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Naule and the Ancestors' Song. You will remember, my
friends, how Naulé, first of our leaders and greatest of our shamans,
ventured into the spirit world to seek the aid of the Ehpi. You will
remember, my brothers and sisters, how he found aid and allegiance in the
great Ehpi Galumbé, and the people of the Silvermarsh began a new era. You
will remember, people, how in his first journey through the spirit world,
Naulé was greatly troubled by pale ghosts who spoke to him in mournful
voices which he could not understand, how these were the first ancestors –
the great ones and tender ones who had perished in the marshes before, and
who now dwelt without understanding in the spirit world.
You will listen, my children, to this shard of the ever-extending story of
the marshes.
When the marshes were still new to us, there were spirits that drifted
lost and alone and afraid in the spirit world. Ancestors of the first
mullogs, the great ones and tender ones had died a long way from the homes
they remembered. They did not understand the marshes their children grew
to love, and they could not speak the language of the dead. All they could
do was call out in drowned voices to the one mullog who strayed within
earshot, whenever he undertook Ohs-er-Dan. They pleaded with him to
listen, railed against his inability to understand, whispered advice that
could be of no use, told him their secrets and promised to protect him.
But none of their words could reach green eyed Naulé, who heard their
voices as if they were singing underwater, the song of a drowning
creature.
To Naulé, they were fearful and sorrowful spirits; drifting like morning
fog on the edge of fading, always moving yet never seeming able to muster
a clear shape.
Blurred of limb and pale of eye, they were like dolls made of spider-silk,
and then torn ragged by the wind of their own movements. Yet in all this
pallid fragility, there was a core of burning strength, like the bright
sap that courses through a slender sapling, so fierce and determined it
can push soft roots through rock to find water. Naulé saw this, and it
added to the dismay he felt when they flocked round him, singing like dead
things and smelling of teardrops in winter. He fled when they clustered
around him, he cried out to them to let him be, he flailed at their
insubstantial forms and scattered them like clouds before a gale. Time and
again they sought him out in the spirit world, and time and again he ran,
kicking up arcs of water with his angry feet. But there was nothing else
the ancestors could do, so they persisted.
Something watched, as they tried again and again to speak to Naulé.
Something watched as he fled and cursed and hit out at the pale ghosts.
Something watched, eyes bulging and intent, as the ancestors reached out
forever-fading hands to their child, and its eyes smiled a smile, ancient
and insipid and cunning and hungry.
This was Eru Swampstalker, prowling the spirit world. Mind him, my
children, he walks softly and his words burn.
Eru Swampstalker crept slimy-slow down to where the ancestors watched
Naulé flee once more away across the marshes. He stood stony-still whilst
they murmured after him their last few sad words, too forlorn to think
that he would not hear them even if he could understand. He was waiting,
friendly and charming as a toad, when they turned from watching Naulé’s
escape.
“Who are you?” they asked in their underwater voices, not greatly
expecting any reply. But Eru Swampstalker is cunning as much as he is
ugly, and when he heard their strange murmuring, he spread his spindly
hands ever so welcoming, and said, in his wheezy bubbly voice;
“My name is Stalker. I’m sorry, my friends, but I couldn’t help but hear
how that rude creature ignored you so pitiless cruel. You all seem a
little lost- is there not something I could do to help you, my dears?”
The ancestors trembled and their pale eyes widened in astonishment. The
bravest amongst them, a great one who had been called Ironmaw, drifted
forwards to speak for them all; “You can understand our speech?”
Stalker may not know what they said, but he could make a good guess. “It
is my gift to understand even the strangest languages– I have a great many
talents. But please, let us not talk of my power, I wish only to know how
I can help you... ah! I have it! As you were so clearly keen to talk to
that little mullog thing, I could help you with that. Would that be
useful?”
Every one of the ancestors fixed him with a gaze of such desperate
hopefulness that it was all sly Stalker could do to keep from drooling in
anticipation. He had them now. “You will have to lead him to me- that is
easily done, if you come to him when he is alone. Bring him to my home on
the edge of the marsh as soon as you can, and I will tell him everything
you need him to hear.”
Naulé returned to the here and now, and busied himself in the tasks of
leading the mullogs, so as to avoid any journeys to the spirit world. Of
course, to the ancestors, this posed a great problem, as in the here and
now, they were quite invisible. How could they lead Naulé to the home of
their friend Stalker, if he never ventured into the spirit world? But
then, the ancestors are not entirely powerless, even when lost and alone.
They waited and watched until green-eyed Naulé went hunting alone. They
followed him as he stalked through the marsh, spear in hand and eyes keen.
Watching him, the great and tender ones were astonished, despite
themselves; the children they had left, fearful and exiled in the harsh
land of the Galumbe, had grown into a new kind of people who wore the
marsh like a marvellous second skin. Silent and invisible, they watched
Naulé walk through pools with feet so soft they made no ripple, and fishes
swam undisturbed alongside him. They watched how his pale grey skin seemed
to fade into the misty distance, so that only when he moved was he
noticeable. They watched as he picked fungi that would have killed his
ancestors, hunted with his teeth and nails like a kaimun, with his deft
spear like a fishing bird, how he picked what was good to eat with the
confidence of one truly at home.
Still, watching Naulé hunt was no substitute for speaking to him. As he
moved further from the village, the ancestors grew more eager. Finally,
they saw their chance; a young stilted elk was grazing a short distance
from Naulé, but he had not seen it yet. Quick as only spirits can be, they
came to the young elk and filled his mind with subtle ideas. The elk,
never having had so many thoughts in his head at one time, was startled
and jumped up, so that Naulé saw him, and froze, ready to move closer and
strike as soon as he could. But the ancestors whispered in the elk’s ear
“run a little this way,” and so he did, and Naulé had to creep closer,
nailsbreadths at a time, until he was again close enough to strike. But
the ancestors were not finished. “Again, little one! Run again!” and so he
did, and Naulé once more had to creep after.
Time and again, Naulé patiently edged up to the little elk, and time and
again the ancestors spurred it on, at the last moment. But determined
Naulé would not give up so easily on such a great feast. By the time the
elk crossed into the edge of that grey land that is called Despondmire, he
was far too absorbed in the chase to notice how far he had strayed. For
hours he followed after the little elk, but by night fall, he was
beginning to realise that he was very weary and a long way from home.
Too late, for now it was too dark even to see the elk! Nights on the
miserable moors of the Despondmire are fearful dark, and within them lurk
malevolent spirits of many forms. One of them was already very close
behind poor Naulé. Too late, he felt clammy, itchy breath on the back of
his skull, and too late he turned to see the horrible oozing face of
Swampstalker, long spindly hands stretching out to take Naulé, like a long
awaited gift. All he could see before Stalker’s poison sent him to sleep
was those pale, bulging eyes round with greed and happiness.
As Stalker dragged Naulé’s unconscious body to his rocky lair, the
ancestors could do nothing but watch, the cold realisation of how they had
been tricked slowly dawning. Stalker seemed oblivious to their outraged
cries, for of course, in the here and now, he could neither see nor hear
them, and wouldn’t have cared if he could; he had his prize. His eyes
seemed as round as the moon as he bustled Naulé into the damp rocky nook
that was Stalker’s larder. Stalker has no teeth, like an old man, and
likes to wait for his food to rot before he started to eat it, so that it
was runny and soft. So he left Naulé in his horrible larder, and rolled a
great stone over the door, so that he couldn’t escape.
But my friends, you all know, I am sure, that it is not so easy as all
that to poison a mullog. Naulé woke with the grey dawn of Despondmire, and
though he felt ill and weak and most terrible miserable, he was by no
means dead yet. He looked about his prison for some means of escape, but
in truth, my friends, I cannot think of a more hopeless place than
Stalker’s larder, nor one I would less like to be trapped in. The space
was very small, made of old stones that had stood on the Despondmire since
forever, slowly sinking into the cursed mud of that place. The stone walls
were covered in green-black algae, and dripped stinking water on poor
Naulé, making him shiver with cold. Bones and scraps of skin and gristle
remained on the miry ground, reminding Naulé that if he did not escape, he
would soon become one of Swampstalker’s meals. The stone sealing the door
was far too big for Naulé to think of moving it, but he wondered if maybe
he could pry a gap, if he had something to wedge in the crack between the
stones. But that was no use, for his spear lay out on the Despondmire,
under the dismal grey sky.
Naulé realised, then, that he had nothing at all, nothing in the whole
world except for the little protect-me-from-lost-hope talisman that hung
around his neck. He looked at it for a long time. It was small, made of
pale stone carved into the shape of a little beetle. He wished he could
run and hide in the spirit world now, seek refuge behind the protective
figure of Ehpi Galumbé. What did it matter if sad pale ghosts followed him
like shadows? They never tried to eat him. He tapped the little talisman
against the stone blocking his entrance. It made a happy chinking noise,
like the first note of a new whistle, and it calmed poor Naulé, easing his
despair enough for him to sleep.
Imagine, my friends, the torment of those ancestors, as they watched their
own Naulé, hopeful green-eyed leader of the mullog people, face a terrible
end at the slimy hands of forever-hungry Swampstalker. They watched him,
silent and solemn, knowing that it was their efforts, however innocent,
that had led Naulé to stray from the marshes that were his home and
refuge. They turned to each other, with sad pale eyes filled with the fire
of the great ones, and the love of the tender ones, and resolved to rescue
Naulé, no matter what stood in their way.
The ancestors may have been lost, but they were still ancestors, and knew
secrets that are kept from the living, even from many of the ehpi. In
their strange drowned voices, they called to the little stone amulet that
lay clasped in Naulé’s hand while he slept. At their call, it unfolded six
stone legs, and scuttled over to where the ancestors huddled in the corner
of the prison. There it stood for some time, hopping from one leg to the
other as if in a great hurry to be away. Finally, the soft sound of the
ancestors’ voices ceased, and the beetle unfolded delicate crystal-veined
wings, and flew up, and out, through a tiny gap in the rocky walls, its
wings making a flinty purr as it flew.
Naulé woke some time later, to a strange sight indeed; a creature was
standing over him, and seemed to be watching him, though it was hard to be
sure, as it had no eyes, that he could see. It was a figure, tall and
lean, almost like a man in size and shape, but formed entirely out of
silverwood bugs, swarming together to make a glittering shape in the air.
“I must be still dreaming” said Naulé, and he was surprised to see the
creature shake its head, contradicting him. The rustle of those many many
wings beating together made a soft sound, like a sigh. And then, the
strangest thing of all, the silverwood-creature began to talk, in a voice
that floated into Naulé’s mind without seeming to come from any mouth, for
the face of the creature remained blank as ever.
“So you are Naulé, leader of the mullogs? I thought you would be bigger –
no matter, though, I suppose the beetle was exaggerating.”
Naulé realised, at this mention of beetles, that his amulet was missing.
“What beetle? And who are you, please? Not another monster wanting to eat
me?”
“No, oh no, how nauseating. I don’t eat anyone, much less anyone who has
the protection of their ancestors. I came here because I was asked to – a
little stone beetle came to me with a message, saying that I must come
quickly to the aid of Naulé the hopeful, who was trapped by the terrible
cunning of Swampstalker. Well of course I couldn’t refuse – Stalker is a
foul creature, as I’m sure you know.”
At these comforting words, Naulé couldn’t help but smile. Help had
arrived! But a word used by the silverwood creature caught his attention.
“I’m sorry, what do you mean by “protection of their ancestors?”
The silvery sprit laughed, with a sound like falling leaves and sunlight.
“Well who do you think sent me such a message? Beetles are simple little
creatures; they never do anything unless they are asked to. It’s very
strange that you don’t know your ancestors when they protect you so
fiercely – they’re here right now, see?”
Naulé looked, but the little prison was empty except for himself and the
silvery figure. “No, I don’t see anyone. They are really here? What do
they look like?” in truth Naulé was a little scared at the thought. He had
seen some of his ancestors die, and did not think he would like to see
them again afterwards.
“They look like cobwebs and marsh mist, bound up together into shapes of
people. Some are bigger than you and some are smaller, but they all have
pale, lost eyes. You really can’t see them? How sad, but I suppose it
explains why they couldn’t help you by themselves.”
Naulé was shocked. Suddenly he understood – the fearful ghosts who had
plagued him for so long were ancestor spirits! How could he be so blind?
For a long time he stood silent, too stunned to know if he was happy or
scared.
The silverwood spirit seemed thoughtful as well. It milled around the
prison on feet that never touched the ground, glancing about as if very
doubtful. Finally it stopped, and spoke in a voice steely with resolve,
but also with regret ringing in its echoes.
“I have lived in this marsh for longer than I can remember. I’ve seen
Swampstalker feed off whoever he pleases, seen him gloat over their
hopeless tears as they sit in his pantry waiting to die. I told myself
that, if I ever saw a chance to cheat him of even one meal, I wouldn’t let
it slip by. And now I know exactly what to do. Ancestors, Stalker is a
coward, you must remember that, because I won’t be able to explain
everything. All I can give you, is this – “
And then, the silverwood figure, glittering as it moved like a wonderful
dream around the space in that gloomy prison, began to sing. It sang, in a
song without words, of rain and the smell of it and the fierce joy it felt
in falling. It sung of earth and the taste of it in the roots of plants.
It sung of darkness and the feel of it on your throat, of caught breaths
on cloudy nights, when the air is built out of heavy silences. It sung of
life, of the rushing, dizzy intensity of it, the defiant, impossible love
that is held in every heartbeat of every creature, the echoes that each
thought leaves in the earth and the sky and the water, in the leaves of
trees and the colour of clouds and the ripples in every pool. It sung of
death, in a ringing, silent song so loud and sweet and sad that Naulé
found tears running down his cheeks, and that, too, was part of the song.
And finally, it sung of a different kind of life, made up of all the
echoes, all the feelings and secrets and memories, and a thousand kinds of
experience that no-one, not the most gifted storyteller in the world,
could describe, that make up the lives of spirits.
The song ended, as quickly as it had begun, and Naulé saw that it had
changed everything. All around him, clustered around the room like an army
of great pale carvings, his ancestors stood, still misty and faraway, but
now a little more real, a little more recognisable for the people they had
been when they were alive. And strangest of all, as they each woke from
the spell cast by the song, they soon found they could speak, not in the
lost drowned voices they’d so despaired of, but in voices clear and cool
and bright as fishes, so Naulé could hear and understand every exclamation
of wonder, every amazed whisper, that they uttered. The silverwood
creature had sung them their own voices. Naulé turned to thank it, but
even as he opened his mouth to speak, he saw the last few silverwood bugs
that made it up go pouring through a crack in the rock. It was gone.
Naulé was not able to wonder about its sudden departure for long, though,
for the ancestors, eager to make quick use of their newfound voices, began
to construct plans of escape, bidding their child “listen closely; you are
about to see the power of your ancestors at work!”
Now all this time Swampstalker had been getting hungrier, and at the
thought of
Naulé’s tender flesh he had been getting droolier, and his long fingers
twitchier, and his belly emptier. Swampstalker is a vindictive creature,
and he likes nothing better, when he’s feeling hungry, than to go and
whisper to his prey. He likes to sit and talk to them about this and that,
and to hear them quiver and wail and beg for release. So Stalker crept up
to his larder, and put his horrible slimy face to the door, and looked
inside to see poor Naulé sitting all alone and huddled like a little child
in the dark. Stalker’s big eyes bulged with greed, as he thought what a
good meal Naulé would make. Naulé looked so lost and scared, that sly
Stalker thought he would have some fun with him. He put his back against
the big stone door, and pushed on it, until it shifted aside, just a
chink, but enough for a small mullog to squeeze through. Just for a
second, he let that gap stand clear, so that surely his prey would think
he was saved, and then he slid, quick and mean, into the gap, blocking out
the light and smashing any hope of escape.
Or so he thought. He was a little upset to see that Naulé hadn’t so much
as gotten up when the door opened, and he didn’t seem nearly so scared and
miserable as Stalker’s prey usually were. Still, Stalker could still enjoy
taunting little Naulé. He leaned down, dripping his burning slime on the
ground, and stared his ancient, hungry stare. “Are you feeling lost,
little mullog? Are you feeling alone? It must be very fearful for you, to
be so far away from all your friends and relatives.”
And Naulé smiled back, a quiet, bright smile that matched his clear,
green, hopeful eyes, and said, quiet and clear and honest, “I don’t think
so, sir. My people have all followed me, can’t you hear them coming?”
Stalker stopped, and listened, but he couldn’t hear anything. He said so,
with a smug look as poisonous as his breath.
“Oh? I can hear them – all those footsteps, they must all be coming to
find me. But I suppose mullogs tread very light, so maybe you can’t hear
yet.”
And at this Stalker hesitated a little, and yes, he could hear something.
Just very quietly, a rustle and a splash here and there, spread out all
around, as if a great many people were moving with utmost stealth across
the Despondmire. He told himself it was just the wind, but Naulé
continued, in his calm, smiling voice:
“Yes, they are very close now. I expect any minute now they will begin the
battle cries.” At this Stalker actually flinched, for just as Naulé said
those words, a terrible noise grew from all around the little lair. There
was a fearsome rattling, exactly like a great many spears and tridents
being clashed together, and a great storm of shouting, the words all
melted into one so that no single voice was heard, but instead a huge
voice, speaking for all with a wordless shout of rage. Stalker was
terrified. The defenceless mullog he had captured had called up a whole
army of fearsome friends! Without a thought for his prisoner, he turned
and scurried away into the marshes.
I think, my friends, that Stalker still sometimes looks back on that
moment, and wonders why he saw not another soul as he fled, despite the
fearsome racket coming from all around him. But I don’t think he has
worked out the truth, just yet. And even if he did, don’t you think that
the idea of an invisible army of ancestors, powerful and proud and
protective of their children like nothing else, would scare him even more?
That is nearly the end of that tale – Naulé escaped, having learnt the
truth about his ancestors, and how to speak to them. Speaking to our
ancestors has since then been a special gift of the mullogs, and speaking
to us a special gift of the ancestors. Swampstalker is still greedy and
hungry, and still waits for a lonely mullog to stray within his reach, but
he is a good deal more cautious about it now.
And what of the strange silverwood creature, which gave up its voice to
the ancestors? Well, maybe it won’t sing again, but the ancestors made
sure it got something in return. Their joy, at being free and at home and
of understanding their world, was so great that it overflowed, and spread,
along the paths still ringing in the air from the ancestors’ song, back to
the silverwood spirit. They may never have told us their name, but we call
them Joyful Eru, because to this day they dance, forever happy in being
alive. And in that, they are among the wisest spirits of all.
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