to say I understand, because none of us who have not walked in your shoes can understand.  I'm not entirely sure what to say, because anything I do say will fall far short of what you need to hear.

But, I'll say it anyway.

Be proud of who you are.  Even when its hard.  There is only one curse worse than being different from everyone else, and that is being the same as everyone else; generic, faceless.  Will it drive some people away?  Of course.  It sounds blase', and it is.  What you are going through should not be anything anyone should have to go through.  But, it is who you are.  Among billions of people in this world, you are unique.  You are being tried by fire, and how you come through it is up to you.  Will you break?  Will you become bitter?  I hope that you have the strength within to avoid either of those, and that you come through it able to laugh, able to live, able to love.

Hollow words, but meant with nothing but kindness.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Alýr (Rayne) on February 07, 2010, 01:33:13 AM
It's been a long time, and then, as now, it foes not matter what your gender or by what name you go by. I wrote this poem weeks ago, but I think you need it more than I do.

The currents call to me from cloudy cliffs
that loom above a shifting sea in storm--
the screaming gale surrounds me, lifts
the tendrils of my hair, and wraps my form.
I listen to the roar of waves thrown down
against a beach of course gray sand.
The howling skies entreat me to the ledge
to look across rough waters. I would drown
to swim, to try to leave this shore, this land
of loss where heartache draws me to my edge.

Against the tempest, how this cliff stands strong
(I promise I was once as strong as she).
The ocean beats her, and despite how long
she’s born the blows, she’s stood against the sea.
And yet, with every wave, she grows more worn.
Another piece the waters claim their own.
So slight, and yet with time each wound appears
Revealing even she is tempest-torn.
You cup the sand that once comprised the stone
and in the light, the grains all shine like tears.

The lightning comes; a sudden flash of light
And thunder that reminds me of my place
upon the cliffs, inside this moonless night,
the sting of salty mist against my face.
The rain comes down; the storm grows loud and bold;
the lightning strikes the sea and thunder roars;
from cloudy cliffs I hear the currents call;
the waves grow wild; the air grows cold;
and from the sky the tempest screams and pours;
I feel the wind against me; and I fall.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Fox on February 07, 2010, 01:38:37 AM
Thank you, Alt and Rayne.  :hug:


That's a lovely poem.

 :hug:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Alexandre Scriabin on February 07, 2010, 06:24:19 AM
Hear hear, watcher and kali :hug:

There is something terribly wrong with the world if people are always judged by what they once were and what they appear to be, rather than what they actually are and are trying to be. Anyone who stupidly stereotypes anyone in such a way has a very shallow perspective on things and needs to seriously reconsider their outlook, IMO. Everyone is a perfectly individual, nuanced human being, regardless of race, gender, sexuality or favourite ice cream flavour, same as anyone else. Silly little aspects like that are part of making a person who they are but they can never, ever define who someone is. There are too many other factors! I'm sorry, but needless, mindless discrimination of any kind is one of the few things that gets me really angry.

And though it's not exactly great consolation, finding you were a MTF transexual did absolutely nothing to shake my perception of you as female, Josephine, and never, ever will.

-Jenna :heart:
Woah, woah, there! Hold your horses! You can tell an awful lot by a person's favorite ice cream flavor. :D

And to Josephine: As for gender, don't be disheartened. We aren't defined by our genders, however socially restrictive they are. Honestly, I don't see all that many areas that would be that different if I were of a different sex (this is due, for the most part, to my strict abstinence, only to be broken for procreation purposes). I may have developed different interests, found different things to disappointed in, but I'd much rather take a look at the scope of things than confine my ideals to my environment. I don't believe genders were made to feel physically right or wrong, they simply give us perspective. If I can aspire to make such an assumption (and without any insult intended or close minded conclusions), maybe why some of us feel uncomfortable in our own genders is entirely a matter of how the world receives us. Some take a look at it and aren't satisfied, want change. But my best observation, is that our success and peace of mind relies on how we receive the world, not the other way around. You were born you, and will always be you, and if you really don't feel comfortable in your predicament and want to change it, so be it, and many blessings I wish upon you in that context, but maybe that just isn't what will satisfy you finally. You are you, will always be you, and you can't just become you, or stop being you.

I don't want to call myself heterosexual, homosexual, bisexual, or whatever popular science would like to brand me as. I am logical, and I act accordingly. Physical intimacy is temporary, and trivial to me. If anything, being absorbed in physical intimacy would clog my mind (although that may not be the same for everyone), so I think I'd rather be safe than sorry.

Edit: By the way Jenna, my favorite ice cream flavor is Butter Pecan, how about you?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on February 07, 2010, 06:28:51 AM
Oooo Ice Cream!

I like Mint Chocolate Chip, Cookies and Cream, Cookie Dough, and Chocolate :D


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Alexandre Scriabin on February 07, 2010, 06:34:25 AM
Oooo Ice Cream!

I like Mint Chocolate Chip, Cookies and Cream, Cookie Dough, and Chocolate :D

Cookies and Cream, good one... But still, I have to go with Butter Pecan. There isn't much of anything sweet that butter can't improve.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Fox on February 07, 2010, 06:42:09 AM
The issue is the difference between gender and physical sex, Alex. My gender, who I am, is female. But my physical sex is male. And that's where the inability to come together is. I'm not 'becoming' me, because I already 'am' me. But what I need to do, is to make it so that my sex represents who I 'am', not who I am 'not'. My gender is female, my sex is not. I am not changing who I am, but what I am, so that the what matches the who. It would be much harder, if not impossible, and far more painful, to try and match the who to fit the what, the gender to fit the sex. I tried it for 18 years of my life, and I never felt right. I have only felt right online, where I have been able to be who I am because the physical sex, the 'what', wasn't in play, only the gender, the 'who'.


It's the difficult thing to understand for most people, I think. People think that I simply don't like who I am, and want to be someone different. Rather, it's the opposite. I *am* who I am, inside, but the physical exterior prevents me from *presenting* who I am in a way that people would expect and understand.



Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Ylaya on February 07, 2010, 08:19:31 AM
Oooo Ice Cream!

I like Mint Chocolate Chip, Cookies and Cream, Cookie Dough, and Chocolate :D

Cookies and Cream, good one... But still, I have to go with Butter Pecan. There isn't much of anything sweet that butter can't improve.

Sticky toffee pudding.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Alexandre Scriabin on February 07, 2010, 12:31:21 PM
The issue is the difference between gender and physical sex, Alex. My gender, who I am, is female. But my physical sex is male. And that's where the inability to come together is. I'm not 'becoming' me, because I already 'am' me. But what I need to do, is to make it so that my sex represents who I 'am', not who I am 'not'. My gender is female, my sex is not. I am not changing who I am, but what I am, so that the what matches the who. It would be much harder, if not impossible, and far more painful, to try and match the who to fit the what, the gender to fit the sex. I tried it for 18 years of my life, and I never felt right. I have only felt right online, where I have been able to be who I am because the physical sex, the 'what', wasn't in play, only the gender, the 'who'.


It's the difficult thing to understand for most people, I think. People think that I simply don't like who I am, and want to be someone different. Rather, it's the opposite. I *am* who I am, inside, but the physical exterior prevents me from *presenting* who I am in a way that people would expect and understand.



Fair enough, and well said on your part. I was just trying to bring up something that may or may not be helpful. However the fruition of your desires may play itself out, I hope that you can be happy with yourself because of your actual merits, not how you are presented to people. Have a good one. :thumbup:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Alexandre Scriabin on February 07, 2010, 12:33:21 PM
Oooo Ice Cream!

I like Mint Chocolate Chip, Cookies and Cream, Cookie Dough, and Chocolate :D

Cookies and Cream, good one... But still, I have to go with Butter Pecan. There isn't much of anything sweet that butter can't improve.

Sticky toffee pudding.

I for one, really, really love toffee. That and butterscotch were always my two favorite treats, and still are. :pet:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Salkazrian on February 07, 2010, 11:06:28 PM
Balls...of the aniseed kind...that's what I loved to suck on when I was a kid.  Humbugs as well.  Toffee's just asking for toothless trouble; fudge is much better.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on February 08, 2010, 12:48:57 AM
One more long day of work, then a day off. Why must they try and kill me?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: The Silent Watcher on February 08, 2010, 12:58:09 AM
You're an elf.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on February 08, 2010, 01:01:07 AM
At least I try to act like it, doesn't work so well off Santharia.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: The Silent Watcher on February 08, 2010, 01:03:25 AM
You think that's bad? Try acting like an orc the next time your boss p****s you off, see how far you get!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on February 08, 2010, 01:14:56 AM
I guess you have a point. I have learned to have a lot of patience over the years.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: The Silent Watcher on February 08, 2010, 01:26:32 AM
Don't think we hadn't noticed, Kalina! And boy, has it been sorely tested over the years.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on February 08, 2010, 01:39:23 AM
 :blush:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Damien Scar on February 11, 2010, 02:22:53 AM
It is ironic. I used to complain about work and my boss as well and now and for the past almost twenty years I wish I could go to work. You never know what you will miss until it is gone. And I am not just speaking about money either; there is something about having a job and working that gives people self-esteem, especially a man, I believe. Though I suppose a woman now days can feel the same, but I still think it is different for a man: but I speak as a man.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on February 11, 2010, 04:03:34 AM
Don't get me wrong, as I love working. I just wish the people I worked with actually had a head on their shoulders.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Alexandre Scriabin on February 11, 2010, 05:36:52 AM
It is ironic. I used to complain about work and my boss as well and now and for the past almost twenty years I wish I could go to work. You never know what you will miss until it is gone. And I am not just speaking about money either; there is something about having a job and working that gives people self-esteem, especially a man, I believe. Though I suppose a woman now days can feel the same, but I still think it is different for a man: but I speak as a man.

If I can make an observation, men don't feel that kind of responsibility because they are men. Rather, they feel responsible because of history and the system we've been exposed to. But yes, it feels very good to be useful.

Edit: 700th POST woot...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Alexandre Scriabin on February 11, 2010, 05:39:19 AM
Balls...of the aniseed kind...that's what I loved to suck on when I was a kid.  Humbugs as well.  Toffee's just asking for toothless trouble; fudge is much better.

I don't know about you, but I don't eat ice-cream because I'm thinking/worried about my dental predicament. Ice cream is an anti-toothbrush. As for humbugs, I can dig that  :thumbup:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on February 11, 2010, 10:24:57 AM
I can only have the Dairy free stuff, which can be hit or miss on how good it tastes and what flavours you have.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Damien Scar on February 13, 2010, 02:47:48 AM
Kali, lactose intolerant? I love Butter Pecan, but I am also partial to Fudge Swirl.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Salkazrian on February 13, 2010, 09:44:05 AM
I have to say, if you're trying to stay away from ice-cream, never go to Italy.  Best ice-cream I've ever had!  And if you value your teeth, never go to India.  I had a cup of tea off a guy in Delhi, and I watched him make it.  There was a serious amount of sugar in there!  It was only after I'd ordered it that I noticed he didn't have any teeth left, despite being only a bit older than myself!   :P  When it comes to sugar content, that tea would make a can of coke blush!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on February 13, 2010, 11:19:19 AM
Yus! I am. It affects my sinuses in a very not so nice way, making me very sick. Not fun! But they are coming out with more and quite tasty alternatives :D


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Eric Kattaisson on February 18, 2010, 08:42:15 AM
Just went to see some of the Staffordshire Hoard today.  It was found not far from where I live, in a farmer's field.  It's really strange to think that it was just lying there for over a thousand years!  It was really nice to see it, though; it makes history come to life.  I think I'll dig out my old metal detector and check out my garden...you never know!   :P

http://www.staffordshirehoard.org.uk/ (http://www.staffordshirehoard.org.uk/)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on February 18, 2010, 09:56:12 AM
NEATO!

I have my last 9 hour day at work tomorrow, and I am more than excited!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Garret Arroway on February 22, 2010, 08:46:57 PM
So tomorrow (or rather later today), a week and a few days after busting up my knuckles being an idiot, I'm taking my homemade splint off and going to start working on moving and using my hand again so I'm not completely useless anymore. Been putting off this decision for half a week or so.

At first, it was frustration that I couldn't do anything and was constantly getting lectured/yelled at by my dad for being an idiot and hurting myself the way I did. Now, I've just gotta to the point where I need to make a choice. I can keep it wrapped up, hoping to find a way to get to a doctor, or start working on moving and using it again so my life can return to something that resembles normal.

Here's to hoping that nothings broken and I don't make things worse ...  :undecided:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on February 22, 2010, 11:55:23 PM
GARRET!!!!!!! Don't make me drive down there and take you myself :(


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Tharoc Wargrider on February 23, 2010, 12:37:56 AM
I tried that route myself Kali. The words 'head' and 'brick wall' spring to mind.

And Garret, what did I tell you? Why punch something hard when you've got a kid brother available?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Deklitch Hardin on February 23, 2010, 03:46:01 AM
You know, I just hate getting colds in summer ... and as it is just before the end of February, and as I live in Australia, it still counts as a summer cold.

@Kali ... are you sure you didn't mean to put 'care of' in there somewhere?



Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on February 25, 2010, 01:44:09 AM
@Dek: I am sure. Because I meant taking her to the doctor ^.~

SKIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIing today! :D


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Valan Nonesuch on February 25, 2010, 02:50:26 AM
Clothes that have just come out of the drier are the warm and awesome. :pet:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Salena smith on February 25, 2010, 04:29:34 AM
Im so excited for my girl Alicia to come over :) Its been 2 days lol


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Rhia on February 25, 2010, 08:34:48 AM
Kalina!! ~fume fume fume~ Skiing! I'm envious! Have fun! :)

Huzzah for good hair days! :pet: Rare though they are, I don't know what I'd do without them...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on February 25, 2010, 08:37:40 AM
And done with skiiing. I really need to do it more often! <3


RHIA!!!! *huggles*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Rhia on February 25, 2010, 08:53:30 AM
Kalina! ^^ How have you been?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on February 25, 2010, 09:09:20 AM
 Well, well :D

One cannot live on candy bars alone!  :buck:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on February 26, 2010, 12:39:58 AM
Rhia, so nice to see you again. How have you been?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Irid alMenie on February 26, 2010, 12:53:59 AM


Huzzah for good hair days! :pet: Rare though they are, I don't know what I'd do without them...

Oh, I *SO* know what you're talking about :D


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Rhia on February 26, 2010, 08:30:48 AM
Quote
One cannot live on candy bars alone!
Um... Uh-oh... :noidea:

Capher: Busy! And yourself?

Yup... I've made a very difficult and serious decision, Irid: I'm going to grow my hair out! ^.^ It's a bit shorter than my shoulders, so it hasn't started so annoyingly flipping out because it's hitting my shoulders, but I'm going to stick by my decision this time and not give in and cut it off when it gets irritating! :buck:

Just a random unimportant detail I felt like sharing.... >.> I guess I need someone to commiserate with about hair!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Salkazrian on February 26, 2010, 08:56:31 AM
My wife says that my hair cut makes me look like Forest Gump.  I take it as a complement.  Now if you'll excuse me, I've got some running to do!   :P


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on March 04, 2010, 01:52:09 PM
NEVER ASK A DRUNK A QUESTION

I was shopping at the local supermarket where I selected:
A half-gallon of 2% milk
A carton of eggs
A quart of orange juice
A head of lettuce
A 2 lb. can of coffee
A 1 lb. package of bacon

As I was unloading my items on the conveyor belt to check out, a drunk
standing behind me watched as I placed the items in front of the cashier.

While the cashier was ringing up the purchases, the drunk calmly stated,
"You must be single."

I was a bit startled by this proclamation, but I was intrigued by the
derelict's intuition, since I indeed had never found Miss Right. I
looked at the six items on the belt and saw nothing particularly unusual
about my selections that could have tipped off the drunk to my
marital status.

Curiosity getting the better of me, I said, "Yes you are correct.
But how on earth did you know that?"

The drunk replied, "Cause you're ugly"


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on March 04, 2010, 02:14:58 PM
I finally did it.  I bought the National Geographic DVD-ROM set.  Every issue, every article, every picture, every ad since 1888.  I've been wanting this for about 10 years.  So, if I'm a bit hard to find in the next bit, it will be because I'm researching. :D


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Fáiorríl on March 04, 2010, 02:31:44 PM
There's a National Geographic DVD SET?!
Where did you find such a treasure? O:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on March 04, 2010, 02:33:22 PM
I've seen it in many places, actually.  But this one I bought at Walmart.  Yes, I'm white trash and proud of it. :buck:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Salena smith on March 04, 2010, 02:44:12 PM
Haha thats a funny joke but also mean. Im just sad that my girlfriend had to go home, we were having fun cuddling and watching band of brothers. Man thats a awesome movie, I love it. :) hahah just watched some lady get shot on criminal minds man that was funny lol


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Irid alMenie on March 04, 2010, 03:30:01 PM
Yup... I've made a very difficult and serious decision, Irid: I'm going to grow my hair out! ^.^ It's a bit shorter than my shoulders, so it hasn't started so annoyingly flipping out because it's hitting my shoulders, but I'm going to stick by my decision this time and not give in and cut it off when it gets irritating! :buck:

Just a random unimportant detail I felt like sharing.... >.> I guess I need someone to commiserate with about hair!

I'm growing mine out too. It's way past my shoulders now. I'm gonna see how long it gets before I find it too annoying and cut it off :p


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on March 04, 2010, 03:36:27 PM
I HATE BEING SICK! GRRRRRRRR!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Damien Scar on March 05, 2010, 06:13:19 AM
My muse is back...hurrah!  :grin:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Seh'nara Celebrindal on March 06, 2010, 10:26:21 PM
School... sucks. Big, big, big time.  :angry:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on March 06, 2010, 11:16:03 PM
Until you get my age, then you realize that school was the best time of your life. :D


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Deklitch Hardin on March 07, 2010, 05:30:11 AM
School... sucks. Big, big, big time.  :angry:

As a teacher ... I can definitely agree with that ... the handful of children at school who are not interested in being there and are only interested in distrupting classes for their peers and their teachers really makes school very painful.

Having said that ... to be on here indicates that we can all read and write and so we should all thank a teacher for that!  :thumbup: :thumbup: :thumbup: :pet: :pet: :pet: :grin:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Ylaya on March 07, 2010, 06:20:20 AM
School was entertaining sometimes, plus made for some good memories and good times with friends.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Tharoc Wargrider on March 07, 2010, 08:16:04 AM
Quote
the handful of children at school who are not interested in being there and are only interested in distrupting classes for their peers and their teachers

I have to confess, Dek, that I was that soldier!

I hated school with unbridled passion. I went to a very strict, very Victorian-style Grammar school, and I hated every single second of it.
Actually, that's not strictly true. There were two teachers there who made going to their lessons an absolute joy. One was my English teacher, Mr Taylor, although he insisted we call him Dave. He was so entertaining that you completely forgot that you were learning stuff. The lessons seemed to stick in your mind better that way.
The other was Mrs Ball, my Biology teacher. Her talent was the stunningly accurate and finely-detailed diagrams she drew on the blackboard, in chalk and freehand! They were truly Da Vinci-esque. She had a lovely speaking voice too, so it was easy to listen to her for hours on end.

At the other end of the scale were Mr Montague Brayne, Geography. I actually liked the subject, but hated him. To go with his Victorian name, he sported the most spectacular mutton-chop sideburns and moustache I've ever seen, and he was a crack shot with a piece of chalk.
Mr Ambler, P.E was a sadistic bastard of the highest order. He would line up the 'Please excuse poor Johnny' brigade outside his office and walk along the line literally slapping, punching and kicking each lad whilst berating them in front of everyone who was passing. If you misbehaved during the lesson, a crime which covered everything from not running fast enough, through dropping a ball, to being caught smoking behind the Music block, he would delay punishment until you were on your way into the showers. Thinking you had got away with it, he would suddenly appear with his large army-issue plimsoll and whack you as hard as he could across your wet backside. I can tell you now, it bloody-well hurt!
The worst of the worst, though, was the Woodwork teacher, Mr Fogg. He was an ex Paratrooper and ran his classes like a special forces training camp. He wasn't averse to throwing chisels at anyone he thought wasn't doing what they should be. He also had two massive Boxer dogs which he brought into the workshop with him. They were sired by Cerberus himself, I swear it. They were allowed the run of the place and God help you if you ever thought of trying to move them from whewre you were working. He once knocked out one of the other Woodwork teachers during a lesson for snapping the blade of his hacksaw. Nice chap.

Anyway, considering my hatred for school, I was very keen to learn. I just preferred to do it my own way, is all. I spent most of my youth reading and re-reading the hundreds of books in my Grandfathers' library. Whilst it's not strictly the best way to get an education, it worked for me. I left school with 6 'O' levels with good grades, and the pleas of my Headmaster to stay on to do English Lang and Lit at 'A' level, where he thought I was guaranteed a place at Uni studying English.

"Stuff that!" says I.

And here I am, *^$"* years later, and I still have a deep love of reading and learning. And I try the occasional bit of writing as well.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Seh'nara Celebrindal on March 07, 2010, 07:24:47 PM
... ohmygod. You got six points for your Os? :shocked:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Ylaya on March 07, 2010, 09:01:56 PM
Quote
the handful of children at school who are not interested in being there and are only interested in distrupting classes for their peers and their teachers

I have to confess, Dek, that I was that soldier!

I hated school with unbridled passion. I went to a very strict, very Victorian-style Grammar school, and I hated every single second of it.
Actually, that's not strictly true. There were two teachers there who made going to their lessons an absolute joy. One was my English teacher, Mr Taylor, although he insisted we call him Dave. He was so entertaining that you completely forgot that you were learning stuff. The lessons seemed to stick in your mind better that way.
The other was Mrs Ball, my Biology teacher. Her talent was the stunningly accurate and finely-detailed diagrams she drew on the blackboard, in chalk and freehand! They were truly Da Vinci-esque. She had a lovely speaking voice too, so it was easy to listen to her for hours on end.

At the other end of the scale were Mr Montague Brayne, Geography. I actually liked the subject, but hated him. To go with his Victorian name, he sported the most spectacular mutton-chop sideburns and moustache I've ever seen, and he was a crack shot with a piece of chalk.
Mr Ambler, P.E was a sadistic bastard of the highest order. He would line up the 'Please excuse poor Johnny' brigade outside his office and walk along the line literally slapping, punching and kicking each lad whilst berating them in front of everyone who was passing. If you misbehaved during the lesson, a crime which covered everything from not running fast enough, through dropping a ball, to being caught smoking behind the Music block, he would delay punishment until you were on your way into the showers. Thinking you had got away with it, he would suddenly appear with his large army-issue plimsoll and whack you as hard as he could across your wet backside. I can tell you now, it bloody-well hurt!
The worst of the worst, though, was the Woodwork teacher, Mr Fogg. He was an ex Paratrooper and ran his classes like a special forces training camp. He wasn't averse to throwing chisels at anyone he thought wasn't doing what they should be. He also had two massive Boxer dogs which he brought into the workshop with him. They were sired by Cerberus himself, I swear it. They were allowed the run of the place and God help you if you ever thought of trying to move them from whewre you were working. He once knocked out one of the other Woodwork teachers during a lesson for snapping the blade of his hacksaw. Nice chap.

Anyway, considering my hatred for school, I was very keen to learn. I just preferred to do it my own way, is all. I spent most of my youth reading and re-reading the hundreds of books in my Grandfathers' library. Whilst it's not strictly the best way to get an education, it worked for me. I left school with 6 'O' levels with good grades, and the pleas of my Headmaster to stay on to do English Lang and Lit at 'A' level, where he thought I was guaranteed a place at Uni studying English.

"Stuff that!" says I.

And here I am, *^$"* years later, and I still have a deep love of reading and learning. And I try the occasional bit of writing as well.

Wait, what did this mr Taylor look like, I remember having a teacher that used to ask us to call him Dave.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on March 08, 2010, 12:32:47 AM
I HATE BEING SICK! *curses*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Ylaya on March 08, 2010, 01:03:54 AM
I HATE BEING SICK! *curses*

Go to the doctors, find the cure!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Tharoc Wargrider on March 08, 2010, 03:49:57 AM
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Wait, what did this mr Taylor look like, I remember having a teacher that used to ask us to call him Dave.

Ye Gods, woman! The memory starts to fade when you get to my age, y'know!

Let's see......he was stocky, about 5'6"-5'8", silver hair, dressed like a teacher......erm....he had a very deep voice.......

That's the best I can do, I'm afraid. This was in the 70's, and he was probably in his late 40's/early 50's then, so unless you're an old git like me, and you went to Ashton Grammar School, your Mr Taylor is most likely a different one to mine.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Ylaya on March 08, 2010, 07:25:37 AM
Yeah, the one I know kept saying "CEASE" like he was King of England or something. Plus he was young and I ain't old.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Salena smith on March 10, 2010, 02:32:36 AM
Just wondering how everyone feels on homosexuality, Im all for it since I am a bisexual and sister is a lesbian lol


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on March 10, 2010, 04:15:31 AM
I hate how a single phrase can throw off my entire day.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Damien Scar on March 12, 2010, 04:01:48 AM
Tharoc, the way you described Mrs. Ball, it would seem she had you by them, (in your dreams, perhaps?)  :lol:  Did she help you through puberty?  :evil:

I agree Kalina.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Ylaya on March 12, 2010, 04:10:47 AM
Just wondering how everyone feels on homosexuality, Im all for it since I am a bisexual and sister is a lesbian lol

Me, I ain't got nothing against gay people or people who choose to use knives or whatever to sort out their sex as long as they leave me alone. Also, as long as they do not fill our schools with gay nursery rhymes I got nothing against them.

In the UK they got some stupid ways of trying to make gay peopel more acceptable in society, like having fairytales at primary schools with 2 gay princes kisses. I mean come on, atleast let them start off straight before they choose to start messin with what they got. That is my opinion.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Valan Nonesuch on March 13, 2010, 02:41:31 AM
Why does it always seem that the right thing to do is going to make you regret doing it?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Salena smith on March 13, 2010, 07:29:55 AM
Im thinking how much i hate my ex!!!!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Ylaya on March 13, 2010, 06:02:39 PM
Im thinking how much i hate my ex!!!!

Why?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Salena smith on March 13, 2010, 11:55:49 PM
Because he is losing at custody so he's startin to play dirty and decided to call social services on me. I will make sure he pays for this. He can play dirty all he wants I will keep playin legally.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Ylaya on March 13, 2010, 11:58:11 PM
This is why I hate modern times! All these legal issues!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Seh'nara Celebrindal on March 14, 2010, 12:04:22 AM
It's still better than last time, where babies were killed by suffocation when their parents rolled over in bed. Still, having said that, good luck with the custody issues, Salena. :)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Salena smith on March 14, 2010, 12:27:04 AM
Well because of his stunt Im sure Ill win just cause hes a moron lol.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Ylaya on March 14, 2010, 02:17:57 AM
Well because of his stunt Im sure Ill win just cause hes a moron lol.

Well, hope things work out in your favour!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Salena smith on March 14, 2010, 03:08:47 AM
Thank you, I do too. :)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on March 14, 2010, 03:18:27 AM
Why does work always pick to call me in at a REALLY BAD TIME?!?!?!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Ylaya on March 14, 2010, 04:12:09 AM
Why does work always pick to call me in at a REALLY BAD TIME?!?!?!

I have had that before Kalina, just refuse!!!  :P


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Salkazrian on March 14, 2010, 09:58:41 AM
Is there ever a good time for work to call?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Sývaein Sorossa on March 14, 2010, 10:34:46 AM
When there's absolutely nothing better to do.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Deklitch Hardin on March 17, 2010, 06:44:21 AM
So, yeah I went to another online group of which I'm a member yesterday and got some really shocking news. I am still reeling from it somewhat.

A close online friend/buddy from that group died suddenly. The news was shared with us all by another member in the club. Brian Olinski was his name and he was a mentor to many in that club, myself included. He had been in charge of a number of rping areas in that club, he had been vice president and acting president over there as well. He was always friendly, always ready to help, always ready to laugh. He was also known to those of us in the IRC channel of that group as Buzz or Buzzasus and was known to the club by the animal nickname of 'bear' ... all in that club get an animal nickname when they get named as the leader of an RPing area in the club. Mine, by the way, is Tribble. I had many a long conversation with him via PM or MSN. He was mid 40's. He had a seizure (he had been suffering from them for years) and had a few other close calls with them. He cared deeply for another member of that club ... and they were very serious about each other (they had met each other in real life and fell in love almost straight away). She was the one who shared it with us, and is absolutely devestated.

Anyway, those are my inner most private thoughts at the moment ... and they quickly put my issues of not having my own computer at the moment into perspective.

RIP Brian 'Bear' Olinski ... you will be greatly missed.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on March 17, 2010, 06:47:28 AM
Terrible news, Dek.  Our sympathies to you, and to the friends and family of Mr. Olinski. :(


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Athviaro Shyu-eck-Silfayr on March 17, 2010, 07:15:57 AM
May I add my deepest condolences, Deklitch, to you and to all the members of your forum, along with the family, who I am are devastated.

Deeply sad to hear the news.

Athviaro


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on March 17, 2010, 07:36:34 AM
I'm very sorry, Dek. :( I cannot help but be reminded how Luci was taken from us suddenly several years ago. My heart goes out to you and everyone else as well.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Alexandre Scriabin on March 17, 2010, 07:48:07 AM
On a positive note, I'm interested as to why his nickname was bear. And my condolences as well.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Deklitch Hardin on March 17, 2010, 07:53:36 AM
On a positive, I'm interested as to why his nickname was bear.

When he first received it as his nickname, I was still quite a young member of that club, so I wasn't exactly clear on the reasons why. However, as time has gone, I suspect it was because he was always interested in picnic baskets and he always spoke about his little pal Booboo ... plus, he was referred to as many in the club as a big cuddly teddy bear :D

His IRC user name of Buzz might have had something to do with it ... with the view of some that bears like honey and all ... Brian definitely loved his food!

Oh and thanks for all your thoughts and condolences. Here, have a bunny :D  :pet:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Damien Scar on March 18, 2010, 03:54:02 AM
I too would like to express my condolences to you Dek, his family, the club he belonged to and especially to the one he met and fell in love with. Tell your club that they have another rp forum who sends their condolences and cries with them, as well as offering a shoulder if they need it, including you Dek.

My shoulders are big enough.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Garret Arroway on March 27, 2010, 09:31:27 AM
Drawing a smiley face in the caramel stuck to the lid of the container of caramel apple dip that I got was one of my best ideas. Can't help but smile when I sit down with my sliced apple and open up the container :)

*Wanders off to cut up another apple*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Valan Nonesuch on March 28, 2010, 02:27:06 PM
Dear world,
Shut up.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Ylaya on March 28, 2010, 06:12:41 PM
I'm amazed how much seeing, watching and enjoying sport can brighten your day. In Australia today a World Champion defended their title and even though the luck of the day was with him he made a call and that call gave him a chance to show he still does have what it takes to be seen as Number 1.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Salena smith on March 30, 2010, 06:02:26 AM
Im soo very very dumb and sad right now.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Ylaya on March 30, 2010, 06:03:00 AM
Im soo very very dumb and sad right now.

Why?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Salena smith on March 31, 2010, 03:11:02 PM
I broke up with my gf but now were back together so its all good........now is wondering if its true that it was proven that humans didnt evolve from monkeys??


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Irid alMenie on March 31, 2010, 03:14:33 PM
They didn't. They evolved from a common ancestor :P


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Salena smith on April 01, 2010, 12:24:49 AM
oh haha well dont i feel smart lmao okay good to know.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Shayan Ashkani on April 01, 2010, 03:45:37 AM
The Gods of Technology are kicking my sorry ass.


Again.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on April 02, 2010, 12:40:57 AM
I have learned a valuable lesson...if you do not know and learn from history, then history will repeat itself and can have an disastrous effect on your life and country.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on April 02, 2010, 06:40:36 AM
I will more than likely be an "Acting Manager" in two weeks to see if I have the potential to be a manager. I am as nervous as hell about that week.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Ylaya on April 03, 2010, 06:39:06 PM
Manager position, well if you got the leadership skills then you shall be fine.  ;)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on April 06, 2010, 12:17:25 AM
Let's hope so. I feel quite under prepared at the moment with being stuck in the store's Starbucks the last couple of weeks, and then 8 weeks before that with a couple of weeks in the Deli for a break.

I am also without a car this week, as it is in the shop. Blah I say! BLAH!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on April 06, 2010, 12:31:35 AM
Pfft.. you live in a city that is 35 square blocks :P


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on April 06, 2010, 12:39:41 AM
SO?! It is also still snowing, as we are getting yet another winter storm. I am not walking in that! lol I get to figure out the bus system for a week.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on April 06, 2010, 12:43:29 AM
Tsk tsk tsk... and you Yanks keep thinking we Canucks live in igloos.  :buck: The grass is green here!  (though, I'm still awaiting our last snowdump... there is always one last one)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Tervild Jorek on April 06, 2010, 01:00:36 AM
Really Alt? Over here at T.O we got some nice weather going on, and it really feels like summers on again :). You must be living higher up though no? Aside from that why is it that we Canadians have all the really weird stereo types? We say "aye" at the end of our sentences, live in igloos, toboggan to work/school, ah the classics XP


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on April 06, 2010, 01:10:41 AM
I'm in Calgary... so yeah, a bit higher up. :)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Ylaya on April 06, 2010, 01:21:30 AM
England for once is sunny this week, I  :heart: it!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Tharoc Wargrider on April 06, 2010, 04:47:18 AM
I hate this time of year. The buds on my bonsai trees are beginning to burst, but there is still danger of a sudden frost that could seriously set-back all my work of the previous years.

And the longer days and sunnier weather means I have lost two of my best reasons for not doing those little jobs my wife has been pestering me about over winter.

Damn and blast, I say.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on April 06, 2010, 04:49:51 AM
BOOOONSAIIIIIII

*dives into Tharoc's garden like a green armed mosh-pit*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Alexandre Scriabin on April 06, 2010, 06:21:09 AM
Really Alt? Over here at T.O we got some nice weather going on, and it really feels like summers on again :). You must be living higher up though no? Aside from that why is it that we Canadians have all the really weird stereo types? We say "aye" at the end of our sentences, live in igloos, toboggan to work/school, ah the classics XP

That, and I guess you folks go on beer runs with your flying dogs. Extra points if you know that movie :thumbup: (nudge, nudge, wink, wink Alt)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Valan Nonesuch on April 06, 2010, 06:40:49 AM
Indeed, it is quite nice and warm here in the fifth-largest city in North America. I do so like this time of year. The insects haven't quite woken up but the plants have, it is warm but too warm so long sleeves are still perfectly acceptable,  I like this weather :grin:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Ylaya on April 06, 2010, 07:08:15 AM
Indeed, it is quite nice and warm here in the fifth-largest city in North America. I do so like this time of year. The insects haven't quite woken up but the plants have, it is warm but too warm so long sleeves are still perfectly acceptable,  I like this weather :grin:

What kinda insects?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Damien Scar on April 17, 2010, 05:11:26 AM
Yesterday I buried by beloved dog, Betsy. She was not that old, only ten yrs, but I woke up and found her dead lying next to me as she slept with me. The vet said that she had a heart problem and her little heart just stopped beating. She was a Shit-Zu and my very best friend.

There will never be a dog like her....I miss her so much :cry:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on April 17, 2010, 05:18:53 AM
Very very sorry to hear that, Damien.  I've lost both dogs and horses and know how hard it can hit you. :(


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Jenna Silverbirch on April 17, 2010, 06:08:05 AM
Oh, damien- I'm really, truly sorry to hear it :( I have a soft spot for shitzous, and I'm not much of a dog person. My sincerest condolences- I just wish I had some better words of comfort for you.

-Jenna :heart:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Thaelel Swordmar on April 17, 2010, 07:12:02 AM
My most sincere condolences Damien.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Markus Boadicea on April 17, 2010, 10:12:19 PM
When a companion, whether human or animal, dies, it can be emotionally damaging. However, because a complex system of communication is difficult to develop with most animals the ability to form a bond is limited. An association of reliance or unquestioning affection is far, far more common than an association of respect or moral obligation among man\beast relationships. It is a simple, yet pure relationship. I can't figure out why it is typically easier to handle the death of an animal then a human. Is it because we have a natural instinct which reacts specifically to the death of our own kind or is it that the loss of the man\beast association is easier to deal with because of the simple nature of those relationships? But I shouldn't generalize too much, I guess the degree of effect depends on the social and emotional variables of your relationship and more importantly on the bonds formed there within.

 ...

My condolences.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Deklitch Hardin on April 18, 2010, 10:06:41 AM
You may recall about a month ago, I shared the news with you all of the sudden passing of Brian 'Bear' Olinski, a member of the Star Trek rping club of which I'm a member.

Well, this past week, rumours had been going around the club that another member of the club had also passed away by the name of Elizabeth (Liz) 'Dove' Caro. It was officially confirmed for us today that she did infact die of heart complications a few days ago.

Liz was a great roleplayer, and I was her initial captain when she first joined the Star Trek club. In time it became a friendship, or at least as much of a friendship that one can have with people over the internet. She had something about her that made her virtually universally loved around the club. In time she rose through the ranks and become a captain of both a training ship board and of a standard ship board in that club. As well as being on a large number of ships in the club, she also found time for a variety of admin duties on the boards. Her animal nickname was the dove, as she always seemed to be peaceful and calm,. After Brian 'Bear' Olinski stepped down as CO - Apollo, Liz applied for and received the position of CO - Apollo. I was her XO on that ship, and am currently the acting CO until a new one can be appointed.

I will miss Liz greatly, but I am content in my belief that she is now in a better place. My thoughts are with her and her family and her friends in real life at this time. As a group, star-fleet.com is rather devestated at the moment about the news, as am I. The president of STF said it best in her post, I felt when she said, "There are a lot of things one can anticipate happening during a presidential term, and having a beloved member passing away isn't usually one of them. Having two pass in a term is unheard of and entirely shocking."

Rest in Peace Elizabeth 'Dove' Caro.

Please excuse me and my cast of thousands if I am rather snippy/short/absent for the days and weeks to come, as my thoughts are currently pretty much in turmoil.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Deklitch Hardin on April 18, 2010, 10:11:29 AM
I am also very sad for your loss, Damien. We have lost dearly loved family pets, all of which made us hurt for a long time after.

But we have lots of photos and memories of them in the good times and focus on those as much as possible. That brings us some measure of comfort.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Thaelel Swordmar on April 18, 2010, 07:09:06 PM
I'm very sorry to hear that Dek. Good luck with being the CO and everyone here on the Dream is here for you  :).


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Ylaya on April 19, 2010, 12:50:37 AM
You got my sympathies Damien.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on April 20, 2010, 12:59:53 AM
I thank you all for your words of comfort, encouragement, and insight.

Dek, I will pray that God comforts Liz's family at this time and her's, you, and your family on Star Trek.

I realized that though I am alone now physically, as my son Allan moved to San Diego, I have many friends and acquainteces, as much as Caelereth allows, so thank you all.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on April 21, 2010, 12:51:18 PM
The Human Body!


It takes your food seven seconds to get from your mouth to your stomach.

One human hair can support 3kg (6.6 lb).

The average man's private area is three times the length of his thumb.

Human thighbones are stronger than concrete.

A woman's heart beats faster than a man's.

There are about one trillion bacteria on each of your feet.

Women blink twice as often as men.

The average person's skin weighs twice as much as the brain.

Your body uses 300 muscles to balance itself when you are standing still.

If saliva cannot dissolve something, you cannot taste it.

Women reading this will be finished now.

Men are still busy checking their thumbs.

 :D


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Irid alMenie on April 21, 2010, 04:02:43 PM

[...]

Women reading this will be finished now.

Men are still busy checking their thumbs.

 :D

BWAHAHA!  :rolling:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Salena smith on April 22, 2010, 12:34:27 AM
Hahahahah Alt your such a nerd :p just kidding :thumpup


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Capher on April 22, 2010, 02:05:52 AM
 :rolling: Alt. You can make people laugh. Perhaps you should become a stand-up comedian, become famous like Jim Carrey, and then take care of all your friends here on Caelereth, me for instance, *hint hint*

Naw, just take care of yourself my friend. :)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on April 22, 2010, 02:25:14 AM
I'm just a reteller of tales.  This came to me via email.  When I realized it was a joke (twenty minutes later), I decided to share it with you all once my pants were back on.  So, I cannot take credit for this.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Alexandre Scriabin on April 22, 2010, 03:06:42 AM
I wish! I have gorilla hands from playing piano so much. Big as my thumbs? I'd cart right on over to Rio if that were true!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Jenna Silverbirch on April 22, 2010, 04:24:24 AM
...
 :rolling:
Oh, dear. Whatever can it say about me, that I checked my own thumb length to see how... ahem... capable I would be as a man? :D But hurrah for an amusing AND informative post, altario! I always like learning new facts to randomly assail people with.


Oh, and on a much sadder note, dek- I'm so sorry to hear that. I hope you, and the starfleet gang, and liz's family can find some peace and comfort in such a difficult time :heart:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Tervild Jorek on April 22, 2010, 07:37:56 AM
I'm with Alexander at this point, I mean I'm six foot, but if my rod was that big I'd have an issue for sure. Not that certain others would mind >.>


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Klyff Tylssen on May 03, 2010, 05:19:27 AM
Just found this online, and I love it. Read it aloud... if you can  :evil:

Dearest creature in creation,
Study English pronunciation.
I will teach you in my verse
Sounds like corpse, corps, horse, and worse.
I will keep you, Suzy, busy,
Make your head with heat grow dizzy.
Tear in eye, your dress will tear.
So shall I! Oh hear my prayer.

Just compare heart, beard, and heard,
Dies and diet, lord and word,
Sword and sward, retain and Britain.
(Mind the latter, how it's written.)
Now I surely will not plague you
With such words as plaque and ague.
But be careful how you speak:
Say break and steak, but bleak and streak;
Cloven, oven, how and low,
Script, receipt, show, poem, and toe.

Hear me say, devoid of trickery,
Daughter, laughter, and Terpsichore,
Typhoid, measles, topsails, aisles,
Exiles, similes, and reviles;
Scholar, vicar, and cigar,
Solar, mica, war and far;
One, anemone, Balmoral,
Kitchen, lichen, laundry, laurel;
Gertrude, German, wind and mind,
Scene, Melpomene, mankind.

Billet does not rhyme with ballet,
Bouquet, wallet, mallet, chalet.
Blood and flood are not like food,
Nor is mould like should and would.
Viscous, viscount, load and broad,
Toward, to forward, to reward.
And your pronunciation's OK
When you correctly say croquet,
Rounded, wounded, grieve and sieve,
Friend and fiend, alive and live.

Ivy, privy, famous; clamour
And enamour rhyme with hammer.
River, rival, tomb, bomb, comb,
Doll and roll and some and home.
Stranger does not rhyme with anger,
Neither does devour with clangour.
Souls but foul, haunt but aunt,
Font, front, wont, want, grand, and grant,
Shoes, goes, does. Now first say finger,
And then singer, ginger, linger,
Real, zeal, mauve, gauze, gouge and gauge,
Marriage, foliage, mirage, and age.

Query does not rhyme with very,
Nor does fury sound like bury.
Dost, lost, post and doth, cloth, loth.
Job, nob, bosom, transom, oath.
Though the differences seem little,
We say actual but victual.
Refer does not rhyme with deafer.
Foeffer does, and zephyr, heifer.
Mint, pint, senate and sedate;
Dull, bull, and George ate late.
Scenic, Arabic, Pacific,
Science, conscience, scientific.

Liberty, library, heave and heaven,
Rachel, ache, moustache, eleven.
We say hallowed, but allowed,
People, leopard, towed, but vowed.
Mark the differences, moreover,
Between mover, cover, clover;
Leeches, breeches, wise, precise,
Chalice, but police and lice;
Camel, constable, unstable,
Principle, disciple, label.

Petal, panel, and canal,
Wait, surprise, plait, promise, pal.
Worm and storm, chaise, chaos, chair,
Senator, spectator, mayor.
Tour, but our and succour, four.
Gas, alas, and Arkansas.
Sea, idea, Korea, area,
Psalm, Maria, but malaria.
Youth, south, southern, cleanse and clean.
Doctrine, turpentine, marine.

Compare alien with Italian,
Dandelion and battalion.
Sally with ally, yea, ye,
Eye, I, ay, aye, whey, and key.
Say aver, but ever, fever,
Neither, leisure, skein, deceiver.
Heron, granary, canary.
Crevice and device and aerie.

Face, but preface, not efface.
Phlegm, phlegmatic, ass, glass, bass.
Large, but target, gin, give, verging,
Ought, out, joust and scour, scourging.
Ear, but earn and wear and tear
Do not rhyme with here but ere.
Seven is right, but so is even,
Hyphen, roughen, nephew Stephen,
Monkey, donkey, Turk and jerk,
Ask, grasp, wasp, and cork and work.

Pronunciation -- think of Psyche!
Is a paling stout and spikey?
Won't it make you lose your wits,
Writing groats and saying grits?
It's a dark abyss or tunnel:
Strewn with stones, stowed, solace, gunwale,
Islington and Isle of Wight,
Housewife, verdict and indict.

Finally, which rhymes with enough --
Though, through, plough, or dough, or cough?
Hiccough has the sound of cup.
My advice is to give up!!!

-- Author Unknown


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Salena smith on May 18, 2010, 01:22:00 AM
Im so very sad, found out my old friend that i went to school with passed away :cry:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on June 07, 2010, 11:16:57 AM
Sometimes, there just isn't enough ketchup to save your supper.  *sigh*  Let this be a warning to all you young'uns out there.  Do not cook your grilled cheese sandwiches while writing posts.  For sure, one will get burnt beyond salvagable. :cry:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Alexandre Scriabin on June 07, 2010, 02:19:57 PM
Sometimes, there just isn't enough ketchup to save your supper.  *sigh*  Let this be a warning to all you young'uns out there.  Do not cook your grilled cheese sandwiches while writing posts.  For sure, one will get burnt beyond salvagable. :cry:

You know, I really have to give you a hard time for burning not even a crepe, but a grilled cheese sandwich. Someone your age doing that? That's hysterical  :fish: And that's exactly what happens to me...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Deklitch Hardin on June 07, 2010, 02:31:53 PM
I've burnt bacon and eggs previously.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Jenna Silverbirch on June 07, 2010, 07:23:09 PM
I've burnt a hat!  :rolleyes:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Deklitch Hardin on June 07, 2010, 09:57:53 PM
Were you looking forward to eating the hat, Jenna?

:evil:

Oh ... and over on the Development side, Seeker burnt a Remusian :D


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Alexandre Scriabin on June 08, 2010, 07:13:07 AM
I've burnt a hat!  :rolleyes:

Got a little frisky with the George Foreman grill, eh? You were starting to think, "Wow, this can put that perfect sear on just about anything!"

Small print: This message brought to you by your local George Foreman representative.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Anirdulf Svanskjun on June 08, 2010, 03:58:39 PM
Ah yes, roasted Remusian

"Ouch"
"Hee hee hee"


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kaldez’Yadra on June 08, 2010, 11:33:39 PM
I've burnt pudding, surprisingly this is an easy thing to do...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Aster on June 14, 2010, 02:46:47 PM
My dad once burnt pasta he was boiling


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Avásh ám Térqu'ypheró on June 14, 2010, 07:39:38 PM
I've burnt pants before... yes, remember to take pants out after they've sun-dried. Yes indeedy-dandy; Sun-dried pants don't quite sit the right way once they've been dried to a crisp.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on December 19, 2011, 09:27:55 AM
The large Remusian is bent over, stirring the embers in the stone fireplace.  Stockings line the mantle, and a tree sits in the corner, decorated and lit with candles.

He turns as you approach, smiling in his weatherbeaten way.

"Hello.  I'm Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin.  You might remember me from such adventures as Frozen Darkness, Destiny, and Harold and Kumar Escape From Guantanamo Bay*.

I want to take this opportunity to wish all of you a Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays from all of us in Santharia.  In the coming weeks, I'm hoping to see more of you, as time allows between the gathering of loved ones around us.  And, as we move into 2012, let us all strive to make this the best year ever.

Thank you and Good Night."



*Santharia and its affiliates wish to express that they nor Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin have any connection to Harold and Kumar Escape From Guantanamo Bay, Harold and Kumar Go To White Castle or Harold and Kumar 3D Christmas.  Rumours of Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin having the love child of Harold and Kumar star Kal Penn has yet to be confirmed or denied.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on December 19, 2011, 04:45:00 PM
Hi,

My name is Kalína Mërénwèn, and I am addicted to Hell's Kitchen.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on December 20, 2011, 03:21:25 PM
*Comes sliding into the kitchen wearing socks and a "Kiss the Cook" apron and nothing else*

"Ramsey, you @#$@#$  $#$#  ^%$^&$, can't cook worth $#%^#   $^%$  $$&%^"

Only then realizes he's in the kitchen of the Barefoot Contessa, who stares open mouthed, dropping her spatula onto the floor.


"Oh.  Sorry bout that.  My bad."

Backs away slowly, trying to draw closed the open backed apron.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Deklitch Hardin on December 20, 2011, 03:54:17 PM
Hello, I'm a Tribble.

I only wear one thing, a tribkini, (well, I carry a lance as well, but that's another story ... not for the innocent eyes in here  :evil:)

And I like to bounce in it ...

*BOING* *BOING* *BOING* *BOING*

I also like to be the centre of attention.

Thank you,

Dek the Tribble


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on December 21, 2011, 03:02:09 AM
:lol:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Thorgas Ironforge on December 21, 2011, 03:15:38 AM
Men's clothing are so damn expensive! I can barely customize my wardrobe. :cry:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on December 21, 2011, 03:32:20 AM
Hmmm... And I always thought it was the women's clothing which broke the bank. Perhaps it is just how much we tend to buy and how often. ;)

And.... Christmas shopping with the brother today, after going to lunch with mom and dad. Then, back home and to party with the friends! :D


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Seh'nara Celebrindal on December 21, 2011, 01:40:19 PM
Men's clothing are so damn expensive! I can barely customize my wardrobe. :cry:

Hehe, don't start. Us ladies are often spoilt for choice when it comes to clothes, and it's as expensive as you guys. On a mildly related note, I'm so glad A&F opened here. Topless guys parading the opening ftw.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Thorgas Ironforge on December 21, 2011, 03:37:16 PM
But really, they're worth oodles more than women's clothing. :cry: I knew because I went shopping together with my sister, and she was able to buy a top (I don't know what the hell it's called) and a skirt for less than the price of a vest that I bought. :(


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on December 22, 2011, 02:00:52 PM
I really need to stop chewing my nails.  Tried hot sauce... but I love hot sauce, so that was a mistake.  All I did was add a condiment to my bad habit.


Thorgas, have you been married yet?  I have, and have daughters.  You DON'T want to go there.  Maybe the clothes themselves aren't more expensive than yours, BUT, the percentage of the family budget dedicated to their fashion compared to yours will be astounding! :buck:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Serpentfang on December 22, 2011, 02:19:47 PM
Not yet Alt, and I can't imagine myself getting married. :buck: And I didn't know you're married! Congratulations Altario!! :hug:

I don't know about the budget thingy, but in our family I think I receive more money for my clothes than any of my siblings. Mainly because men's clothing are really, really expensive and both my mom and sister are fashion inclined. :lol:

Now for the inner most private thought: I was once mistaken for an Asian actor in my boss' birthday party and got myself a few photos with some girls. :lol: Normally, people don't do that, right?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on December 22, 2011, 02:32:43 PM
No longer married. :D

Now, tell me the Asian actor you were mistaken for was Ziyi Zhang (http://www.fanpop.com/spots/zhang-ziyi/images/7495304/title/zhang-ziyi-wallpaper) and you'll be my new best friend.  ;)

I'd even buy you clothes.  Admittedly, tiny, revealing clothes... but clothes.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Thorgas Ironforge on December 22, 2011, 02:42:21 PM
I don't know how to answer that, but I said actor, not actress :buck:

But assuming I look like her, aside from the offer of new bestest best friend status and lifetime supply of clothing, do I also get a seaside condo and a Ferrari? :grin:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on December 22, 2011, 02:44:56 PM
Lots of actresses like to be referred to as actors nowadays.

The rest depends on how you fill out the little black dress. :rolleyes:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Thorgas Ironforge on December 22, 2011, 02:50:24 PM
*Starts shaving and looking for a push up bra* :lol:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on December 22, 2011, 09:23:18 PM
*Watches Thorgas shaving*

No no, you missed a spot.  That big tuft of hair on your back.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on December 23, 2011, 12:46:28 AM
Hmmm... Change of topic (sorry boys)

My mom's cinnamon rolls are the BEST! Love this time of year because of the food.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Thorgas Ironforge on December 23, 2011, 01:38:59 AM
Lol Alt, just Lol. :lol:

It's amazing how you can make any conversations hilarious. :lol:

So my dad's planning for me to go to Canada to take a master's degree. We should go out for beer. :grin:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Irid alMenie on December 23, 2011, 01:48:49 AM
Hmm, I don't know whether to ask for pictures or run away screaming when they're posted :P


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on December 23, 2011, 04:07:08 AM
Quite indeed. That should at least be an interesting occurrence.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on December 23, 2011, 11:32:42 AM
Irid, if he doesn't get that back hair shaved, my advice is to run :P

Beer sounds good, Thorgas.  Where you gonna be?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Thorgas Ironforge on December 23, 2011, 03:02:09 PM
But, but.. But I can't reach that part! *sob*

My sister said our uncle has a house in Vancouver; there's a good chance I might be staying there for a time before looking for a place of my own. :grin:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Salena smith on December 23, 2011, 06:34:23 PM
So happy to be getting away with my daughter for the next few weeks. Headed down to Drum tomorrow evening and xmas day going to red deer then heading back to drum. Get to see many friends and some family out there :) Very excited to start my 3rd term at college again. Its sad that once your out of school, you miss it and can't wait to go back. Lol


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Argon Glasstar on December 25, 2011, 12:19:05 PM
I am plotting how to assist someone in receiving a Darwin award without them dying. :rolling:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on December 25, 2011, 12:21:29 PM
Trying to keep everything together while my family is together having fun without me...again.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on December 25, 2011, 12:28:08 PM
Yay.  They fixed the Fire Log Channel.  Has been buggered all day.  My favourite channel at this time of year.

I can sleep well now.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on December 25, 2011, 07:19:53 PM
I wish insomnia was something I could just make go away...

Two days in a row with 3 hours of sleep, and on two days I need it most.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on January 01, 2012, 02:16:55 AM
I was presented with an interesting job opportunity, though it is not set in stone yet, I am sure it will all pan out in the end. A chance to really grow with my job and expand my horizons in the long run.

I am excited yet a little apprehensive, but I am sure whatever I decide will be in my best interest and there will be no regrets.

Also, I am praying I can spend most of 2012 pain free, but first a diagnosis needs to be made and decisions on how to fix it need to be discussed. Pray for the doctors to help me make the best decision for me.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Fu Luft on January 01, 2012, 02:29:39 AM
Good luck with both the job and the healing, Kali.

I'll be starting the new year with a new job, myself. Excited and apprehensive are an apt pair of adjectives ...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on January 10, 2012, 02:12:24 PM
Oh, the things you find out while drunk and talking to an old friend...



Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kareesh Valendar on January 10, 2012, 02:19:25 PM
Why don't I make cheese soufflé every night? It's sooooo delicious and fairly easy to make. Too bad it takes and hour to bake. :(


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Garret Arroway on January 11, 2012, 03:55:47 PM
Blarg! Work sucks. Miss my old job, but I couldn't take it with me :( ... oh, well


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on January 11, 2012, 05:25:23 PM
Rayne... :hug:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Irid alMenie on January 12, 2012, 12:33:50 AM
You get a :hug: from me too Rayne (I did read the whole thing though...)

If you want to talk about it, I'll be online later today probably.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Fu Luft on January 12, 2012, 06:33:04 AM
I did not read the original post, but I've known nights like that. Big hug, Rayne.  :heart:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on January 16, 2012, 07:03:46 AM
I must stop watching the 24 hour news channels 24 hours a day.  I had an afternoon nap (hey, I'm old.  I've earned the right) and had the most disturbing nightmare I've ever had.

There I was, as a child again in my childhood home, with mom and others gathered around the kitchen table.  Now, in this group of "family members" was Mitt Romney and Newt Gingrich (both US Presidential contenders) who, in my dream, I looked up to and loved. (Even as I write this, 15 minutes after waking, I still feel the emotions).  I must point out to you, that although one of them I knew as Newt Gingrich, he looked like a combination of Rudy Giuliani and F. Murray Abraham.  Though, unlike either of them, carved into his head above his forhead (he/they are balding) was a badly carved letters spelling ALICE. (*Shrugs*  No idea)

Of course, Politics came up and Newt/Rudy began calling down Mitt.  Using much of the same language they've been using in the GOP Presidential race for nominee.  This was upsetting me, and I started to argue with Newt/Rudy, as a child would, asking why he had to be so mean.

To try and calm things down, Mitt stood up and tried to lean over Newt/Rudy and plant a kiss on his forhead.  Though, instead of taking it and letting the tensions settle, Newt/Rudy jumped up, tore off his shirt (and here I must admit that he looked surprisingly like those shirtless pics of Vladimir Putin) and tried to fight Mitt, but was only stopped by Mom and the others holding them apart.

Now, with all semblance of family peace broken, Mitt decided it was best to leave, even though I was desperately crying and pleading with him to stay, holding tight to his legs. (He seemed very tall, BTW).  But, it was to no avail, and Mitt left.

So, my childish anger was now focused on Newt/Rudy/Vlad, and I was screaming at him in childlike hysterics, telling him how he had ruined our family day.

That's when I woke, sweating and breathing heavy.

I mean, WTH?  I'm losing it.  I'm CANADIAN for crying out loud.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Salena smith on January 16, 2012, 07:09:44 AM
I'm very mad right now, and all I can think right now is my father was right about my sister and I wish I never met her or knew her growing up let alone move in with her. Thank god next weekend I'm out of here and as little as possible I will be involved in her life. :)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Gilith on January 16, 2012, 07:23:16 AM
I am wondering how I am goin to erase the goverments brainwashing subliminal messaging from my mind.

You know all the phrases like who did it, the butler did it and guess what chicken butt all of those little things. Well what those are actually doing is implanting certain hidden messages within those messages. Because if the goverment drills something into us as something we would never suspect they can activate that hidden message which will force us to do the message that has been brainwashed into us.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Seh'nara Celebrindal on January 18, 2012, 03:22:37 PM
I disgust me.

I failed the renewal test for my scholarship today. And even though a scholarship is not supposed to be a measure of your self-worth, it is. For me. It was the one thing I was proud of. I was a scholar. I was smart. Not useless. It was a badge of honour and no one could tell me otherwise. And it's gone and I just want to curl up in bed and just never come out.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on January 20, 2012, 02:56:24 AM
:hug: for Seh!!!!!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Seh'nara Celebrindal on January 20, 2012, 07:29:01 PM
:hug:

Thanks Kali. :)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Alrick on January 21, 2012, 10:31:47 AM
*Milk spills on table* (Patrick Star's) Innermost thoughts are not very complicated.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kareesh Valendar on January 21, 2012, 11:22:21 AM
Not feeling great today. Just really worn out from work and shopping. I'm getting to the point where I just wanna be done with being pregnant. Ugh....

In other news, today was my last day at work! Woo!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kalína Dalá'isyrás on January 21, 2012, 12:41:01 PM
Going back to school. Really wanting to follow it through to the end this time. Going to have to give up stuff in my life, but overall, it will be worth it. And hopefully, along the way, I will gain some valuable experiences.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Gilith on January 22, 2012, 04:14:56 AM
Alt I really hate to copy you but lately my dreams have been getting stranger and stranger. Personaly I think the worlds going to end in three years. But hopefully not.

So day one I go to sleep all of the sudden I am in charge a stopping a dark lord from returning to this world(it was suspiciously similiar to dragonlance which I have been in to.)

Then I go into a school with my allies and see some sort of swirling black and blue vortex with a weird head trieng to break out of it.

So we decided to set up some sort of thing dont ask me what it was but it was to stop the dark lord. Then I was supposed to meet these three women there that were supposed to help me.

Well that didnt work becuase they betrayed me. Then they started to try and capture us and we all ran for our lives for some reason. Some of us got caught others escaped, as I ran I in one eye saw myself running through a dark tunnel with the faces of my enemies saying things like your worthless you cant win we will find you we will kill you.

I know really really really creepy. Then in the other eye I was being chased by the same people and I was running through this town and weaving through corners of buildings and stuff I had never seen. Then eventualy I escaped rounded up 3 of my freinds and attempted a rescue mission.

We were travleing in the woods on bikes(I know pathetic) when we stopped to  refill our water bottles.

When we got back we saw two guys trieng to steal our bikes. I said "knock it off"

Then one of the guys threw some rocks at me while the other guy sat down on a couch that appeared out of no where. Then two of my friends sat down next to him.

He was saying something about how he is going to kill me as the other guy was throwing rocks at me which hurt! When all of a sudden my friend that didnt sit down goes behind the rock throwing jerk and slits his throat!

Then the other guy tries to pummel my other friends when they gang up on him and hold him down while I pick up or simply congured a cane with a knob and spear end.

Then I bashed him in the face and stabbed him.

Then thankfuly I woke up strangely remebering all of this and my first thought was wow if only I could have seen how it ended.

Now I am officialy marking myself as slightly insane.

But of course if you dont agree with me i can always tell you about the dream I had in where my mother took over the world and slaughtered almost all the people I loved. But of course I didnt know it was her until I treid to kill the cruel overlord and discovered it was her. Now try to imagine my predicament i have to kill my mother to save the world WHAT! that was a horrible dream I can't even begin to describe how much that disturbes me.



Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on February 03, 2012, 10:28:32 AM
Yay.  I won a phone in radio contest tonight.

The question was: What was the dumbest fight you and your signifigant other ever had. (Valentine's Day theme all week.)

My answer was:  My girlfriend and I got into a heated debate on whether or not it was okay to pee in the shower.  To my horror, I was made aware of her pro stance on the subject while we were in the shower together.  I had just finished rinsing the shampoo out of my hair and turned around.  She appeared to be standing awkwardly, when suddenly my feet got hot.

Who does that???

Warn me.  Wait until I'm "upstream".  Or best choice, Don't Do It.

Now, that's usually one of my first date questions.  Get that out of the way early.


I think I won a Cookie Bouquet, whatever that is.  At least I've lived long enough to see my personal traumas bring me fortune.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Deklitch Hardin on February 10, 2012, 09:58:24 AM
I have 11 days to go until an extremely important appointment and well I'm starting to get nervy about it. In some ways I'm worried that they'll find something and in some ways I'm worried that they'll find nothing. In some ways I want it done now, and in yet other ways I want to put it off until sometime way into the future.

Knowing about it will be better than not knowing, however ... at least by knowing what's going on, I'll be able to deal with it ... however, it'll also mean that I'll have to do something ... not knowing about it and thereby not doing anything about it will no longer be an option ... and maybe that's at the heart of my nervousness ... I've gotten so used to using things as a crutch, as an excuse, as a reason for not doing what I shoudl be doing, or for why things happen to me ... that now I'll have to really take it on board and do away with those old childhood behaviours.

I am ultimately pleased to get this dealt with ... I'll still be the me that I've always been, physically, intellectually, spiritually, perhaps in terms of mentally I'll be able to further accept me for who I am.

I just want to ... I don't know, live life fully ... much more fuller than I have lived it. I'm fed up with good enough. I deserve more ... I deserve to treat myself better. I want to see myself in the way that others see me, instead of the way I see me.

Sorry ... I just wanted to vent ... meanwhile, the clock is ticking, and 21 February 2012 gets ever closer.

Tick Tock Tick Tock.

Dek


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Salena smith on February 16, 2012, 02:12:40 AM
I'm thinking about how confused I am in math prep 10 class...I look at the work and go through the steps and still don't understand. Think it might be time to go see a tutor. As well as I think its time I make an appointment to go for my ultrasound and blood work. Doc said my last ultrasound showed my kidney was inflamed and they saw something on it but can't make out what it. And he thinks I'm lacking blood....I hope nothing is serious but life is caotic already hard to find time to take care of my health. Just worred, and stressed. I don't want to find out what's wrong with me but I need to. And no matter how much sleep I get I'm still tired!! My body is wacked right now!


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Kareesh Valendar on February 16, 2012, 08:16:46 AM
Well, Baby Girl still isn't here, but tomorrow at 6:30 in the morning, I'll be going to the hospital to be induced. I'll be exactly one week overdue and I'm totally ready to be done with the whole pregnancy thing. Although now that there is a definite end date, I'm starting to get nervous. I didn't want to be induced, I was hoping my body would do the whole natural thing, but I always did have to do things the hard way. Guess my daughter is going to take after me. lol.

Anywho, I'm trying to keep my mind off of it by cross stitching and watching TV, but whenever I think about what tomorrow brings, I start to shake. I know everything will be fine (at least, I hope and pray so) but there's always that nagging feeling in the back of my head. Plus, childbirth isn't easy. I want to do it as naturally as possible, but will I be able to make it through the pain? I'm also terrified of having to get a C-Section. I want to stay as far away from that as possible, but if I have to do it so that Lucy makes it to this world safe and sound, then I'm willing to do it.

The only thing keeping me from crawling out of my skin is that fact that when it's all done and over with, I'll get to hold my first-born in my arms for the first time. I've felt her kicking me from the inside for several months now (including her feet in my ribs pretty much all day) so I think I kinda deserve this, ya?

I think I'll stop there. I could go on all day, but that's not going to get my samurai cross stitch done, now is it? Nor will it succeed in doing all that last minute cleaning that I'm suppose to be doing. *le sigh*


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Alexandre Scriabin on March 24, 2012, 08:34:07 PM
Any updates, Kareesh?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Thorgas Ironforge on April 14, 2012, 12:25:34 AM
Look what I just found in the mailbox~~!

Of course you can't. So Imma gonna tell y'all.

Someone (All it says here is from a friend) sent me a set of three books as a gift, I think it's called a trilogy or something, all written by Markus Heitz. I don't know who he is, and I'm going to find out whether his books are good or not. Says here that he is an international best selling author. These are the books:

1. The Dwarves
2. The War of the Dwarves
3. The Revenge of the Dwarves

Hmm.. I uh.. Wait what? Hmm.. Coincidence? But uhm.. Awwkwaaaard~~


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Roy Tmofl on April 14, 2012, 06:50:20 AM
Are they any good?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Thorgas Ironforge on April 14, 2012, 04:49:59 PM
I think so, but I haven't gone through chapter one yet. :lol: Maybe these books will help me RP a dwarf even better.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Irid alMenie on April 14, 2012, 07:41:33 PM
Private thought from today: boy, am I glad I went into town this morning and didn't wait for the afternoon!

Private thought from the past couple of days: I must be out of my MIND to start this 5000 piece jigsaw puzzle!  :shocked:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Ridgen Sú'ufanán on April 14, 2012, 08:05:19 PM
Good luck with that puzzle, Irid! :thumbup:

One thought before I do anything else: I've just downloaded GIMP and now I have absolutely no idea what I'm doing. Geez, I suck at art.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Thorgas Ironforge on April 14, 2012, 09:52:47 PM
Ok, the books were definitely strange :lol: . The names of some of the characters eerily familiar. Rodario(Altario), Furgas(Thorgas), Tassia(Talia), etc. I wonder, is the author a member of this site? :shocked:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on April 14, 2012, 10:50:35 PM
Hah.  Who in their right mind would base a character on me?   :P

Sounds like someone knows you well, Thorgas.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Thorgas Ironforge on April 14, 2012, 11:21:57 PM
You may be right Alt. Rodario likes flirting with women and bedding a few of them. I don't think you'd be capable of pulling that one. :lol:

Just kidding.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on April 14, 2012, 11:25:50 PM
Exactly.  Hey, wait a minute... :angry:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Roy Tmofl on April 15, 2012, 10:23:44 AM
Hmm do you actually have the books or were you just sent a list with information?


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Altario Shialt-eck-Gorrin on April 15, 2012, 10:58:29 AM
Is there anyone else, who feels special effects in Hollywood have gotten to the point where a live version of The Dragonlance Chronicles could/should be filmed?  I loved the books, and would love to see a non campy version brought to life.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Roy Tmofl on April 15, 2012, 11:12:16 AM
Personaly with the right director the Dragon Lance books or movies would explode into the theaters. Even though some people consider the swords and sorcery theam to be nerdy look at the lord of the rings almost nobody says that it is a bad movie. No matter your favorite type of movie the dragon lance story is so original and amazing I think that no matter who you are you would have to admit that it is an excellent film.

Though I beleive that if any of the dragon lance books should be made into movies it should be the Twins chronicles The test of twins, The war of twins, The Time of Twins (I know big surprise right.) I beleive that the over all story has never been done before. Nor is there anything that is even close to it that has been made into a movie or book for that matter.

But while I beleive that those would be the most intersting of the books to put into movies mainly because of the amazing magic that is used they would also have to make the raistlin chronicles sometime in order for those books/future movies to make sense. So in reality the best choice would probably be the simple war of the lance trilogy.

So in short, Yes.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Tak on April 17, 2012, 06:44:49 AM
Ya know, I think I'd rather see the Death Gate Cycle get made than the Dragonlance books.  I think that one was one of the better Weiss/Hickman series (that or the Sovereign Stone Trilogy)

Private thought of the day: I really REALLY wish I were a better (read:competent) electrician.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Alýr (Rayne) on April 17, 2012, 10:07:29 AM
Thought of the day:

Today was the last day of class
   for me.
I arrive early,
   though my lesson is already prepared.
and as my students drift in,
like leaves blown by an eastern breeze,
I feel I know their faces by heart:
one's loud laugh, another gruff voice
   every one's smile.

We finish the story I've been reading with the:
   "... and the prince and Snow White...," I read
    "... and the prince and Snow White...," they repeat
    "... lived happily ever after."

    "... lived happily ever after..."

I wave them to the front
   "Picture," I say, with my lips and my hands.
And the teachers sit in the front
And the students grin in the back
And some words are English
   And most are Chinese
      And all of them flutter and echo in me.

I accept their gifts graciously,
    their compliments humbly,
     their "thank you"s sincerely.
Then say, "Goodbye," with a smile.

On the subway train at last,
I despair a little:
   I'm getting too good
      at good-bye.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Deklitch Hardin on April 17, 2012, 10:58:25 PM
Funerals are a funny beast ... funny as in strange ... not funny as in ha ha. It was a Roman Catholic Service, and I am not Catholic ... instead I'm currently Lutheran ... but mostly consider myself Christian and willing to go into most Christian denomination churches.

I was told ahead of time that because I wasn't a Roman Catholic, the part of the service in which the Lord's Supper is eaten I wouldn't be able to participate in it ... but the priest invited all of us to take part in the Sacrament ... Roman Catholic and non-Catholic alike. Also, for the main, the service could have been in a Lutheran, Anglican, Uniting, Baptist etc etc etc Church. I mean, regardless of denomination, they all worship the same triume God and believe the faithful are going to the same place. It is funny (strange) that the denominations have such things as to whether you face the congregation or altar to pray, whether or not you kiss the altar and bible and so forth as differences between them.

I was with my Grandmother (she is 93) at the funeral and at one point she said to me "The <Surname> family is a good family, even though they are Roman Catholic as a lot of bad people are Roman Catholics."

I told her that I didn't think that denomination made a person or family good or bad, but that it depended on the people themselves, and that there have been plenty of ugly things in denominations that aren't Roman Catholic.

She kind of agreed with me, which in itself was unusual. Normally, she would tell me not to support the Roman Catholics.

The woman who we were farewelling in the service was a beautiful beautiful woman whom I was very lucky to know and love. The service was fitting, and her favourite song "You'll never walk alone" was sung during the funeral service.

So yeah, funerals are funny beasts.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Irid alMenie on April 17, 2012, 11:07:55 PM
I was raised Roman Catholic. My boyfriend was raised as a Protestant. Our wedding is going to be a mixture of both, but without the Eucharist, since he has family members who might not even enter the Roman Catholic church where it's going to take place, and who would be REALLY upset with anything resembling the Eucharist. Luckily most of his family members are somewhat more tolerant than that. My side of the family is even more tolerant - they did not even mind my uncle marrying an Islamic woman, so no problems with Protestants either.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Roy Tmofl on April 18, 2012, 11:18:26 AM
It's funny you bring up religeon at the moment because I have recently decided to try and become a Catholic Preist/ hopefully exorcist. Though it will be a tough road I need four years of theology in a private school. Then I will need seminary for however many years. After this I will take a trip to the Vatacin in order to receive training in exorcisms.

But on the funny side of things I do not beleive that I have a single Roman Catholic friend. My best friend is Lutheren, then my other friends are nondenominational, baptist, congregationalist I think, pretty much no Catholic.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Leif Terskun on April 18, 2012, 07:59:53 PM
Do you want to know what I really hate? I hate knowing that I'm going to be absolutely exhausted tomorrow because I only got to bed last night at four in the morning and woke up at eight. More precisely, I hate the IRC for making conversations at that time seem perfectly reasonable when in fact they're utterly insane.

School in this state is going to be such fun...

Leif.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Deklitch Hardin on April 18, 2012, 11:14:40 PM
@ Leif

Ha ha ha ha ha. I'm pleased I'm not the only one who has such troubles with IRC :D


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Leif Terskun on April 18, 2012, 11:25:24 PM
It's when everyone in there is so damnably interesting :P.

Also, everyone else seems to come on at my late-o'clock and so there's no natural break for me to come to my senses in...


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Irid alMenie on April 18, 2012, 11:29:56 PM
Hmm, might come on the IRC this evening.

Leif, I believe you're in England? So that'd be at least a reasonable hour for you ^.^ That is, if you want to talk to me, of course ;)


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Leif Terskun on April 18, 2012, 11:59:13 PM
I am in England; and naturally, I would be delighted to talk to you. I hover, so I'll probably be around, but I might try to get an early night after certain people, who shall remain nameless, kept me in conversation until 3:50 am. :P


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Thorgas Ironforge on April 21, 2012, 07:00:46 PM
I had the privilege of being invited by a friend to listen to an all boys' choir, and based on a few of the language they used, I think they were singing in Cambrian, or Welsh.

And it took all of my self control not to punch the person in front of me.

Here are a group of choir boys trying to resuscitate an ancient and wonderful language, rescuing it from the brink of obscurity in the process, by singing a song using it with all their heart, and all he and his companions can think of is how ugly their hair styles are??? On top of that they kept making noises during the duration of the whole performance. :(

Seriously, if not for my sense of decency, I would have introduced my shoe to his face. :angry:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Roy Tmofl on June 23, 2012, 06:37:10 AM
No matter where I look I can't seem to find anybody else who has read the Silmarilion. I hope that at least some of the people here have read it. If you have could you please tell me? For I have only met three other people who have read the book and I'm beggining to worry that Tolkiens stories are becoming lost.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Ridgen Sú'ufanán on June 23, 2012, 10:33:06 AM
Warning: rant ahead!

I honestly don't mind if my parents get angry at me, so long as they have a valid reason to be.

Losing a lot of money because of their own stupid mistakes, however, is not a justifiable reason.

Alright, they just lost a lot of money at gambling. They're frustrated. Pissed off. Their moods are incredibly foul. I understand that. What I don't understand is how it makes taking their anger out on their children a completely reasonable and justified act; most especially if we didn't do anything in the first place. By that age, they should know better. It's not our fault they made those mistakes, and pinning the blame on us is just sad.

But at least that was over. I'm still pissed at them for doing that, but there's no screaming or whatever. No more making me look like a horrible person to the entire neighbourhood.

Then a week rolled around.

My little brother, aged ten, attends a school five minutes from my house. Yesterday, he took four hours to get home. Four hours. You can more or less guess how worried my parents were, right? At least, I think they were worried. The most I saw them do is order me around to go from place to place to look for the kid, without doing very much themselves. Oh, they were worried, but they wouldn't do anything about it, apparently. He came home while I was out. Apparently, he'd gone and run off to a party someplace without telling us beforehand. Which he would've been allowed to attend... if he'd told us beforehand. I'm loving the way he thinks, right there. You can guess what happened from then.

End rant.

So yeah. Dysfunctional families suck.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Emrah Lark on June 23, 2012, 08:45:47 PM
@Roy: I have great news for you. I've indeed read the Silmarilion and moreover, I liked it!

@Ridgen: Oh, sorry to hear that. Sometimes, people act irrationally when they're frustrated. It sucks and it's irritating but it's so. I even remember myself insulting people I like when I was angry because of something completely different. People usually aren't that good.

It reminds me of a joke.

"Hey, racists and sexists are people too!"
"You say 'people' as if it were a good thing."


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Roy Tmofl on June 26, 2012, 09:41:39 AM
Emrah... THANK YOU!  :D Next question. Who was your favorite character and what was your favorite story?

Secondly. Ridgen... I AGREE!  :D.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Seh'nara Celebrindal on June 26, 2012, 03:45:53 PM
god i hate school.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Roy Tmofl on June 26, 2012, 03:49:44 PM
 :clap:


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Koraein Morach on June 27, 2012, 02:16:09 AM
I would have to say this is one of my most private things about myself that I haven't really told anyone, including my parents, so it goes to say, despite me not being at this forum all too long, I trust everyone enough not to judge. Perhaps others have this as well, perhaps one of you, and you can relate. I suppose we shall see.

Since I was, heck..10, maybe younger..I would have random dreams about, really anything you can think of. Dreams that felt so real, It was if it actually happened. Ever have those? Course you have. The next question I ask..has it ever come true? Each and every time? It has for me. Almost each time. I will not go into detail about all of them, because I'd be going over 10 years of my life to describe them all, but I will tell you two of the biggest ones so far. One that came true..and one I hope never comes true.

I'm sitting outside my home at the time, on my stone steps simply taking in the crisp, winter morning air and the fact my parents booted me outside. I get up(about five minutes after my "daydream") and begin to go on a walk down a path with a metal fence to either side to the right of my house. I get to "Rainbow Park" as the people in my neighbourhood call it, and I sit on one of the swings because, hey, I had nothing else to do, and I was tired of walking. I would say, if I remember correctly, about ten minutes of sitting doing nothing, a person walks up to me, seemingly out of nowhere. His face was hidden, and he wore a dark, thick black coat, with ripped blue jeans. He stared at me for a good moment before he spoke.
"Hey man. What's up? I'm (the name I could not hear), I live right next to ya. Want to hang out?"
I sat there for a few seconds before I smiled and introduced myself."Sure, what did you have in mind?"
And the dream ended there. The next day. Parents booted me outside. I sat on my steps. I walked down that path, and I sat on that swing. That figure approached me, though his face was now clear. Black coat, ripped jeans. He spoke.
"Hey man. What's up? I'm Joey, I live right next to ya. Want to hang out?"
Few seconds pass. I say my name."Sure, what did you have in mind?"
Joey Hartinger was his name. He became one of my good friends that day, and to this day now.

Second dream. I'm in a desert of sorts, with ruined buildings, riddled with holes and sand. I'm a soldier, because I see my comrades to my left and right fighting an unknown enemy, and people barking orders at me. Out of all the gunshots..one rings out louder. BANG. I feel a sting in my side as I place my hand there. I fall down, lean up against a building. I cry out for help as my friends and fellow soldiers run by not seeming to notice me. No one helps. I continue to call out, begging for help. Nothing. I slump over and lay on my side, breathing heavily when all of a sudden..I snap awake. My side throbs and stings and it hurts to breathe. I have this dream every once and a while, and it is always the same, and I always wake up with my side hurting.

I have other dreams as well, some are quite enjoyable, others are sheer nightmares. Some have not happened..yet, and some have. I have no idea what it all means. What do you all think?





Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Roy Tmofl on June 27, 2012, 02:42:37 AM
I have spent a couple of years studying this kind of thing. Yet I'm still terrible at it. Anyway if you want my opinion I shall give it to you.

Number 1: You enter extremely deep into your subconcious when you fall asleep. I mean far far deeper than normal. Then once inside of their you can 'speak' dream tongue. Which is actually the language the subconcious mind uses in an attempt to communicate with you. The most common things that your subconcious has to tell you are literally just hunches.

Like Oh perhaps i'll sail down this path today rather than the other one I always go on for no particualr reason besides the fact that it just feels right.

Then when you sail down the path you found three people starving to death from being lost in the wilderness. Thats an example of dream tongue. If this were the case3 then you can safely assume you are Psychic.


Number 2 Some sort of dark being is messing with you. Perhaps implanting a 'vision' in your head then making that certain thing happen the next day.

The only reason I can think of about why this would happen would be that they are trying to slowly torture you into madness or suicide.

First they start out with the small things. Then when they come true you are expecting the other things to come true. When you expect something sometimes your mind without your awareness bends reality a little. Then the medium things become a piece of cake for them to make you think it happened. All they have to do is set up the right coulpe of eventsand then your mind will fill in the blanks or create some if it has to.

Lastly the large lastdream which I take it is none to pleasent. If case number two is true than you can safely assume that this won't happen. It is simply an illuision designed to fool you by playing on your brains expectant state of mind.

If its case number one. Fear not! For this could only be a warning. Or it could be a future video game you play. Like call of duty or medal of honour.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Koraein Morach on June 27, 2012, 02:47:13 AM
Whoa that's deep...I don't know what to think on all that.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Roy Tmofl on June 27, 2012, 02:49:32 AM
You should probably ignore me. I'm absolutely terrible at this kind of thing. Especially at identifying specific aspects of this thing. So the most lickely case. Is that i'm just dead wrong.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Koraein Morach on June 28, 2012, 02:15:45 AM
This is really the first time I've spilled this thought to anyone, so as it stands, that's the best description I've gotten. It seems legitimate to me.


Title: Re: Your inner most private thoughts
Post by: Emrah Lark on June 29, 2012, 07:40:37 AM
Human mind is absolutely strange. If there are things absolutely impossible to understand, they are inside our heads. Quite a funny paradox. I'm not a psychologist, though I've gone through some lectures in psychology and had to study for some difficult exams... I'm no expert indeed.

Usual explanation of such things is a varaint of deja vu. In such case, it means you didn't have these dreams and when you experienced the thing you felt like you did. It seems like it isn't the case. But as I said, human mind is strange. Everything is possible.

It reminds me of an experiment once done. A couple of people were shown photos from their childhood. For each of them, there was a photo that actually had nothing to do with their childhood. They were told to try to recall the situations. And almost all of them DID recall situations they never really experienced. And on the other hand, often someone experiences something and then it totally disappears from their memory. I'm just putting some illustrations of what happens.

But it's also possible that you're a true visionary. Then, it's perhaps a good idea to try to interpret your dreams in a way. The second dream can be a metaphor of a more ordinary situation. Feeling helpless, fighting an unknown enemy. These are familiar motifs in this society.

As I said, I'm no expert, though. Just some ideas.