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CHAPTER
II:
A
DISTANT
SEA:
DARKNESS
WITHIN
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he ambitious young officer looked
out of the great glass windows into the cool night. The sounds of a busy town
sailed the serene night breeze with succulent jasmine scents drifting from the
lower gardens. He paid little attention to either, having too much on his mind.
Lists were made, crossed out and remade; lists of places to visit,
correspondences to keep, reports to draft; thoughts
flying from flower to flower like the honeybee of a midsummer’s day. The
vineyards must be inspected tomorrow. Buzz… Lady Akis – birthday, Thursday;
golden necklace on Laurel Avenue? Buzz... Docks, statement – due? Buzz. Buzz.
News from the Twin Senate? Buzz… Remember: Rumors of a paralysis outbreak north
of Kárákán. Buzz. Seems to affect only bronze workers – notify the High Temple?
A solitary jasmine brushed against the glass panel; reaching out with a
dance-like grace to greet the tiny traveler the young Lillivear’s hand closed
(half absent-mindedly) on its delicate shadow. Then, the terror seized him; a
scarlet fear… No; darker still, the purple of a bruised heart. He grasped the
velvet arm of a stiff courtly chair, attended by a little page of a stool for
greater state, for balance.
Soon, the world was consumed by scarlet twirls of terror. Colours
so rich that they permeated all sentiment with their otherworldly presence.
Combinations so haunting and wonderful that they dominated the inner sight.
O’ terror! What master hath painted thee?
The fear revolved around him – within him – in twisted helixes, pouring down
into vortexes of scarlet red asphyxiating in their beauty. Scarlet fear rounded
on him from all angles; pressured him to flee down a hall with no exit. Blind
fear… Oceans of terror rose and with the ebb tide threatened to suck him in to
their depths, their nullified depths. Vacuums to the void… His body circled the
round writing desk as his mind fought the pull of the dark ocean. The scarlet
surge threatened to wash him away, threatened to drown him in its scarlet
depths; yet he held on. He held on to the transient image sailing the waves
above him. The frightened face of a young man no older than himself. Déárán
fought the surge and surfaced. The sandy haired face now filled the sky. He was
uplifted to the heavens (he could feel the sickly cold warm droplets dribbling
off his legs) – or perhaps the face was drowning with him – within him – deep
below. He could not be sure. His feet in a world far away leaped deftly over the
open tomes of Crimson Reconnaissance: A Treatise on Post-Áérálvr Society
scattered over the floor. The sadness of the face expanded into him.
Brows crossed in defiance at a fate so horrible that the memories of all the
spring blossoms Déárán summoned wilted before it like spoiled goat cheese under
the noon sun… Yet Déárán saw beyond that intent gaze: a motherless child,
smeared in the filth of other men, staring into the light of the High Roads from
the black corner of a black, black alley. Pools of fear glistening in the
profoundness of innocent eyes… For a moment Déárán could see those sad eyes up
close; for a moment he was the sadness in those eyes, the sadness in those
beautiful eyes. A mother dragged away across mud-covered alleys in tight bonds.
A flock of white gulls flew over the black surface.

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The face on the sickly shining
waters was again that of the sandy haired young man. Déárán felt the hatred
burning in those eyes; hatred so black and venomous that… A shivering took over
the Lillivear’s drifting body. He could endure the man’s suffering no more.
Déárán opened himself to the earth’s power like a blossom opening to the warm
rays of the sun, and channeled. But the fear, this time, instead of dissolving
into cozy warmness withdrew abruptly like an injured animal, and leashed back.
The láváno opened/pushed its majestic petals further to take in the full
splendor of the bright morning sun. Fear whipped back.
Pockets of sweet brightness caved in on themselves and crystallized into frozen
lattices of scarlet and deep purple. The more Déárán channeled, the stronger
came terror’s retort. He tried to empty his mind as the priestesses had
instructed over and over among the heavenly gardens of his childhood, but the
resulting emptiness was so profound that a new fear, a new fear of his own
overtook him. The Lillivear felt a great urge to crawl into a corner and cuddle
into a blanket, taking shelter in the towering might of the walls until the
storm washed away, like he used to when he was still a child.
The hatred of the owlish eyes oozed into him like tiny rain droplets trickling
down glass panes after a night’s heavy rainfall, pouring into little streams as
Déárán Sálíádor, the youngest sorcerer in two centuries to pass the citadel’s
test, sought complete the emptiness of his psyche. The sea around his paralyzed
body roared, and waves of hatred diffused through the emptied channels with
great fervor.
In blind fear, the Lillivear lost control. Darkness, strong and sweet, expanded
within the mage’s young body. Hatred rushed, slowly at first then surging like
the Great Kimb, surging in his veins, empowering limbs thousand-fold as it
passed. A sourness so strong and fulfilling that it was almost sweet water for
his parched soul. The darkness exploded, sending shards of frozen scarlet
flaring like great and colorful works of fire, up to the black sky. A rich
shower of flares rained down, each winding in its own fantastical way, and along
them came Déárán.
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